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Also by John Christopher in Sphere Books:


THE WORLD IN WINTER


A WRINKLE IN THE SKIN


THE POSSESSORS


THE YEAR OF THE COMET


THE CAVES OF NIGHT


THE LONG VOYAGE



The Death of Grass


JOHN CHRISTOPHER


SPHERE POPULAR CLASSICS


I


SPHERE BOOKS LIMITED


London and Sydney



First published by Michael Joseph Ltd 1956


Copyright © 1956 by John Christopher


Published by Sphere Books Ltd 1978


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Reprinted 1979, 1980, 1984, 1985


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and his agents


trade


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Prodrome


As sometimes happens, death healed a family breach.


When Hilda Custance was widowed in the early summer


of 1933, she wrote, for the first time since her


marriage thirteen years before, to her father. Their


moods touched - hers of longing for the hills of West-


morland after the grim seasons of London, and his of


loneliness and the desire to see his only daughter again,


and his unknown grandsons, before he died. The boys,


who were away at school, had not been brought back


for the funeral, and at the end of the summer term they


returned to the small house at Richmond only for a


night, before, with their mother, they travelled north.


In the train, John, the younger boy, said:


'But why did we never have anything to do with


Grandfather Beverley?'


His mother looked out of the window at the tarnished


grimy environs of London, wavering, as though with


fatigue, in the heat of the day.


She said vaguely: 'It's hard to know how these things


happen. Quarrels begin, and neither person stops them,


and they become silences, and nobody breaks them.'


She thought calmly of the storm of emotions into


which she had plunged, out of the untroubled quiet life


of her girlhood in the valley. She had been sure that,


whatever unhappiness came after, she would never


regret the passion itself. Time had proved her doubly


wrong; first in the contentment of her married life and


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her children, and later in the amazement that such contentment


could have come out of what she saw, in


retrospect, as squalid and ill-directed. She had not seen


the squalidness of it then, but her father could hardly


fail to be aware of it, and had not been able to conceal


his awareness. That had been the key: his disgust and


her resentment.


John asked her: 'But who started the quarrel?'


She was only sorry that it had meant that the two


men never knew each other. They were not unlike in


many ways, and she thought they would have liked each


other if her pride had not prevented it.


'It doesn't matter,' she said, 'now.'


David put down his copy of the Boy's Own Paper. Although a year older than his brother, he was only


fractionally taller; they had a strong physical resemblance


and were often taken for twins. But David was


slower moving and slower in thought than John, and


fonder of things than of ideas.


He said: 'The valley - what's it like, Mummy?'


'The valley? Wonderful. It's ... No, I think it will


be better if it comes as a surprise to you. I couldn't


describe it anyway.'


John said: 'Oh, do, Mummy!'


David asked thoughtfully; 'Shall we see it from the


train?'


Their mother laughed. 'From the train? Not even the


beginnings of it. It's nearly an hour's run from Stavely.'


'How big is it?' John asked. 'Are there hills all


round?'


She smiled at them. 'You'll see.'


Jess Hillen, their grandfather's tenant farmer, met them


with a car at Stavely, and they drove up into the hills.


The day was nearly spent, and they saw Blind Gill at


last with the sun setting behind them.


Cyclops Valley would have been a better name for it,


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for it looked out of one eye only - towards the west. But


for this break, it was like a saucer, or a deep dish, the


sides sloping up - bare rock or rough heather - to the


overlooking sky. Against that enclosing barrenness,


the valley's richness was the more marked; green wheat


swayed inwards with the summer breeze, and beyond


the wheat, as the ground rose, they saw the lusher green


of pasture.


The entrance to the valley could scarcely have been


narrower. To the left of the road, ten yards away, a


rock face rose sharply and overhung. To the right, the


River Lepe foamed against the road's very edge. Its


further bank, fifteen yards beyond, hugged the other


jaw of the valley.


Hilda Custance turned round to look at her sons.


"Well?'


'Gosh!' John said, 'this river ... I mean - how does it


get into the valley in the first place?'


'It's the Lepe. Thirty-five miles long, and twenty-five


of those miles underground, if the stories are to be


believed. Anyway, it comes from underground in the


valley. There are a lot of rivers like that in these parts.'


'It looks deep.'


'It is. And very fast. No bathing, I'm afraid. It's wired


farther up to keep cattle out. They don't stand a chance


if they fall in.'


John remarked sagely: 'I should think it might flood


in winter.'


His mother nodded. 'It always used to. Does it still,


Jess?'


'Cut off for a month last winter,' Jess said. 'It's not so


bad now we have the wireless.'


'I think it's terrific,' John said. 'But are you really


cut off? You could climb the hills.'


Jess grinned. 'There are some who have. But it's a


rocky road up, and rockier still down the other side.


Best to sit tight when the Lepe runs full.'


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Hilda distance looked at her elder son. He was


staring ahead at the valley, thickly shadowed by sunset;


the buildings of the Hillen farm were in view now, but


not the Beverley farm high up.


'Well,' she said, 'what do you think of it, David?'


Reluctantly he turned his gaze inwards to meet her


own.


He said: 'I think I'd like to live here, always.'


That summer:, the boys ran wild in the valley.


It was some three miles long, and perhaps half a mile


wide at its greatest extent. It held only the two farms,


and the river, which issued from the southern face about


two miles in. The ground was rich and well cropped, but


there was plenty of room for boys of twelve and eleven


to play, and there were the surrounding hills to climb.


They made the ascent at two or three points, and


stood, panting, looking out over rough hills and moorlands.


The valley was tiny behind them. John delighted


in the feeling of height, of isolation and, to some extent,


of power; for the farm-houses looked, from this vantage,


like toy buildings that they might reach down and pluck


from the ground. And in its greenness the valley seemed an oasis among desert mountains.


David took less pleasure in this, and after their third


climb he refused to go again. It was enough for him to


be in the valley; the surrounding slopes were like cupped


and guarding hands, which it was both fruitless and


ungrateful to scale.


This divergence of their interests caused them to


spend much of their time apart. While John roamed


the valley's sides, David kept to the farmland, to his


grandfather's increasing satisfaction. At the end of the


second week, boy and old man, they went together to


the River field on a warm and cloudy afternoon. The


boy watched intently while his grandfather plucked ears


of wheat here and there, and examined them. His near



vision was poor, and he was forced to hold the wheat at


arm's length.


'It's going to be a fair crop,' he said, 'as well as my


eyes can tell me.'


To their right there was the continuous dull roar as


the Lepe forced its way out of the containing rock into


the valley.


David said: 'Shall we still be here for the harvest?'


'Depends. It may be. Would you like to be?'


David said enthusiastically: 'Oh, yes, Grandfather!'


There was a silence in which the only intrusion was


the noise of the Lepe. His grandfather looked over the


valley which the Beverleys had farmed for a century


and a half; and then turned from the land to the boy at


his side.


'I don't see as we shall have long to get to know one


another, David boy,' he said. 'Do you think you would


like to farm this valley when you're grown?'


'More than anything.'


'It'll be yours, then. A farm needs one owner, and I


don't think as your brother would be fond of the life,


any road.'


'John wants to be an engineer,' said David.


'And he'll be likely enough to make a good one. What


had you thought of being, then?'


'I hadn't thought of anything.'


'I shouldn't say it, maybe,' said his grandfather, 'since


I never seen aught of any other kind of life but what


I glimpse at Lepeton Market; but I don't know of


another life that can give as much satisfaction. And this


is good land, and a good lie for a man that's content with


his own company and few neighbours. There's stone


slabs under the ground in the Top Meadow, and they say


the valley was held as a stronghold once, in bygone


times. I don't reckon you could hold it now, against


guns and aeroplanes, but whenever I've been outside


I've always had a feeling that I could shut the door


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behind me when I come back through the pass.*


'I felt that,' David said, 'when we came in.'


'My grandfather,' said David's grandfather, 'had himself


buried here. They didn't like it even then, but in


those days they had to put up with some things they


didn't like. They've got more weight behind them today,


damn them! A man should have the rights to be buried


in his own ground.'


He looked across the green spears of wheat.


'But I shan't fret so greatly over leaving it, if I'm


leaving it to my own blood.'


On another afternoon, John stood on the southern rim


and, after staring his fill, began to descend again into


the valley.


The Lepe, from its emergence to the point where it


left the valley altogether, hugged these southern slopes,


and for that reason they could only be scaled from the


eastern end of the valley. But the boy realised now that,


once above the river, it could not bar him from the


slopes beneath which it raced and boiled. From the


ground, he had seen a cleft in the hill face which might


be a cave. He climbed down towards it, breaking new


ground.


He worked his way down with agility but with care,


for although quick in thought and movement he was


not foolhardy. He came at last to the cleft, perhaps fifteen


feet above the dark swirling waters, and found it


to be no more than that. In his disappointment, he


looked for some new target of ambition. Directly over


the river's edge, rock swelled into something like a


ledge. From there, perhaps, one could dangle one's legs


in the rushing water. It was less than a cave would have


been, but better than a return, baulked of any satisfaction,


to the farmland.


He lowered himself still more cautiously. The slope


was steep, and the sound of the Lepe had a threatening


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growl to it. The ledge, when he finally reached it, gave


little purchase.


By now, however, the idea had come to obsess him just


one foot in the water; that would be enough to meet


the objective he had set himself. Pressed awkwardly


against the side of the hill, he reached down with his


hand to unfasten the sandal on his right foot. As he did


so, his left foot slipped on the smooth rock. He clutched


frantically, aware of himself falling, but there was no


hold for his hands. He fell and the waters of the Lepe


- chill even in midsummer, and savagely buffeting took


him.


He could swim fairly well for a boy of his age, but he


had no chance against the violence of the Lepe. The


current pulled him down into the deeps of the channel


that the river had worn for itself through centuries


before the Beverleys, or any others, had come to farm


its banks. It rolled him like a pebble along its bed, as


though to squeeze breath and life from him together.


He was aware of nothing but its all-embracing violence


and his own choking pulse.


Then, suddenly, he saw that the darkness about him


was diminishing, yielding to sunlight filtered through


water still violent but of no great depth. With his last


strength, he struggled into an upright position, and his


head broke through to the air. He took shuddering


breath, and saw that he was near the middle of the river.


He could not stand, for the river's strength was too


great, but he half-ran, half-swam with the current as the


Lepe dragged him towards the pass that marked the


valley's end.


Once out of the valley, the river took a quieter course.


A hundred yards down, he was able to swim awkwardly,


through relatively calm water, to the farther bank, and


pull himself up on to it. Drenched and exhausted, he


contemplated the length of the tumbling flood down


which, in so short a time, he had been carried. He was


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still staring when he heard the sound of a pony-trap


coming up the road and, a few moments later, his grandfather's


voice.


'Hey, there, John! Been swimming?'


He got to his feet unsteadily, and stumbled towards


the trap. His grandfather's arms took him and lifted


him.


'You've had a bit of a shaking, lad. Did you fall in


then?'


His mind remained shocked; he told as much as he


could, flat-voiced, in broken sentences. The old man


listened.


'It looks like you were born for a hanging. A grown


man wouldn't give overmuch for his chances if he'd


gone in like that. And you broke surface with your feet


still on the bottom, you say? My father used to tell of a


bar in the middle of the Lepe, but nobody was like to


try it. It's deep enough by either bank.'


He looked at the boy, who had begun to shiver, more


from the aftermath of his experience than from anything


else.


'No sense in me going on talking all afternoon,


though. We must get you back, and into dry clothes.


Come on there, Flossie!'


As his grandfather cracked the small whip, John said


quickly: 'Grandfather - you won't say anything to


Mummy, will you? Please!'


The old man said: 'How shall we not, then? She can't


but see you're soaked to the bone.'


'I thought I might dry myself ... in the sun.'


'Ay, but not this week! Still . . . you don't want her


to know you've had a ducking? Are you feared she'll


scold you?'


'No.'


Their eyes met. 'Ah, well,' said his grandfather, I reckon I owe you a secret, lad. Will it do if I take you to


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the Hillens and get you dried there? You shall have to


be dried somewhere.'


'Yes,' John said, 'I don't mind that. Thank you,


Grandfather.'


The wheels of the trap crunched over the rough stone


road as they passed through the gap and the Hillen


farm came into view ahead of them. The old man


broke the silence between them.


'You want to be an engineer, then?'


John looked away from his fascinated watching of the


rushing Lepe. 'Yes, Grandfather.'


'You wouldn't take to farming?'


John said cautiously: 'Not particularly.'


His grandfather said, with relief: 'No, I thought not.'


He began to say more, but broke off. It was not until


they were within hail of the Hillen farm buildings that


he said:


'I'm glad of it. I love the land more than most, I


reckon, but there are some terms on which it isn't worth


having. The best land in the world might as well be


barren if it brings bad blood between brothers.'


Then he reined up the pony, and called out to Jess


Hillen.


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A quarter of a century later, the two brothers stood


together by the banks of the Lepe. David lifted his stick


and pointed far up the slope of the hill.


There they go!'


John followed his brother's gaze to where the two


specks toiled their way upwards. He laughed.


'Davey setting the pace as usual, but I would put my


money on Mary's stamina for first-overthe-top.'


'She's a couple of years older, remember.'


'You're a bad uncle. You favour the nephew too


blatantly.'


They both grinned. 'She's a good girl,' David said, 'but


Davey - well, he's Davey.'


'You should have married and got a few of your own.*


'I never had the time to go courting.'


John said: 'I thought you countrymen took that in


your stride, along with the cabbage planting.'


'I don't plant cabbages, though. There's no sense in


doing anything but wheat and potatoes these days.


That's what the Government wants, so that's what I


give 'em.'


John looked at him with amusement. 'I like you in


your part of the honest, awkward farmer. What about


your beef cattle, though? And the dairy herd?'


'I was talking about crops. I think the dairy cattle will


have to go, anyway. They take up more land than


they're worth.'


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John shook his head. *I can't imagine the valley without


cows.'


'The townie's old illusion,' David said, 'of the unchanging


countryside. The country changes more than


the city does. With the city it's only a matter of different


buildings - bigger maybe, and uglier, but no more than


that. When the country changes, it changes in a more


fundamental way altogether.'


'We could argue about that,' John said. 'After all...'


David looked over his shoulder. 'Here's Arm coming.'


When she was in earshot, he added: 'And you ask me


why I never got married!'


Arm put an arm on each of their shoulders. 'What I


like about the valley,' she said, 'is the high standard of


courtly compliments. Do you really want to know why


you never married, David?'


'He tells me he's never had the time,' John said.


'You're a hybrid,' Arm told him. 'You're enough of a


farmer to know that a wife should be a chattel, but


being one of the newfangled university-trained kind,


you have the grace to feel guilty about it.'


'And how do you reckon I would treat my wife,*


David asked, 'assuming I brought myself to the point of


getting one? Yoke her up to the plough when the


tractor broke down?'


'It would depend on the wife, I should think - on


whether she was able to master you or not.'


'She might yoke you to the plough!' John commented.


'You will have to find me a nice masterful one, Arm.


Surely you've got some women friends who could cope


with a Westmorland clod?'


'I've been discouraged,' Arm said. 'Look how hard I


used to try, and it never got anywhere.'


'Now, then! They were all either flat-chested and bespectacled,


with dirty fingers and a New Statesman tucked behind their left ear; or else dressed in funny-


coloured tweeds, nylons and high-heeled shoes.'


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'What about Norma?'


'Norma,' David said, 'wanted to see the stallion servicing


one of the mares. She thought it would be a


highly interesting experience.'


'Well, what's wrong with that in a farmer's wife?'


David said drily: 'I've no idea. But it shocked old Jess


when he heard her. We have our rough-and-ready


notions of decorum, funny though they may be.'


'It's just as I said,' Arm told him. 'You're still partly


civilised. You'll be a bachelor all your days.'


David grinned. 'What I want to know is - am I going


to get Davey to reduce to my own condition of barbarism?


'


John said: 'Davey is going to be an architect. I want


to have some sensible plans to work to in my old age.


You should see the monstrosity I'm helping to put up


now.'


'Davey will do as he wishes,' Anne said. *I think his


present notion is that he's going to be a mountaineer.


What about Mary? Aren't you going to fight over her?'


'I don't see Mary as an architect,' her father said.


'Mary will marry,' her uncle added, 'like any woman


who's worth anything.'


Arm contemplated them. 'You're both savages really,'


she observed. 'I suppose all men are. It's just that


David's had more of his veneer of civilisation chipped


off.'


'Now,' David said, 'what's wrong with taking it for


granted that a good woman will marry?'


'I wouldn't be surprised if Davey marries, too,' Arm


said.


'There was a girl in my year at the university,' David


said. 'She had every one of us beat for theory, and from


what I heard she'd been more or less running her


father's farm in Lancashire since she was about fourteen.


She didn't even take her degree. She married an


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American airman and went back with him to live in


Detroit.'


'And therefore,' Arm observed, 'take no thought for


your daughters, who will inevitably marry American


airmen and go and live in Detroit.'


David smiled slowly. 'Well, something like that!'


Arm threw him a look half-tolerant, half-exasperated,


but made no further comment. They walked together in


silence by the river bank. The air had the lift of May;


the sky was blue and white, with clouds browsing slowly


across their azure pasture. In the valley, one was always


more conscious of the sky, framed as it was by the


encircling hills. A shadow sailed across the ground


towards them, enveloped them, and yielded again to


sunshine.


'This peaceful land,' Arm said. 'You are lucky,


David.'


'Don't go back on Sunday,' he suggested. 'Stay here.


We could do with some extra hands for the potatoes


with Luke away sick.'


'My monstrosity calls me,' John said. 'And the kids


will never do their holiday tasks while they stay here.


I'm afraid it's back to London on schedule.'


'There's such a richness everywhere. Look at all this,


and then think of the poor wretched Chinese.'


'What's the latest? Did you hear the news before


you came out?'


'The Americans are sending more grain ships.'


'Anything from Peking?'


'Nothing official. It's supposed to be in flames. And


at Hong Kong they've had to repel attacks across the


frontier.'


'A genteel way of putting it,' John said grimly. 'Did


you ever see those old pictures of the rabbit plagues in


Australia? Wire-netting fences ten feet high, and rabbits


- hundreds, thousands of rabbits - piled up against


them, leap-frogging over each other until in the end


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either they scaled the fences or the fences went down


under their weight. That's Hong Kong right now,


except that it's not rabbits piled against the fence but


human beings.'


'Do you think it's as bad as that?' David asked.


'Worse, if anything. The rabbits only advanced under


the blind instinct of hunger. Men are intelligent, and


because they're intelligent you have to take sterner


measures to stop them. I suppose they've got plenty of


ammunition for their guns, but it's certain they won't


have enough.'


'You think Hong Kong will fall?'


'I'm sure it will. The pressure will build up until it has


to. They may machine-gun them from the air first, and


dive-bomb them and drop napalm on them, but for


every one they kill there will be a hundred trekking in


from the interior to replace him.'


'Napalm!' Arm said. 'Oh, no.'


'What else? It's that or evacuate, and there aren't the


ships to evacuate the whole of Hong Kong in time.'


David said: 'But if they took Hong Kong - there can't


be enough food there to give them three square meals,


and then they're back where they started.'


'Three square meals? Not even one, I shouldn't think. But what difference does that make? Those people are


starving. When you're in that condition, it's the next


mouthful that you're willing to commit murder for.'


'And India?' David asked. 'And Burma, and all the


rest of Asia?'


'God knows. At least, they've got some warning. It was the Chinese government's unwillingness to admit


they were faced with a problem they couldn't master


that's got them in the worst of this mess.'


Arm said: 'How did they possibly imagine they could


keep it a secret?'


John shrugged. 'They had abolished famine by statute


- remember? And then, things looked easy at the begin19



ning. They isolated the virus within a month of it hitting


the ricefields. They had it neatly labelled - the Chung-Li


virus. All they had to do was to find a way of killing it


which didn't kill the plant. Alternatively, they could


breed a virus-resistant strain. And finally, they had no


reason to expect the virus would spread so fast.'


'But when the crop had failed so badly?'


'They'd built up stocks against famine - give them


credit for that. They thought they could last out until


the spring crops were cut. And they couldn't believe


they wouldn't have beaten the virus by then.'


'The Americans think they've got an angle on it.'


'They may save the rest of the Far East. They're too


late to save China - and that means Hong Kong.'


Ann's eyes were on the hillside, and the two figures


clambering up to the summit.


'Little children starving,' she said. 'Surely there's


something we can do about it?'


'What?' John asked. 'We're sending food, but it's a


drop in the ocean.'


'And we can talk and laugh and joke,' she said, 'in a


land as peaceful and rich as this, while that goes on.'


David said: 'Not much else we can do, is there, my


dear? There were enough people dying in agony every


minute before; all this does is multiply it. Death's the


same, whether it's happening to one or a hundred


thousand.'


She said: 'I suppose it is.'


'We've been lucky,' David said. 'A virus could have


hit wheat in just the same way.'


'It wouldn't have had the same effect, though, would


it?' John asked. 'We don't depend on wheat in quite


the way the Chinese, and Asiatics generally, depend on


rice.'


'Bad enough, though. Rationed bread, for a


certainty.'


'Rationed bread!' Arm exclaimed. 'And in China


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there are millions fighting for a mouthful of grain.'


They were silent. Above them, the sun stood in a


sector of cloudless sky. The song of a mistle-thrush


lifted above the steady comforting undertone of the


Lepe.


'Poor devils,' David said.


'Coming up in the train,' John observed, 'there was a


man who was explaining, with evident delight, that the


Chinks were getting what they deserved for being Communists.


But for the presence of the children, I think I


would have given him the benefit of my opinion of him.'


'Are we very much better?' Arm asked. 'We remember


and feel sorry now and then, but the rest of the time


we forget, and go about our business as usual.'


'We have to,' David said. 'The fellow in the train - I


shouldn't think he gloats all the time. It's the way we're


made. It's not so bad as long as we realise how lucky we


are.'


'Isn't it? Didn't Dives say something like that?'


They heard, carried on the breeze of early summer, a


faint hallooing, and their eyes went up to it. A figure


stood outlined against the sky and, as they watched,


another clambered up to stand beside it.


John smiled. 'Mary first. Stamina told.'


'You mean, age did,' David said. 'Let's give them a


wave to show we've seen 'em.'


They waved their arms, and the two specks waved


back to them. When they resumed their walk, Arm said:


'As a matter of fact, I think Mary's decided she's


going to be a doctor.'


'Now, that's a sensible idea,' David said. 'She can


always marry another doctor, and set up a joint


practice.'


'What,' John said,' - in Detroit?'


'It's one of the useful arts as David sees them,' Arm


remarked. 'On a par with being a good cook.'


David poked into a hole with his stick. 'Living closer


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to the simple things as I do,' he said, 'I have a better


appreciation of them. I put the useful arts first, second


and third. After that it's all right to start messing about


with skyscrapers.'


'Now,' John said, 'if you hadn't had engineers to


build a contraption big enough to fit the Ministry of


Agriculture into, where would all you farmers be?'


David did not reply to the jest. Their walk had taken


them to a place where, with the river on their left, the


path was flanked to the right by swampy ground. David


bent down towards a clump of grass, whose culms rose


some two feet high. He gave a tug, and two or three


stems came out easily.


'Noxious weeds?' Arm asked.


David shook his head. 'Oryzoides, of the genus Leersia, of the tribe Oryzae.'


'Without your botanical background,' John said, 'it


just doesn't mean a thing.'


'It's an uncommon British grass,' David went on.


'Very uncommon in these parts - you find it occasionally


in the southern counties - Hampshire, Surrey and


soon.'


'The leaves,' Anne said,' - they look as though they're


rotting.'


'So are the roots,' David said. 'Oryzae includes three


genera. Leersia is one and Oryza's another.'


'They sound like names of progressive females,' John


commented.


'Oryza saliva,' David said, 'is rice.'


'Rice!' said Arm. 'Then...'


'This is rice grass,' David said. He pulled a long blade


and held it up. It was speckled with patches of darker


green centred with brown; the last inch was all brown


and deliquescing. 'And this is the Chung-Li virus.'


'Here,' John asked, 'in England?'


'In this green and pleasant land,' David said. 'I knew


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it went for Leersia as well, but I hadn't expected it to


reach so far.'


Arm stared in fascination at the splotched and putrefying


grass. 'This,' she said. 'Just this.'


David looked across the stretch of marsh to the cornfield


beyond.


'Thank God that viruses have selective appetites. That


damn thing comes half-way across the world to fasten


on this one small clump of grass - perhaps on a few


hundred clumps like it in all England.'


'Yes,' John said, 'wheat is a grass, too, isn't it?'


'Wheat,' David said, 'and oats and barley and rye not


to mention fodder for the beasts. It's rough on the


Chinese, but it could have been a lot worse.'


'Yes,' Arm said, 'it could have been us instead. Isn't


that what you mean? We had forgotten them again.


And probably in another five minutes we shall have


found some other excuse for forgetting them.'


David crumpled the grass in his hand, and threw it


into the river. It sped away on the swiftly flowing Lepe.


'Nothing else we can do,' he said.


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2


Arm, who was dummy, switched the wireless on for the


nine o'clock news. John had landed in a three no-trumps


contract which they could not possibly make, chiefly to


shut out Roger and Olivia, who only wanted thirty for


game and rubber. John frowned over his cards.


Roger Buckley said boisterously: 'Come on, old boy!


What about finessing that nine?'


Roger was the only one of John's old Army friends


with whom he had kept in close touch. Arm had not


cared for him on first acquaintance, and longer experience


had not moved her towards anything more than


tolerance. She disliked his general air of schoolboyish


high spirits almost as much as his rare moments of


savage depression, and she disliked still more what she


saw as the essential hardness that stood behind both


aspects of his outward personality.


She was reasonably sure that he knew what her feelings


were, and discounted them - as he did so many


things - as unimportant. In the past, this had added


further to her dislike, and but for one thing she would


have weaned John away from the friendship.


The one thing was Olivia. When Roger, fairly soon


after her first meeting with him, had brought along this


rather large, placid, shy girl, introducing her as his


fiancee, Arm had been surprised, but confident that this


engagement - the latest of several by John's report would


never end in marriage. She had been wrong in


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that. She had befriended Olivia in the first place in


anticipation that Roger would leave her stranded, and


subsequently so that she could be in a position to protect


her when, after marriage, Roger showed his true


colours. She had been humiliated to find, by degrees,


not only that Olivia continued to enjoy what seemed to


be an entirely happy marriage, but also that she herself


had come to depend a great deal on Olivia's warm quiet


understanding in her own minor crises. Without liking


Roger any more, she was more willing to put up with


him on account of Olivia.


John led a small diamond towards King - Jack in


dummy. Olivia placidly set down an eight. John hesitated,


and then brought down the Jack. With a triumphant


chuckle, Roger dropped the Queen on top of it.


From the radio, a voice said, in B.B.C. accents:


The United Nations Emergency Committee on


China, in its interim report published today, has stated


that the lowest possible figure for deaths in the China


famine must be set at two hundred million people . . . '


Roger said: 'Dummy looks a bit weak in hearts. I


think we might try them out.'


Arm said: Two hundred million! It's unbelievable.'


'What's two hundred million?' Roger asked. There's


an awful lot of Chinks in China. They'll breed 'em back


again in a couple of generations.'


Arm had encountered Roger's cynicism in argument


before, and preferred not to do so at this moment. Her


mind was engaged with the horrors of her own


imagination.


'A further item of the report,' the announcer's voice


continued, 'reveals that field tests with Isotope 717 have


shown an almost complete control of the Chung-Li


virus. The spraying of aU rice fields with this isotope is


to be carried out as an urgent operation by the newly


constituted United Nations Air Relief Wing. Supplies


of the isotope are expected to be adequate to cover all


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the rice fields immediately threatened within a few days,


and the remainder within a month.'


'Thank God for that,' John said.


'When you've finished the Magnificat,' Roger said,


'you might cover that little heart.'


In mild protest, Olivia said: 'Roger!'


'Two hundred million,' John said. 'A sizeable monument


to human pride and stubbornness. If they'd let our


people work on the virus six months earlier, they would


have been alive now.'


'Talking of sizeable monuments to human pride,'


Roger said, 'and since you insist on stalling before you


bring that Ace of hearts out, how's your own little Taj


Mahal going? I hear rumours of labour troubles.'


'Is there anything you don't hear?'


Roger was Public Relations Officer to the Ministry of


Production. He lived in a world of gossip and whitewash


that fostered, Arm thought, his natural inhumanity.


'Nothing of importance,' Roger said. 'Do you think


you'll get it finished on time?'


'Tell your Minister,' John said, 'to tell his colleague


that he need have no fears. His plush-lined suite will be


ready for him right on the dot.'


'The question,' Roger commented, 'is whether the


colleague will be ready for it.'


'Another rumour?'


'I wouldn't call it a rumour. Of course, he might turn


out to have an axe-proof neck. It will be interesting to


see.'


'Roger,' Arm asked, 'do you get a great deal of


pleasure out of the contemplation of human misfortune?'




She was sorry, as soon as she had said it, that she had


let herself be provoked into reacting. Roger fixed her


with an amused eye; he had a deceptively mild face with


a chin that, from some angles, appeared to recede, and


large brown eyes.


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'I'm the little boy who never grew up,' he said. 'When


you were my age, you probably laughed too at fat men


sliding on banana skins. Now you think of them breaking


their necks and leaving behind despairing wives and


a horde of undernourished children. You must let me


go on enjoying my toys as best I can.'


Olivia said: 'He's hopeless. You mustn't mind him, Arm .'


She spoke with the amused tolerance an indulgent


mother might show towards a naughty child. But what


was suitable in relation to a child, Arm thought with


irritation, was not therefore to be regarded as an


adequate way of dealing with a morally backward adult.


Still watching Arm, Roger continued: 'The thing all


you adult sensitive people must bear in mind is that


things are on your side at present - you live in a world


where everything's in favour of being sensitive and


civilised. But it's a precarious business. Look at the


years China's been civilised, and look what's just happened


out there. When the belly starts rumbling, the


belly-laugh comes into its own again.'


'J'm inclined to agree,' John said. 'You're a throwback,


Roger.'


'There are some ways,' Olivia said, 'in which he and


Steve are just about the same age.'


Steve was the Buckleys' nine-year-old son; Roger was


too devoted to him to let him go away to school. He was


rather small, decidedly precocious, and capable of bouts


of elemental savagery.


'But Steve will grow out of it,* Arm pointed out.


Roger grinned. 'If he does, he's no son of mine!'


The children came home for half-term, and the


Custances and the Buckleys drove down to the sea for


the week-end. It was their custom to hire a caravan


between them; the caravan, towed down by one car and


back by the other, housed the four adults, while the


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three children slept in a tent close by.


They had good weather for the trip, and Saturday


morning found them lying on sun-warmed shingle, within


sound and sight of the sea. The children interspersed


this with bathing or with crab-hunting along the shore.


Of the adults, John and the two women were happy


enough to lie in the sun. Roger, more restless by nature,


first assisted the children and then lay about in evident


and increasing frustration.


When Roger had looked at his watch several times,


John said: 'All right. Let's go and get changed.'


'All right, what?' Arm asked. 'What are you getting


changed for? You weren't proposing to do the cooking,


were you?'


'Roger's been tripping over his tongue for the last


half-hour,' John said. 'I think I'd better take him for a


run down to the village. They'll be open by now.'


'They were open half an hour ago,' Roger said. 'We'll


take your car.'


'Lunch at one,' Olivia said. 'And not kept for latecomers.'




'Don't worry.'


With glasses in front of them, Roger said:


'That's better. The seaside always makes me thirsty.


Must be the salt in the air.'


John drank from his glass, and put it down again.


'You're a bit jumpy, Rodge. I noticed it yesterday.


Something bothering you?'


They sat in the bar parlour. The door was open, and


they could look out on to a gravelled patch on this side


of the road, and a wide stretch of green beyond it. The


air was warm and mild.


'This is the weather the cuckoo likes,' Roger quoted.


'When they sit outside the "Traveller's Rest", and maids


come forth sprig-muslin drest, and citizens dream of the


South and West. And so do I. Jumpy? Perhaps I am.'


'Anything I can lend a hand with?'


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Roger studied him for a moment. The first duty of a


Public Relations Officer,' he said, 'is loyalty, the second


is discretion, and having a loud mouth with a ready


tongue runs a poor third. My trouble is that I always


keep my fingers crossed when I pledge loyalty and


discretion to anyone who isn't a personal friend.'


'What's up?'


'If you were me,' Roger said, 'you wouldn't tell,


honesty being one of your stumbling-blocks. So I can


tell you to keep it under your hat. Not even Ami yet. I


haven't said anything to Olivia.'


'If it's that important,' John said, 'perhaps you'd


better not say anything to me.'


'Frankly, I think they would have been wiser not to


keep it dark, but that's not the point either. All I'm


concerned with is that nothing that gets out can be


traced back to me. It will get out - that's certain.'


'Now I'm curious,' John said.


Roger emptied his glass, waited for John to do the


same, and took them both over to the bar for refilling.


When he had brought them back, he drank lengthily


before saying anything further.


He said: 'Remember Isotope 717?'


'The stuff they sprayed the rice with?'


'Yes. There were two schools of thought about


tackling that virus. One wanted to find something that


would kill the virus; the other thought the best line was


breeding a virus-resistant rice strain. The second obviously


required more time, and so got less attention.


Then the people on the first tack came up with 717,


found it overwhelmingly effective against the virus, and


rushed it into action.'


'It did kill the virus,' John said. 'I've seen the pictures


of it.'


'From what I've heard, viruses are funny brutes. Now,


if they'd found a virus-resistant rice, that would have


solved the problem properly. You can almost certainly


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find a resistant strain of anything, if you look hard


enough or work on a large enough scale.'


John looked at him. 'Go on.'


'Apparently, it was a complex virus. They've identified


at least five phases by now. When they came up


with 717 they had found four phases, and 717 killed


them all. They discovered number five when they found


they hadn't wiped the virus out after all.'


'But in that case...'


'Chung-Li,' said Roger, 'is well ahead on points.'


John said: 'You mean, there's still a trace of the virus


active in the fields? It can't be more than a trace, considering


how effective 717 was.'


'Only a trace,' Roger said. 'Of course, we might have


been lucky. Phase 5 might have been slow where the


other four were fast movers. From what I hear, though,


it spreads quite as fast as the original.'


John said slowly: 'So we're back where we started. Or


not quite where we started. After all, if they found


something to cope with the first four phases they should


be able to lick the fifth.'


'That's what I tell myself,' Roger said. 'There's just


the other thing that's unsettling.'


'Well?'


'Phase 5 was masked by the others before 717 got to


work. I don't know how this business applies, but the


stronger virus strains somehow kept it inactive. When


717 removed them, it was able to go ahead and show its


teeth. It differs from its big brothers in one important


respect.'


John waited; Roger took a draught of beer.


Roger went on: 'The appetite of the Chung-Li virus


was for the tribe of Ory^ae, of the family of Gramineae. Phase 5 is rather less discriminating. It thrives on all the Gramineae.'


'Gramineae?'


Roger smiled, not very happily. 'I've only picked up


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the jargon recently myself. Gramineae means grasses all


the grasses.'


John thought of David: 'We've been lucky.' 'Grasses,'


he said,' - that includes wheat.'


'Wheat, oats, barley, rye - that's a starter. Then meat,


dairy foods, poultry. In a couple of years' time we'll be


living on fish and chips - if we can get the fat to fry


them in.'


'They'll find an answer to it.'


'Yes,' Roger said, 'of course they will. They found an


answer to the original virus, didn't they? I wonder in


what directions Phase 6 will extend its range - to


potatoes, maybe?'


John had a thought. 'If they're keeping it quiet - I


take it this is on an international level - might it not be


because they're reasonably sure an answer is already in


the bag?'


'That's one way of looking at it. My own feeling was


that they might be waiting until they have got the


machine-guns into position.'


'Machine-guns?'


'They've got to be ready,' Roger said, 'for the second


two hundred million.'


'It can't come to that. Not with all the world's


resources working on it right from the beginning. After


all, if the Chinese had had the sense to call in help ... '


'We're a brilliant race,' Roger observed. 'We found


out how to use coal and oil, and when they showed the


first signs of running out we got ready to hop on the


nuclear energy wagon. The mind boggles at man's progress


in the last hundred years. If I were a Martian, I


wouldn't take odds even of a thousand to one on intellect


of that kind being defeated by a little thing like a


virus. Don't think I'm not an optimist, but I like to


hedge my bets even when the odds look good.'


'Even if you look at it from the worst point of view,'


John said, 'we probably could live on fish and vegetables.


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It wouldn't be the end of the world.'


'Could we?' Roger asked. 'All of us? Not on our


present amount of food intake.'


'One picks up some useful information from having a


farmer in the family,' John said. 'An acre of land yields


between one and two hundredweight of meat, or thirty


hundredweight of bread. But it will yield ten tons of


potatoes.'


'You encourage me,' Roger commented. 'I am now


prepared to believe that Phase 5 will not wipe out the


human race. That leaves me only my own immediate


circle to worry about. I can disengage my attention from


the major issues.'


'Damn it!' John said. 'This isn't China.'


'No,' Roger said. 'This is a country of fifty million


people that imports nearly half its food requirements.'


'We might have to tighten our belts.'


'A tight belt,' said Roger, 'looks silly on a skeleton.'


'I've told you,' John said, ' - if you plant potatoes


instead of grain crops you get a bulk yield that's more


than six times heavier.'


'Now go and tell the government. On second


thoughts, don't. Whatever the prospects, I'm not prepared


to throw my job in. And there, unless I'm a long


way off the mark, you have the essential clue. Even if


I thought you were the only man who had that information,


and thought that information might save us all


from starvation, I should think twice before I advised


you to advertise my own security failings.'


'Twice, possibly,' John said, 'but not three times. It


would be your future as well.'


'Ah,' said Roger, 'but someone else might have the


information, there might be another means of saving


us, the virus might die out of its own accord, the world might even plunge into the sun first - and I should have


lost my job to no purpose. Translate that into political


terms and governmental levels. Obviously, if we don't


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find a way of stopping the virus, the only sensible thing


to do is plant potatoes in every spot of ground that will


take them. But at what stage does one decide that the


virus can't be stopped? And if we stud England's green


and pleasant land with potato patches, and then someone


kills the virus after all - what do you imagine the


electorate is going to say when it is offered potatoes


instead of bread next year?'


'I don't know what it would say. I know what it should


say, though - thank God for not being reduced to cannibalism


as the Chinese were.'


'Gratitude,' Roger said, 'is not the most conspicuous


aspect of national life - not, at any rate, seen from the


politician's eye view.'


John let his gaze travel again beyond the open door of


the inn. On the green on the other side of the road, a


group of village boys were playing cricket. Their voices


seemed to carry to the listener on shafts of sunlight.


'We're probably both being a bit alarmist,' he said.


'It's a long cry from the news that Phase 5 is out and


about to a prospect either of a potato diet or famine


and cannibalism. From the time the scientists really got


to work on it, it only took three months to develop 717.'


'Yes,' Roger said, 'that's something that worries me,


too. Every government in the world is going to be


comforting itself with the same reassuring thought. The


scientists have never failed us yet. We shall never really


believe they will until they do.'


'When a thing has never failed before, it's not a bad


presumption that it won't fail now.'


'No,' Roger said, 'I suppose not.' He lifted his nearly


empty glass. 'Look thy last on all things lovely every


hour. A world without beer? Unimaginable. Drink up


and let's have another.'


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3


The news of Phase 5 of the Chung-Li virus leaked out


during the summer, and was followed by widespread


rioting in those parts of the Far East that were nearest


to the focus of infection. The Western world looked on


with benevolent concern. Grain was shipped to the


troubled areas, where armoured divisions were needed


to protect it. Meanwhile, the efforts to destroy the virus


continued in laboratories and field research stations all


over the world.


Farmers were instructed to keep the closest possible


watch for signs of the virus, with the carefully calculated


prospects of heavy fines for failure to report, and


good compensation for the destruction of virus-stricken


crops. It had been established that Phase 5, like the


original virus, travelled both by root contact and


through the air. By a policy of destroying infected crops


and clearing the ground for some distance around them,


it was hoped to keep the spread of the virus in check


until a means could be found of eradicating it entirely.


The policy was moderately successful. Phase 5, like


its predecessors, reached across the world, but something


like three-quarters of a normal harvest was


gathered in the West. In the East, things went less well.


By August, it was clear that India was faced with an


overwhelming failure of crops, and a consequent


famine. Burma and Japan were very little better off.


In the West, the question of relief for the stricken


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areas began to show a different aspect. World reserve


stocks had already been drastically reduced in the


attempt, in the spring, to succour China. Now, with


the prospect of a poor harvest even in the least affected


areas, what had been instinctive became a matter for


argument.


At the beginning of September, the United States


House of Representatives passed an amendment to a


Presidential bill of food aid, calling for a Plimsoll line


for food stocks for home use. A certain minimum tonnage


of all foods was to be kept in reserve, to be used


inside the United States only.


Arm could not keep her indignation at this to herself.


'Millions facing famine,' she said, 'and those fat old


men refuse them food.'


They were all having tea on the Buckleys' lawn. The


children had retired, with a supply of cakes, into the


shrubbery, from which shrieks and giggles issued at


intervals.


'As one who hopes to live to be a fat old man,' Roger


said, 'I'm not sure I ought not to resent that.'


'You must admit it has a callous ring to it,' John said.


'Any act of self-defence has. The trouble as far as the


Americans are concerned is that their cards are always


on the table. The other grain-producing countries will


just sit on their stocks without saying anything.'


Arm said: 'I can't believe that.'


'Can't you? Let me know when the Russians send


their next grain ship east. I've got a couple of old hats


that might as well be eaten.'


'Even so - there's Canada, Australia, New Zealand.'


'Not if they pay any attention to the British Government.'




'Why should our government tell them not to send


relief?'


'Because we may want it ourselves. We are earnestly


-I might say, desperately - hoping that blood is thicker


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than the water which separates us. If the virus isn't


licked by next summer...'


'But these people are starving now!'


'They have our deepest sympathy.'


She stared at him, for once in undisguised dislike.


'How can you!'


Roger stared back. 'We once agreed about my being


a throwback - remember? If I irritate the people round


me, don't forget they may irritate me occasionally.


Woolly-mindedness does. I believe in self-preservation,


and I'm not prepared to wait until the knife is at my


throat before I start fighting. I don't see the sense in


giving the children's last crust to a starving beggar.'


'Last crust...' Arm looked at the table, covered with


the remains of a lavish tea. 'Is that what you call this?'


Roger said: 'If I were giving the orders in this


country, there wouldn't have been any cake for the past


three months, and precious little bread either. And I


still wouldn't have had any grain to spare for the


Asiatics. Good God! Don't you people ever look at the


economic facts of this country?'


'If we stand by and let those millions starve without


lifting a finger to help, then we deserve to have the same


happen to us,' Arm said.


'Do we?' Roger asked. 'Who are we? Should Mary


and Davey and Steve die of starvation because I'm


callous?'


Olivia said: 'I really think it's best not to talk about it. It isn't as though there's anything we can do about it we


ourselves, anyway. We must just hope things don't


turn out quite so badly.'


'According to the latest news,' John said, 'they've got


something which gives very good results against


Phase5.'


'Exactly!' Arm said. 'And that being so, what justification


can there possibly be for not sending help to the


East? That we might have to be rationed next summer?'


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'Very good results,' Roger said ironically. 'Did you


know they've uncovered three further phases, beyond


5? Personally, I can see only one hope - holding out till


the virus dies on its own account, of old age. They do


sometimes. Whether there will be a blade of grass left


to re-start things with at that stage is another thing


again.'


Olivia bent down, looking at the lawn on which their


chairs rested.


'It's hard to believe,' she said, 'isn't it - that it really


does kill all the grass where it gets a foothold?'


Roger plucked a blade of grass, and held it between


his finger and thumb.


'I've been accused of having no imagination,' he said.


'That's not true, anyway. I can visualise the starving


Indians, all right. But I can also visualise this land brown


and bare, stripped and desert, and children here chewing


the bark off trees.'


For a while they all sat silent; a silence of speech, but


accompanied by distant bird-song and the excited happy


cries of the children.


John said: 'We'd better be getting back. I've got the


car to go over. I've been putting it off too long as it is.'


He called out for Mary and David. 'It may never


happen, Rodge, you know.'


Roger said: 'I'm as slack as the rest of you. I should


be getting into training by learning unarmed combat,


and the best way to slice the human body into its constituent


joints for roasting. As it is, I just sit around.'


On their way home, Arm said suddenly:


'It's a beastly attitude to take up. Beastly!'


John nodded his head, warningly, towards the


children.


Arm said: 'Yes, all right. But it is horrible.'


'He talks a lot,' John said. 'It doesn't mean anything,


really.'


'I think it does.'


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'Olivia was right, you know. There isn't anything we


can do individually. Just wait and see, and hope for the


best.'


'Hope for the best? Don't tell me you've started


taking notice of his gloomy prophecies!'


Not answering immediately, John looked at the scattering


autumn leaves and the neat suburban grass. The


car travelled past a place where, for a space of ten or


fifteen yards, the grass had been uprooted, leaving bare


earth: another minor battlefield in the campaign against


Phase 5.


'No, I don't think so, really. It couldn't happen,


could it?'


As autumn settled into winter, the news from the East


steadily worsened. First India, then Burma and Indo-


China relapsed into famine and barbarism. Japan and


the eastern states of the Soviet Union went shortly afterwards,


and Pakistan erupted into a desperate wave of


Western conquest which, composed though it was of


starving and unarmed vagabonds, reached into Turkey


before it was halted.


Those countries which were still relatively unaffected


by the Chung-Li virus, stared at the scene with a barely


credulous horror. The official news accentuated the size


of this ocean of famine, in which any succour could be


no more than a drop, but avoided the question of


whether food could in fact be spared to help the victims.


And those who agitated in favour of sending supplies


were a minority, and a minority increasingly unpopular


as the extent of the disaster penetrated more clearly,


and its spread to the Western world was more clearly


envisaged.


It was not until near Christmas that grain ships sailed


for the East again. This followed the heartening news


from the southern hemisphere that in Australia and


New Zealand a vigilant system of inspection and des38



truction was keeping the virus under control. The


summer being a particularly brilliant one, there were


prospects of a harvest only a little below average.


With this news came a new wave of optimism. The


disaster in the East, it was explained, had been due as


much as anything to the kind of failure in thoroughness


that might be expected of Asiatics. It might not be


possible to keep the virus out of the fields altogether,


but the Australians and New Zealanders had shown that


it could be held in check there. With a similar vigilance,


the West might survive indefinitely on no worse than


short commons. Meanwhile, the laboratory fight against


the virus was still on. Every day was one day nearer the


moment of triumph over the invisible enemy. It was in


this atmosphere of sober optimism that the Custances


made their customary trip northwards, to spend Christmas


in Blind Gill.


On their first morning, John walked out with his brother


on the rounds of the farm.


They encountered the first bare patch less than a


hundred yards from the farm-house. It was about ten


feet across; the black frozen soil stared nakedly at the


winter sky.


John went over to it curiously, and David followed


him.


'Have you had much of it up here?' John asked.


'Perhaps a dozen like this.'


The grass around the verges of the gash, although


frost-crackled, was clearly sound enough.


'It looks as though you're holding it all right.'


David shook his head. 'Doesn't mean anything.


There's a fair degree of evidence that the virus only


spreads in the growing season, but nobody knows


whether that means it can remain latent in the plant in


the non-growing season, or not. God knows what spring


will bring. A good three-quarters of my own little plague


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spots were end-of-season ones.'


'Then you aren't impressed by the official optimism?'


David jerked his stick towards the bare earth. 'I'm


impressed by that.'


They'll beat it. They're bound to.'


'There was an Order-in-Council,' David said, 'stating that all land previously cropped with grain


should be turned over to potatoes.'


John nodded. 'I heard of it.'


'It's just been cancelled. On the News last night.'


'They must be confident things are going to be all


right.'


David said grimly: 'They can be as confident as they


like. Next spring I'm planting potatoes and beet.'


'No wheat, barley?'


'Not an acre.'


John said thoughtfully: 'If the virus is beaten by then,


grain's going to fetch a high price.'


'Do'you think a few other people haven't thought of


that? Why do you think the Order's been rescinded?'


'It isn't easy, is it?' John asked. 'If they prohibit gram


crops and the virus is beaten, this country will have to


buy all its grain overseas, and at fancy prices.'


'It's a pretty gamble,' David said, ' - the life of the


country against higher taxes.'


'The odds must be very good.'


David shook his head. 'They're not good enough for


me. I'll stick to potatoes.'


David returned to the subject on the afternoon of


Christmas Day. Mary and young David had gone out


into the frosty air to work off the effects of a massive


Christmas dinner. The three adults, preferring a more


placid mode of digestion, lay back in armchairs, halfheartedly


listening to a Haydn symphony on gramophone


records.


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'How did your monstrosity go, John?' David asked. 'Did you get it finished on time?'


John nodded. 'I almost retched when I contemplated


it in all its hideousness. But I think the one we're on


now will be able to give it a few points for really


thoroughgoing ugliness.'


'Do you have to do it?'


'We must take our commissions where they lie. Even


an architect has to accommodate himself to the whims


of the man with the money to spend, and I'm only an


engineer.'


'You're not tied, though, are you - personally tied?'


'Only to the need for money.'


'If you wanted to take a sabbatical year, you could?'


'Of course. There's just the odd problem of keeping


the family out of the gutter.'


'I'd like you to come up here for a year.'


John sat up, startled. 'What?'


'You would be doing me a favour. You needn't worry


about the financial side of things. There's only three


things a farmer can do with his ill-gotten gains - buy


fresh land, spend them on riotous living, or hoard them. I've never wanted to have land outside the valley, and


I'm a poor spender.'


John said slowly: 'Is this because of the virus?'


'It may be silly,' David said, 'but I don't like the look


of things. And I've seen those pictures of what happened


in the East.'


John looked across at Arm. She said:


'That was the East, though, wasn't it? Even if things


were to get short - this country's more disciplined.


We've been used to rationing and shortages. And at


present there's no sign of any real trouble. It's asking


rather a lot for John to throw things in and all of us to


come and sponge on you for a year - just because things


might go wrong.'


'Here we are,' David said, 'sitting round the fire, at


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peace and with full bellies. I know it's hard to imagine a


future in which we shan't be able to go on doing that.


But I'm worried.'


'There's never been a disease yet,' John said, 'either of


plant or animal, that hasn't run itself out, leaving the


species still alive and kicking. Look at the Black Death.'


David shook his head. 'Guess-work. We don't know.


What killed the great reptiles? Ice-ages? Competition?


It could have been a virus. And what happened to all the


plants that have left fossil remains but no descendants?


It's dangerous to argue from the fact that we haven't


come across such a virus in our short period of observation.


A man could live a long life without seeing a comet


visible to the naked eye. It doesn't mean there aren't


any comets.'


John said, with an air of finality: 'It's very good of


you, Dave, but I couldn't, you know. I may not care for


its results, but I like my work well enough. How would


you like to spend a year in Highgate, sitting on your


behind?'


'I'd make a farmer out of you in a month.'


'Out of Davey, maybe.'


The clock that ticked somnolently on the wall had


rested there, spring cleanings apart, for a hundred and


fifty years. The notion of the virus winning, Arm


thought, was even more unlikely here than it had


seemed in London.


She said: 'After all, I suppose we could come up here


if things were to get bad. But there's no sign of them


doing so at present.'


'I've been brooding about it, I expect,' David said.


'There was something Grandfather Beverley said to me,


the first time we came to the valley - that when he had


been outside, and came back through the gap, he always


felt 'hat he could shut the door behind him.'


'It is a bit like that,' Arm said.


'If things do turn out badly,' David went on, 'there


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aren't going to be many safe refuges in England. But


this can be one of them.'


'Hence the potatoes and beet,' John observed.


David said: 'And more.' He looked at them. 'Did you


see that stack of timber by the road, just this side of the


gap?'


'New buildings?'


David stood up and walked across to look out of the


window at the wintry landscape. Still looking out, he


said:


'No. Not buildings. A stockade.'


Arm and John looked at each other. Arm repeated:


'A stockade?'


David swung round. 'A fence, if you like. There's


going to be a gate on this valley - a gate that can be held


by a few against a mob.'


'Are you serious?' John asked him.


He watched this elder brother who had always been


so much less adventurous, less imaginative, than himself.


His manner nov/ was as stolid and unexcited as


ever; he hardly seemed concerned about the implications


of what he had just said.


'Quite serious,' David said.


Arm protested: 'But if things turn out all right, after


all...'


'The countryside,' David said, 'is always happy to


have something to laugh at. Custance's Folly. I'm taking


a chance on looking a fool. I've got an uneasiness in my


bones, and I'm concerned with quietening it. Being a


laughing-stock doesn't count beside that.'


His quiet earnestness impressed them; they were conscious


- Arm particularly - of an impulse to do as he


had urged them: to join him here in the valley and


fasten the gate on the jostling uncertain world outside.


But the impulse could only be brief; there was all the


business of life to remember. Arm said involuntarily:


'The children's schools...'


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David had followed the line of her thought; he


showed neither surprise nor satisfaction. He said:


'There's the school at Lepeton. A year of that


wouldn't hurt them.'


She looked helplessly at her husband. John said:


'There are all sorts of things . . . ' The conviction


communicated from David had already faded; the sort


of thing he was imagining could not possibly happen.


'After all, if things should get worse, we shall have


plenty of warning. We could come up right away, if it


looked grim.'


'Don't leave it too late,' David said.


Arm gave a little shiver, and shook herself. 'In a year's time, all this will seem strange.'


'Yes,' David said, 'it may be it will.'


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4


The lull which seemed to have fallen on the world


continued through the winter. In the Western countries,


schemes for rationing foods were drawn up, and in some


cases applied. Cake disappeared in England, but bread


was still available to all. The Press continued to oscillate


between optimism and pessimism, but with less violent


swings. The important question, most frequently canvassed,


was the length of time that could be expected to


ensue before, with the destruction of the virus, life


might return to normal.


It was significant, John thought, that no one spoke


yet of the reclamation of the lifeless lands of Asia. He


mentioned this to Roger Buckley over luncheon, one


day in late February. They were in Roger's club, the


Treasury.


Roger said: 'No, we try not to think of them too


much, don't we? It's as though we had managed to


chop off the rest of the world, and left just Europe,


Africa, Australasia and the Americas. I saw some pictures


of Central China last week. Even up to a few


months ago, they would have been in the Press. But


they haven't been published, and they're not going to


be published.'


'What were they like?'


'They were in colour. Tasteful compositions in


browns and greys and yellows. All that bare earth and


clay. Do you know - in its way, it was more frightening


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than the famine pictures used to be?'


The waiter padded up and gave them their lagers m


slow and patient ritual. When he had gone, John


queried:


'Frightening?'


'They frightened me. I hadn't understood properly


before quite what a clean sweep the virus makes of a


place. Automatically, you think of it as leaving some grass growing, if only a few tufts here and there. But it


doesn't leave anything. It's only the grasses that have


gone, of course, but it's surprising to realise what a


large amount of territory is covered with grasses of one


kind or another.'


'Any rumours of an answer to it?'


Roger waggled his head in an indeterminate gesture.


'Let's put it this way: the rumours in official circles are


as vague as the ones in the Press, but they do have a note


of confidence.'


John said: 'My brother is barricading himself in. Did I tell you?'


Roger leaned forward, curiously. 'The farmer? How


do you mean - barricading himself in?'


'I've told you about his place - Blind Gill - surrounded


by hills with just one narrow gap leading out.


He's having a fence put up to seal the gap.'


'Go on. I'm interested.'


'That's all there is to it, really. He's uneasy about


what's going to happen in the next growing season -


I've never known him so uneasy. At any rate, he's given


up all his wheat acreage to plant root crops. He even


wanted us all to come and spend a year up there.'


'Until the crisis is over? He is worried.'


'And yet,' John said, 'I've been thinking about it off


and on since then . . . Dave's always been more levelheaded


than I, and when you get down to it, a country-


man's premonitions are not to be taken lightly in this


kind of business. In London, we don't know anything


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except what's spooned out to us.'


Roger looked at him, and smiled. 'Something in what


you say, Johnny, but you must remember that I'm on


the spooning side. Tell me - if I get you the inside


warning of the crack-up in plenty of time, do you think


you could make room for our little trio in your brother's


bolt-hole?'


John said tensely: 'Do you think it's going to come to


a crackup?'


'So far, there's not a sign of it. Those who should be


in the know are radiating the same kind of optimism


that you find in the papers. But I like the sound of Blind


Gill, as an insurance policy. I'll keep my ear to the pipeline.


As soon as there's a little warning tinkle at the


other end, we both take indefinite leave, and our


families, and head for the north? How does it strike


you? Would your brother have us?'


'Yes, of course.' John thought about the idea. 'How


much warning do you think you would get?'


'Enough. I'll keep you informed. In a case like this,


you can rest assured I shall err on the side of caution. I


don't relish the idea of being caught in the London area


in the middle of a famine.'


A trolley was pushed past them, laden with assorted


cheeses. The air was instilled with the drowsy somnolence


of midday in the dining-room of a London club.


The murmur of voices was an easy and untroubled one.


John waved an arm. 'It's difficult to imagine anything


denting this.'


Roger surveyed the scene in turn, his eyes mild but


acute.


'Quite undeniable, I agree. After all, as the Press has


told us sufficiently often, we're not Asiatics. It's going to


be interesting, watching us being British and stiff-lipped,


while the storm-clouds gather. Undeniable. But what


happens when we crack?'


Their waiter came with their chops. He was a garru-


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lous little man, with less hauteur than most of the others


here.


'No,' Roger said, 'interesting - but not interesting


enough to make me want to stop and see it.'


Spring was late in coming; a period of dry, cold, cloudy


weather lasted through March and into April. When, in


the second week of April, it was succeeded by a warm,


moist spell, it was a shock to see that the Chung-Li virus


had lost none of its vigour. As the grass grew, in fields


or gardens or highways, its blades were splotched with


darker green - green that spread and turned into rotting


brown. There was no escaping the evidence of these new


inroads.


John got hold of Roger.


He asked him: 'What's the news at your end?*


'Oddly enough, very good.'


John said: 'My lawn's full of it. I started cutting-out


operations but then I saw that all the grass in the


district's got it.'


'Mine, too,' Roger said. 'A warm putrefying shade of


brown. The penalties for failing to cut out infected


grasses are being rescinded, by the way.'


'What's the good news, then? It looks grim enough to


me.'


'The papers will be carrying it tomorrow. The Bureau


UNESCO set up claim they've got the answer. They've


bred a virus that feeds on Chung-Li - all phases.'


John said: 'It comes at what might otherwise have


been a decidedly awkward moment. You don't


think...?'


Roger smiled. 'It was the first thing I did think. But


the bulletin announcing it has been signed by a gang of


people, including some who wouldn't falsify the results


of a minor experiment to save their aged parents from


the stake. It's genuine, all right.'


'Saved by the bell,' John said slowly. 'I don't like to


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think what would have happened this summer otherwise.'




'I don't mind thinking about it,' Roger said. 'It was


participation I was anxious to avoid.'


'I was wondering about sending the children back to


school. I suppose it's all right now.'


'Better there, I should think,' Roger said. 'There are


bound to be shortages, because they will hardly be able


to get the new virus going on a large enough scale to


do much about saving this year's harvest. London will


feel the pinch more than most places, probably.'


The UNESCO report was given the fullest publicity,


and the Government at the same time issued its own


appraisal of the situation. The United States, Canada,


Australia and New Zealand all held grain stocks and


were all prepared to impose rationing on their own


populations with a view to making these stocks last over


the immediate period of shortage. In Britain, a similar


but more severe rationing of grain products and meat


was introduced.


Once again the atmosphere lightened. The combination


of news of an answer to the virus and news of the


imposition of rationing produced an effect both bracing


and hopeful. When a letter came from David, its tone


appeared almost ludicrously out of key.


He wrote:


'There isn't a blade of grass left in the valley. I killed


the last of the cows yesterday -I understand that someone


in London had the sense to arrange for an extension


of refrigerating space during last winter, but it won't be


enough to cope with the beef that will be coming under


the knife in the next few weeks. I'm salting mine. Even


if things go right, it will be years before this country


knows what meat is again - or milk, or cheese.


'And I wish I could believe that things are going to go


right. It's not that I disbelieve this report - I know the


reputation of the people who have signed it - but reports


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don't seem to mean very much when I can look out and


see black instead of green.


'Don't forget you're welcome any time you decide to


pack your things up and come. I'm not really bothered


about the valley. We can live on root crops and pork I'm


keeping the pigs going because they're the only


animal I know that might thrive on a diet of potatoes.


We'll manage very well here. It's the land outside I'm


worried about.'


John threw the letter across to Arm and went to look


out of the window of the sitting-room. Arm frowned as


she read it.


'He's still taking it all terribly seriously, isn't he?' she


asked.


'Evidently.'


John looked out at what had been the lawn and was


now a patch of brown earth speckled with occasional


weeds. Already it had become familiar.


'You don't think,' Arm said, 'living up there with


only the Hillens and the farm men . . . it's a pity he


never married.'


'He's going off his rocker, you mean? He's not the


only pessimist about the virus.'


'This bit at the end,' Arm said. She quoted:


'In a way, I think I feel it would be more right for the


virus to win, anyway. For years now, we've treated the


land as though it were a piggy-bank, to be raided. And


the land, after all, is life itself.'


John said: 'We're cushioned - we never did see a


great deal of grass, so not seeing any doesn't make much


difference. It's bound to have a more striking effect in


the country.'


'But it's almost as though he wants the virus to win.'


'The countryman always has disliked and mistrusted


the townsman. He sees him as a gaping mouth on top of


a lazy body. I suppose most farmers would be happy


enough to see the urban dweller take a small tumble.


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Only this tumble, if it were taken, would be anything


but small. I don't think David wants Chung-Li to beat


us, though. He's just got it on his mind.'


Arm was silent for a while. John looked round at her.


She was staring at the blank screen of the television set,


with David's letter tightly held in one hand.


'It may be he's getting a bit of a worriter in his old


age. Bachelor farmers often do.'


Arm said: This idea - of Roger warning us if things


go wrong so that we can all travel north - is it still on?'


John said curiously: 'Yes, of course. Though it hardly


seems pressing now.'


'Can we rely on him?'


'Don't you think so? Even if he were willing to take


chances with our lives, do you think he would with his


own - and with Olivia's, and Steve's?'


'I suppose not. It's just...'


'If there were going to be trouble, we shouldn't need


Roger's warning, anyway. We should see it coming, a


mile off.'


Arm said: 'I was thinking about the children.'


'They'll be all right. Davey even likes the tinned


hamburger the Americans are sending us.'


Arm smiled. 'Yes, we've always got the tinned hamburger


to fall back on, I suppose.'


They went down to the sea as usual with the Buckleys


when the children came back for the summer half-


term holiday. It was a strange journey through a land


showing only the desolate bareness of virus-choked


ground, interspersed with fields where the abandoned


grain crops had been replaced by roots. But the roads


themselves were as thronged with traffic, and it was as


difficult as ever to find a not too crowded patch of


coast.


The weather was warm, but the air was dark with


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clouds that continually threatened rain. They did not


go far from the caravan.


Their halting-place was on a spur of high ground,


looking down to the shingle, and giving a wide view of


the Channel. Davey and Steve showed great interest in


the traffic on the sea; there was a fleet of small vessels


a couple of miles off shore.


'Fishing smacks,' Roger explained. To make up for


the meat we haven't got, because there isn't any grass


for the cows.'


'And rationed from Monday,' Olivia said. 'Fancy fish


rationed!'


'It was about time,' Arm commented. The prices


were getting ridiculous.'


The smooth mechanism of the British national


economy continues to mesh with silent efficiency,'


Roger said. They told us that we were different from


the Asiatics, and by God they were right! The belt


tightens notch by notch, and no one complains.'


There wouldn't be much point in complaining, would


there?' Arm asked.


John said: 'It's rather different now that the ultimate


prospects are fairly good. I don't know how calm and


collected we should be if they weren't.'


Mary, who had been drying herself in the caravan


after a bathe, looked out of the window at them.


The fishcakes at school always used to be a tin of


anchovies to twenty pounds of potatoes - now it's more


like a tin to two hundred pounds. What are the ultimate


prospects of that, Daddy?'


'Potato-cakes,' John said, 'and the empty tin circulating


along the tables for you all to have a sniff. Very


nourishing, too.'


Davey said: 'Well, I don't see why they've rationed


sweets. You don't get sweets out of grass, do you?'


Too many people had started to fill up on them,'


John told him. 'You included. Now you're confined to


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your own ration, and what Mary doesn't get off your


mother's and mine. Contemplate your good fortune.


You might be an orphan.'


'Well, how long's the rationing going to go on?' 'A few years yet, so you'd better get used to it.'


'It's a swindle,' Davey said,' - rationing, without even


the excitement of there being a war on.'


The children went back to school, and for the rest life


continued as usual. At one time, soon after they had


made their pact, John had made a point of telephoning


Roger whenever two or three days went by without their


meeting, but now he did not bother.


Food rationing tightened gradually, but there was


enough food to stay the actual pangs of hunger. There


was news that in some other countries similarly situated,


food riots had taken place, notably in the countries


bordering the Mediterranean. London reacted smugly


to this, contrasting that indiscipline with its own patient


and orderly queues for goods in short supply.


'Yet again,' a correspondent wrote to the Daily


Telegraph, 'it falls to the British peoples to set an example


to the world in the staunch and steadfast bearing


of their misfortunes. Things may grow darker yet, but


that patience and fortitude is something we know will


not fail.'


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John had gone down to the site of their new building,


which was rising on the edge of the City. Trouble had


developed on the tower-crane, and everything was held


up as a result. His presence was not strictly required,


but he had been responsible for the selection of a crane,


which was of a type they had not used previously, and


he wanted to be on the spot.


He was actually in the cabin of the crane, looking


down into the building's foundations, when he saw


Roger waving to him from the ground. He waved back,


and Roger's gestures changed to a beckoning that even


from that height could be recognised as imperative.


He turned to the mechanic who was working beside


him. 'How's she coming now?'


'Bit better. Clear it this morning, I reckon.'


'I'll be back later on.'


Roger was waiting for him at the bottom of the


ladder.


John said: 'Dropped in to see what kind of a nfess we


were in?'


Roger did not smile. He glanced round the busy levels


of the site.


'Anywhere we can talk privately?'


John shrugged. 'I could clear the manager out of his


cubby-hole. But there's a little pub just across the road,


which would be better.'


'Anywhere you like. But right away. O.K.?'


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Roger's face was as mild and relaxed as ever, but his


voice was sharp and urgent. They went across the road


together. The Grapes' had a small private bar which


was not much used and now, at eleven-thirty, was


empty.


John got double whiskies for them both and brought


them to the table, in the corner farthest from the bar,


where Roger was sitting. He asked:


'Bad news?'


'We've got to move,' Roger said. He had a drink of


whisky. The balloon's up.'


'How?'


The bastards!' Roger said. The bloody murdering


bastards. We aren't like the Asiatics. We're true-blue


Englishmen and we play cricket.'


His anger, bitter and savage, with nothing feigned in


it, brought home to John the awareness of crisis. He


said sharply:


'What is it? What's happening?'


Roger finished his drink. The barmaid passed through


their section of the bar and he called for two more


doubles. When he had got them, he said:


'First things first - game, set and match to Chung-Li.


We've lost.'


'What about the counter-virus?'


'Funny things, viruses,' Roger said. They stand in


time's eye like principalities and powers, only on a


shorter scale. All-conquering for a century, or for three


or four months, and then - washed out. You don't often


get a Rome, holding its power for half a millennium.'


•Well?'


The Chung-Li virus is a Rome. If the counter-virus


had been even a France or a Spain it would have been


all right. But it was only a Sweden. It still exists, but in


the mild and modified form that viruses usually relapse


into. It won't touch Chung-Li.'


'When did this happen?'


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'God knows. Some time ago. They managed to keep


it quiet while they were trying to re-breed the virulent


strain.'


'They've not abandoned the attempt, surely?'


'I don't know. I suppose not. It doesn't matter.*


'Surely it matters.'


'For the last month,' Roger said, 'this country has


been living on current supplies of food, with less than


half a week's stocks behind us. In fact, we've been relying


absolutely on the food ships from America and the


Commonwealth. I knew this before, but I didn't think


it important. The food had been pledged to us.'


The barmaid returned and began to polish the bar


counter; she was whistling a popular song. Roger


dropped his voice.


'My mistake was pardonable, I think. In normal circumstances


the pledges would have been honoured. Too


much of the world had vanished into barbarism already;


people were willing to make some sacrifices to save the


rest.


'But charity still begins at home. That's why I said it


doesn't matter whether they do succeed in getting the


counter-virus back in shape. The fact is that the people


who've got the food don't believe they will. And as a


result, they want to make sure they aren't giving away


stuff they will need themselves next winter. The last


foodship from the other side of the Atlantic docked at


Liverpool yesterday. There may be some still on the


seas from Australasia, and they may or may not be recalled


home before they reach us.'


John said: 'I see.' He looked at Roger. 'Is that what


you meant about murdering bastards? But they do have


to look after their own people. It's hard on us . ..'


'No, that wasn't what I meant. I told you I had a pipeline


up to the top. It was Haggerty, the P.M.'s secretary. I did him a good turn a few years ago. He's done me a


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damn sight better turn in giving me the lowdown on


what's happening.


'Everything's been at top-Governmental level. Our


people knew what was going to happen a week ago.


They've been trying to get the food-suppliers to change


their minds - and hoping for a miracle, I suppose. But


all they did get was secrecy - an undertaking that they


would not be embarrassed in any steps they thought


necessary for internal control by the news being spread


round the world. That suited everybody's book - the people across the ocean will have some measures of


their own to take before the news breaks - not comparable


with ours, of course, but best prepared undisturbed.'




'And our measures?' John asked. 'What are they?'


'The Government fell yesterday. Welling has taken


over, but Lucas is still in the Cabinet. It's very much a


palace revolution. Lucas doesn't want the blood on his


hands - that's all.'


'Blood?'


'These islands hold about fifty-four million people.


About forty-five million of them live in England. If a


third of that number could be supported on a diet of


roots, we should be doing well. The only difficulty is how


do you select the survivors?'


John said grimly: 'I should have thought it was


obvious - they select themselves.'


'It's a wasteful method, and destructive of good order


and discipline. We've taken our discipline fairly lightly


in this country, but its roots run deep. It's always likely


to rise in a crisis.'


'Welling -' John said, 'I've never cared for the sound


of him.'


'The time throws up the man. I don't like the swine


myself, but something like him was inevitable. Lucas


could never make up his mind about anything.' Roger


looked straight ahead. 'The Army is moving into posi-


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tion today on the outskirts of London and all other


major population centres. The roads will be closed from


dawn tomorrow.'


John said: 'If that's the best he can think of ... no


army in the world would stop a city from bursting out


under pressure of hunger. What does he think he's


going to gain?'


'Time. Enough of that precious commodity to complete


the preparations for his second line of action.'


'And that is?'


'Atom bombs for the small cities, hydrogen bombs


for places like Liverpool, Birmingham, Glasgow, Leeds


- and two or three of them for London. It doesn't matter


about wasting them - they won't be needed in the foreseeable


future.'


For a moment, John was silent. Then he said slowly:


'I can't believe that. No one could do that.'


'Lucas couldn't. Lucas always was the common man's


Prime Minister - suburban constraints and suburban


prejudices and emotions. But Lucas will stand by as a


member of Welling's Cabinet, ostentatiously washing


his hands while the plans go forward. What else do you


expect of the common man?'


'They will never get people to man the planes.'


'We're in a new era,' Roger said. 'Or a very old one.


Wide loyalties are civilised luxuries. Loyalties are going


to be narrow from now on, and the narrower the fiercer.


If it were the only way of saving Olivia and Steve, I'd


man one of those planes myself.'


Revolted, John said: 'No!'


'When I spoke about murdering bastards,' Roger said, 'I spoke with admiration as well as disgust. From now


on, I propose to be one where necessary, and I very


much hope you are prepared to do the same.'


'But to drop hydrogen bombs on cities - of one's


own people...'


'Yes, that's what Welling wants time for. I should


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think it will take at least twenty-four hours - perhaps as


long as forty-eight. Don't be a fool, Johnny! It's not so


long ago that one's own people were the people in the


same village. As a matter of fact, he can put a good


cloak of generosity over the act.'


'Generosity? Hydrogen bombs?'


They're going to die. In England, at least thirty


million people are going to die before the rest can scrape


a living. Which way's best - of starvation or being


killed for your flesh - or by a hydrogen bomb? It's


quick, after all. And you can keep the numbers down to


thirty million that way and preserve the fields to grow


the crops to support the rest. That's the theory of it.'


From another part of the public-house, light music


came to them as the barmaid switched on a portable


wireless. The ordinary world continued, untouched, untroubled.




'It can't work,' John said.


'I'm inclined to agree,' said Roger. 'I think the news


will leak, and I think the cities will burst their seams


before Welling has got his bomber fleet properly lined


up. But I'm not under any illusion that things will be


any better that way. At my guess, it means fifty million


dying instead of thirty, and a far more barbarous and


primitive existence for those that do survive. Who is


going to have the power to protect the potato fields against the roaming mob? Who is going to save seed


potatoes for next year? Welling's a swine, but a clear-


sighted swine. After his fashion, he's trying to save the


country.'


'You think the news will get out?'


In his mind he visualised a panic-stricken London,


with himself and Arm caught in it - unable to get to the


children.


Roger grinned. 'Worrying, isn't it? It's a funny thing,


but I have an idea we shall worry less about London's


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teeming millions once we're away from them. And the


sooner we get away, the better.'


John said: 'The children...'


'Mary at Beckenham, and Davey at that place in


Hertfordshire. I've thought about that. We can get


Davey on the way north. Your job is to go and pick


Mary up. Right away. I'll go and get word to Arm. She


can pack essentials. Olivia and Steve and I will be at


your place, with our car loaded. When you get there


with Mary, we'll load your car and get moving. If


possible, we should be clear of London well before nightfall.'




'I suppose we must,' John said.


Roger followed his gaze around the interior of the


bar - flowers in a polished copper urn, a calendar blowing


in a small breeze, floors still damp from scrubbing.


'Say goodbye to it,' he said. 'That's yesterday's world.


From now on, we're peasants, and lucky at that.'


Beckenham, Roger had told him, was included in the


area to be sealed off. He was shown into the study of


Miss Errington, the headmistress, and waited there for


her. The room was neat, but still feminine. It was a combination,


he remembered, that had impressed Arm, as Miss Errington herself had done. She was a very tall


woman, with a gentle humorousness.


She bowed her head coming through the door, and


said:


'Good afternoon, Mr Custance.' It was, John noted,


just half an hour after noon. 'I'm sorry to have kept


you waiting.'


'I hope I haven't brought you away from your


luncheon?'


She smiled. 'It is no hardship these days, Mr Custance.


You've come about Mary?'


'Yes. I should like to take her back with me.'


Miss Errington said: 'Do have a seat.' She looked at


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him, calmly considerate. 'You want to take her away?


Why?'


This was the moment that made him feel the bitter


weight of his secret knowledge. He must give no warning


of what was to happen; Roger had insisted on that,


and he agreed. It was as essential to their plans as to


Welling's larger scheme of destruction that no news


should get out.


And that necessity required that he should leave this


tall, gentle woman, along with her charges, to die.


He said lamely: 'It's a family matter. A relative, passing


through London. You understand...'


'You see, Mr Custance, we try to keep breaks of this


kind to a minimum. You will appreciate that it's very


unsettling. It's rather different at weekends.'


'Yes, I do see that. It's her - uncle, and he's going


abroad by air this evening.'


'Really? For long?


More glibly, he continued: 'He may be gone for some


years. He was very anxious to see Mary before he went.'


'You could have brought him here, of course.' Miss


Errington hesitated. 'When would you be bringing her


back?'


'I could bring her back this evening.'


'Well, in that case . . . I'll go and ask someone to get


her.' She walked over to the door, and opened it. She


called into the corridor: 'Helena? Would you ask Mary


Custance to come along here, please? Her father has


come to see her.' To John, she said: 'If it's only for the


afternoon, she won't want her things, will she?'


'No,' he said, 'it doesn't matter about them.'


Miss Errington sat down again. 'I should tell you I'm


very pleased with your daughter, Mr Custance. At her


age, girls divide out - one sees something of what they


are going to turn into. Mary has been coming along


very well lately. I believe she might have a very fine


academic future, if she wished.'


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Academic future, John thought - helping to hold a


tiny oasis against a desert world.


He said: 'That's very gratifying.'


Miss Errington smiled. 'Although, probably, the point


is itself academic. One doubts if the young men of her


acquaintance will permit her to settle into so barren a


life.'


'I see nothing barren in it, Miss Errington. Your own


must be very full.'


She laughed. 'It has turned out better than I thought


it would! I'm beginning to look forward to my retirement.'




Mary came in, curtseyed briefly to Miss Errington,


and ran over to John.


'Daddy! What's happened?'


Miss Errington said: 'Your father wishes to take you


away for a few hours. Your uncle is passing through


London, on his way abroad, and would like to see you.'


'Uncle David? Abroad?'


John said quickly: 'It's quite unexpected. I'll explain


everything to you on the way. Are you ready to come as


you are?'


'Yes, of course.'


'Then I shan't keep you,' Miss Errington said. 'Can


you have her back for eight o'clock, Mr Custance?'


'I shall try my best.'


She held her long delicate hand out. 'Goodbye.'


John hesitated; his mind rebelled against taking her hand and leaving her with no inkling of what lay ahead.


And yet he dared not tell her; nor, he thought, would


she believe him if he did.


He said: 'If I do fail to bring Mary back by eight, it


will be because I have learned that the whole of London


is to be swallowed up in an earthquake. So if we don't


come back, I advise you to round up the girls and take


them out into the country. At whatever inconvenience.'


Miss Errington looked at him with mild astonishment


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that he should descend into such absurd and tasteless


clowning. Mary also was watching him in surprise.


The headmistress said: 'Well, yes, but of course you


will be back by eight.'


He said, miserably: 'Yes, of course.'


As the car pulled out of the school grounds, Mary said:


'It isn't Uncle David, is it?'


'No.'


'What is it, then, Daddy?'


'I can't tell you yet. But we're leaving London.'


'Today? Then I shan't go back to school tonight?'


He made no answer. 'Is it something dreadful?'


'Dreadful enough. We're going to live in the valley.


Will you like that?'


She smiled. 'I wouldn't call it dreadful.'


'The dreadful part,' he said slowly, 'will be for other


people.'


They reached home soon after two. As they walked


up the garden path, Arm opened the door for them. She


looked tense and unhappy. John put an arm round her.


'Stage one completed without mishap. Everything's


going well, darling. Nothing to worry about. Roger and


the others not here?'


'It's his car. Cylinder block cracked, or something.


He's round at the garage, hurrying them up. They're all


coming over as soon as possible.'


'Has he any idea how long?' John asked sharply.


'Shouldn't be more than an hour.'


Mary asked: 'Are the Buckleys coming with us?


What's happening?'


Arm said: 'Run up to your room, darling. I've packed


your things for you, but I've left just a little space for


anything which I've left out which you think is specially


important. But you will have to be very discriminating.


It's only a very little space.'


'How long are we going for?'


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Arm said: 'A long time, perhaps. In fact, you might


as well act as though we were never coming back.'


Mary looked at them for a moment. Then she said


gravely:


'What about Davey's things? Shall I look through


those as well?'


'Yes, darling,' Arm said. 'See if there's anything important


I've missed.'


When Mary had gone upstairs, Arm clung to her


husband.


'John, it can't be true!'


'Roger told you the whole story?'


'Yes. But they couldn't do it. They couldn't possibly.*


'Couldn't they? I've just told Miss Errington I shall


be bringing Mary back this evening. Knowing what I


know, is there very much difference?'


Arm was silent. Then she said:


'Before all this is over . . . are we going to hate ourselves?


Or are we just going to get used to things, so


that we don't realise what we're turning into?'


John said: 'I don't know. I don't know anything, except


that we've got to save ourselves and save the


children.'


'Save them for what?' I


'We can work that out later. Things seem brutal


now - leaving without saying a word to all the others


who don't know what's going to happen - but we can't


help it. When we get to the valley, it will be different.


We shall have a chance of living decently again.'


'Decently?'


Things will be hard, but it may not be a bad life. It


will be up to us what we make of it. At least, we shall


be our own masters. It will no longer be a matter of


living on the sufferance of a State that cheats and bullies


and swindles its citizens and, at last, when they become


a burden, murders them.'


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'No, I suppose not.'


'Bastards!' Roger said. 'I paid them double for a rush


job, and then had to hang around for three-quarters of


an hour while they looked for their tools.'


It was four o'clock. Arm said:


'Have we time for a cup of tea? I was just going to


put the kettle on.'


'Theoretically,' Roger said, 'we've got all the time in


the world. All the same, I think we'll skip the tea.


There's an atmosphere about - uneasiness. There must


have been some other leaks, and I wonder just how


many. Anyway, I shall feel a lot happier when we're


clear of London.'


Arm nodded. 'All right.' She walked through to the


kitchen. John called after her:


'Anything I can get for you?'


Arm looked back. 'I left the kettle full of water. I was


just going to put it away.'


'That's our hope,' Roger said. 'The feminine stabiliser.


She's leaving her home for ever, but she puts the


kettle away. A man would be more likely to kick it


round the floor, and then set fire to the house.'


They pulled away from the Custance's house with


John's car leading, and drove to the north. They were


to follow the Great North Road to a point beyond


Welwyn and then branch west in the direction of


Davey's school.


As they were passing through East Finchley, they


heard the sound of Roger's horn, and a moment later


he accelerated past them and drew up just ahead. As


they went past, Olivia, leaning out of the window,


called:


'Radio!'


John switched on.


'... emphasised too strongly that there is no basis to


any of the rumours that have been circulating. The


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entire situation is under control, and the country has


ample stocks of food.'


The others walked back and stood by the car. Roger


said:


'Someone's worried.'


'Virus-free grain is being planted,' the voice continued,


'in several parts of England, Wales and Scotland,


and there is every expectation of a late-autumn crop.'


'Planting in July!' John exclaimed.


'Stroke of genius,' Roger said. 'When there's rumour


of bad news, say that Fairy Godmother is on her way


down the chimney. Plausibility doesn't matter at a time


like that.'


The announcer's voice changed slightly:


'It is the Government's view that danger could only


arise from panic in the population at large. As a


measure towards preventing this, various temporary


regulations have been promulgated, and come into


force immediately.


The first of these deals with restrictions on movements.


Travel between cities is temporarily forbidden.


It is hoped that a system of priorities for essential movements


will be ready by tomorrow, but the preliminary


ban is absolute...'


Roger said. 'They've jumped the gun! Come on - let's


try and crash through. They may not be ready for us


yet.'


The two cars drove north again, across the North


Circular Road, and through North Finchley and Barnet.


The steady reassuring voice on the radio continued to


drone out regulations, and then was followed by the


music of a cinema organ. The streets showed their usual


traffic, with people shopping or simply walking about.


There was no evidence of panic here in the outer


suburbs. Trouble, if there were any, would have started


in Central London.


They met the road block just beyond Wrotham Park.


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Barriers had been set up in the road; there were khaki-


clad figures on the other side. The two cars halted. John


and Roger went over to the road block. Already there


were half a dozen motorists there, arguing with the


officer in charge. Others, having abandoned the argument,


were preparing to turn their cars and drive back.


Ten bloody minutes!' Roger said. 'We can't have


missed it by more; there would have been a much bigger


pileup.'


The officer was a pleasant, rather wide-eyed young


fellow, clearly enjoying what he saw as an unusual kind


of exercise.


'I'm very sorry,' he was saying, 'but we're simply


carrying out orders. No travel out of JCondon is permitted.'




The man who was at the front of the objectors, about


fifty, heavily built and darkly Jewish in appearance,


said:


'But my business is in Sheffield! I only drove down to


London yesterday.' <


'You'll have to listen to the news on the wireless,' the


officer said. 'They're going to have some kind of arrangements


for people like you.'


Roger said quietly: 'This is no go, Johnny. We


couldn't even bribe him with a mob like this around.'


The officer went on: 'Don't treat this as official, but


I've been told the whole thing's only a manoeuvre.


They're trying out panic precautions, just to be on the


safe side. It will probably be called off in the morning.'


The heavily built man said: 'If it's only a manoeuvre,


you can let us few get through. It doesn't matter, does


it?'


The young officer grinned. 'Sorry. It's as easy to land


a general court-martial for dereliction of duty on'


manoeuvres as it is when there's a war on! I advise you


to go back to town and try tomorrow.'


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Roger jerked his head, and he and John began to walk


back to the cars. Roger said:


'Very cleverly carried out. Unofficially, only a manoeuvre.


That gets over the scruples of the troops. I


wonder if they are going to be left to burn with the rest?


I suppose so.'


'Worth trying to tell them what's really happening?'


'Wouldn't get anywhere. And they might very well


run us in for spreading false rumours. That's one of the


new regulations - did you hear it?'


They reached the cars. John said:


'Then what do we do? Ditch the cars, and try it on


foot, through the fields?'


Arm said: 'What's happening? They won't let us


through?'


'They'll have the fields patrolled,' Roger said. 'Probably


with tanks. We wouldn't have a chance on foot.'


In an edged voice, Arm said: 'Then what can we do?'


Roger looked at her, laughing. 'Easy, Annie! Every-


thing's under control.'


John was grateful for the strength and confidence in


the laugh. They lightened his own spirits.


Roger said: 'The first thing to do is get away from


here, before we land ourselves in a traffic jam.' Cars


were beginning to pile up behind them in the road.


'Back towards Chipping Barnet, and there's a sharp


fork to the right. We'll go first. See you there.'


It was a quiet road: urbs in rure. The two cars pulled


up in a secluded part of it. There were modern detached


houses on the other side, but here the road fringed a


small plantation.


The Buckleys left their car, and Olivia and Steve got


in the back with Arm.


Roger said: 'Point one - this road bypasses A. I and


will take us to Hatfield. But I don't think it's worth trying


it just yet. There's bound to be a road-block on it,


and we would be no more likely to get through it this


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evening than we should have been on A. I.'


A Vanguard swept past them along the road, closely


followed by an Austin which John recognised as having


been at the road-block. Roger nodded after them.


'Quite a few will try it, but they wont get anywhere.'


Steve said: 'Couldn't we crash one of the barriers,


Dad? I've seen them on the pictures.'


'This isn't the pictures,' Roger said. 'Quite a few


people will be trying to get through the blocks this evening.


It will be quieter at night, and better in other


ways, too. We'll keep your car here. I'm taking ours


back into Town - and there's something I think I ought


to pick up.'


Arm said: 'You're not going back in there!'


'It's necessary. I hope I shan't be more than a couple


of hours at the outside.'


John understood Roger too well to think that when


he spoke of picking something up he could be referring


to an oversight in his original plans. This was a new


factor.


He said: 'Not likely to be any trouble in a spot like


this is there?' Roger shook his head. 'In that case, I'll come back with you. Two will be safer than one if


you're going south.'


Roger thought about this for a moment. He said:


Yes. O.K.'


'But you don't know what it's going to be like in


London!' Arm said. 'There may be rioting. Surely there


can't be anything important enough to make you take


risks like that?'


'From now on,' Roger said, 'if we're going to survive


we shall have to take risks. If you want to know, I'm


going back for firearms. Things are breaking up faster


than I thought they would. But there's no danger back


there this evening.'


Arm said: 'I want you to stay, John.*


'Now, Arm...' John began. 69



Roger broke in. 'If we want to kill ourselves, wasting


time in wrangling is as good a way as any. This party's


got to have a leader, and his word has got to be acted on


as soon as it's spoken. Toss you for it, Johnny.'


'No. It's yours.'


Roger took a half-crown from his pocket. He spun it


up.


'Call!'


They watched the twinkling nickel-silver. 'Heads,*


John said. The coin hit the metalled road and rolled into


the gutter. Roger bent down to look at it.


'All yours,'he said.'Well?'


John kissed Arm, and then got out of the car. 'We'll


be back as soon as possible,' he said.


Arm commented bitterly: 'Are we chattels again


already?'


Roger laughed. 'The world's great age,' he said, 'begins


anew, the golden years return.'


'We can just make it,' Roger said. 'He doesn't put up


the shutters until six. Only a little business - one man


and a boy - but he's got some useful stock.'


They were driving now through the chaos of rush-


hour in Central London. On that chaos, the usual


rough-and-ready pattern was imposed by traffic lights


and white-armed policemen. There was no sign of anything


out of the ordinary. As the lights turned green in


front of their car, the familiar breaker of jaywalkers


swelled across the road.


'Sheep,' John said bitterly, 'for the slaughter.'


Roger glanced at him. 'Let's hope they stay that way.


See it clearly and see it whole. Quite a few millions have


got to die. Our concern is to avoid joining them.'


Just past the lights, he pulled off the main street into


a narrow side-street. It was five minutes to six.


'Will he serve us?' John asked.


Roger pulled in to the kerb, opposite a little shop dis-


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playing sporting guns. He put the car in neutral, but left


the engine running.


'He will,' he said, 'one way or another.'


There was no one in the shop except the proprietor,


a small hunched man, with a deferential salesman's


face and incongruously watchful eyes. He looked about


sixty.


Roger said: 'Evening, Mr Pirrie. Just caught you?'


Mr Pirrie's hands rested on the counter. 'Well - Mr


Buckley, isn't it? Yes, I was just closing. Anything I


can get you?'


Roger said: 'Well, let me see. Couple of revolvers,


couple of good rifles with telescopic sights; and the


ammo of course. And do you stock automatics?'


Pirrie smiled gently. 'Licence?'


Roger had advanced until he was standing on the


other side of the counter from the old man. 'Do you


think it's worth bothering about that?' he asked. 'You


know I'm not a gunman. I want the stuff in a hurry, and


I'll give you more than fair price for it.'


Pirrie's head shook slightly; his eyes did not leave


Roger's face.


'I don't do that kind of business.*


'Well, what about that little .22 rifle over there?'


Roger pointed. Pirrie's eyes looked in the same direction,


and as they did so, Roger leapt for his throat. John thought at first that the little man had caved in


under the attack, but a moment later he saw him clear


of Roger and standing back. His right hand held a revolver.




He said: 'Stand still, Mr Buckley. And your friend.


The trouble with raiding a gunsmith's is that you are


likely to encounter a man who has some small skill in


handling weapons. Please don't interrupt me while I


telephone.'


He had backed away until his free hand was near the


telephone.


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Roger said sharply: 'Wait a minute. I've got something


to offer you.'


'I don't think so.'


'Your life?'


Pirrie's hand held the telephone handpiece, but had


not yet lifted it. He smiled. 'Surely not.'


'Why do you think I tried to knock you out? You


can't imagine I would do it if I weren't desperate.'


'I'm inclined to agree with you on that,' Pirrie said


politely. 'I should not have let anyone else come so close


to overpowering me, but one does not expect desperation


in a Senior Civil Servant. Not so violent a desperation,


at least.'


Roger said: 'We have left our families in a car just off


the Great North Road. There's room for another if you


care to join us.'


'I understand,' Pirrie said, 'that travel out of London


is temporarily forbidden.'


Roger nodded. 'That's one reason we wanted the


arms. We're getting out tonight.'


'You didn't get the arms.'


'Your credit, not my discredit,' Roger said, 'and


damn well you know it.'


Pirrie removed his hand from the telephone. 'Perhaps


you would care to give me a brief explanation of your


urgent need for arms and for getting out of London.'


He listened, without interrupting, while Roger talked.


At the end, he said softly:


'A farm, you say, in a valley? A valley that can be


defended?'


'By half a dozen,' John put in, 'against an army.'


Pirrie lowered the revolver he held. 'I had a telephone


call this afternoon,' he said, 'from the local Superintendent


of Police. He asked me if I wanted a guard here.


He seemed very concerned for my safety, and the only


explanation he offered was that there were some silly


rumours about, which might lead to trouble.'


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'He didn't insist on a guard?' Roger aslced.


'No. I suppose there would have been the disadvantage


that a police guard becomes conspicuous.' He


nodded politely to Roger. 'You will understand how I


chanced to be so well prepared for you.'


'And now?' John pressed him. 'Do you believe us?'


Pirrie sighed. 'I believe that you believe it. Apart from


that, I have been wondering myself if there were any


reasonable way of getting out of London. Even without


fully crediting your tale, I do not care to be compulsorily


held here. And your tale does not strain my


credulity as much, perhaps, as it ought. Living with


guns, as I have done, one loses the habit of looking


for gentleness in men.'


Roger said: 'Right. Which guns do we take?'


Pirrie turned slightly, and this time picked up the


telephone. Automatically, Roger moved towards him.


Pirrie looked at the gun in his hand, and tossed it to


Roger.


'I am telephoning to my wife,' he said. 'We live in


St John's Wood. I imagine that if you can get two cars


out, you can get three? The extra vehicle may come in


useful.'


He was dialling the number. Roger said wamingly:


'Careful what you say over that.'


Pirrie said into the mouthpiece: 'Hello, my dear. I'm


just preparing to leave. I thought it might be nice to pay


a visit to the Rosenblums this evening - yes, the Rosenblums.


Get things ready, would you? I shall be right


along.'


He replaced the receiver. 'The Rosenblums,' he explained,


'live in Leeds. Millicent is very quick to perceive


things.'


Roger looked at him with respect. 'My God, she must


be! I can see that both you and Millicent are going to


be very useful members of the group. By the way, we


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had previously decided that this kind of party needs a


leader.'


Pirrie nodded.'You?'


'No. John Custance here.'


Pirrie surveyed John briefly. 'Very well. Now, the


weapons. I will set them out, and you can start carrying


them to your car.'


They were taking out the last of the ammunition


when a police constable strolled towards them. He


looked with some interest at the little boxes.


'Evening, Mr Pirrie,' he said. 'Transferring stock?'


"This is for your people,' Pirrie said. 'They asked for


it. Keep an eye on the shop, will you? We'll be back for


some more later on.'


'Do what I can, sir,' the policeman said doubtfully,


'but I've got a beat to cover, you know.'


Pirrie finished padlocking the front door. 'My little


joke,' he said, 'but your people start the rumours.'


As they pulled away, John said: 'Lucky he didn't ask


what your two helpers were up to.'


'The genus Constable,' Pirrie said, 'is very inquisitive


once its curiosity is aroused. Providing you can avoid


that, you have no cause to worry. Just off St John's


Wood High Street. I'll direct you particularly from


there.'


On Pirrie's direction, they drew up behind an ancient


Ford. Pirrie called: 'Millicent!' in a clear, loud voice,


and a woman got out of the car and came back to them.


She was a good twenty years younger than Pirrie, about


his height, with features dark and attractive, if somewhat


sharp.


'Have you packed?' Pirrie asked her. 'We aren't


coming back.'


She accepted this casually. She said, in a slightly


Cockney voice: 'Everything we'll need, I think. What's


it all about? I've asked Hilda to look after the cat.'


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'Poor pussy,' said Pirrie. 'But I fear we must abandon


her. I'll explain things on the way.' He turned to the


other two. 'I will join Millicent from this point.'


Roger was staring at the antique car in front of them. 'I don't want to seem rude,' he said, 'but mightn't it be


better if you piled your stuff in with ours? We could


manage it quite easily.'


Pirrie smiled as he got out of the car. 'A left fork just


short of Wrotham Park?' he queried. 'We'll find you


there, shall we?'


Roger shrugged. Pirrie escorted his wife to the car


ahead. Roger started up his own car and cruised slowly


past them. He and John were startled, a moment later,


when the Ford ripped past with an altogether improbable


degree of acceleration, checked at the intersection,


and then slid away on to the main road. Roger started


after it, but by the time he had got into the stream of


traffic it was lost to sight.


They did not see it again until they reached the Great


North Road. Pirrie's Ford was waiting for them, and


thereafter followed demurely.


They had their suppers separately in their individual


cars. Once they were out of London, they would eat


communally, but a picnic here might attract attention.


They had parked at discreet distances also.


Roger had explained his plan to John, and he had


approved it. By eleven o'clock the road they were in was


deserted; London's outer suburbs were at rest. But they


did not move until midnight. It was a moonless night,


but there was light from the widely spaced lamp standards.


The children slept in the rear seats of the cars. Arm sat beside John in the front.


She shivered. 'Surely there's another way of getting


out?'


He stared ahead into the dim shadowy road. 'I can't


think of one.'


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She looked at him. 'You aren't the same person, are


you? The idea of quite calmly planning murder . . . it's


more grotesque than horrible.'


'Arm,' he said, 'Davey is thirty miles away, but he


might as well be thirty million if we let ourselves be


persuaded into remaining in this trap.' He nodded his


head towards the rear seat, where Mary lay bundled up.


'And it isn't only ourselves.'


'But the odds are so terribly against you.'


He laughed. 'Does that affect the morality of it? As


a matter of fact, without Pirrie the odds would have


been steep. I think they're quite reasonable now. A


Bisley shot was just what we needed.'


'Must you shoot to kill?'


He began to say: 'It's a matter of safety . . . ' He felt


the car creak over; Roger had come up quietly and was


leaning on the open window.


'O.K.?' Roger asked. 'We've got Olivia and Steve in


withMillicent.'


John got out of the car. He said to Arm:


'Remember - you and Millicent bring these cars up


as soon as you hear the horn. You can feel your way


forward a little if you like, but it will carry well enough


at this time of night.'


Arm stared up to him. 'Good luck.'


'Nothing in it,' he said.


They went back to Roger's car, where Pirrie was


already waiting. Then Roger drove slowly forward, past


John's parked car, along the deserted road. It had


already been reconnoitred earlier in the evening, and


they knew where the last bend before the roadblock


was. They stopped there, and John and Pirrie slipped


out and disappeared into the night. Five minutes later,


Roger re-started the engine and accelerated noisily


towards the roadblock.


Reconnaissance had shown the block to be held by a


corporal and two soldiers. Two of these could be pre76



sumed to be sleeping; the third stood by the wooden


barrier, his automatic slung from his shoulder.


The car slammed to a halt. The guard hefted his


automatic into a readier position.


Roger leaned out of the window. He shouted:


'What the hell's that bloody contraption doing in the


middle of the road? Get it shifted, man!'


He sounded drunk, and verging on awkwardness. The


guard called down:


'Sorry, sir. Road closed. All roads out of London


closed.'


'Well, get the naming things open again! Get this


one open, anyway. I want to get home.'


From his position in the left-hand ditch, John


watched. Strangely, he felt no particular tension; he


floated free, attached to the scene only by admiration


for Roger's noisy expostulation.


Another figure appeared beside the original soldier


and, after a moment, a third. The car's headlights diffused


upwards off the metalled road; the three figures


were outlined, mistily but with reasonable definition, on


the other side of the wooden barrier. A second voice,


presumably the corporal's, said:


'We're carrying out orders. We don't want any


trouble. You clear off back, mate. All right?'


'Is it hell all right! What do you bloody little tin


soldiers think you're up to, putting fences across the


road?'


The corporal said dangerously: 'That'll do from you.


You've been told to turn round. I don't want any more


lip.'


'Why don't you try turning me round?' Roger asked.


His voice was thick and ugly. 'There are too many


bloody useless military in this country, doing damn'all


and eating good rations!'


'All right, mate,' the corporal said, 'you asked for it.'


He nodded to the other two. 'Come on. We'll turn this


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loud-mouthed bleeder's car round for him.'


They clambered over the barrier, and advanced into


the pool of brightness from the headlights.


Roger said: 'Advance the guards,' his voice sneering.


Now, suddenly, the tension caught John. The white


line in the centre of the road marked off his territory


from Pirrie's. The corporal and the original sentry were


on that side; the third soldier was nearer to him. They


walked forward, shielding their eyes from the glare.


He felt sweat start under his arms and along his legs.


He brought the rifle up and tried to hold it steady. At


any fraction of a second, he must crook his finger and


kill this man, unknown, innocent. He had killed in the


war, but never from such close range, and never a


fellow-countryman. Sweat seemed to stream on his forehead;


he was afraid of it blinding his eyes, but dared


not risk disturbing his aim to wipe it off. Clay-pipes at


a fair-ground, he thought - a clay-pipe that must be


shattered, for Arm, for Mary and Davey. His throat was


dry.


Roger's voice split the night again, but incisive now


and sober: 'All - right!'


The first shot came before the final word, and two


others followed while it was still in the air. John still


stood, with his rifle aiming, as the three figures slumped


into the dazzle of the road. He did not move until he


saw Pirrie, having advanced from his own position,


stooping over them. Then he dropped his rifle to his


side, and walked on to the road himself.


Roger got out of the car. Pirrie looked up at John.


'I must apologise for poaching, partner,' he said. His


voice was as cool and precise as ever. 'They were such


a good lie.'


'Dead?' Roger asked.


Pirrie nodded. 'Of course.'


'Then we'll clear them into the ditch first,' Roger said. 'After that, the barrier. I don't think we're likely to be


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surprised, but we don't want to take chances.'


The body that John pulled away was limp and heavy.


He avoided looking at the face at first. Then, in the


shadow at the side of the road, he glanced at it. A lad,


not more than twenty, his face young and unmarked


except for the hole in one temple, gouting blood. The


other two had already dropped their burdens and gone


over to the barrier. They had their backs to him. He


bent and kissed the unwounded side of the forehead,


and eased the body down with gentleness.


It did not take them long to clear the barrier. On the


other side equipment lay scattered; this, too, was thrown


into the ditch. Then Roger ran back to the car, and


pressed the horn button, holding it down for several


seconds. Its harsh note tolled on the air like a bell.


Roger pulled the car over to the side. They waited. In


a few moments they heard the sound of cars approaching.


John's Vauxhall came first, closely followed by


Pirrie's Ford. The Vauxhall stopped, and Arm moved


over as John opened the door and got in. He pushed


the accelerator pedal down hard.


Arm said: 'Where are they?'


She was looking out of the side window.


'In the ditch,' he said, as the car pulled away.


After that, for some miles, they drove in silence.


According to plan, they kept off the main roads. They


finished up in a remote lane bordering a wood, near


Stapleford. There, under overhanging oaks, they had


cocoa from thermos flasks, with only the internal lights


of one car on. Roger's Citroen was convertible into a


bed, and the three women were put into that, the


children being comfortable enough on the rear seats of


the other two cars. The men took blankets and slept out


under the trees.


Pirrie put up the idea of a guard. Roger was dubious. 'I shouldn't think we'd have any trouble here. And


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we want what sleep we can get. There's a long day's


driving tomorrow.' He looked at John. 'What do you


say, chief?'


'A night's rest - what's left of it.'


They settled down. John lay on his stomach, in the


posture that Army life had taught him was most comfortable


when sleeping on rough ground. He found the


physical discomfort less than he had remembered it.


But sleep did not come lightly, and was broken, when


it came, by meaningless dreams.


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6


Saxon Court stood on a small rise; the nearest approach


to a hill m this part of the county. Like many similar


preparatory schools, it was a converted country house,


and from a distance still had elegance. A well-kept drive


- its maintenance, Davey had confided, was employed


as a disciplinary measure by masters and prefects - led


tlirough a brown desert that had been playing-fields to


the two Georgian wings flanking a centre both earlier


and uglier.


Since three cars in convoy presented a suspicious


appearance, it had been decided that only John's car


should go up to the school, the others being discreetly


parked on the road from which the drive diverged.


Steve, however, had insisted on being present when


Davey was collected, and Olivia had decided to come


along with him. Apart from John, there were also Arm


and Mary.


The headmaster was not in his study. His study door


stood open, looking out, like a vacant throne-room,


on to a disordered palace. There was a traffic of small


boys in the hall and up and down the main staircase;


their chatter was loud and excited and, John thought,


unsure. From one room leading off the hall came the


murmur of Latin verbs, but there were others which


yielded only uproar.


John was on the point of asking one of the boys where


he might find the headmaster, when he appeared, hurry81



ing down the stairs. He saw the small group waiting for


him, and came down the last few steps more decorously.


Dr Cassop was a young headmaster, comfortably


under forty, and had always seemed elegant. He retained


the elegance today, but the handsome gown and neatly


balanced mortar-board only served to point up the fact


that he was a worried and unhappy man. He recognised


John.


'Mr distance, of course - and Mrs Custance. But I


thought you lived in London? How did you get out?'


'We had been spending a few days in the country,'


John said, 'with friends. This is Mrs Buckley, and her


son. We've come to collect David. I should like to take


him away for a little while - until things settle down.'


Dr Cassop showed none of the reluctance Miss


Errington had at the thought of losing a pupil. He said


eagerly:


'Oh yes. Of course. I think it's a good idea.'


'Have any other parents taken their children?' John


asked.


'A couple. You see, most of them are Londoners.' He


shook his head. 'I should be most relieved if it were


possible to send all the boys home, and close the school


for the time being. The news...'


John nodded. They had heard, on the car radios, a


guarded bulletin which spoke of some disturbances in


Central London and in certain unspecified provincial


cities. This information had clearly only been given as


an accompaniment to the warning that any breach of


public order would be put down severely.


'At least, things are quiet enough here,' John said.


The din all round them increased as a classroom-door


opened to release a batch of boys, presumably at the


close of a lesson. 'In a noisy kind of way,' he added.


Dr Cassop took the remark neither as a joke nor as a


reflection on his school's discipline. He looked round at


the boys in a distracted unseeing fashion that made


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John realise that there was more to his strangeness than


either worry or unhappiness. There was fear.


'You haven't heard any other news, I suppose?' Dr


Cassop asked. 'Anything not on the radio? I have an


impression .. . there was no mail this morning.'


'I shouldn't think there would be any mail,' John said,


'until the situation has improved.'


'Improved?' He looked at John nakedly. 'When?


How?'


John was sure of something else; it would not be long before he deserted his charges. His immediate reaction


to this intuition was an angry one, but anger died as the


memory rose in his mind of the quiet, bloody young


face in the ditch.


He wanted only to get away. He said briefly:


'If we can take David...'


'Yes, of course. I'll... Why, there he is.'


Davey had seen them simultaneously. He dashed


along the corridor and hurled himself, with a cry of


delight, at John.


'You will be taking David to stay with your friends?' Dr Cassop asked,' - with Mrs Buckley, perhaps?'


John felt the boy's brown hair under his hand. There


would very likely be more killings ahead; that for which


he would kill was worth the killing. He looked at the


headmaster.


'Our plans are not certain.' He paused. 'We mustn't


detain you, Dr Cassop. I imagine you will have a lot to


do - with all these boys to look after.'


The headmaster responded to the accession of


brutality in John's voice. He nodded, and his fear and


misery were so apparent that John saw Arm start at the


perception of them.


He said: 'Yes. Of course. I hope... in better times...


Goodbye, then.'


He performed a stiff little half-bow to the ladies, and


turned from them and went into his study, closing the


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door behind him. Davey watched him with interest.


'The fellows were saying old Cassop's got the windup.


Do you think he has, Daddy?'


They would know, of course, and he would be aware


of their knowledge. That would make things worse all


round. It would not be long, John thought, before


Cassop broke and made his run for it. He said to


Davey:


'Maybe. So should I have, if I had a mob like you to


contend with. Are you ready to leave, as you are?'


'Blimey!' Davey said, 'Mary here? Is it like end of


term? Where are we going?'


Arm said: 'You must not say "Blimey", Davey.'


Davey said: 'Yes, Mummy. Where are we going?


How did you get out of London - we heard about all


the roads being closed. Did you fight your way


through?'


'We're going up to the valley for a holiday,' John said.


'The point is - are you ready? Mary packed some of


your things for you. You might as well come as you are,


if you haven't any special things to get.'


'There's Spooks,' Davey said. 'Hiya, Spooks!'


Spooks proved to be a boy considerably taller than


Davey; lanky of figure, with a withdrawn, rather helpless


expression of face. He came up to the group and


mumbled his way through Davey's hasty and excited


introductions. John recalled that Spooks, whose real


name was Andrew Skelton, had featured prominently


in Davey's letters for some months. It was difficult to


see what had drawn the two boys together, for boys do


not generally seek out and befriend their opposites.


Davey said: 'Can Spooks come with us, Daddy? That


would be terrific.'


'His parents might have some objection,' John said.


'Oh, no, that's all right, isn't it. Spooks? His father is


in France on business, and he hasn't got a mother. She's


divorced, or something. It would be all right.'


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John began:'Well...'


It was Arm who cut in sharply: 'It's quite impossible,


Davey. You know very well one can't do things like


that, and especially at times like this.'


Spooks stared at them silently; he looked like a child


unused to hoping.


Davey said: 'But old Cassop wouldn't mind!'


'Go and get whatever you want to bring with you,


Davey,' John said. 'Perhaps Spooks would like to go


along and lend you a hand. Run along now.'


The two boys went off together. Mary and Steve had


wandered off out of earshot.


John said: 'I think we might take him.'


Something in Ann's expression reminded him of what


he had seen in the headmaster's; not the fear, but the


guilt.


She said: 'No, it's ridiculous.'


'You know,' John said, 'Cassop is going to clear out.


That's certain, I don't know whether any of the junior


masters will stay with the boys, but if they did, it would


only be postponing the evil. Whatever happens to


London, this place is likely to be a wilderness in a few


weeks. I don't like the idea of leaving Spooks behind


when we go.'


Arm said angrily: 'Why not take the whole school


with us, then?'


'Not the whole school,' John said gently. 'Just one


boy - Davey's best friend here.'


Bewilderment replaced anger in her tone. 'I think


I've just begun to understand what we may be in for. It


may not be easy, getting to the valley. We've got two


children to look after already.'


'If things do break up completely,' John said, 'some


of these boys may survive it, young as they are. The


Spooks kind wouldn't though. If we leave him, it's a


good chance we are leaving him to die.'


'How many boys did we leave behind to die in


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London?' Arm asked. 'A million? *


John did not answer at once. His gaze took in the


hall, invaded now by a new rush of boys from another


classroom. When he turned back to Arm, he said:


'You do know what you're doing, don't you, darling?


I suppose we're all changing, but in different ways.'


She said defensively: 'I shall have the children to cope


with, you know, while you're being the gallant warrior


with Roger and Mr Pirrie.'


'I can't insist, can I?' John said.


Arm looked at him. 'When you told me - about Miss


Errington, I thought it was dreadful. But I still hadn't


realised what was happening. I do now. We've got to get


to the valley, and get the children there as well. We


can't afford any extras, even this boy.'


John shrugged. Davey came back, carrying a small


attache case; he had a brisk and happy look and resembled


a small-scale Government official. Spooks


trailed behind him.


Davey said: 'I've got the important things, like my


stamp-album. I put my spare socks in, too.' He looked


at his mother for approval. 'Spooks has promised to


look after my mice until I get back. One of my does is


pregnant, and I've told him he can sell the litter when


they arrive.'


John said: 'Well, we'd better be getting along to the


car.' He avoided looking at the gangling Spooks.


Olivia, who had taken no previous part in the conversation,


broke her silence. She said:


'I think Spooks could come along. Would you like to


come with us. Spooks?'


Arm said: 'Olivia! You know... *


Olivia said apologetically: 'I meant, in our car. We


only have the one child, after all. It would only be a


matter of evening things up.'


The two women stared briefly at each other. On


Ann's side there was guilt again, and anger moved by


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that guilt. Olivia showed only shy embarrassment. Had


there been the least trace of moral condescension, John


thought, it would have meant a rift that the safety of


the party could not afford. As it was, Ann's anger faded.


She said: 'Do as you like. Don't you think you ought


to consult Roger, though?'


Davey, who had been following the interchange with


interest but without understanding, said:


'Is Uncle Roger here, too? I'm sure he'd like Spooks.


Spooks is ferociously witty, like he is. Say something


witty. Spooks.'


Spooks stared at them, in agonised helplessness. Olivia


smiled at him.


'Never mind, Spooks. You would like to come with


us?'


He nodded his head slowly up and down. Davey


grabbed him by the arm. 'Just the job!' Come on,


Spooks. I'll go and help you pack now.' For a moment


he looked thoughtful. 'What about the mice?'


The mice,' John ordered, 'remain behind. Give them


away to someone.'


Davey turned to Spooks. 'Do you think we could get


sixpence each for them, off Bannister?'


John looked at Arm over their son's head; after a


moment, she also smiled. John said:


'We're leaving in five minutes. That's all the time you


have for Spooks's packing and your joint commercial


transactions.'


The two boys prepared to turn away. Davey said


thoughtfully: 'We should get a bob at least for the one


that's pregnant.'


They had expected to be stopped on the roads by the


military, and with that possibility in view had devised


three different stories to account for the northward


journeys of the three cars; the important thing, John


felt, was to avoid the impression of a convoy. But in


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fact there was no attempt at inquisition. The considerable


number of military vehicles on the roads were


interspersed with private cars in a normal and mutually


tolerant traffic. After leaving Saxon Court, they made


for the Great North Road again, and drove northwards


uneventfully throughout the morning.


In the late afternoon, they stopped for a meal in a


lane, a little north of Newark. The day had been cloudy,


but was now brilliantly blue and sunlit, with a mass of


cloud, rolling away to the west, poised in white billows


and turrets. The fields on either side of them were


potato fields planted for the hopeful second crop; apart


from the bareness of hedgerows empty of grass, there


was nothing to distinguish the scene from any country


landscape in a thriving fruitful world.


The three boys had found a bank and were sliding


down it, using for a sleigh an old panel of wood, discarded


probably from some gipsy caravan years before.


Mary watched them, half envious, half scornful. She


had developed a lot since the hill climbing in the valley


of fourteen months before.


The men, sitting in Pirrie's Ford, discussed things.


John said: 'If we can get north of Ripon today, we


should be all right for the run to the valley tomorrow.'


'We could get farther than that,' Roger said.


'I suppose we could. I doubt if it would be worth it,


though. The main thing is to get clear of population


centres. Once we're away from the West Riding, we


should be safe enough from anything that happens.'


Pirrie said: 'I am not objecting, mind you, nor regretting


having joined you on this little trip, but does it not


seem possible that the dangers of violence may have


been overestimated? We have had a very smooth progress.


Neither Grantham nor Newark showed any signs


of imminent breakdown.'


'Peterborough was sealed off,' Roger said. 'I think


those towns that still have free passage are too busy



congratulating themselves on being missed to begin


worrying about what else may be happening. You saw


those queues outside the bakeries? '


'Very orderly queues,' observed Pirrie.


'The trouble is,' said John, 'that we don't know just


when Welling is going to take his drastic action. It's


nearly twenty-four hours since the cities and large towns


were sealed off. When the bombs drop, the whole


country is going to erupt in panic. Welling hopes to be


able to control things, but he won't expect to have any degree of control for the first few days. I still think that,


providing we can get clear of the major centres of


population by that time, we should be all right.'


'Atom bombs, and hydrogen bombs,' Pirrie said


thoughtfully. 'I really wonder.'


Roger said shortly: 'I don't. I know Haggerty. He


wasn't lying.'


'It is not on the score of morality that I find them unlikely,'


said Pirrie, 'but on that of temperament. The


English, being sluggish in the imagination, would find


no difficulty in acquiescing in measures which - their


common sense would tell them - must lead to the death


by starvation of millions. But direct action - murder for


self-preservation - is a different matter. I find it difficult


to believe they could ever bring themselves to the


sticking-point.'


'We haven't done so badly,' Roger said. He grinned.


'You, particularly.'


'My mother,' Pirrie said simply, 'was French. But you


fail to take my point. I had not meant that the English


are inhibited from violence. Under the right circumstances,


they will murder with a will, and more cheerfully


than most. But they are sluggish in logic as well as


imagination. They will preserve illusions to the very


end. It is only after that that they will fight like particularly


savage tigers.'


'And when did you reach the end?' Roger asked.


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Pirrie smiled. 'A long time ago. I came to the understanding


that all men are friends by convenience and


enemies by choice.'


Roger looked at him curiously. 'I follow you part of


the way. There are some real ties.'


'Some alliances,' said Pirrie, 'last longer than others.


But they remain alliances. Our own is a particularly


valuable one.'


The women were in the Buckleys' car. Millicent now


put her head out of the window, and called out to


them:


'News!'


One of the two car radios was kept permanently in


operation. The men walked back to see what it was.


Arm said, as they approached: 'It sounds like trouble.'


The announcer's voice was still suave, but grave as


well.


'... further emergency bulletins will be issued as they


are deemed necessary, in addition to the normal news


readings.


'There has been further rioting in Central London,


and troops have moved in from the outskirts to control


this and to maintain order. In South London, an attempt


has been made by an organised mob to break through


the military barriers set up yesterday following the temporary


ban on travel. The situation here is confused;


fresh military forces are moving up to deal with it.'


'Now that we're clear,' Roger said, 'I don't mind them


having the guts to break out. Good for them.'


The announcer continued: 'There are reports of even


more serious outbreaks of disorder in the North of


England. Riots are reported to have occurred in several


major cities, notably Liverpool, Manchester and Leeds,


and in the case of Leeds official contact has been lost.'


'Leeds!' John said. 'That's less good.'


'The Government,' the voice went on, 'has issued the


following statement: "In view of disturbances in certain


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areas, members of the public are warned that severe


countermeasures may have to be taken. There is a real


danger, if mob violence were to continue, that the


country might lapse into anarchy, and the Government


is determined to avoid this at all costs. The duty of the


individual citizen is to go about his business quietly and


to co-operate with the police and military authorities


who are concerned with maintaining order." That is


the end of the present bulletin.'


A cinema organ began to play The Teddy-Bears'


Picnic; Arm switched the volume down until it was only


just audible.


Roger said: 'If we drove all night, we could reach


the valley by the morning. I don't like the sound of all


this. It looks as though Leeds has broken loose. I think


we'd better travel while the travelling's good.'


'We didn't get much sleep last night,' John said. 'A


night run across Mossdale isn't a picnic at the best of


times.'


'Arm and Millicent can both take a spell at the wheel,'


Roger pointed out.


Arm said: 'But Olivia can't drive, can she?'


'Don't worry about me,' Roger said. 'I've brought my


benzedrine with me. I can keep awake for two or three


days if necessary.'


Pirrie said: 'May I suggest that we concentrate immediately


on getting clear of the West Riding? When


we have done that, we can decide whether to carry right


on or not.'


'Yes,' John said, 'we'll do that.'


From the top of the bank, the boys called down to


them, waving their arms towards the sky. Listening,


they heard the hum of aircraft engines approaching.


Their eyes searched the clear sky. The planes came into


view over the hedge which topped the bank. They were


heavy bombers, flying north, at not more than three or


four thousand feet.


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They watched, m a silence that seemed to shiver,


until they had passed right over. They could hear the


engines, and the excited chatter of the boys, but neither


of these affected the sharp-edged silence of their own


thoughts.


'Leeds?' Arm whispered, when they had gone.


Nobody answered at first. It was Pirrie who spoke


finally, his voice as calm and precisely modulated as


ever:


'Possibly. There are other explanations, of course.


But in any case, I think we ought to move, don't you?'


When they set off, Davey had joined Steve and Spooks


in the Citroen, which was leading the way at this point.


The Ford came second, and John's Vauxhall, carrying


now only Mary and Arm in addition to himself, brought


up the rear.


Doncaster was sealed off, but the detour roads had


been well posted. Meshed in with an increasing military


traffic, they went round to the north-east, through a


series of little peaceful villages. They were in the Vale


of York: the land was very flat and the villages straggling


and prosperous. It was not until they had got back


to the North Road that they were halted at a military


checkpoint.


There was a sergeant in charge. He was a Yorkshire-


man, possibly a native of these parts. He looked down


at Roger benevolently:


'A. I closed except to military vehicles, sir.'


Roger asked him: 'What's the idea?'


'Trouble in Leeds. Where were you wanting to get


to?'


'Westmorland.'


He shook his head, but in appreciation of their


problem rather than negation. 'T should back-track on


to the York road, if I was you. If you cut off just before


Selby, you can go through Thorpe Willoughby to Tad92





caster. I should steer well clear of Leeds, though.'


Roger said: 'There are some funny rumours about.'


'I reckon there are, too,' said the sergeant.


'We saw planes flying up this way a couple of hours


back,' Roger added. 'Bombing planes.'


'Yes,' the sergeant said. 'They went right over. I


always feel 'appier being out in the country when


things like that are up aloft. Funny, isn't it - being


uneasy when your own planes go over? That lot went


right over, but I should stay clear of Leeds, anyway.'


'Thanks,' Roger said, 'we will.'


The convoy reversed itself and headed back. The


road by which they had come would have taken them


south; instead they turned north-east and found themselves,


with the military vehicles left behind, travelling


deserted lanes.


Arm said: 'Our minds can't grasp it properly, can


they? The news bulletins, the military check-points -


they're one kind of thing. This is another. A summer


evening in the country - the same country that's always


been here.'


'A bit bare,' John said. He pointed to the grassless


hedgerows.


'It doesn't seem enough,' Arm said, 'to account for


famine, flight, murder, atom bombs . . . ' she hesitated;


he glanced at her, ' ... or refusing to take a boy with


us to safety.'


John said: 'Motives are naked now. We shall have


to learn to live with them.'


Arm said passionately: 'I wish we were there! I wish


we could get into the valley and shut David's gate behind


us.'


'Tomorrow, T hope.'


The lane they were in wound awkwardly through


high-hedge country. They dropped back behind the


other cars - Pirrie's Ford, with a surprising degree of


manoeuvrability, hung right on to the Citroen's heels.


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As the Vauxhall approached a gatehouse, standing


back from the road, the crossing gates slowly began to


close.


Braking, John said: 'Damn! And a ten-minute wait


before the train even comes in sight, if I know country


crossings. I wonder if they might be persuaded to let us


through for five bob.'


He slipped out of the car, and walked round it. To the


right, a gap in the hedge showed the barren symmetrical


range of hills which were the tip of a nearby colliery.


He put his head over the gate and looked along the line.


There was no sign of smoke, and the line ran straight


for miles in either direction. He walked up to the gatehouse,


and called:


'Hello, there!'


There was no immediate reply. He called again, and


this time he heard something, but too indistinct to be an


answer. It was a gasping, sobbing noise, from somewhere


inside the house.


The window on to the road showed him nothing. He


went round on to the line, to the window that looked


across it. It was easy enough to see, as he looked in,


where the noise had come from. A woman lay in the


middle of the floor. Her clothes were torn and there was


blood on her face; one leg was doubled underneath


her. About her, the room was in confusion - drawers


pulled out, a wall clock splintered.


It was the first time he had seen it in England, but in


Italy, during the war, he had observed not dissimilar


scenes. The trail of the looter . . . but here, in rural


England. The casual reality of this horror in so remote


a spot showed more clearly than the military checkpoints


or the winging bombers that the break-up had


come, irrevocably.


He was still looking through the window when


memory gripped and tightened on him. The gates . . .


With the woman lying here, perhaps dying, who had


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closed the gates? And why? From here the road, and


the car, were invisible. He turned quickly, and as he


did heard Arm cry out.


He ran round the side of the gatehouse. The car


doors were open and a struggle was taking place inside.


He could see Arm fighting with a man in front; there


was another man in the back, and he could not see


Mary.


He had some hope, he thought, of surprising them.


The guns were in the car. He looked quickly for a


weapon of some kind, and saw a piece of rough wood


lying beside the porch of the gatehouse. He bent down


to pick it up. As he did, he heard a man's laugh from


close beside him. He straightened up again, and looked


into the eyes of the man who was waiting in the shadow


of the porch, just as the length of pit-prop crashed


down against the side of his head.


He tried to cry out, but the words caught in his


throat, and he stumbled and fell.


Someone was bathing his head. He saw first a handkerchief,


and saw that it was dark with clotted blood; then he looked up into Olivia's face.


She said: 'Johnny, are you better now?*


'Ann?'he said.'Mary?'


'Lie quiet.' She called: 'Roger, he's come round.'


The crossing gates were open. The Citroen and the


Ford stood in the road. The three boys were in the back


of the Citroen, looking out, but shocked out of their


usual chatter. Roger and the Pirries came out of the


gatehouse. Roger's face was grim; Pirrie's wore its


customary blandness.


Roger said: 'What happened, Johnny?'


He told them. His head was aching; he had a physical


urge to lie down and go to sleep.


Roger said: 'You've probably been out about half an


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hour. We were the other side of the Leeds road before


we missed you.'


Pirrie said: 'Half an hour is, I should estimate,


twenty miles for looters in this kind of country. That


opens up rather a wide circle. And, of course, a widening


circle. These parts are honeycombed with roads.'


Olivia was bandaging the side of his head; the pressure,


gentle as it was, made the pain worse.


Roger looked down at him: 'Well, Johnny - what's it


to be? It will have to be a rush decision.'


He tried to collect his rambling thoughts.


He said: 'Will you take Davey? That's the important


thing. You know the way, don't you?'


Roger asked: 'And you?'


John was silent. The implications of what Pirrie had


said were coming home to him. The odds were fantastically


high against his finding them. And even when


he did find them...


'If you could let me have a gun,' he said,' - they got


away with the guns as well.'


Roger said gently: 'Look, Johnny, you're in charge


of the expedition. You're not just planning for yourself;


you're planning for all of us.'


He shook his head. 'If you don't get through into the


North Riding, at least tonight, you may not be able to


get clear at all. I'll manage.'


Pirrie had moved a little way oif; he was looking at


the sky in an abstracted fashion.


'Yes,' Roger said, 'you'll manage. What the hell do


you think you are - a combination of Napoleon and


Superman? What are you going to use for wings?'


John said: 'I don't know whether you could all crowd


in the Citroen ... if you could spare me the Ford . ..'


'We're travelling as a party,' Roger said. 'If you go


back, you take us with you.' He paused. 'That woman's


dead in there - you might as well know that.'


'Take Davey,' John said. 'That's all.'


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'You damned fool!' Roger said. 'Do you think Olivia


would let me carry on even if I wanted to? We'll find


them. To hell with the odds.'


Pirrie looked round, blinking mildly. 'Have you


reached a decision?' he inquired.


John said: 'It seems to have been reached for me. I


suppose this is where the alliance ceases to be valuable,


Mr Pirrie? You've got the valley marked on your road


map. I'll give you a note for my brother, if you like. You


can tell him we've been held up.'


'I have been examining the situation,' Pirrie said.


'If you will forgive my putting things bluntly, I am


rather surprised that they should have left the scene


so quickly.'


Roger said sharply: 'Why?*


Pirrie nodded towards the gatehouse. "They spent


more than half an hour there.'


John said dully: 'You mean - rape?'


'Yes. The explanation would seem to be that they


guessed our three cars were together, and cut off the


straggler deliberately. They would therefore be anxious


to clear out of the immediate vicinity in case the other


two cars should come back in search of the third.'


'Does that help us?' Roger asked.


'I think so,' Pirrie said. They would leave the immediate


vicinity. We know they turned the car back


towards the North Road because they left the gates shut


against traffic. But I do not think they would go as far


as the North Road without stopping again.'


'Stopping again?' John asked.


Looking at Roger's impassive face, he saw that he had


taken Pirrie's meaning. Then he himself understood.


He struggled to his feet.


Roger said: There are still some things to work out.


There are well over half a dozen side roads between


here and A.I. And you've got to remember that they


will be listening for the noise of engines. We shall have


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to explore them one by one - and on foot.*


Despair climbing back on his shoulders, John said:


'By the time we've done that...'


'If we rush the cars down the first side road,' Roger


said, 'it might be giving them just the chance they


need to get away.'


As they walked back, in silence, to where the two cars


stood. Spooks put his head out of the back of the


Citroen. His voice was thin and very high-pitched. He


said:


'Has someone kidnapped Davey's mother, and


Mary?'


'Yes,' Roger said. 'We're going to get them back.'


'And they've taken the Vauxhall?'


Roger said: 'Yes. Keep quiet. Spooks. We've got to


work things out.'


'Then we can find them easily!' Spooks said.


'Yes, we'll find them,' Roger said. He got into the


driving seat, and prepared to turn the car round. John


was still dazed. It was Pirrie who asked Spooks:


'Easily? How?'


Spooks pointed down the road along which they had


come. 'By the oil trail.'


The three men stared at the tarmac. Trail was a high


term for it, but there were spots of oil in places along


the road.


'Blind!' Roger said. 'Why didn't we see that? But it


might not be the Vauxhall. More likely the Ford.'


'No,' Spooks insisted. 'It must be the Vauxhall. It's


left a bit bigger stain where it was standing.'


'My God!' Roger said. 'What were you at school Chief


Boy Scout?'


Spooks shook his head. 'I wasn't in the Scouts. I


didn't like the camping.'


Roger said exultantly: 'We've got them! We've got


the bastards! Ignore that last expression. Spooks.'


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'All right,' Spooks said amiably. 'But I did know it


already.'


At each junction they stopped the cars, and searched for


the oil trail. It was far too inconspicuous to be seen


without getting out of the cars. The third side road


was on the outskirts of a village; there the trail turned


right. A signpost said: Norton H m.


'I think this is our stretch,' Roger said. 'We could


try blazing right along in one of the cars. If we got


past them with one car, we could make a neat sandwich.


I think they would be between here and the next


village. They sheered off sharply enough for this one.'


'It would work,' Pirrie said thoughtfully. 'On the


other hand, they would probably fight it out. They've


got an automatic and a rifle and revolver in that car.


It might prove difficult to get at them without hurting


the women.


'Any other ideas?'


John tried to think, but his mind was too full of sick


hatred, poised between some kind of hope and despair.


Pirrie said: 'This country is very flat. If one of us


were to shin up that oak, he might get a glimpse of


them with the glasses.'


The oak stood in the angle of the road. Roger surveyed


it carefully. 'Give me a bunk-up to the first


branch, and I reckon I shall be all right.'


He climbed the tree easily; he had to go high to find a


gap in the leaves to give him a view. They could barely


see him from below. He called suddenly:


'Yes!'


John cried: 'Where are they?'


'About three-quarters of a mile along. Pulled into a


field on the left hand side of the road. I'm coming


down.'


John said: 'And Arm - and Mary?'


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Roger scrambled down and dropped from the lowest


branch. He avoided John's eyes.


'Yes, they're there.'


Pirrie said thoughtfully: 'On the left of the road. Are


they pulled far in?'


'Clear of the opening - behind the hedge. If we went


at them from the front we should be going in blind.'


Pirrie went across to the Ford. He came back with


the heavy sporting riHe which was his choice of weapon.


He said: 'Three-quarters of a mile - give me ten


minutes. Then take the Citroen along there fast, and


pull up a few hundred yards past them. Fire a few shots


- not at them, but back along the lane. I fancy that will


put them into the sort of position I want.'


'Ten minutes!' John said.


'You want to get them out alive,' Pirrie said.


'They may - be ready to clear off before then.'


'You will hear them if they do. It will be noisy - backing


out of a field. If you do, chase them with the Citroen


and don't hesitate to let them have it.' Pirrie hesitated.


'You see, it will be unlikely that they will still have your


wife and daughter with them in that case.'


And with a small indefinite nod, Pirrie started off


along the road. A little way along he found a gap in the


hedge, and ducked through it.


Roger looked at his watch. 'We'd better be ready,' he


said. 'Olivia, Millicent - take the boys in the Ford.


Come on, Johnny.'


John sat beside him in the front of the Citroen. He grinned painfully.


'I'm leading this well, aren't I?'


Roger glanced at him. 'Take it easy. You're lucky


to be conscious.'


John felt his nails tighten against the seat of the


car.


'Every minute . . .' he said. 'The bloody swines! God


knows, it's bad enough for Arm, but Mary .. .'


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Roger repeated: 'Take it easy.' He looked at his


watch again. 'With luck, our friends along the road


have got just over nine minutes to live.'


The thought crossed his other thoughts, irrelevantly,


surprisingly; so much that he voiced it:


'We passed a telephone box just now. Nobody thought


of getting the police.'


'Why should we?' Roger said. 'There's no such thing


as public safety any longer. It's all private now.' His


finger-nails tapped the steering-wheel. 'So is vengeance.'




Neither spoke for the remainder of the waiting time.


Still without a word, Roger started the car off and


accelerated rapidly through the gears. They roared at


the limit of the Citroen's speed and noisiness along the


narrow lane. In less than a minute, they had passed the


opening to the field, and glimpsed the Vauxhall standing


behind the hedge. The road ran straight for a further


fifty yards. Roger braked sharply at the bend, and


skidded the car across to take up the full width of the


road.


John whipped open the door at his side. He had the


automatic from Roger's car; leaning across the bonnet


of the Citroen, he fired a short burst. The shots rattled


like darts against the shield of the placid summer afternoon.


Then, in the distance, there were three more


shots. Silence followed them.


Roger was still in the car. John said:


'I'm going through the hedge. You'd better stay here.'


Roger nodded. The hedge was thick, but John crashed


his way through it, the blackthorn spikes ripping his


skin as he did so. He looked back along the field. There


were bodies on the ground. From the far end of the


field, Pirrie was sedately advancing, his rifle tucked


neatly under his arm. Listening, John heard groans. He


began to run, his feet slipping and twisting on the


ploughed ground.


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Arm held Mary cradled in her lap, on the ground beside


the car. They were both alive. The groans he had


heard were coming from the three men who lay nearby.


As John approached, one of them - small and wiry,


with a narrow face covered with a stubble of ginger


beard - began to get up. One arm hung loosely, but he


had a revolver in the other.


John saw Pirrie lift his rifle, swiftly but without hurry.


He heard the faint phutting noise of the silenced report,


and the man fell, with a cry of pain. A bird which had


settled on the hedge since the first disturbance, rose


again and flapped away into the clear sky.


He brought rugs from the car, and covered Arm and


Mary where they lay. He said, speaking in a whisper as


though even the sound of speech might hurt them


further:


'Arm darling - Mary - it's all right now.'


They did not answer. Mary was sobbing quietly. Arm


looked at him, and looked away.


Pirrie covered the last few yards. He kicked the man


who lay nearest to him, dispassionately but with precision.


The man shrieked, and then subsided again into


moaning.


At that moment, Roger came through the gap from


the road, revolver in hand. He examined the scene, his


gaze passing quickly from the huddled women and the


girl to the three wounded men. He looked at Pirrie.


'Not as tidy a job as last time,' he observed.


'It occurred to me,' said Pirrie - his voice sounded as


out of place in the calm summer countryside as did the


scene of misery and blood in which he had played his


part - 'that the guilty do not have the right to die as


quickly as the innocent. It was a strange thought, was


it not?' He stared at John. 'I believe you have the right


of execution.'


One of the three men had been wounded in the thigh.


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He lay in a curious twisted posture, with his hands


pressed against the wound. His face was crumpled, as a


child's might be, in lines of misery and pain. But he had


been attending to what Pirrie said. He looked at John


now, with animal supplication.


John turned away. He said: 'You finish them off.'


With flat unhappy wonder, he thought: in the past,


there was always due process of law. Now law itself is a


casual word in a ploughed field, backed by guns.


His words had not been directed to anyone in particular.


Looking down at Arm and Mary, he heard


Roger's revolver crack once, and again, and heard the


gasp of breath forced out by the last agony. Then Arm


cried out:


'Roger!'


Roger said in a soft voice: 'Yes, Arm.'


Arm released Mary gently, and got to her feet. She


clenched her teeth against pain, and John went to help


her. He still had the automatic strapped on his shoulder. He tried to stop her when she reached for it, but she


pulled it from him.


Two of the men were dead. The third was the one


who had been wounded in the thigh. Arm limped over


to stand beside him. He looked up at her, and John saw


behind the twisted tormented fear of his face the beginning


of hope.


He said: 'I'm sorry. Missus. I'm sorry.'


He spoke in a thick Yorkshire accent. There had


been a driver, John remembered, in his old platoon in


North Africa who had had that sort of voice, a cheerful


fat little fellow who had been blown up just outside


Bizerta.


Arm pointed the rifle. The man cried:


'No, Missus, no! I've got kids...'


Ann's voice was flat. 'This is not because of me,' she


said. 'It's because of my daughter. When you were ...


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I swore to myself that I would kill you if I got the


chance.'


'No! You can't. It's murder!'


She found some difficulty in releasing the safety


catch. He stared up at her, incredulously, while she did


so, and was still staring when the bullets began tearing


through his body. He shrieked once or twice, and then


was quiet. She went on firing until the magazine was


exhausted. There was comparative silence after that,


broken only by Mary's sobbing.


Pirrie said calmly: 'That was very well done, Mrs


Custance. Now you had better rest again, until we can


get the car out of here.'


Roger said: 'I'll move her.'


He got in the Vauxhall, and reversed sharply. A back


wheel went over the body of one of the men. He drove


the car through the gap, and out on to the road. He


called:


'Bring them, will you?'


John lifted his daughter and carried her out to the


car. Pirrie helped to support'Ann. When they were


both in the car, Roger sounded the horn several times.


Then he slipped out. He said to John:


'Take over. We'll get clear of here before we do anything


else - just in case the shots have attracted anyone.


Then Olivia can look after them.'


John pointed to the field. 'And those?'


Through the gap the three bodies were still visible,


sprawled against the brown earth. Flies were beginning


to settle on them.


Roger showed genuine surprise. 'What about them?'


'We aren't going to bury them?'


Pirrie chuckled drily. 'We have no time, I fear, for


that corporal work of mercy.'


The Ford drove up, and Olivia got out and hurried to


join Arm and Mary. Pirrie walked back to join Millie in


the car.


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Roger said: 'No point in burying them. We've lost


time, Johnny. Pull up just beyond Tadcaster - O.K.?'


John nodded. Pirrie called:


'I'll take over as tail-end Charlie.'


'Fair enough,' Roger said. 'Let's get moving.*


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7


Tadcaster was on edge, like a border town half-


frightened, half-excited, at the prospect of invasion.


They filled up their tanks, and the garage proprietor


looked at the money they gave him as though wondering


what value it had. They got a newspaper there, too.


It was a copy of the Yorkshire Evening Press - it was


stamped 3d and they were charged 6d, without even an


undertone of apology. The news it gave was identical


with that which they had heard on the radio; the dull


solemnity of the official hand-out barely concealed a


note of fear.


They left Tadcaster and pulled into a lane, just off the


main road. They had filled their thermos flasks in the


town but had to rely on their original stores of food.


Mary seemed to have recovered by now; she drank tea


and had a little from the tin of meat they opened. But Arm would not eat or drink anything. She sat in a silence


that was unfathomable - whether of pain, shame, or


brooding bitter triumph, John could not tell. He tried


to get her to talk at first, but Olivia, who had stayed


with them, warned him off silently.


The Citroen and the Vauxhall had been drawn up side


by side, occupying the entire width of the narrow lane,


and they had their meal communally in the two cars.


The radio jabbered softly - a recording of a talk on


Moorish architecture. It was the sort of thing that


almost parodied the vaunted British phlegm. Perhaps


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it had been put on with that in mind; but the situation,


John thought, was not so easily to be played down.


When the voice stopped, abruptly, the immediate thought was that the set had broken down. Roger


nodded to John, and he switched on the radio in his


own car; but nothing happened.


'Their breakdown,' Roger said. 'I still feel hungry.


Think we dare risk another tin, Skipper?'


'We probably could,' John said, 'but until we get


clear of the West Riding, I'd rather we didn't.'


'Fair enough,' Roger said. 'I'll move the buckle one


notch to the right.'


The voice began suddenly and, with both radios now


on, seemed very loud. The accent was quite unlike what


might be expected on the B.B.C. - a lightly veneered


Cockney. The voice was angry, and scared at the same


time:


'This is the Citizens' Emergency Committee in Lon-


don. We have taken charge of the B.B.C. Stand by for


an emergency announcement. Stand by. We will play an


interval signal until the announcement is ready. Please


stand by.'


'Aha!' Roger said. 'Citizens' Emergency Committee,


is it? Who the bloody hell is wasting effort on revolutions


at a time like this?'


From the other car, Olivia looked at him reproachfully.


He said rather loudly:


'Don't worry about the kids. It's no longer a question


of Eton or Borstal. They are going to be potato-grubbers


however good their table manners.'


The promised interval signal was played; the chimes,


altogether incongruous, of Bow Bells. Arm looked up,


and John caught her eye; those jingling changes were


something that went back through their lives to childhood


- for a moment, they were childhood and innocence


in a world of plenty.


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He said, only loud enough for her to hear: 'It won't


always be like this.'


She looked at him indifferently. 'Won't it?'


The new voice was more typical of a broadcasting


announcer. But it still held an unprofessional urgency.


'This is London. We bring you the first bulletin of


the Citizens' Emergency Committee.


'The Citizens' Emergency Committee has taken over the government of London and the Home Counties


owing to the unparalleled treachery of the late Prime


Minister, Raymond Welling. We have incontrovertible


evidence that this man, whose duty it was to protect his


fellow-citizens, has made far-reaching plans for their


destruction.


The facts are these:


'The country's food position is desperate. No more


grain, meat, foodstuffs of any kind, are being sent from


overseas. We have nothing to eat but what we can grow


out of our own soil, or fish from our own coasts. The


reason for this is that the counter-virus which was bred


to attack the Chung-Li grass virus has proved inadequate.




'On learning of the situation, Welling put forward a


plan which was eventually approved by the Cabinet, all


of whom must share responsibility for it. Welling himself


became Prime Minister for the purpose of carrying


it out. The plan was that British aeroplanes should drop


atomic and hydrogen bombs on the country's principal cities. It was calculated that if half the country's population


was murdered in this way, it might be possible to


maintain a subsistence level for the rest.'


'By God!' Roger said. 'That's not the gaff they're


blowing - they're blowing the top off Vesuvius.'


'The people of London,' the voice went on, 'refuse to


believe that Englishmen will carry out Welling's scheme


for mass-murder. We appeal to the Air Force, who in


the past have defended this city against her enemies,


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not to dip their hands now into innocent blood. Such a


crime would besmirch not only those who performed it,


but their children's children for a thousand years.


'It is known that "Welling and the other members of


this bestial Cabinet have gone to an Air Force base. We


ask the Air Force to surrender them to face the justice


of the people.


'All citizens are asked to keep calm and to remain at


their posts. The restrictions imposed by Welling on


travel outside city boundaries have now no legal or


other validity, but citizens are urged not to attempt any


panic flight out of London. The Emergency Committee


is making arrangements for collecting potatoes, fish,


and whatever other food is available and transporting it


to London, where it will be fairly rationed out. If the


country only shows the Dunkirk spirit, we can pull


through. Hardship must be expected, but we can pull


through.'


There was a pause. The voice continued:


'Stand by for further emergency bulletins. Meanwhile


we shall play you some gramophone records.'


Roger turned off his set. 'Meanwhile,' he said, 'we


shall play you some gramophone records. I never believed


that story of Nero and his fiddle until now.'


Millicent Pirrie said: 'It was true, then - what you


said.'


'At least,' Pirrie said, 'the story has now received


wide circulation. That's much the same thing, isn't it?'


'They're mad!' Roger said. 'Stark, raving, incurably


mad. How Welling must be writhing.'


'I should think so,' Millicent said indignantly.


'At their inefficiency,' Roger explained. 'What a way


to carry on! At my guess, the Emergency Committee's


a triumvirate, and composed of a professional anarchist,


a parson, and a left-wing female schoolteacher. It would


take that kind of combination to show such an ignorance


of elementary human behaviour.'


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John said: 'They're trying to be honest about things.'


'That's what I mean,' Roger said. 'I know I speak


from the exalted wisdom of an ex-Public Relations


Officer, but you don't have to have had much to do with


humanity in the mass to know that honesty is never


advisable and frequently disastrous.'


'It will be disastrous in this case,' Pirrie said.


Too bloody true, it will. The country faces starvation


- things are in such a state that the Prime Minister


decided to wipe the cities out - the Air Force would


never do such a thing, but all the same we appeal to


them not to - and you can leave London but we'd


rather you didn't! There's only one result news like


that can have: nine million people on the move - anywhere,


anyhow, but out.'


'But the Air Force wouldn't do it,' Olivia said. 'You


know they wouldn't.'


'No,' Roger said, 'I don't know. And I wasn't prepared


to risk it. On the whole, I'm inclined to think


not. But it doesn't matter now. I wasn't willing to take


a chance on human decency when it was a matter of


hydrogen bombs and famine - do you seriously imagine


anyone else is going to?'


Pirrie remarked thoughtfully: 'That nine million you


spoke of refers to London, of course. There are a few


million urban dwellers in the West Riding as well, not


to mention the north-eastern industrial areas.'


'By God, yes!' Roger said. 'This will set them on the


move, too. Not quite as fast as London, but fast


enough.' He looked at John. 'Well, Skipper, do we


drive all night?'


John said slowly: 'It's the safest thing to do. Once we


get beyond Harrogate we should be all right.'


'There is the question of route,' Pirrie suggested. He


spread out his own road-map and examined it, peering


through the gold-rimmed spectacles which he used for


close work. 'Do we skirt Harrogate to the west and


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travel up the Nidd valley, or do we take the main road


through Ripon? We are going through Wensleydale


still?'


John said: 'What do you think, Roger?'


'Theoretically, the byways are safer. All the same,


I don't like the look of that road over Masham Moor.'


He looked out into the swiftly dusking sky. 'Especially


by night. If we can get through on the main road, it


would be a good deal easier.'


'Pirrie?' John asked.


Pirrie shrugged. 'As you prefer.'


'We'll try the main road then. We'll go round Harro-


gate. There's a road through Starbeck and Bilton. We'd


better miss Ripon, too, to be on the safe side. I'll take


the lead now, and you can bring up the rear, Roger.


Blast on your horn if you find yourself dropping behind


for any reason.'


Roger grinned. 'I'll put a bullet through the back of


Pirrie's tin Lizzy as well.'


Pirrie smiled gently. 'I shall endeavour not to set too


hot a pace for you, Mr Buckley.'


The sky had remained cloudless, and as they drove to


the north the stars appeared overhead. But the moon


would not be up until after midnight; they drove


through a landscape only briefly illuminated by the


headlights of the cars. The roads were emptier than


any they had met so far. The rumbling military convoys


did not reappear; the earth, or tumultuous Leeds,


had swallowed them up. Occasionally, in the distance,


there were noises that might have been those of guns


firing, but they were far away and indeterminate. John's


eye strayed to the left, half expecting to see the sky


burst into atomic flame, but nothing happened. Leeds


lay there - Bradford, Halifax, Huddersfield, Dewsbury,


Wakefield, and all the other manufacturing towns and


cities of the north Midlands. It was unlikely that they


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lay in peace, but their agony, whatever it was, could


not touch the little convoy speeding towards its refuge.


He was terribly tired, and had to rouse himself by an


act of will. The women had been given the duty of keeping


their husbands awake at the wheel, but Arm sat in


a stiff immobility with her eyes staring into the night,


saying nothing, and paying attention to nothing. He


fished, one-handed, for the benzedrine pills Roger had


given him, and managed to get a drink of water from a


bottle to swill them down.


Occasionally, driving uphill, he looked back, to ensure


that the lights of the other two cars were still


following. Mary lay stretched out on the back seat,


covered up with blankets and asleep. Even though


brutality used towards the young, by reason of their


defencelessness, provoked greater anger and greater


pity, it was still true that they were resilient. Was


the wind tempered to the shorn lamb? He grimaced.


All the lambs were shorn now, and the wind was from


the north-east, full of ice and black frost.


They skirted Harrogate and Ripon easily enough;


their lights showed that they still had electricity supplies


and gave them a comforting civilised look from a distance.


Things might not be too bad there yet, either.


He wondered: could it all be a bad dream, from which


they would awaken to find the old world reborn, that


everyday world which already had begun to wear the


magic of the irretrievably lost? There will be legends,


he thought, of broad avenues celestially lit, of the hurrying


millions who lived together without plotting each


other's deaths, of railway trains and aeroplanes and


motor-cars, of food in all its diversity. Most of all,


perhaps, of policemen - custodians, without anger or


malice, of a law that stretched to the ends of the earth.


He knew Masham as a small market town on the


banks of the Ure. The road curved sharply just beyond


the river, and he slowed down for the bend.


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The block had been well sited - far enough round the


bend to be invisible from the other side, but near


enough to prevent a car getting up any speed again. The


road was not wide enough to permit a turn. He had to


brake to a stop, and before he could put the car into


reverse he found a rifle pointing in at his side window.


A stocky man in tweeds was holding it. He said to John:


'All right, then. Come on out.'


John said: 'What's the idea?'


The man stepped back as Pirrie's Ford swept round


in its turn, but he kept his rifle steady on the Vauxhall.


There were others, John saw, behind him. They covered


the Ford and finally the Citroen when it, too, came to a


halt in front of the block.


The man in tweeds said: 'What's this - a convoy?


Any more of you?'


He had a jovial Yorkshire voice; the inflection did


not seem at all threatening.


John pushed the door open. 'We're travelling west,'


he said, 'across the moors. My brother's a farmer in


Westmorland. We're heading for his place.'


'Where are you heading from, mister?' another voice


asked.


'London.'


'You got out quick, did you?' The man laughed. 'Not


a very 'ealthy place just now, London, I don't reckon.'


Roger and Pirrie had both alighted - John was relieved


to see that they had left their arms in the cars.


Roger pointed to the roadblock.


'What's the idea of the tank trap?' he asked. 'Getting


ready for an invasion?'


The man in tweeds said: 'That's clever.' His voice had


a note of approval. 'You've got it in one. When they


come tearing up from the West Riding, the way you've


done, they're not going to find it so easy to pillage this


little town.'


'I get your point,' Roger said.


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There was something artificial about the situation.


John was able to see more clearly now; there were more


than a dozen men in the road, watching them.


He said: 'We might as well get things straight. Do I


take it you want us to back-track and find a road round


the town? It's a nuisance, but I see your point.'


Another of the men laughed. 'Not yet you don't,


mister!'


John made no reply. For a moment he weighed the


possibilities of their getting back into the cars and fighting


it out. But even if they were to succeed in getting


back, the women and children would be in the line of


fire. He waited.


It was fairly clear that the man in tweeds was the leader. One of the small Napoleons the new chaos


would throw up; it was their bad luck that Masham had


thrown him up so promptly. It had not been unreasonable


to hope for another twelve hours' grace.


'You see,' the man in tweeds said, 'you've got to look


at it from our point of view. If we didn't protect our- , selves, a place like this would be buried in the first rush.


I'm telling you so you will understand we're not doing


anything that's not sensible and necessary. You see, as


well as being a target, you might say we're a honeypot.


All the flies - trying to get away from the famine and


the atom bombs - they'll all be travelling along the . I


main roads. We catch them, and then we live on them -


that's the idea.' ,


'Bit early for cannibalism,' Roger commented. 'Or is


it a habit to eat human flesh in these parts?'


The man in tweeds laughed. 'Glad to see you've got a


sense of humour. All's not lost while we can find something


to laugh at, eh? It's not their flesh we want - not


yet, anyway. But most of 'em will be carrying something,


if it's only half a bar of chocolate. You might say


this is a toll-gate combined with a customs house. We


inspect the luggage, and take what we want.'


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John said sharply: 'Do you let us through after that? *


'Well, not through, like. But round, anyway.' His eyes


- small and intent in a square well-fleshed face fastened


on John's. 'You can see what it looks like from


our point of view, can't you?'


'I should say it looks like theft,' John said, 'from any


point of view.'


'Ay,' the man said, 'maybe as it does. If you've


travelled all the way up here from London with nought


worst than theft to your names, you've been luckier


than the next lot will be. All right, mister. Ask the


women to bring the kids out. We'll do the searching.


Come on, now. Soonest out, soonest ended.'


John glanced at the other two; he read anger in


Roger's face, but acquiescence. Pirrie looked his usual


polite and blank self.


'O.K.,' John said. 'Arm, you will have to wake Mary,


I'm afraid. Bring her out for a moment.'


They huddled together while some of the men began


ransacking the insides of the cars and the boots. They


were not long in unearthing the weapons. A little man


with a stubble of beard held up John's automatic rifle


with a cry.


The man in tweeds said: 'Guns, eh? That's a better


haul than we expected for our first.'


John said: 'There are revolvers as well. I hope you


will leave us those.'


'Have some sense,' the man said. 'We're the ones


who've got a town to defend.' He called to the searching


men. 'Stack all the arms over here.'


'Just what do you propose to take off us?' John asked.


'That's easy enough. The guns, for a start. Apart


from that, food, as I said. And petrol, of course.'


'Why petrol?'


'Because we may need it, if only for our internal


lines of communication.' He grinned. 'Sounds very


military, doesn't it? Bit like the old days, in some ways.


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But it's on our own doorsteps now.'


John said: 'We've got another eighty or ninety miles


to do. The Ford can do forty to the gallon, the other two


around thirty. All the tanks are pretty full. Will you


leave us nine gallons between us?'


The man in tweeds said nothing. He grinned.


John looked at him. 'We'll ditch one of the big cars.


Will you leave us six gallons?'


'Six gallons,' the man in tweeds said, 'or one revolver


- the sort of thing that might make the difference


between our holding this town and seeing it go up in


flames. Mister, we're not leaving you anything that we


can possibly make good use of.'


'One car,' John said, 'and three gallons. So you don't


have three women and four children on your consciences.'




'Nay,' the man said, 'it's all very well talking about


consciences, but we've got our own women and kids to


think about.'


Roger and Pirrie were standing by him. Roger said:


'They'll take your town, and they'll burn it. I hope


you live just long enough to see it.'


The man stared at him. 'You don't want to start


spoiling things, mister. We've been treating you fair


enough, but we could turn nasty if we wanted to.'


Roger was on the verge of saying something else.


John said:


'All right. That's enough, Rodge.' To the man in


tweeds, he went on: 'We'll make you a present of the


cars. Can we take our families through the town towards


Wensley? And do you think we could have a couple of


old perambulators you've finished with?'


'I'm glad to see you're more polite than your friend,


but it's no - to both. No one's coming into this town.


We've got our roads to guard, and the men who aren't


guarding them have got work to do and sleep to get. We


can't spare anyone to watch you, and it's damn certain


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we're not letting you go through the town unwatched.'


John looked at Roger again, and checked him. Pirrie


spoke:


'Perhaps you will tell us what we can do. And what


we can take - blankets?'


'Ay, we're well enough supplied with blankets.'


'And our maps?'


One of the searchers came up and reported to him:


'Reckon we've got everything worth having, Mr


Spruce. Food and stuff. And the guns. Willie's syphoning


the petrol.'

'In that case,' Mr Spruce said, 'you can go and help


yourselves to what you want. I shouldn't carry too


much, if I were you. You won't find the going so easy.


If you follow the river round' - he pointed to the right 'it's


your best way for getting round the town.'


Thank you,' Roger said. 'You're a great help.'


Mr Spruce regarded him with beady benevolence. 'You're lucky - getting here before the rush, like. We


shan't have time to gossip with 'em once they start


coming in fast.'


'You've got a great deal of confidence,' John said.


'But it isn't going to be as easy as you think it is.'


'I read somewhere once,' Mr Spruce said, 'how the


Saxons laughed and chatted together before the Battle


of Hastings. That was when they'd just had one big


battle and were getting ready for the next.'


'They lost that one,' John said. The Normans won.'


'Maybe they did. But it was a couple of hundred


years before they travelled easy in these parts. Good


luck, mister.'


John looked at the cars, stripped already of food


and weapons and with Willy, & youth lean and gangling


and intent, completing the syphoning of the petrol.


'May you have the same luck,' he said.


John said: The important thing is to get away from


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here. After that we can decide the best plan to follow.


As far as our things are concerned, I suggest we take


three small cases for the present. Rucksacks would have


been better, but we haven't got them. I shouldn't bother


with blankets. Fortunately, it's summer. If it's chilly,


we shall have to huddle together for warmth.'


'I shall take my blanket roll,' Pirrie said.


'I don't advise it,' John told him.


Pirrie smiled, hut made no reply.


The Masham men, having removed their booty, had


faded back into the shadows that lined the road, and


were watching them with impassive disinterest. The


children, sleepy-eyed and unsteady, watched also as


their elders sorted out what they needed from what had


been left. John realised that he no longer counted Mary


as one of the children; she was helping Arm.


They got away at last. Looking back, John saw that


the Masham men were pulling the abandoned cars


round to reinforce the barrier they had already set up.


He wondered what would happen when the cars really


began to pile up there - probably they would shove them


into the river.


They toiled up rising ground, until they could look


down, from a bare field, on the starlit roofs of the town


lying between them and the moors. The night was very


quiet.


'We'll rest here for a while,' John said. 'We can


consider our plans.'


Pirrie dropped the blanket roll; he had been carrying


it, at first awkwardly under his arm and then more


sensibly balanced on his shoulder.


'In that case, I can get rid of these blankets,' he said.


Roger said: 'I wondered how long it would be before


you realised you were carrying dead weight.'


Pirrie was busy undoing the string that tied the roll;


it was arranged in a series of complicated knots. He said:


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Those people down there . . . excellent surface efficiency,


but I suspect the minor details are going to trip


them up. I rather think the man who went through my


car wasn't even carrying a knife. If he was, then his


negligence is quite inexcusable.'


Roger asked curiously: 'What have you got in there?'


Pirrie looked up. In the dim starlight, he appeared to


be blinking. 'When I was considerably younger,' he said,


'I used to travel in the Middle East - Trans-Jordan,


Irak, Saudi Arabia. I was looking for minerals - without


much success, I must add. I learned the trick there of


hiding a rifle in a blanket roll. The Arabs stole everything,


but they preferred rifles.'


Pirrie completed his unravelling. From the middle of


the blankets, he drew out his sporting rifle; the telescopic


sight was still attached.


Roger laughed, loudly and suddenly. 'Well, I'm


damned! Things don't look quite so bad after all. Good


old Pirrie.'


Pirrie lifted out a small box in addition. 'Only a


couple of dozen rounds, unfortunately,' he said, 'but it's


better than nothing.'


'I should say it is,' said Roger. 'If we can't find a


farmhouse with a car and petrol, we don't deserve to


get away with it. A gun makes the difference.'


John said: 'No. No more cars.'


There was a moment's silence. Then Roger said:


'You're not starting to develop scruples, are you,


Johnny? Because if you are, then the best thing you can


do with Pirrie's rifle is shoot yourself. I didn't like the


way those bastards down there treated us, but I have to


admit they had the right idea. It's force that counts now.


Anybody who doesn't understand that has got as much


chance as a rabbit in a cage full of ferrets.'


Only this morning, John thought, his reasons might


have been based on scruples; and along with those


scruples would have gone uncertainty and reluctance to


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impose his own decision on the others. Now he said


sharply:


'We're not taking another car, because cars are too


dangerous now. We were lucky down there. They could


easily have riddled us with bullets first and stripped the


cars afterwards. They will have to do that eventually.


If we try to make it to the valley by car, we're asking


for something like that to happen. In a car, you're


always in a potential ambush.'


'Reasonable,' Pirrie murmured. 'Very reasonable.'


'Eighty odd miles,' Roger said. 'On foot? You weren't


expecting to find horses, were you?'


John gazed at the weed-chequered ground on which


they stood; it looked as though it might once have been


pasture.


'No. We're going to have to do it on foot. Probably


it means three days, instead of a few hours. But if we


do it slowly, it's odds on our making it. The other way,


it's odds against.'


Roger said: 'I'm for getting hold of a car, and making


a run for it. There's a chance we shan't meet any trouble


at all; there won't be many towns will have organised as


quickly as Masham did - there won't be many that will


have the sense to organise anyway. If we're making a


trek across country with the kids, we're bound to have


trouble.'


'That's what we're going to do, though,' John said.


Roger asked: 'What do you think, Pirrie?'


'It doesn't matter what he thinks,' John said. 'I've


told you what we're going to do.'


Roger nodded at the silent watchful figure of Pirrie.


'He's got the gun,' he said.


John said: 'That means he can take over running the


show, if he has the inclination. But until he does, I make


the decisions.' He glanced at Pirrie. 'Well?'


'Admirably put,' Pirrie remarked. 'Am I allowed to


keep the rifle? I hardly think I am being particularly


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vain in pointing out that I happen to have the greatest


degree of skill in its use. And I am not likely to develop


ambitions towards leadership. You will have to take


that on trust, of course.'


John said: 'Of course you keep the rifle.'


Roger said: 'So democracy's out. That's something I


ought to have realised for myself. Where do we go from


here?'


'Nowhere until the morning,' John said. 'In the first


place, we all need a night's sleep; and in the second,


there's no sense in stumbling about in the dark in


country we don't know. Everybody stands an hour's


watch. I'll take first; then you, Roger, Pirrie, Millicent,


Olivia' - he hesitated - 'and Arm. Six hours will be as


much as we can afford. Then we shall go and look for


breakfast.'


The air was warm, with hardly any breeze.


'Once again,' Roger said, 'thank God it's not winter.*


He called to the three boys: 'Come on, you lot. You can


snuggle round me and keep me cosy.'


The field lay just under the crest of a hill. John sat


above the little group of reclining figures, and looked


over them to the vista of moorland that stretched away


westwards. The moon would soon be up; already its


radiance had begun to reinforce the starlight.


The question of whether the weather held fair would


make a lot of difference to them. How easy it would be,


he thought, to pray - to sacrifice, even - to the moorland


gods, in the hope of turning away their wrath. He


glanced at where the three boys lay curled up between


Roger and Olivia. They would come to it, perhaps, or


their children.


And thinking that, he felt a great weariness of spirit,


as though out of the past his old self, his civilised self,


challenged him to an accounting. When it sank below a


certain level, was life itself worth the having any


longer? They had lived in a world of morality whose


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lineage could be traced back nearly four thousand years.


In a day, it had been swept from under them.


But were there some who still held on, still speaking the grammar of love while Babel rose all round them?


If they did, he thought, they must die, and their children


with them - as their predecessors had died, long ago, in


the Roman arenas. For a moment, he thought that he


would be glad to have the faith to die like that, but then


he looked again at the little sleeping group whose head


he now was, and knew their lives meant more to him


than their deaths ever could.


He stood up, and walked quietly to where Arm lay


with Mary in her arms. Mary was asleep, but in the


growing moonlight he could see that Ann's eyes were


open.


He called softly to her: 'ArmI'


She made no reply. She did not even look up. After a


time he walked away again and took up his old position.


There were some who would choose to die well rather


than to live. He was sure of that, and the assurance


comforted him.


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8


During her watch, Millicent had seen distant flashes


towards the south, twice or three times, and had heard a


rumble of noise long afterwards. They might have been


atom-bomb explosions. The question seemed irrelevant.


It was unlikely that they would ever know the full story


of whatever was taking place in the thickly populated


parts of the country; and, in any case, it no longer


interested them.


They began their march on a bright morning; it was


cool but promised heat. The objective John had set


them was a crossing of the northern part of Masham


Moor into Coverdale. After that, they would take a


minor road across Carlton Moor and then strike north


to Wensleydale and the pass into Westmorland. They


found a farmhouse not very far away from where they


had slept, and Roger wanted to raid it for food. John


vetoed the idea, on the grounds that it was too near


Masham. It was uncertain how far the Mashamites


proposed to protect their outlying districts. The sound


of shots might easily bring a protecting party up from


the town.


They therefore kept away from habitation, travelling


in the bare fields and keeping close beside the hedges or


stone walls which formed the boundaries. It was about


half-past six when they crossed the main road north of


Masham, and the sun had warmed the air. The boys


were happy enough, and had to be restrained from


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unnecessary running about. The whole party had something


of a picnic air, except that Arm remained quiet,


withdrawn and unhappy.


Millicent commented on this to John, when he found


himself walking beside her across a patch of broken


stony ground.


She said: 'Arm shouldn't take things too much to


heart, Johnny. It's all in a day's work.'


John glanced at her. Neatness was a predominating


characteristic of Millicent, and she looked now as


though she were out for an ordinary country walk.


Pirrie, with the rifle under his arm, was about fifteen


yards ahead of them.


'I don't think it's so much what happened,' John said,


'as what she did afterwards that's worrying her.'


'That's what I meant was all in a day's work,' Milli-


cent said. She looked at John with frank admiration. 'I liked the way you handled things last night. You know quiet,


but no nonsense. I like a man to know what he


wants and go and get it.'


Discounting her face, John thought, she looked a


good deal more than a score of years younger than


Pirrie; she was slim and tautly figured. She caught his


glance, and smiled at him. He recognised something in


the smile, and was shocked by it.


He said briefly: 'Someone has to make decisions.'


'At first, I didn't think you would be the kind who


would, properly. Then last night I could see I was wrong


about you.'


It was not, he decided, the concupiscence which


shocked him in itself, but its presence in this context.


Pirrie, he was sure, must have been a cuckold for some


time, but that had been in London, in that warren of


swarming humanity where the indulgence of one more


lust could have no real importance. But here, where-


their interdependence was as starkly evident as the barren


lines of what had been the moors, it mattered a great


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deal. There might yet be a morality in which the leader


of the group took his women as he wished. But the old


ways of winks and nudges and innuendoes were as dead


as business conferences and evenings at the theatre - as


dead and as impossible of resurrection. The fact that he


was shocked by Millicent's failure to realise it was


evidence of how deeply the realisation had sunk into


and conditioned his own mind.


He said, more sharply still: 'Go and take over that


case from Olivia. She's had it long enough.'


She raised her eyebrows slightly. 'Just as you say. Big


Chief. Whatever you say goes.'


On the edge of Witton Moor they found what John had


been looking for - a small farmhouse, compact and


isolated. It stood on a slight rise, surrounded by potato


fields. There was smoke rising from the chimney. For a


moment that puzzled him, until he remembered that,


in a remote spot like this, they would probably need a


coal fire, even in summer, for cooking. He gave Pirrie


his instructions. Pirrie nodded, and rubbed three fingers


of his right hand along his nose; he had made the same


gesture, John remembered now, before going out after


the gang who had taken Arm and Mary.


With Roger, John walked up to the farmhouse. They


made no attempt at concealment, and strolled casually


as though motivated by idle curiosity. John saw a curtain


in one of the front windows twitch, but there was no


other sign that they had been observed. An old dog


sunned himself against the side of the house. Pebbles


crunched under their feet, a casual and friendly sound.


There was a knocker on the door, shaped like a ram's


head. John lifted it and dropped it again heavily; it


clanged dully against its metal base. As they heard the


tread of feet on the other side, the two men stepped a


little to the right.


The door swung open. The man on the other side had


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to come fully into the threshold to see them properly.


He was a big man; his eyes were small and cold in a


weathered red face. John saw with satisfaction that he


was carrying a shotgun.


He said: 'Well, what is it you want? We've nought to


sell, if it's food you're after.'


He was still too far inside the house.


John said: Thanks. We're not short of food, though.


We've got something we think might interest you.'


'Keep it,' the man said. 'Keep it, and clear off.'


'In that case...' John said.


He jumped inwards so that he was pressed against the


wall to the right of the door, out of sight of the farmer.


The man reacted immediately. 'If you want gunshot...'


he said. He came through the doorway, the gun ready,


his finger on the trigger.


There was a distant crack, and at the same time the


massive body turned inwards, like a top pulled by its


string, and slumped towards them. As he fell, a finger


contracted. The gun went off crashingly, its charge exploding


against the wall of the farmhouse. The echoes


seemed to splinter against the calm sky. The old dog


roused and barked, feebly, against the sun. A voice


cried something from inside the house, and then there


was silence.


John pulled the shotgun away from under the body


which lay over it. One barrel was still unfired. With a


nod to Roger, he stepped over the dead or dying man


and into the house. The door opened immediately into


a big living-room. The light was dimmer and John's gaze


went first to the closed doors leading off the room and


then to the empty staircase that ascended in one corner.


Several seconds had elapsed before he saw the woman


who stood in the shadows by the side of the staircase.


She was quite tall, but as spare as the farmer had


been broad. She was looking directly at them, and she


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was holding another gun. Roger saw her at the same


time. He cried:


'Watch it, Johnny!'


Her hand moved along the side of the gun, but as it


did so, John's own hand moved also. The clap of sound


was even more deafening in the confinement of the


room. She stayed upright for a moment and then,


clutching at the banister to her left, crumpled up. She


began to scream as she reached the ground, and went


on screaming in a high strangled voice.


Roger said: 'Oh, my God!'


John said: 'Don't stand there. Get a move on. Get


that other gun and let's get this house searched. We've


been lucky twice but we don't have to be a third time.'


He watched while Roger reluctantly pulled the gun


away from the woman; she gave no sign, but went on


screaming.


Roger said: 'Her face...'


'You take the ground floor,' John told him. 'I'll go


upstairs.'


He searched quickly through the upper storey, kicking


doors open. He did not realise until he had nearly


finished his search that he had forgotten something that


had been the second barrel and, until the shotgun


was re-loaded, he was virtually weaponless. One


door remained. He hesitated and then kicked this open


in turn.


It was a small bedroom. A girl in her middle 'teens


was sitting up in bed. She stared at him with terrified


eyes.


He said to her: 'Stay here. Understand? You won't


get hurt if you stay in here.'


'The guns . . . ' she said. 'Ma and Pa - what was the


shooting? They're not...'


He said coldly: 'Don't move outside this room.'


There was a key in the lock. He went out, closed the


door and locked it. The woman downstairs was still


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screaming, but less harshly than she had been. Roger


stood above her, staring down.


John said, 'Well?'


Roger looked up slowly. 'It's all right. There's no one


else down here.' He gazed down at the woman again.


'Breakfast cooking on the range.'


Pirrie came quietly through the open door. He lowered his rifle as he viewed the scene.


'Mission accomplished,' he commented. 'She had a


gun as well? Are there any others in the house?'


'Guns or people?' John asked. 'I didn't see any other


guns, did you, Rodge?'


Still looking at the woman, Roger said: 'No.'


'There's a girl upstairs,' John said. 'Daughter. I locked


her in.'


'And this?' Pirrie directed the toe of one shoe towards


the woman, now groaning deep-throatedly.


'She got the blast... in the face mostly,' Roger said.


'From a couple of yards range.'


'Tn that case ...' said Pirrie. He tapped the side of his


rifle and looked at John. 'Do you agree?'


Roger looked at them both. John nodded. Pirrie


walked with his usual precise gait to where the woman


lay. As he pointed the rifle, he said: 'A revolver is so


much more convenient for this sort of thing.' The rifle


cracked, and the woman stopped groaning. 'In addition


to which, I do not like using the ammunition for this


unnecessarily. We are not likely to replace it. Shotguns


are much more likely equipment in parts like


these.'


John said: 'Not a bad exchange - two shot-guns and,


presumably, ammunition, for two rounds.'


Pirrie smiled. 'You will forgive me for regarding two


rounds from this as worth half a dozen shot-guns. Still,


it hasn't been too bad. Shall we call the others up now?'


'Yes,' John said, 'I think we might as well.'


In a strained voice, Roger said: 'Wouldn't it be better


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to get these bodies out of the way first - before the


children come up here?'


John nodded. 'I suppose it would.' He stepped across


the corpse. There's generally a hole under the stairs.


Yes, I thought so. In here. Wait a minute - here are the


cartridges for tlie shot-guns. Get these out first.' He


peered into the dark recesses of the cubby-hole. 'I don't


think there's anything else we want. You can lift her in


now.'


It took all three of them to carry the dead farmer in


from the door and wedge his body also into the cupboard


under the stairs. Then John went out in front of


the house, and waved. The day was as bright, and


seemed fresher than ever with the absence of the pungent


smell of powder. The old dog had settled again in


its place; he saw now that it was very old indeed, and


possibly blind. A watchdog that still lived when it could


no longer guard was an aimless thing; but no more


aimless, he thought, than the blind millions of whom


they themselves were the forerunners. He let the gun


drop. At any rate, it was not worth the expenditure of


a cartridge.


The women came up the hill with the children. The


picnic air was gone; the boys walked quietly and without


saying anything. Davey came up to John. He said,


in a low voice:


'What was the shooting. Daddy?'


John looked into his son's eyes. 'We have to fight for


things now,' he said. 'We have to fight to live. It's something


you'll have to learn.'


Did you kill them?'


Yes.'


'Where did you put the bodies? * 'Out of the way. Come on in. We're going to have


breakfast.'


There was a stain of blood at the door, and another


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where the woman had lain. Davey looked at them, but


he did not say anything else.


When they were all in the living-room, John said:


'We don't want to be here long. The women can be


getting us a meal. There are eggs in the kitchen, and a


side of bacon. Get it done quickly. Roger and Pirrie and


I will be sorting out what we want to take with us.'


Spooks asked: 'Can we help you?'


'No. You boys stay here and rest yourselves. We've


got a long day in front of us.'


Olivia had been staring, as Davey had done, at the


marks of blood on the floor. She said:


'Were there only - the two of them?'


John said curtly: 'There's a girl upstairs - daughter.


I've locked her in.'


Olivia made a move towards the stairs. 'She must be


terrified!'


John's look stopped her. He said: 'I've told you - we


haven't time to waste on inessentials. See to the things


we need. Never mind anything else.'


For a moment she hesitated, and then she went


through to the kitchen. Millicent followed her. Arm


stood by the door with Mary. She said:


'Two are enough. We're going to stay outside. I don't


like the smell in here.'


John nodded. 'Just as you want. You can eat out


there as well, if you like.'


Arm did not say anything, but led Mary out into


the sunshine. Spooks, after a brief hesitation, followed


them. The other two boys sat on the old-fashioned sofa


under the window. There was a clock ticking rhythmically


on the wall facing them. It was glass-fronted, so


that its works were visible. They sat and stared at it, and


spoke to each other in whispers.


By the time the food was ready, the men had got all


they needed. They had found two large rucksacks and a


smaller one, and had packed them with chunks of ham


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and pork and salted beef, along with some homemade


bread. The cartridges for the guns were slipped in on


top. They had also found an old army water-bottle.


Roger suggested filling more bottles with water, but


John opposed it. They would be travelling through


tolerably well-watered country, and had enough to


carry as it was.


When they had finished their meal, Olivia started


collecting the plates together. It was when Millicent


laughed that John saw what she was doing. She put the


plates down again in some confusion.


John said: 'No washing up. We get moving straight


away. It's an isolated place, but any house is a potential


trap.'


The men began picking up their guns and rucksacks.


Olivia said: 'What about the girl?'


John glanced at her. 'What about her?'


'We can't leave her - like this.'


'If it bothers you,' John said, 'you can go and unlock


her door. Tell her she can come out when she likes. It doesn't matter now.'


'But we can't leave her in the house!' She gestured


towards the cupboard beneath the stairs. 'With those.'


'What do you suggest, then?'


'We could take her with us.'


John said: 'Don't be silly, Olivia. You know we can't.'


Olivia stared at him. Behind her plump diffidence,


he saw, there was resolution. Thinking of her and of


Roger, he reflected that crises were always likely to produce


strange results in terms of human behaviour.


Olivia said: 'If not, I shall stay here with her.'


'And Roger?' John asked. 'And Steve?'


Roger said slowly: 'If Olivia wants to stay, we'll stay


here with her. You don't need us, do you?'


John said: 'And when the next visitor calls, who's


going to open the door? You or Olivia - or Steve?'


There was a silence. The clock ticked, marking the


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passing seconds of a summer morning.


Roger said then: 'Why can't we take the girl, if Olivia


wants to? We brought Spock. A girl couldn't be any


danger to us, surely?'


Impatient and angry, John said: 'What makes you


think she would come with us? We've just killed her


parents.'


'I think she would come,' Olivia said.


'How long would you like to have to persuade her?'


John asked. 'A fortnight?'


Olivia and Roger exchanged glances. Roger said:


'The rest of you go on. We'll try and catch up with


you - with the girl, if she will come.'


To Roger, John said: 'You surprise me, Roger.


Surely I don't have to point out to you just how damn


silly it is to split our forces now?'


They did not answer him. Pirrie and Millicent and the


boys were watching in silence. John glanced at his


watch.


'Look,' he said, 'I'll give you three minutes, Olivia,


to talk to the girl. If she wants to come, she can. But


we aren't going to waste any more time persuading her


- none of us. All right?' Olivia nodded. 'I'll come up


with you.'


He led the way up the stairs, unlocked the door, and


pushed it open. The girl was out of bed; she looked up


from a kneeling posture, possibly one of prayer. John


stood aside to let Olivia enter the room. The girl stared


at them both, her face expressionless.


Olivia said. 'We should like you to come with us,


my dear. We are going to a safe place up in the hills. It


wouldn't be safe for you to stay here.'


The girl said: 'My mother - I heard her screaming,


and then she stopped.' \


'She's dead,' Olivia said. 'Your father, too. There's


nothing to stay here for.'


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'You killed them,' the girl said. She looked at John.


'He killed them.'


Olivia said: 'Yes. They had food and we didn't. People


fight over food now. We won, and they lost. It's something


that can't be helped. I want you to come with us,


all the same.'


The girl turned away, her face pressed against the bed


clothes. In a muffled voice, she said:


'Leave me alone. Go away and leave me alone.'


John looked at Olivia and shook his head. She went


over and knelt down beside the girl, putting an arm


round her shoulders. She said gently:


'We aren't bad people. We're just trying to save ourselves


and our children, and so the men kill now, if they


have to. There will be others coming who will be worse


- who will kill just for the sake of killing, and torture,


too, perhaps.'


The girl repeated: 'Leave me alone.'


'We aren't far ahead of the mobs,' Olivia said. 'They


will be coming up from the towns, looking for food. A


place of this kind will draw them like flies. Your father


and mother would have died, anyway, in the next few


days, and you with them. Don't you believe that?'


'Go away,' the girl said. She did not look up.


John said: 'I told you, Olivia. We can't take her away


against her will. And as for your staying here with her -


you've just said yourself the place is a deathtrap.'


Olivia got up from her knees, as though acquiescing.


But instead she took the girl by the shoulders and


twisted her round to face her. She had considerable


strength of arm, and she used it now, not brutally but


with determination.


She said: 'Listen to me! You're afraid, aren't you?


Aren't you?'


Her eyes held the girl as though in fascination. The


girl's head nodded.


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'Do you believe I want to help you?' Olivia asked


her.


Again she nodded.


'You're coming with us,' Olivia said. 'We're going


across the Pennines, to a place in Westmorland where


we can all be quite safe, and where there won't be any


more killing and brutality.' Olivia's normal reserve was


entirely gone; she spoke with a bitter anger that carried


conviction. 'And you are coming with us. We killed


your father and mother, but if we save you we shall


have made up to them a little bit. They wouldn't want


you to die here as they have done.'


The girl stared silently. Olivia said to John:


'You can wait outside. I'll help her dress. We shall


only be a couple of minutes.'


John shrugged. 'I'll go downstairs and see that every-


thing's ready. A couple of minutes, remember.'


'We'll be down,' Olivia said.


In the living-room, John found Roger fiddling with


the controls of a radio that stood on the sideboard. He


looked up as John came down the stairs.


'Nothing,' he said. 'I've tried North, Scotland, Midland,


London - nothing at all.'


'Ireland?' John asked.


'Nothing I can hear. I doubt if you could pick them


up from here anyway.'


'Perhaps the set's dead.'


'I found one station. I don't know what the language


was - it sounded Middle European. Sounded pretty


desperate, too.'


'Short waves?'


'Haven't tried.'


'I'll have a go.' Roger stood aside, and John switched


down to the short wave band, and began to fan the dial,


slowly and carefully. He covered three-quarters of the


dial without finding anything; then he picked up a voice,


distorted by crackle and fading, but speaking English.


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He tuned it in to its maximum, and gave it all the


volume he could:


'. . . fragmentary, but all the evidence indicates that


Western Europe has ceased to exist as a part of the


civilised world.'


The accent was American. John said softly:


'So that beautiful banner yet waves.'


'Numbers of airplanes,' the voice continued, 'have


been arriving during last evening in parts of the United


States and Canada. By the President's order, the people


in them have been given sanctuary. The President of


France and senior members of the French Government,


and the Dutch and Belgian Royal families are amongst


those who have entered this country. It is reported from


Halifax, Nova Scotia, that the British Royal family and


Government have arrived there safely. According to


the same report, the last Prime Minister of Great


Britain, Raymond Welting, has said that the startling


speed of the breakdown which has taken place there was


largely due to the spread of rumours that major population


centres were to be atom-bombed as a means of


saving the rest of the country. These rumours. Welling


claims, were entirely unfounded, but caused panic


nevertheless. When told that the Atomic Energy Commission


here had reported atomic-bomb explosions as


occurring in Europe during the past few hours. Welling


stated that he could not account for them, but thought


it possible that isolated Air Force elements might have


used such desperate measures in the hope of regaining


control.'


Roger said: 'So it got out of hand, and he threw it up


and ran.'


'One of the unsolved mysteries,' John said.


The voice went on: 'The following statement, signed


by the President, was issued in Washington at nine p.m.


'It is to be expected that this country will mourn the


loss to barbarism of Europe, the cradle of our Western


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civilisation. We cannot help being grieved and shocked


by what is taking place on the other side of the Atlantic


Ocean. At the same time, this does not mean that there


is the slightest danger of a similar catastrophe occurring


here. Our food-stocks are high, and though it is probable


that rations will have to be reduced in the coming


months, there will still be ample food for all. In the


fullness of time, we shall defeat the Chung-Li virus and


go out to reclaim the wide world that once we knew.


Until then, our duty is to preserve within the limits of


our own nation the heritage of man's greatness.'


John said bitterly: 'That's encouraging, anyway.'


He turned to see Olivia coming down the stairs with


the girl. Now that she was dressed, he saw that she was


two or three years older than Mary, a country girl,


more distinguished by health than good looks. She


looked from John's face to the stains on the floor, and


back again; but her face did not show anything.


Olivia said: 'This is Jane. She's coming with us. We're


all ready now, Johnny.'


John said: 'Good. Then we'll push off.'


The girl turned to Olivia. 'Before I go - could I see


them, just the once?'


Olivia looked uncertain. John thought of the two


bodies, crammed in, without ceremony or compunction,


beneath the stairs on which the girl now stood.


He said sharply: 'No. It wouldn't do you or them any


good, and we haven't got the time.'


He thought she might protest, but when Olivia urged


her forward gently, she came. She looked once round


the living-room, and walked out into the open.


'O.K.'John said,'we're off.'


'One minor item,' Pirrie said. The voice on the radio


was still talking, falling towards and away from them


on periodic swells of volume. It was outlining some new


regulation against food hoarding. Pirrie walked over to


the sideboard and, in a single movement, swept the


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radio on to the wooden floor. It fell with a splintering of


glass. With deliberate movements, Pirrie kicked it until


the cabinet was shattered and the broken fittings displayed.


He put his heel solidly down on to the tangle of


glass and metal, and mashed it into ruin. Then, extricating


his foot with care, he went out with the rest.


Their journey, owing to the presence of the children,


would have to be by fairly easy stages. John had planned


for three days; the first march to take them to the end


of Wensleydale, the second over the moors to a point


north of Sedbergh, and the third, at last, to Blind Gill.


It would be necesary to keep close to the main road, and


he hoped that for long periods it would be possible to


travel on it. He thought it was unlikely there would be


any cars about. By now, Masham's example must have


been followed in most of the North Riding. The cars


would bog down long before they got to the Dale.


Roger said to him, as they made their way down by


the side of a wood in the direction of Coverham:


'We could get hold of bicycles. What do you think?'


John shook his head. 'We would still be too vulnerable.


And we should have to find ten bicycles together otherwise


it would mean having to wheel some along, or


else splitting up the party.'


'And you're not going to do that, are you?' Roger


asked.


John glanced at him. 'No. I'm not going to do that.'


Roger said: 'I'm glad Olivia was able to persuade the


girl to come with us. It would have been grim to think


of her back there.'


'You're getting sentimental, Roger.'


'No.' Roger, hitched his pack more firmly on to the


middle of his back. 'You're toughening up. It's a good


thing, I suppose.'


'Only suppose?'


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'No. You're right, Johnny. It's got to be done. We're


going to make it?'


'We're going to make it.'


The houses they passed were closed and shuttered; if


people still lived in them they were giving no external


sign of occupancy. They saw fewer people even than


would have been normal in these parts; and when they


did encounter others, there was no attempt at greeting


on either side. For the most part, the people they met


gave ground before the little party, and detoured round


them. But twice they saw bands similar to their own.


The first of these was of five adults, with two small


children being carried. The two parties stared at each


other briefly from a distance, and went their separate


ways.


The second group was bigger than their own. There


were about a dozen people in it, all adults, and several


guns were in evidence. This encounter happened in the


afternoon, a few miles east of Aysgarth. Apparently


this group was crossing the road on their way south to


Bishopdale. They halted on the road, surveying the


approach of John and the others.


John motioned his own group to a stop, about twenty


yards away from them. There was a pause for observation.


Then one of the men who faced them called:


'Where are ye from?'


John said: 'London.'


There was a ripple of hostile interest. Their leader


said:


'There's little enough to be got in these parts for those


who live here, without Londoners coming up scavenging.'




John made no reply. He hefted his shot-gun up under


his arm, and Roger and Pirrie followed suit. They


stared at the other group in silence.


'Where are ye making for?' the man asked them.


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'We're going over the moors,' John said, 'into West-


morland.'


'There'll be nought more there than there is here.'


His gaze was on the guns, longingly. 'If you can use


those weapons, we might be willing to have you join


up with us.'


'We can use them,' John said. 'But we prefer to stay


on our own.'


'Safety in numbers these days.' John did not reply.


'Safer for the kiddies, and all.'


'We can look after them,' John said.


The man shrugged. He gestured to his followers, and


they began to move off the road in their original direction.


He himself prepared to follow them. At the road's


edge, he paused, and turned back.


'Hey, mister!' he called. 'Any news?'


It was Roger who replied: 'None, but that the world's


grown honest.'


The man's face cracked into a laugh. 'Ay, that's good.


Then is doomsday near!'


They watched until the group was nearly out of sight,


and then continued their journey.


They skirted to the south of Aysgarth, which showed


the signs of defensive array that had now become


familiar. They rested, in the afternoon's heat, within


sight of the town. The valley, which had been so green


in the old days, now showed predominantly black against


the browner hills beyond. The stone walls wound their


way up the hillsides, marking boundaries grown meaningless.


Once John thought he saw sheep on the hillside,


and jumped to his feet to make sure. But they were only


white boulders. There could be no sheep here now. The


Chung-Li virus had done its work with all-embracing


thoroughness.


Mary was sitting with Olivia and the girl Jane. The


boys, for once too tired to skylark, were resting together


and discussing, so far as John could judge from


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the scraps of conversation he picked up, motor speedboats.


Arm sat by herself, under a tree. He went over


and sat down beside her.


'Are you feeling any better?' he asked her.


'I'm all right.'


She looked tired, and he wondered how much sleep


she had managed to get the night before. He said:


'Only two more days of this, and then...'


She caught his words up. 'And then everything's fine


again, and we can forget all that's happened, and start


life all over from the beginning. Well?'


'No, I don't suppose we can. Does it matter? But we


can live what passes for a decent life again, and watch


the children grow up into human beings instead of


savages. That's worth doing a lot for.'


'And you're doing it, aren't you? The world on your


shoulders.'


He said softly: 'We've been very lucky so far. It may


not seem like that, but it's true. Lucky in getting away


from London, and lucky in getting as far north as this


before we ran into serious trouble. The reason this place


looks deserted is because the locals have retired behind


their defences, and the mobs haven't arrived. But I


shouldn't think we're more than a day's march ahead


of the mobs - we may be less. And when they come ...'


He stared at the tumbling waters of the Ure. It was a


sunlit summer scene, strange only in the absence of so


much of the familiar green. He didn't really believe the


implications of his own words, and yet he knew they


were true.


'We shall be at peace in Blind Gill,' Arm said wearily.


'I wouldn't mind being there now,' John said.


'I'm tired,' Arm said. 'I don't want to talk - about


that or anything else. Let me be, John.'


He looked down at her for a moment, and then went


away. As he did so, he saw that, from under the next


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tree, Millicent was watching them. She caught his eye,


and smiled.


The valley narrowed towards Hawes, and the hills on


either side rose more steeply; the stone walls no longer


reached up to their summits. Hawes did not appear to


be defended, but they avoided it all the same, going


round on the higher ground to the south and fording


the tributaries of the Ure, fortunately shallow at this


time of year.


They made camp for the night in the mouth of


Widdale Gill, securing themselves in the angle between


the railway line and the river. Fairly near they found a


field that had been planted with potatoes, and dug up


a good supply. Olivia made a stew of these and the salt


meat they carried; Jane helped her and Millicent gave


some half-hearted assistance.


The sun had set behind the Pennines, but it was still


quite light; John looked at his watch and saw that it


wasn't yet eight o'clock. Of course, that was British Summer Time, not Greenwich. He smiled at the thought


of that delicate and ridiculous distinction.


They had done well, and the boys were not too


obviously fatigued. Normally he might have taken


them farther before halting, but it would be stupid to


begin the climb up into Mossdale in such circumstances.


Instead, they could make an early start the following


morning. He watched the preparations for supper with


a contented eye. Pirrie was on guard beside the railway


line.


The boys came over to him together. It was Davey


who spoke; he used a tone of deference quite unlike his


old man-to-man approach.


'Daddy,' he said, 'can we stand guard tonight as well?'


John surveyed them: the alert figure of his son,


Spooks's gangling lankiness, Steve's rather square shortness.


They were still just schoolboys, out on a more


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puzzling and exciting lark than usual.


He shook his head. 'Thanks very much for the offer,


but we can manage.'


Davey said: 'But we've been working it out. It doesn't


matter that we can't shoot properly as long as we can


keep awake and make a noise if we see anyone. We


can do that.'


John said: 'The best thing you three can do is not to


stay awake talking after supper. Get to sleep as quickly


as possible. We're up early in the morning, and we've


got a stiff climb and a long day to face.'


He had spoken lightly enough, and in the old days


Davey would have argued strenuously on the point. Now


he only glanced at the other two boys in resignation, and


they went off together to look at the river.


They all had supper together, Pirrie having come


down from the line with a report of emptiness as far as


the eye could see. Afterwards, John appointed the hours


of sentry duty for the night.


Roger said: 'You're not counting Jane in?'


He thought Roger was joking at first, and laughed.


Then he saw, to his astonishment, that it had been a


serious question.


'No,' he said. 'Not tonight.'


The girl was sitting close to Olivia; she had not


strayed far from her all day. John had heard them talking


together during the afternoon, and had heard Jane


laughing once. She glanced up at the two men, her fresh,


somewhat fat-cheeked face open and inquiring.


'You wouldn't murder us in our beds, would you,


Jane?' Roger asked her.


She shook her head solemnly.


John said to her: 'Well, it's best not to give you the


chance, isn't it?'


She turned away, but it was in embarrassment, he


saw, not hatred.


He said: 'It's Ann's first watch. The rest of us had


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better get down and get to sleep. You boys can put the


fire out - tread out all the embers.'


Roger woke him, and handed him the shot-gun which


the sentry kept. He got to his feet, feeling stiff, and


rubbed his legs with his hands. The moon was up; its


light gleamed on the nearby river, and threw shadows


from the small group of huddled figures.


'Seasonably warm,' Roger said, 'thank God.'


'Anything to report?'


'What would there be, but ghosts?'


'Any ghosts, then?'


'A brief trace of an apparition - the corniest of them


all.' John looked at him. 'The ghost train. I thought I


heard it hooting in the distance, and for about ten


minutes afterwards I could have sworn I heard its distant


roar.'


'Could be a train,' John said. 'If there are any capable


of being manned, and anyone capable of manning one,


they might try a night journey. But I think it's a bit


unlikely, taken all round.'


'I prefer to think of it as a ghost train. Heavily laden


with the substantial ghosts of Dalesmen going to


market, or trucks of ghostly coal or insubstantial metal


ingots, crossing the Pennines. I've been thinking - how


long do you think railway lines will be recognisable as


railway lines? Twenty years - thirty? And how long


will people remember that there were such things, once


upon a time? Shall we tell fairy stories to our great-


grandchildren about the metal monsters that ate coal


and breathed out smoke?'


'Go to sleep,' John said. 'There'll be time enough to


think about your great-grandchildren.'


'Ghosts,' Roger said. 'I see ghosts all round me tonight.


The ghosts of my remote descendants, painted


with woad.'


John made no reply, but climbed up the embankment


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to his post on the line. When he looked back from the


top, Roger was curled up, and to all intents asleep.


The sentry's duty was to keep both sides of the line


under observation, but the far side - the north - was


more important owing to the fact that the main road


lay in that direction. That was the sentry's actual post,


out of direct sight of the group of sleepers. John took


up his position there. He lit a cigarette, guarding the


glowing end against possible observation. He didn't


really think it was necessary, but it was natural to adapt old army tricks to a situation with so many familiar


elements.


He looked at the small white cylinder, cupped in his


hand. There was a habit that would have to go, but


there was no point in ending it before necessity ended


it for him. How long, he wondered, before the exploring


Americans land at the forgotten harbours and push inland,


handing out canned ham and cigars, and scattering


Chung-Li immune grass seed on their way? In every


little outpost, like Blind Gill, where the remnants of


the British held out, something like that would be the


common daydream, the winter's tale. A legend, perhaps,


that might spur the new barbarians at last across the


western ocean, to find a land as rough and brutal as


their own.


For he could no longer believe that there would be any last-minute reprieve for mankind. First China, and


then the rest of Asia, and now Europe. The others would


fall in their turn, incredulous, it might be, to the end.


Nature was wiping a cloth across the slate of human


history, leaving it empty for the pathetic scrawls of


those few who, here and there over the face of the globe,


would survive.


He heard a sound from the other side of the railway


line, and moved warily across to investigate. As he


reached the edge of the embankment, he saw that a


slim figure was climbing the last few feet towards him.


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It was Milhcent. She put a hand up to him and he


grasped it.


He said: 'What the hell are you doing?'


She said: 'Ssh - you'll wake everyone up.'


She looked down at the sleeping group below, and


then moved across towards the sentry post. John followed


her. He was reasonably certain what the visit


promised. The calm effrontery of it made him angry.


'You're not on duty for another couple of hours,' he


said. 'You want to go back and get some sleep. We've


got a long day in front of us.'


She asked him: 'Cigarette?' He took one from his


case and gave it to her. 'Mind lighting it?'


He said: 'I don't think it's a good idea to show lights.


Keep it under, and cover it with your hands when you


inhale.'


'You know everything, don't you?'


She bent down to his cupped hands to take the


lighter's flame. Her black hair gleamed in the moonlight.


He was not, he realised, handling the situation


very well. It had been a mistake to give her the cigarette


she asked for; he should have sent her back to bed. She


straightened up again, the cigarette now tucked behind


her curled fingers.


'I can do without sleep,' she said. 'I remember one


weekend I didn't have three hours sleep between Friday


and Monday. Fresh as a daisy after it, too.'


'You don't have to boast. It's stamped all over you.'


'Is it?' There was a pause. 'What's the matter with Arm ?'


He said coldly: 'You know as much as I do. I suppose


it wouldn't have affected you - either what happened or


what she did afterwards.'


Complacently, she said: "There's one thing about not


having very high standards - you're not likely to go off


your rocker when you hit something nasty - either from


other people or yourself.'


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John drew on his cigarette. 'I don't want to talk about Arm . And I don't want an affaire with you - do you


understand that? I should think you would see that,


quite apart from anything else, this isn't the time for


that sort of thing.'


'When you want a thing is the time to have it.'


'You've made a mistake. I don't want it.' |


She laughed; her voice was lower when she did so,


and rather hoarse. I


'Let's be grown up,' she said. 'I may make mistakes, ' but not about that kind of thing.'


'You know my mind better than I do?'


'I shouldn't be surprised. I'll tell you this much, Big


Chief. If it had been Olivia who had paid you this little


visit, you would have sent her back straight away, and ,


no back-answers. And why are you talking in whispers, |


anyway? In case we make anyone wake up?'


He had not realised that he had dropped his voice. He


spoke more loudly. 'I think you'd better get back now,


Millicent.'


She laughed again. 'What would be so unreasonable


about not wanting to wake people up? I don't suppose


they're all as good at doing without sleep as I am. You


rise too easily.'


'All right. I'm not going to argue with you. Just go


back to bed, and forget all about it.'


She said obediently: 'O.K.' She dropped her cigarette, I


half smoked, and trod it into the ground. 'I'll just try the


spark test, and if you don't fire, I'll go right down like i


a good little girl.' i


She came towards him. He said: 'Don't be silly, Milli-


cent.' She paused just short of him. 'Nothing wrong


with a goodnight kiss, is there?' She put herself in his


arms. He had to hold her or let her fall, and he held her.


She was very warm, and softer to hold than he would


have expected. She wriggled slightly against him.


'Spark test satisfactory, I think,' she said.


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They both turned at the sound of small stones falling.


A figure rose above the embankment's edge and stood


facing them.


Pirrie tapped his rifle, which he held under his arm. He said reprovingly: 'Even carrying this, I very nearly


surprised you. You are not as alert as a good sentry


should be, Custance.'


Millicent had disengaged herself. She said: 'What do


you think you're doing, wandering around in the middle


of the night?'


'Would it be altogether inappropriate,' Pirrie asked,


'to put a similar question to you?'


She said scornfully: 'I thought the eyeful you got


the last time you spied on me had put you off. Or is


that the way you get your kick now?'


Pirrie said: 'The last several times, I have borne with


the situation as the lesser evil. I will grant that you have


been discreet. Any action I might have taken could only


have made my cuckoldry conspicuous, and I was always


anxious to avoid that.'


'Don't worry,' Millicent said. 'I'll go on being


discreet.'


John said: 'Pirrie! Nothing has happened between


your wife and me. Nothing is going to. The only thing I


am concerned with is getting us all safely to Blind Gill.'


In a musing tone, Pirrie said: 'My natural inclination


always was to kill her. But in normal society, murder is


much too great a risk. I went so far as to make plans, and rather good ones, too, but I would never have


carried them out.'


Millicent said: 'Henry! Don't start being silly.'


In the moonlight, John saw Pirrie lift his right hand,


and rub the fingers along the side of his nose. He said


sharply:


That's enough of that!'


Deliberately, Pirrie released the safety catch on the


rifle. John raised his shotgun.


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'No,' Pirrie said calmly. Tut that gun down. You are


very well aware that I could shoot a good deal more


quickly than you. Put it down. I should not care to be


provoked into a rash act.'


John lowered the shot-gun. In any case it had been


ridiculous, he thought, to envisage Pirrie as a figure out


of an Elizabethan tragedy.


He said: 'Things must be getting me down. It was


a silly thought, wasn't it? If you'd really wanted to dish


Millicent, there was nothing to stop you leaving her in


London.'


'A good point,' Pirrie said, 'but invalid. You must


remember that although I joined your party I did so


with reservations as to the truth of the story Buckley


asked me to believe. I was willing to engage with you in


breaking out of the police cordon because I am extremely


devoted to my liberty of action. That was all.'


Millicent said: 'You two can continue the chat. I'm


going back to bed.'


'No,' Pirrie said softly, 'stay where you are. Stay


exactly where you are.' He touched the barrel of his


rifle, and she halted the movement she had just begun. 'I may say that I gave serious, if brief, consideration to


the idea of leaving Millicent behind in London. One


reason for rejecting it was my assurance that, if nothing


worse occurred than civil break-down, Millicent would


manage very well by dint of offering her erotic services


to the local gang-leader. I did not care for the idea of


abandoning her to what might prove an extremely


successful career.'


'Would it have mattered?' John asked.


'I am not,' said Pirrie, 'a person on whom humiliation


sits lightly. There is a strain in my make-up that some


might describe as primitive. Tell me, Custance - we are


agreed that the process of law no longer exists in this


country?'


'If it does, we'll all hang.'


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'Exactly. Now, if State law fails, what remains?'


John said carefully: The law of the group - for its


own protection.'


'And of the family?'


'Within the group. The needs of the group come


first.'


'And the head of the family?' Millicent began to


laugh, a nervous almost hysterical laugh. 'Amuse yourself,


my dear,' Pirrie continued. 'I like to see you


happy. Well, Custance. The man is the proper head of


his family group - are we still agreed?'


There was only one direction in which the insane


relentless logic could be heading. John said:


'Yes. Within the group.' He hesitated. 'I am in charge


here. The final say is mine.'


He thought Pirrie smiled, but in the dim light it was


difficult to be sure. Pirrie said:


'The final say is here.' He tapped the rifle. 'I can, if I


wish, destroy the group. I am a wronged husband,


Custance - a jealous one, perhaps, or a proud one. I am


determined to have my rights. I hope you will not


gainsay me, for I should not like to have to oppose you.'


'You know the way to Blind Gill now,' John said.


'But you might have difficulty getting entry without me.'


'I have a good weapon, and I can use it. I believe I


should find employment quite readily.'


There was a pause. In the silence there came a sudden


bubbling lilt of bird song; with a shock John recognised


it as a nightingale.


'Well,' Pirrie said, 'do you concede me my rights?'


Millicent cried: 'No! John, stop him. He can't behave


like this - it isn't human. Henry, I promise ...'


'To cease upon the midnight,' Pirrie said. 'with no


pain. Even I can recognise the appositeness of verse


occasionally. Custance! Do I have my rights?'


Moonlight silvered the barrel as it swung to cover


John again. Suddenly he was afraid - not only for him149



self, but for Arm and the children also. There was no


doubt about Pirrie's implacability; the only doubt was


as to where, with provocation, it might lead him.


'Take your rights,' he said.


In a voice shocked and unfamiliar, Millicent said:


No! Not here...'


She ran towards Pirrie, stumbling awkwardly over the


railway lines. He waited until she was almost on him


before he fired. Her body spun backwards with the force


of the bullet, and lay across one of the lines. From the


hills, the echoes of the shot cracked back.


John walked across the lines, passing close by the


body. Pirrie had put down his rifle. John stood beside


him and looked down the embankment. They had all


awakened with the sound of the shot.


He called down: 'It's all right. Everybody go to sleep


again. Nothing to worry about.'


Roger shouted up: 'That wasn't the shot-gun. Is Pirrie up there?'


'Yes,' John said. 'You can turn in. Everything's under


control.'


Pirrie turned and looked at him. 'I think I will turn


in, too.'


John said sharply: 'You can give me a hand with this


first. We can't leave it here for the women to brood


over while they're on watch.'


Pirrie nodded. 'The river?'


'Too shallow. It would probably stick. And I don't


think it's a good idea to pollute water supplies anyway.


Down the embankment, on the other side of the river.


I should think that will do.'


They carried the body along the line to a point about


two hundred yards west. It was light, but the going was


difficult. John was relieved when the time came to throw


it down the embankment. There were bushes at the


foot; it landed among them. It was possible to see


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Millicent's white blouse but, in the moonlight, nothing


more.


John and Pirrie walked back together in silence.


When they reached the sentry point, John said:


'You can go down now. But I shall tell Olivia to wake


you for what would have been your wife's shift. No


objections, I take it?'


Pirrie said mildly: 'Of course. Whatever you say.' He


tucked his rifle under his arm. 'Good night, Custance.'


'Good night,' John said.


He watched Pirrie slithering his way down the slope


towards the others. He could have been mistaken, of


course. It might have been possible to save Millicent's


life.


He was surprised to find that the thought did not


worry him.


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9


In the morning, a subdued air was evident. John had


told them that Pirrie had shot Millicent, but had let the


children think it was an accident. He gave a full account


to Roger, who shook his head.


'Cool, isn't he?' We certainly picked up something


when we adopted him.'


'Yes,'John said,'we did.'


'Are you going to have trouble, do you think?'


'Not as long as I let him have his own way,' John said.


'Fortunately, his needs seem fairly modest. He felt he


had a right to kill his own wife.'


Arm came down to him later, when he was washing in


the river. She stood beside him, and looked at the


tumbling waters. The sun was shining the length of the


valley, but there were clouds directly above them, large


and close-pressed.


'Where did you put her body?' she asked him. 'Before


I send the children down to wash.'


'Well away from here. You can send them down.*


She looked at him without expression. 'You might as


well tell me what happened. Pirrie isn't the sort to have


accidents with a rifle, or to kill without a reason.'


He told her, making no attempt to hide anything.


She said: 'And if Pirrie had not appeared just at that


moment?'


He shrugged. 'I would have sent her back down, I


think. What else can I say?'


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'Nothing, I suppose. It doesn't matter now.' She shot


the question at him suddenly: 'Why didn't you save


her?'


'I couldn't. Pirrie had made up his mind. I would only


have got myself shot as well.'


She said bitterly: 'You're the leader. Are you going to


stand by and let people murder each other?'


He looked at her. His voice was cold. 'I thought my


life was worth more to you and the children than Milli-


cent's. I still think so, whether you agree or not.'


For a moment they faced each other in silence; then Arm came a step towards him, and he caught her. He


heard her whisper:


'Darling, I'm sorry. You know I didn't mean that.


But it's so terrible, and it goes on getting worse. To kill


his wife, like that. . . What kind of a life is it going to


be for us?'


'When we get to Blind Gill...'


'We shall still have Pirrie with us, shan't we? Oh,


John, must we? Can't we - lose him somehow?'


He said gently: 'You're worrying too much. Pirrie is


law-abiding enough. I think he had hated Millicent for


years. There's been a lot of bloodshed recently, and I


suppose it went to his head. It will be different in the


valley. We shall have our own law and order. Pirrie


will conform.'


'Will he?'


He stroked her arms. 'You,' he said. 'How is it now?


Not quite so bad?'


She shook her head. 'Not quite so bad. I suppose one


gets used to everything, even memories.'


By seven o'clock they were all together, and ready


to set out. The clouds which had come over the sky still


showed gaps of blue, but they had spread far enough to


the east to hide the sun.


'Weather less promising,' Roger said.


'We don't want it too hot,' John said. 'We have a


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climb in front of us. Everything ready?'


Pirrie said: 'I should like Jane to walk with me.'


They stared at him. The request was so odd as to be


meaningless in itself. John had not thought it necessary


to have the party walk in any particular order,


with the result that they straggled along in whatever


way they chose. Jane had automatically taken up her


position alongside Olivia again.


John said:'Why?'


Pirrie gazed round the little circle with untroubled


eyes. 'Perhaps I should put it another way. I have


decided that I should like to marry Jane - insofar as


the expression has any meaning now.'


Olivia said, with a sharpness quite out of keeping


with her usual manner: 'Don't be ridiculous. There can't


be any question of that.'


Pirrie said mildly: 'I see no bar. Jane is an unmarried


girl, and I am a widower.'


Jane, John saw, was looking at Pirrie with wide and


intent eyes; it was impossible to read her expression.


Arm said: 'Mr Pirrie, you killed Millicent last night.


Isn't that enough bar?'


The boys were watching the scene in fascination;


Mary turned her head away. It had been silly, John


thought wearily, to imagine that this was a world in


which any kind of innocence could be preserved.


'No,' Pirrie said, 'I don't regard it as a bar.'


Roger said: 'You also killed Jane's father.' I


Pirrie nodded. 'An unfortunate necessity. I'm sure -


Jane has resigned herself to that.'


John said: 'I suggest we leave things over for now,


Pirrie. Jane knows your mind. She can think about it


for the next day or two.'


'No.' Pirrie put out his hand. 'Come here, Jane.'


Jane stood, still gazing at him. Olivia said:


'Leave her alone. You're not to touch her. You've


done enough, without adding this.'


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Pirrie ignored her. He repeated: 'Come here, Jane. I


am not a young man, nor a particularly handsome one.


But I can look after you, which is more than many


young men could do in the present circumstances.'


Arm said: 'Look after her - or murder her?'


'Millicent,' Pirrie said, 'had been unfaithful to me a


number of times, and was attempting to be so again.


That is the only reason for her being dead.'


Incredulously, Arm said: 'You speak as though


women were another kind of creature - less than


human.'


Pirrie said courteously: 'I'm sorry if you think so.


Jane! Come with me.'


They watched in silence as, slowly, Jane went over to


where Pirrie waited for her. Pirrie took her hands in


his. He said: 'I think we shall get on very well together.'


Olivia said: 'No, Jane - you mustn't!'


'And now,' said Pirrie, 'I think we can move off.*


'Roger, John,' Olivia said. 'Stop him!'


Roger looked at John. John said: 'I don't think it's


anything to do with the rest of us.'


'What if it had been Mary?' Olivia said. 'Jane has


rights as much as any of us.'


'You're wasting your time, Olivia,' John said. 'It's a


different world we're living in. The girl went over to


Pirrie of her own free will. There's nothing else to be


said. Off we go now.'


Arm walked beside him as they set off, walking along


the railway line. The valley narrowed sharply ahead


of them, and the road, to the north, veered in towards


them.


'There's something horrible about Pirrie,' Arm said.


'A coldness and a brutality. It's terrible to think of


putting that young girl in his hands.'


'She did go to him voluntarily.'


'Because she was afraid! The man's a killer.'


'We all are.'


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'Not in the same way. You didn't make any attempt


to stop it, did you? You and Roger could have stopped


him. It wasn't like the business with Millicent. You were


only a couple of feet from him.'


'And he had the safety catch on. Either of us could


have shot him.'


'Well?'


'If there had been ten Janes and he had wanted them


all, he could have had them. Pirrie's worth more to us


than they would be.'


'And if it had been Mary - as Olivia said?'


'Pirrie would have shot me before he mentioned the


matter. He could have done so last night, you know,


and very easily. I may be the leader here, but we're still


kept together by mutual consent. It doesn't matter


whether that consent is inspired by fear or not, as long


as it holds. Pirrie and I are not going to frighten each


other; we each know the other's necessary. If either of


us were put out of action, it might mean the difference


between getting to the valley or not.'


She said intensely: 'And when we get there - will you


be prepared to deal with Pirrie then?'


'Wait till we get there. As to that '


He smiled, and she noticed it. 'What?'


'I don't think Jane's the kind of girl to remain afraid


for long. She will shake herself out of it. And when she


does ... I wouldn't trust her on night watch - Pirrie


proposes taking her to bed with him. It seems odd to


think of Pirrie as being over trustful - all the same, he's


already been mistaken in one wife.'


'Even if she wanted to,' Arm said, 'what could she


do? He may not look much, but he's strong.'


'That's up to you and Olivia, isn't it? You keep the


cutlery items.'


She looked at him, trying to estimate how seriously


the remark had been intended.


'But not until we get to the valley,' he said. 'She will


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have to put up with him until then, at any rate.'


As they climbed up to Mossdale Head, the sky darkened


continually, and gusts of rain swept in their faces. These


increased as they neared the ridge, and they breasted it


to see the western sky black and stormy over the rolling


moors. They had four light plastic mackintoshes in the


packs, which John told the women to put on. The boys


would have to learn to contend with being wet; although


the temperature was lower than it had been, the day


was still reasonably warm.


The rain thickened as they walked on. Within half


an hour, men and boys were both soaked. John had


crossed the Pennines by this route before, but only by


car. There had been a sense of isolation about the pass


even then, a feeling of being in a country swept of life,


despite the road and the railway line that hugged it.


That feeling now was more than doubly intensified.


There were few things, John thought, so desolate as a


railway line on which no train could be expected. And


where the pattern of the moors seen from a moving car


had been monotonous, the monotony to people on foot,


struggling through rain squalls, was far greater. The


moors themselves were barer, of course. The heather


still grew, but the moorland grasses were gone; the outcrops


of rocks jutted like teeth in the head of a skull.


During the morning, they passed occasional small


parties heading in the opposite direction. Once again,


there was mutual suspicion and avoidance. One group


of three had their belongings strapped on a donkey.


John and the others stared at it with amazement. Someone


presumably had kept it alive on dry fodder after the


other beasts of burden were killed along with the cattle,


but once away from its barn it would have to starve.


- Roger said: 'A variation of the old sleigh-dog technique,


I imagine. You get it to take you as far as you


can, and then eat it.'


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'It's a standing temptation to any other party you


happen to meet, though, isn't it?' John said. 'I can't see


them getting very far with that once they reach the


Dale.'


Pirrie said: 'We could relieve them of it now.'


'No,' John said. 'It isn't worth our while, in any case.


We've got enough meat to last us, and we should reach


Blind Gill tomorrow. It would only be unnecessary


weight.'


Steve began limping shortly afterwards, and examination


showed him to have a blistered heel.


Olivia said: 'Steve! Why didn't you say something


when it first started hurting?'


He looked at the adult faces surrounding him, and


his ten-year-old assurance deserted him. He began to


cry.


'There's nothing to cry about, old man,' Roger said. 'A blistered heel is bad luck, but it's not the end of the


world.'


His sobs were not the ordinary sobs of childhood, but


those in which experience beyond a child's range was


released from its confinement. He said something, and


Roger bent down to catch his words.


'What was that, Steve?'


'If I couldn't walk -I thought you might leave me.'


Roger and Olivia looked at each other. Roger said:


'Nobody's going to leave you. How on earth could


you think that?'


'Mr Pirrie left Millicent,' Steve said.


John intervened. 'He'd better not walk on it. It will


only get worse.'


'I'll carry him,' Roger said. 'Spooks, will you carry


my gun for me?'


Spooks nodded. 'I'd like to.'


'You and I will take him in turns, Rodge,' John said.


'We'll manage him all right. Good job he's a little 'un.'


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Olivia said: 'Roger and I can take the turns. He's our


boy. We can carry him.'


She had not spoken to John since the incident of Jane


and Pirrie. John said to her:


'Olivia - I do the arranging around here. Roger and


I will carry Steve. You can take the pack of whoever


happens to be doing it at the tune.'


Their eyes held for a moment, and then she turned


away.


Roger said: 'All right, old son. Up you get.'


Their progress immediately after this was a little


faster, since Steve had been acting as a brake, but John


was not deceived by it. The carrying of a passenger,


even a boy as small as Steve, added to their difficulties.


He kept them going until they had nearly got to the end


of Garsdale, before he called a halt for their midday


meal.


The wind, which had been carrying the rain into


their faces, had dropped, but the rain itself was still


falling, and in a steadier and more soaking downpour.


John looked round the unpromising scene.


'Anybody see a cave and a pile of firewood stacked


inside? I thought not. A cold snack today, and water.


And we can rest our legs a little.'


Arm said: 'Couldn't we find somewhere dry to eat


it?'


About fifty yards along the road, there was a small


house, standing back. John followed her gaze towards it.


'It might be empty,' he said. 'But we should have to


go up to it and find out, shouldn't we? And then it might


not be empty after all. I don't mind us taking risks


when it's for something we must have, like food, but it


isn't worth it for half an hour's shelter.'


'Davey's soaked,' she said.


'Half an hour won't dry him out. And that's all the


time we can spare.' He called to the boy: 'How are you,


Davey?Wet?'


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Davey nodded. 'Yes, Dad.'


'Try laughing drily.'


It was an old joke. Davey did his best to smile at it.


John went over and rumpled his wet hair.


'You're doing fine,' he said. 'Really fine.'


The western approach to Garsdale had been through a


narrow strip of good grazing land which now, in the


steady rain, was a band of mud, studded here and there


with farm buildings. They looked down to Sedbergh,


resting between hills and valley on the other side of the


Rawthey. Smoke lay above it, and drifted westwards


along the edge of the moors. Sedbergh was burning.


'Looters,' Roger said.


John swung his glasses over the stone-built town.


'We're meeting the north-western stream now; and


they've had the extra day to get here. All the same, it's a


bit of a shaker. I thought this part would still be quiet.'


'It might not be so bad,' Roger said, 'if we cut north


straight away and get past on the higher ground. It


might not be so bad up in the Lune valley.'


Pirrie said: 'When a town like that goes under, I


should expect all the valleys around to be in a dangerous


condition. It is not going to be easy.'


John had directed the glasses beyond the ravaged town


to the mouth of the dale along which they had proposed


to travel. He could make out movements but it was


impossible to know what they constituted. Smoke rose


from isolated buildings. There was an alternative route,


across the moors to Kendal, but that also took them


over the Lune. In any case if Sedbergh had fallen, was


there any reason to think things were any better around


Kendal?


Pirrie glanced at him speculatively. 'If I may offer a


comment, I think we are under-armed for the conditions


that lie ahead. Those people with the donkey - we


should probably have got a gun or two out of them,


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apart from the animal. They would hardly have had


the temerity to travel as they were doing, unarmed.'


Roger said: 'It might not be as bad as it looks. We


shall have to make the effort, anyway.'


John looked out over the confluence of valleys and


rivers.


'I don't know. We may find ourselves walking into


something we can't cope with. It might be too late


then.'


'We can't stay here, can we?' said Roger. 'And we


can't go back, so we must go forward.'


John turned towards Pirrie. He realised, as he did so,


that, although Roger might be his friend, Pirrie was his


lieutenant. It was Pirrie's coolness and judgement on


which he had come to rely.


'I think we need more than just guns. There aren't


enough of us. If we're going to be sure of getting to


Blind Gill, we shall have to snowball. What do you


think?'


Pirrie nodded, considering the point. 'I'm inclined to


agree. Three men are no longer an adequate number


for defence.'


Roger said impatiently: 'What do we do then? Hang


out a banner, with a sign on it: "Recruits Welcomed"?'


'I suggest we make a halt here,' John said. 'We're still


on the pass, and we'll get parties going both ways across


the Pennines. They will be less likely to be downright


looters, too. The looters will be happy enough down in


the valleys.'


They looked again down the vista their position commanded.


Even in the rain it was very picturesque. And,


even in the rain, the houses down there were burning.


Pirrie said thoughtfully: 'We could ambush parties as


they came through - there's enough cover about a


hundred yards back.'


'There aren't enough of us to make a pressgang,'


John said. 'We need volunteers. After all, if they have


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guns we should have to give them back to them.'


Roger said: 'What do we do, then? Make camp? By


the side of the road?'


'Yes,' John said. He looked at his bedraggled group


of followers. 'Let's hope not for long.'


They had to wait over an hour for their first encounter,


and then it was a disappointing one. They saw a little


party struggling up the road from the valley, and, as


they drew nearer, could see that they were eight in


number. There were four women, two children - a boy


about eight and a girl who looked younger - and two


men. They were wheeling two perambulators, stacked


high with household goods; a saucepan fell off when


they were about fifty yards away and rolled away with


a clatter. One of the women stooped down wearily to


pick it up.


The two men, like their womenfolk, looked miserable


and scared. One of them was well over fifty; the other,


although quite young, was physically weedy.


Pirrie said: 'I hardly think there is anything here


that will be to our advantage.'


He and Roger were standing with John on the road


itself, holding their guns. The women and children were


resting on a flat-topped stone wall nearby.


John shook his head. 'I think you're right. No


weapons, either, I should think. One of the kids may


have a water-pistol.'


The approaching party stopped when they caught


sight of the three men standing in the road, but after a


whispered consultation and a glance backwards into the


smouldering valley, they came on again. Fear stood on


them more markedly now. The older man walked in


front, and tried to look unconcerned, with poor success.


The girl began to cry, and one of the women tugged at


her, simultaneously frantic and furtive, as though afraid


the noise would in some way betray them.


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As they passed, in silence, John thought how natural


it would have been, a few days before, to give some kind


of greeting, and how unnatural the same greeting


would have sounded now.


Roger said quietly: 'How far do you think they'll get?'


'Down into Wensleydale, possibly. I don't know. They


may survive a week, if they're lucky.'


'Lucky? Or unlucky?'


'Yes. Unlucky, I suppose.'


Pirrie said: 'They appear to be turning back.'


John looked. They had travelled perhaps seventy-five


yards farther on along the road; now they had turned


and were making their way back, still pushing the


perambulators. By turning, they had got the rain in


their faces instead of on their backs. The little girl's


mackintosh gaped at the neck; her fingers fumbled,


trying to fasten it, but she could not.


They stopped a short distance away. The older man


said:


'We wondered if you was waiting for anything up


here - if there was anything we could tell you, maybe.'


John's eyes examined him. A manual worker of some


kind; the sort of man who would give a lifetime's faithful


inefficient service. On his own, under the new conditions,


he would have small chance of survival, his only


hope lying in the possibility of attaching himself to some


little Napoleonic gangster of the dales wlio would put up


with his uselessness for the sake of his devotion. With


his present entourage, even that was ruled out.


'No,' John said. 'There's nothing you can tell us.*


'We was heading across the Pennines,' the man went


on. 'We reckoned it might be quieter over in those parts.


We thought we might find a farm or something, out of


the way, where they'd let us work and give us some


food. We wouldn't want much.'


A few months ago, the pipe-dream had probably been


a £75,000 win on the football pools. Their chances of


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that had been about as good as the chances of their


more modest hopes were now. He looked at the four


women; only one of them was sufficiently youthful to


stand a chance of surviving on sexual merits, and with


youth her entire store of assets was numbered. They


were all bedraggled. The two children had wandered


away, in the direction of the wall where Arm and the


others were sitting. The boy was not wearing shoes, but


plimsolls, which were wet through.


John said harshly: 'You'd better get on, then, hadn't


you?'


The man persisted: 'You think we might find a place


like that?'


'You might,' John said.


'AH this trouble,' one of the women said. 'It won't


last long, will it?'


Roger looked down into the valley. 'Only till hell


freezes over.'


'Where was you thinking of heading?' asked the


older man. 'Were you thinking of going into Yorkshire


as well?'


John said: 'No. We've come from there.'


'We're not bothered about which way we go, for that


matter. We only thought it might be quieter across the


Pennines.'


'Yes. It might.'


The mother of the two children spoke: 'What my


father means is - do you think we could go whichever


way you're going? It would mean there was more of us,


if we ran into any trouble. I mean - you must be looking


for a quiet place, too. You're respectable people, not like


those down there. Respectable folk should stick together


at a time like this.'


John said: "There are something like fifty million


people in this country. Probably over forty-nine million


of them are respectable, and looking for a quiet place.


There aren't enough quiet places to go round.'


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'Yes, that's why it's better for folks to stick together.


Respectable folk.'


'How long have you been on the road?' John asked


her.


She looked puzzled. 'We started this morning - we


could see fires in Sedbergh, and they were burning the


Follins farm, and that's not more than three miles from


the village.'


'We've had three days' start on you. We aren't respectable


any longer. We've killed people on our way


here, and we may have to kill more. I think you'd better


carry on by yourselves, as you were doing.'


They stared at him. The older man said at last:


'I suppose you had to. I suppose a man's got to save


himself and his family any way he can. They got me


on killing in the First War, and the Jerries hadn't burned


Sedbergh then, nor the Follins farm. If you've got to do


things, then you've got to.'


John did not reply. At the wall, the two children were


playing with the others, scrambling up and along the


wall and down in a complicated kind of obstacle race. Arm saw his glance, and rose to come towards him.


'Can we go with you?' the man said. 'We'll do as you


say - I don't mind killing if it's necessary, and we can


do our share of the work. We don't mind which way


you're going - it's all the same as far as we're concerned.


Apart from being in the army, I've lived all my life in


Carbeck. Now I've had to leave it, it doesn't matter


where I go.'


'How many guns have you got?' John asked.


He shook his head. 'We haven't got any guns.'


'We've got three, to look after six adults and four


children. Even that isn't enough. That's why we're waiting


here - to find others who've got guns and who will


join up with us. I'm sorry, but we can't take passengers.'


'We wouldn't be passengers! I can turn my hand to


most things. I can shoot, if you can come by another


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gun. I was a sharpshooter in the Fusiliers.'


'If you were by yourself, we might have you. As it is,


with four women and two more children ... we can't


afford to take on extra handicaps.'


The rain had stopped, but the sky remained grey and


formless, and it was rather cold. The younger man, who


had still not spoken, shivered and pulled his dirty raincoat


more tightly round him.


The other man said desperately: 'We've got food. In the pram.- half a side of bacon.'


'We have enough. We killed to get it, and we can kill


again.'


The mother said: 'Don't turn us down. Think of the


children. You wouldn't turn us down with the children.'


'I'm thinking of my own children,' John said. 'If I


were able to think of any others, there would be millions


I could think of. If I were you, I should get moving. If


you're going to find your quiet place, you want to find


it before the mob does.'


They looked at him, understanding what he said but


unwilling to believe that he could be refusing them.


Arm said, close beside him: 'We could take them,


couldn't we? The children . . . ' He looked at her. 'Yes


- I haven't forgotten what I said - about Spooks. I was


wrong.'


'No,' John said. 'You were right. There's no place for


pity now.'


With horror, she said: 'Don't say that.'


He gestured towards the smoke, rising in the valley.


'Pity always was a luxury. It's all right if the tragedy's


a comfortable distance away - if you can watch it from


a seat in the cinema. It's different when you find it on


your doorstep - on every doorstep.'


Olivia had also come over from the wall. Jane, who


had made little response to Olivia, following her morning


of walking with Pirrie, also left the wall, but went


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and stood near Pirrie. He glanced at her, but said


nothing.


Olivia said: 'I can't see that it would hurt to let them


tag along. And they might be some help.'


'They let the boy come on the road in plimsolls,' John


said, 'in this weather. You should have understood by


now, Olivia, that it's not only the weakest but the least


efficient as well who are going to go to the wall. They


couldn't help us; they could hinder.'


The boy's mother said: 'I told him to put his boots


on. We didn't see that he hadn't until we were a couple


of miles from the village. And then we daren't go back.'


John said wearily: 'I know. I'm simply saying that


there's no scope for forgetting to notice things any


more. If you didn't notice the boy's feet, you might not


notice something more important. And every one of


us might die as a result. I don't feel like taking the


chance. I don't feel like taking any chances.'


Olivia said: 'Roger...'


Roger shook his head. 'Things have changed in the


last three days. When Johnny and I tossed that coin for


leadership, I didn't take it seriously. But he's the boss


now, isn't he? He's willing to take it all on his conscience,


and that lets the rest of us out. He's probably


right, anyway.'


The newcomers had been following the interchange


with fascination. Now the older man, seeing in Roger's


acquiescence the failure of their hopes, turned away,


shaking his head. The mother of the children was not so


easily shaken off.


'We can follow you,' she said. 'We can stay here till


you move and then follow you. You can't stop us doing


that.'


John said: 'You'd better go now. It won't do any good


talking.'


'No, we'll stay! You can't make us go.'


Pirrie intervened, for the first time: 'We cannot make


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you go; but we can make you stay here after we've gone.'


He touched his rifle. 'I think you would be wiser to go


now.'


The woman said, but lacking conviction: 'You


wouldn't do it.'


Arm said bitterly: 'He would. We depend on him. You'd better go.'


The woman looked into both their faces; then she


turned and called to her children: 'Bessie! WillI'


They detached themselves from the others with reluctance.


It was like any occasion on which children


meet and then, at the whim of their parents, must break


away again, their friendship only tentatively begun. Arm watched them come.


She said to John: 'Please...'


He shook his head. 'I have to do what's best for us.


There are millions of others - these are only the ones


we see.'


'Charity is for those we see.*


'I told you - charity, pity... they come from a steady


income and money to spare. We're all bankrupt now.'


Pirrie said: 'Custance! Up the road, there.'


Between Baugh Fell and Rise Hill, the road ran


straight for about three-quarters of a mile. There were


figures on it, coming down towards them.


This was a large party - seven or eight men, with


women and some children. They walked with confidence


along the crown of the road, and even at that


distance they were accompanied by what looked like the


glint of guns.


John said with satisfaction: 'That's what we want.'


Roger said: 'If they'll talk. They may be the kind that


shoot first. We could get over behind the wall before we


try opening the conversation.'


'If we did, it might give them reason to shoot first.'


'The women and children, then.'


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'Same thing. Their own are out in the open.'


The older man of the other party said: 'Can we stay


with you till these have gone past, then?'


John was on the verge of refusing when Pirrie caught


his eye. He nodded his head very slightly. John caught


the point: a temporary augmentation, if only in numbers


and not in strength, might be a bargaining point.


He said indifferently: 'If you like.'


They watched the new group approach. After a time


the children, Bessie and Will, drifted away and back


to where the others were still playing on the wall.


Most of the men seemed to be carrying guns. John


could eventually make out a couple of army pattern


.300 rifles, a Winchester .202, and the inevitable shotguns.


With increasing assurance, he thought: this is it.


This was enough to get them through any kind of chaos


to Blind Gill. There only remained the problem of


winning them over.


He had hoped they would halt a short distance away,


but they had neither suspicion nor doubts of their own


ability to meet any challenge, and they came on. Their


leader was a burly man, with a heavy red face. He wore


a leather belt, with a revolver stuck in it. As he came


abreast of where John's party stood by the side of the


road, he glanced at them indifferently. It was another


good sign that he did not covet their guns; or not


enough, at least, even to contemplate fighting for them.


John called to him: 'Just a minute.'


He stopped and looked at John with a deliberation of


movement that was impressive. His accent, when he


spoke, was thickly Yorkshire.


'You wanted summat?'


'My name's John Custance. We're heading for a


place I know, up in the hills. My brother's got land


there - in a valley that's blocked at one end and only a


few feet wide at the other. Once in there, you can keep


an army out. Are you interested?'


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He considered for a moment. 'What are you telling us


for?'


John pointed down towards the valley. 'Things are nasty down there. Too nasty for a small party like ours.


We're looking for recruits.'


The man grinned. 'Happen we're not looking for a


change. We're doin' all right.'


'You're doing all right now,' John said, 'while there are potatoes in the ground, and meat to be looted from


farm-houses. But it won't be too long before the meat's


used up, and there won't be any to follow it. You won't


find potatoes in the fields next year, either.'


'We'll look after that when the time comes.'


'I can tell you how. By cannibalism. Are you looking


forward to it?'


The leader himself was still contemptuously hostile,


but there was some response, John thought, in the


ranks behind him; He could not have had long to weld


his band together; there would be cross-currents, perhaps


countercurrents.


The man said: 'Maybe we'll have the taste for it by


then. I don't think as I could fancy you at the moment.'


'It's up to you,' John said. He looked past him to


where the women and children were; there were five


women, and four children, their ages varying between


five and fifteen. 'Those who can't find a piece of land


which they can hold are going to end up by being


savages - if they survive at all. That may suit you. It


doesn't suit us.'


'I'll tell you what doesn't suit me, mister - a lot of


talk. I never had no time for gabbers.'


'You won't need to talk at all in a few years,' John


said. 'You'll be back to grunts and sign language. I'm


talking because I've got something to tell you, and if


you've got any sense you will see it's to your advantage


to listen.'


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'Our advantage, eh? It wouldn't be yours you're


thinking about?'


'I'd be a fool if it wasn't. But you stand to get more


out of it. We want temporary help so that we can get


to my brother's place. We're offering you a place where


you can live in something like peace, and rear your


children to be something better than wild animals.'


The man glanced round at his followers, as though


sensing an effect that John's words were having on


them. He said:


'Still talk. You think we're going to take you on, and


find ourselves on a wild-goose chase up in the hills?'


'Have you got a better place to go to? Have you got


anywhere to go to, for that matter? What harm can it


possibly do you to come along with us and find out?'


He stared at John, still hostile but baffled. At last, he


turned to his followers.


'What do you reckon of it?' he said to them.


Before anyone spoke, he must have read the answer


in their expressions.


'Wouldn't do any harm to go and have a look,' a dark,


thick-set man said. There was a murmur of agreement.


The red-faced man turned back to John.


'Right,' he said. 'You can show us the way to this


valley of your brother's. We'll see what we think of it


when we get there. Whereabouts is it, anyway?'


Unprepared to reveal the location of Blind Gill, or


even to name it, John was getting ready an evasive


answer, when Pirrie intervened. He said coolly:


'That's Mr Custance's business, not yours. He's in


charge here. Do as he tells you, and you will be all right.'


John heard a gasp of dismay from Arm. He himself


found it hard to see a justification for Pirrie's insolence,


both of manner and content; it could only reconfirm


the leader of the other group in his hostility. He thought


of saying something to take the edge off the remark, but


was stopped both by the realisation that he wouldn't be


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likely to mend the situation, and by the trust he had


come to have in Pirrie's judgement. Pirrie, undoubtedly,


knew what he was doing.


'It's like that, is it?' the man said. 'We're to do as


Custance tells us? You can think again about that. I do


the ordering for my lot, and, if you join up with us, the


same goes for you.'


'You're a big man,' Pirrie observed speculatively, 'but


what the situation needs is brains. And there, I imagine,


you fall short.'


The red-faced man spoke with incongruous softness:


'I don't take anything from little bastards just because


they're little. There aren't any policemen round


the corner now. I make my own regulations; and one of


them is that people round me keep their tongues civil.'


Finishing he tapped the revolver in his belt, to emphasise


his words. As he did so, Pirrie raised his rifle.


The man, in earnest now, began to pull the revolver out.


But the muzzle was still inside his belt when Pirrie fired.


From that short range, the bullet lifted him and crashed


him backwards on the road. Pirrie stood in silence, his


rifle at the ready.


Some of the women screamed. John's eyes were on


the men opposing him. He had restrained his impulse to


raise his own shot-gun, and was glad to see that Roger


also had not moved. Some of the other men made tentative


movements towards their guns, but the incident


had occurred too quickly for them, and too surprisingly.


One of them half lifted a rifle; unconcernedly, Pirrie


moved to cover him, and he set it down again.


John said: 'It's a pity about that.' He glanced at


Pirrie 'But he should have known better than to try


threatening someone with a gun if he wasn't sure he


could fire first. Well, the offer's still open. Anyone who


wants to join us and head for the valley is welcome.'


One of the women had knelt down by the side of the


fallen man. She looked up.


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'He's dead.'


John nodded slightly. He looked at the others.


'Have you made up your minds yet?'


The thick-set man, who had spoken before, said:


'I reckon it were his own look-out: I'll come along, all


right. My name's Parsons - All Parsons.'


Slowly, with an air almost ritualistic, Pirrie lowered


his rifle. He went across to the body, and pulled the


revolver out of the belt. He took it by the muzzle, and


handed it to John. Then he turned back to address the


others:


'My name is Pirrie, and this is Buckley, on my right.


As I said, Mr Custance is in charge here. Those who


wish to join up with our little party should come along


and shake hands with Mr Custance, and identify themselves.


All right?'


Alf Parsons was the first to comply, but the others


lined up behind him. Here, more than ever, ritual was


being laid down. It might come, in time, to a bending


of the knee, but this formal hand-shake was as clear a _


sign as that would have been of the rendering of fealty. |


For himself, John saw, it signified a new role, of enhanced


power. The leadership of his own small party,'


accidental at first, into which he had grown, was of a


different order from this acceptance of loyalty from


another man's followers. The pattern of feudal chieftain


was forming, and he was surprised by the degree


of his own acquiescence - and even pleasure - in it.


They shook hands with him, and introduced themselves


in their turn. Joe Harris . . . Jess Awkright . . .


Bill Riggs . . . Andy Anderson . . . Will Secombe . . .


Martin Foster.


The women did not shake hands. Their men pointed


them out to him. Awkright said: 'My wife, Alice.' Riggs


said: 'That's my wife, Sylvie.' Foster, a thin-faced greying


man, pointed: 'My wife, Hilda, and my daughter,


Hildegard.'


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Alf Parsons said: 'The other's Joe Ashton's wife,


Emily. I reckon she'll be all right when she's got over


the shock. He never did treat her right.'


All the men of Joe Ashton's party had shaken hands.


The elderly man of the first party stood at John's elbow.


He said: 'Have you changed your mind, Mr Custance?


Can we stay with your lot?'


John could see now how the feudal leader, his


strength an overplus, might have given his aid to the


weak, as an act of simple vanity. After enthronement,


the tones of the suppliant beggar were doubly sweet. It


was a funny thing.


'You can stay,' he said. 'Here.' He tossed him the


shot-gun which he had been holding. 'We've come by


a gun after all.'


When Pirrie killed Joe Ashton, the children down by


the wall had frozen into the immobility of watchfulness


which had come to replace ordinary childish fear. But


they had soon begun playing again. Now the new set of


children drifted down towards them, and, after the


briefest of introductions, joined in the playing.


'My name's Noah Blennitt, Mr Custance,' the elderly


man said, 'and that's my son Arthur. Then there's my


wife Iris, and her sister Nelly, my young daughter


Barbara, and my married daughter Katie. Her husband


was on the railway; he was down in the south when the


trains stopped. We're all very much beholden to you,


Mr Custance. We'll serve you well, every one of us.'


The woman he had referred to as Katie looked at


John, anxiously and placatingly.


'Wouldn't it be a good idea for us all to have some


tea? We've got a big can and plenty of tea and some


dried milk, and there's water in the brook just along.'


'It would be a good idea,' John said, 'if there were


two dry sticks within twenty miles.'


She looked at him, shy triumph rising above the


anxiety and the desire to please.


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"That's all right, Mr distance. We've got a primus


stove in the pram as well.'


'Then go ahead. We'll have afternoon tea before we


move off.' He glanced at the body of Joe Ashton. 'But


somebody had better clear that away first.'


Two of Joe Ashton's erstwhile followers hastened to


do his bidding.


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10


Pirrie walked with John for a time when they set out


again; Jane, at a gesture from Pirrie, walked a demure


ten paces in the rear. John had taken, as Joe Ashton


had done, the head of the column, which now ran to


the impressive number of thirty-four - a dozen men,


a dozen women, and ten children. John had appointed


four men to accompany him at the head of the column


and five to go with Roger at the rear. In the case of


Pirrie, he had made specific his roving commission. He


could travel as he chose.


As they went down the road into the valley, separated


somewhat from the other men, John said to him:


'It turned out very well. But it was taking a bit of a


chance.'


Pirrie shook his head. 'I don't think so. It would have


been taking a chance not to have killed him - and a


rather long one. Even if he could have been persuaded


to let you run things, he could not have been trusted.'


John glanced at him. 'Was it essential that I should


run things? After all, the only important thing is getting


to Blind Gill.'


'That is the most important thing, it is true, but I


don't think we should ignore the question of what happens


after we get there.'


'After we get there?'


Pirrie smiled. 'Your little valley may be peaceful and


secluded, but it will have defences to man, even if


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relatively minor ones. It will be under siege, in other


words. So there must be something like martial law, and


someone to dispense it.'


'I don't see why. Some sort of committee, I suppose,


with elected members, to make decisions ... surely that


will be enough?'


'I think,' Pirrie said, 'that the day of the committee


is over.'


His words echoed the thoughts that John himself


had felt a short while before; for that reason, he replied


with a forcefulness that had some anger in it:


'And the day of the baron is back again? Only if we


lose faith in our own ability to cope with things democratically.'




'Do you think so, Mr Custance?' Pirrie stressed the


'Mr' slightly, making it clear that he had noticed that,


following the killing of Joe Ashton, the expression had


somehow become a title. Except to Arm, and Roger and


Olivia, John had now become Mr Custance; the others


were known either by Christian names or surnames. It


was a small thing, but not insignificant. Would Davey,


John wondered, be Mr in his turn, by right of succession?


The straying thought annoyed him.


He said curtly: 'Even if there has to be one person in


charge of things at the valley, that one will be my


brother. It's his land, and he's the most competent


person to look after it.'


Pirrie raised his hands in a small gesture of mock


resignation. 'Exit the committee,' he said, 'unlamented.


That is another reason why you must be in charge of the


party that reaches Blind Gill. Someone else might be


less inclined to see that point.'


They moved down into the valley, passing the signs of


destruction, which had been evident from higher up but


which here were underlined in brutal scoring. What


refugees there were avoided them; they had no temp177



tation to look to an armed band for help. Near the ruins


of Sedbergh they saw a group, of about the same number


as their own, emerging from the town. The women


were wearing what looked like expensive jewellery, and


one of the men was carrying pieces of gold plate. Even


while John watched, he threw some of it away as being


too heavy. Another man picked it up, weighed it in his


hand, and dropped it again with a laugh. They went on,


keeping to the east of John's band, and the gold remained,


gleaming dully against the brown grassless


earth.


From an isolated farm-house, as they struck up towards


the valley of the Lune, they heard a screaming, I


high-pitched and continuous, that unsettled the children


and some of the women. There were two or three men


lounging outside the farm-house with guns. John led


his band past, and the screams faded into the distance.


The Blennitts' perambulator had been abandoned


when they left the road on the outskirts of Sedbergh,


and their belongings distributed among the six adults in


awkward bundles. The going was clearly harder for


them than for any of the others, and they made no


secret of their relief when John called a halt for the day,


high up in the Lune valley, on the edge of the moors. (


The rain had not returned; the clouds had thinned into cirrus, threading the sky at a considerable height. Above


the high curves of the moors to westward, the threads


were lit from behind by the evening sun. (


'We'll tackle the moors in the morning,' John said.


'By my reckoning, we aren't much more than twenty-


five miles from the valley now, but the going won't be


very easy. Still, I hope we can make it by tomorrow


night. For tonight' - he gestured towards a house with


shattered windows that stood on a minor elevation


above them - ' . . . that looks like a promising billet.


Pirrie, take a couple of men and reconnoitre it, will


you?'


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Pirrie, without hesitation, singled out Alf Parsons and


Bill Riggs, and they accepted his selection with only a


glance for confirmation at John. The three men moved


up towards the house. When they were some twenty


yards away, Pirrie waved them down into the cover of


a shallow dip. Taking leisurely aim, he himself put a


shot through an upstairs window. They heard the noise


of the rifle, and the tiny splintering of glass. Silence


followed.


A minute later, the small figure of Pirrie rose and


walked towards the house. Apart from the rifle hunched


under his arm, he had the air of a Civil Service official


making a perfunctory business call. He reached the


door, which apparently he found to be ajar, and kicked


it open with his right foot. Then he disappeared inside.


Once again John was brought up sharp with the realisation


of how formidable an opponent Pirrie would have


been had his ambition been towards the conscious


exercise of power, instead of its promotion in another.


He was walking now, alone, into a house which he


could only guess to be empty. If he had any nerves at


all, it was difficult to envisage a situation in which they


would be drawn taut.


From an upper window, a face appeared - Pirrie's


face - and was withdrawn again. They waited, and at


last he came out at the front door. He walked back


down the path, sedately, and the two men rose and


joined him. He came back to where John was.


John asked him: 'Well? O.K.?'


'Everything satisfactory. Not even bodies to dispose


of. The people must have cleared out before the looters


arrived.'


'It has been looted?'


'After a fashion. Not very professionally.'


'It will give us a roof for the night,' John said. 'What


beds there are will do for the children. The rest of us


can manage on the floor.'


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Pirrie looked round him in speculation. Thirty-four.


It isn't a very big house. I think Jane and I will risk the


inclemency of the weather.' He nodded, and she came


towards him, her rather stupid country face still showing


no signs of anything but submission in the inevitable.


Pirrie took her arm. He smiled. 'Yes, I think we will.'


'Just as you like,' John said. 'You can have a night


off guard duty.'


'Thank you,' Pirrie said. 'Thank you, Mr Custance.'


John found a room in the upper storey which had two


small beds in it, and he called up Davey and Mary to


try them. There was a bathroom along the landing, with


water still running, and he sent them there with instructions


to wash. When they had gone, he sat on a


bed, gazing out of the window, which looked down the


valley towards Sedbergh. A magnificent view. Whoever


lived here had probably been very attached to it - an


indication, if such were needed, that immaterial possessions


were as insecure as material ones.


His brief musing was interrupted by Ann's entry into


the room. She looked tired. John indicated the other


bed.


'Rest yourself,' he said. 'I've sent the kids along to


smarten themselves up.'


She stood, instead, by the window, looking out.


'All the women asking me questions,' she said. 'Which


meat shall we have tonight? ... Can we use the potatoes


up and rely on getting more tomorrow? . . . shall we


cook them in their jackets or peel them first? . . . why


me?'


He looked at her. 'Why not?'


'Because even if you like being the lord and master,


it doesn't mean that I want to be the mistress.'


'You walked out on them, then?'


'I told them to put all their questions to Olivia.'


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John smiled. 'Delegating responsibility, as a good


mistress should.'


She paused; then said: 'Was it all necessary ~ joining


up with these people, making ourselves into an army?'


He shook his head. 'No, not all. The Blennitts certainly


not - but you wanted them, didn't you?'


'I didn't want them. It was just horrible, leaving the


children. And I didn't mean them -I meant the others.'


'With the Blennitts - just the Blennitts - the odds


would have tipped further against our getting through


to the valley. With these others, we're going to make it


easily.'


'Led by General Custance. And with the able assistance


of his chief killer, Pirrie.'


'You underestimate Pirrie if you think he's just a


killer.'


'No. I don't care how wonderful he is. He is a killer,


and I don't like him.'


'I'm a killer, too.' He glanced at her. 'A lot of people


are, who never thought they would be.'


'I don't need reminding. Pirrie's different.'


John shrugged. 'We need him - until we get to Blind


GUI.'


'Don't keep saying that!'


'It's true.'


'John.' Their eyes met. 'It's the way he's changing


you that's so dreadful. Making you into a kind of


gangster boss - the children are beginning to be scared


of you.'


He said grimly: 'If anything has changed me, it's been


something more impersonal than Pirrie - the kind of


life we have to lead. I'm going to get us to safety, all of


us, and nothing is going to stop me. I wonder if you


realise how well we've done to get as far as this? This


afternoon, with the valley like a battlefield - that's only


a skirmish compared to what's happening in the south.


We've come so far, and we can see the rest of the way


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clear. But we can't relax until we're there.'


'And when we get there?'


He said patiently: 'I've told you - we can learn to


live normally again. You don't imagine I like all this, do


you?'


'I don't know.' She looked away, staring out of the


window. 'Where's Roger?'


'Roger? I don't know.'


'He and Olivia have had to carry Steve between them


since you've been so busy leading. They dropped behind.


The only place left for them to sleep, by the time they


got to the house, was the scullery.'


'Why didn't he come and see me?'


'He didn't want to bother you. When you called


Davey up, Spooks stayed behind. He didn't think of


coming with him, and Davey didn't think of asking.


That's what I meant about the children becoming scared


of you.'


John did not answer her. He went out of the room


and called down from the landing:


'Rodge! Come on up, old man. And Olivia and the


kids, of course.'


Behind him, Arm said, 'You're condescending now.


I don't say you can help it.'


He went to her and caught her arms fiercely.


'Tomorrow evening, all this will be over. I'll hand


things over to Dave, and settle down to learning from


him how to be a potato and beet farmer. You will see


me turn into a dull, yawning, clay-fingered old man will


that do?'


'If I could believe it will be like that...'


He kissed her. 'It will be.'


Roger came in, with Steve and Spooks close behind

him.


He said: 'Olivia's coming up, Johnny.'


'What the hell were you doing settling in the scullery?


' John asked. 'There's plenty of room in here. We


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can put those beds together and get all the kids on them.


For the rest of us, it's a nice soft floor. Fairly new


carpets in the bedrooms - our hosts must have been on


the luxurious side. There are blankets in that cupboard


over there.'


Even while he spoke, he recognised his tone as being


too hearty, with the bluffness of a man putting inferiors


at their ease. But there was no way of changing


it. The relationship between himself and Roger had


changed on both sides, and it was beyond the power


of either of them to return to the old common ground.


Roger said: 'That's very friendly of you, Johnny.


The scullery was all very nice, but it had a smell of


cockroaches. You two, you can cut along and line up


for the bathroom.'


From the window, Arm said: 'There they go.'


'They?' John asked. 'Who?'


'Pirrie and Jane - taking a stroll before dinner, I


imagine.'


Olivia had come into the room while Arm was talking.


She started to say something and then, glancing at John,


stopped. Roger said:


'Pirrie the Wooer. Very sprightly for his age.'


Arm said to Olivia: 'You're looking after the knives.


See that Jane gets a sharp one when she comes in to


supper, and tell her there's no hurry to return it.'


'No!' The incisiveness had been involuntary; John


moderated his voice: 'We need Pirrie. The girl's lucky


to get him. She's lucky to be alive at all.'


'I thought we could see our way now,' Arm said. 'I


thought tomorrow evening would see things back to


normal. Do you really want Pirrie because he is essential


to our safety, or have you grown to like him for himself?'




'I told you,' John said wearily. 'I don't believe in


taking any chances. Perhaps we won't need Pirrie tomorrow,


but that doesn't mean that I take cheerfully


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to the idea of your egging the girl on to cut his throat


during the night.'


'She may try,' Roger observed, 'of her own accord.'


'If she does,' Arm asked, 'what will you do, John have


her executed for high treason?'


'No. Leave her behind.'


Arm stared at him. 'I think you would!'


Speaking for the first time, Olivia said: 'He killed


Millicent.'


'And we didn't leave him behind?' With exasperation,


John went on: 'Can't you see that fair shares and justice


don't work until you've got walls to keep the barbarians


out? Pirrie is more use than any one of us. Jane is like


the BIennitts - a passenger, a drag. She can stay as long


as she's careful how she walks, but no longer.'


Arm said: 'He really is a leader. Note the sense of


dedication, most striking in the conviction that what he


thinks is right because he thinks it.'


John said hotly: 'It's right in itself. Can you find an


argument to refute it?'


'No.' She looked at him. 'Not one that you would


appreciate.'


'Rodge!' He appealed to him. 'You see the sense in it,


don't you?'


'Yes, I see the sense.' Almost apologetically, he added:


'I see the sense in what Arm says, too. I'm not blaming


you for it, Johnny. You've taken on the job of getting


us through, and you have to put that first. And it's Pirrie


who's turned out to be the one you could rely on.'


He was about to reply argumentatively when he


caught sight of their three faces, and memory was


evoked by the way they were grouped. Some time in the


past they had been in much the same position - at the


seaside, perhaps, or at a bridge evening. The recollection


touched in him the realisation of who he was and


who they were - Arm, his wife, and Roger and Olivia,


his closest friends.


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He hesitated, then he said:


'Yes. I think I see it, too. Look - Pirrie doesn't matter


a damn to me.'


'I think he does,' Roger said. 'Getting through


matters to you, and so Pirrie does. It's not just his usefulness.


Once again, Johnny, I'm not criticising. I


couldn't have handled the situation, because I wouldn't


have had the stamina for it. But if I had been capable


of handling it, I would have felt the same way about


Pirrie.'


There was a pause before John replied.


'The sooner we get there the better,' he said. 'It will


be nice to become normal again.'


Olivia looked at him, her shy eyes inquiring in her


large placid face. 'Are you sure you will want to,


Johnny?'


'Yes. Quite sure. But if we had another month of


this, instead of another day to face, I wouldn't be so


sure.'


Arm said: 'We've done beastly things. Some of us


more so than others, perhaps, but all of us to some


extent - if only by accepting what Pirrie's given us. I


wonder if we ever can turn our backs on them.'


'We're over the worst,' John said. 'The going's plain


and easy now.'


Mary and Davey came running in from the bathroom.


They were laughing and shouting; too noisily.


John said: 'Quiet, you two.'


He had not, he thought, spoken any differently from


his custom. In the past, the admonition would have


had little if any effect. Now both fell quiet, and stood


watching him. Arm, and Roger and Olivia, were watching


him, too.


He bent towards Davey. 'Tomorrow night we should


be at Uncle David's. Won't that be good, eh?'


Davey said: 'Yes, Daddy.'


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The tone was enthusiastic enough, but the enthusiasm


was tempered by an undue dutifulness.


In the early hours of the morning, John was awakened


by a rifle shot and, as he sat up, heard it replied to


from somewhere outside. He sat up, reaching for his


revolver, and called to Roger, hearing him grunt something


m reply.


Arm said:'What's that?'


'Nothing much, probably. A stroller, hoping for easy


pickings, maybe. You and Olivia stay here and see to


the children. We'll go and have a look.'


The sentry's duty was to patrol outside the house, but


he found Joe Harris, whose turn it was, staring out of a


front room window on the ground floor. He was a thin


dark man, with a heavy stubble of beard. His eyes


gleamed in the moonlight, which shone into the house


here.


'What's happening?' John asked him.


'I seen 'em when I was outside,' Harris said. 'Comin'


up the valley from Sedbergh way. I figured it might be


best not to disturb 'em in case they was going' right on


up the valley, so came on back into the house, and kept


a watch from here.'


'Well?'


'They turned up towards the house. When I was


certain they was coming this way, I had a crack at the


bloke in front.'


'Did you hit him?'


'No. I don't think so. Another one had a shot back,


and then they went down among the shrubs. They're


still out there, Mr Custance.'


'How many?'


'It's hard to say, in this light. Might have been a


dozen - maybe more.'


'As many as that?'


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'That's why I was hoping they would go right


through.'


John called:'Rodge!'


'Yes.' Roger was standing at the door of the room.


There were others in the room as well, but they were


keeping quiet.


'Are the others up?'


'Three or four out here in the hall.'


Noah Blennitt's voice came from close beside John.


The and Arthur's here, Mr Custance.'


John said to Roger: 'Send one of them up to the back


bedroom window to keep an eye open in case they try to


work round that way. Then two each in the front bedrooms.


Noah, you can take up your place at the other


ground-floor window. I'll give you time to get into position.


Then when I shout we'll let them have a volley. It


may impress them enough to make them clear off. If it


doesn't, pick your own targets after that. We have the


territorial advantage. Women and kids well away from


the windows, of course.'


He heard them moving away, as Roger relayed the


instructions to them. In the room beside him a child's


voice began to cry - Bessie Blennitt. He looked and saw


her sitting up in an improvised bed; her mother was


beside her, hushing her.


'I should take her round to the back,' he said. 'It


won't be so noisy there.'


His own mildness surprised him. Katie Blennitt said:


'Yes, I'll take her, Mr Custance. You come along, too, Will . You'll be all right. Mr Custance is going to look


after you.'


To the other women, he said: 'You might as well all


go to the back of the house.'


He knelt beside Joe Harris. 'Any sign of them


moving yet?'


'I thought I saw summat. The shadows play you up.'


John stared out into the moonlit garden. There was


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no trace of cloud in a sky which was heavy with stars fate


playing tricks on both sides. The moonlight gave the


defenders a considerable advantage, but if the cloud


had held, the marauders would probably have missed


seeing the house, standing as it did apart and on a rise,


altogether.


He thought a shadow moved, and then knew one did,


not more than fifteen yards from the house. He cried,


very loudly:


'Now!'


Although he did not rate his chances of hitting anything


with a revolver as very high, he took aim on the


shadow that had moved, and fired through the open


window. The volley that accompanied his shot was


ragged but not unimpressive. He heard a cry of pain,


and a figure spun round and fell awkwardly. John


ducked to the side of the window in anticipation of the


reply. There was a single shot, which seemed to splinter


against the brickwork. After that, he could hear only a


mumble of voices, and groaning from the man who had


been hit.


The weight of fire-power must have come as an


unpleasant surprise to them. They could not have expected


an isolated house such as this to be held in force.


Putting himself in the position of their leader, John


reflected that his own concern, on stumbling on this


kind of opposition, would have been to get his men out


of the way with the least possible delay.


On the other hand, still retaining that viewpoint, he


could see that there were snags. The moonlight certainly


aided the defenders; and it was sufficiently bright to


make good targets out of the attackers if they attempted


any sudden disengagement. John peered up into the


night sky, looking for cloud. If the moon were going to


be obscured, it would be common sense for them to wait


for it. But stars sparkled everywhere.


A further consideration must be that if the defenders


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could be overcome, the attackers stood to make a neat


haul of arms, and possibly ammunition. Guns were


worth taking risks for. And it was very probable that


they had the advantage both in men and weapons.


It occurred to him that his show of force could have


been tactically an error. Two or three rounds, instead


of seven, might have been more likely to put them on


the retreat. Pirrie might... Pirrie, he remembered, was


somewhere outside, enjoying his nuptials.


The children must have all awoken by now, but they


remained quiet. He heard someone coming downstairs.


Roger called to him softly:


'Johnny!'


He kept his eyes on the garden. 'Yes.'


'What next? There's one fellow standing out like a


sore thumb from up there. Can we start knocking them


off, or do you want to give them a chance to blow?'


He was reluctant to be the one to open the firing


again. They knew his strength now. Further firing would


be an expenditure of valuable ammunition with no


prospect of any practical benefits.


'Wait,' he said. 'Give it a little longer.'


Roger said: 'Do you think... ?'


In the moonlight, a shout rose: 'Gi'e it 'em!' John


ducked automatically as a volley of shots slammed


against the house with a shivering protesting crash of


splintered glass. From above he heard one of his own


men reply.


He called to Roger: 'All right. Get back upstairs, and


tell them to use their discretion. If that gang change


their minds and decide to pull out, let them go.'


This time one of the children had begun to cry, a


frightened piercing wail. John felt far from optimistic


as to the prospects of the attackers pulling out. They


had presumably weighed the considerations as he had


done, and decided their best chance lay in pressing the


attack home.


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While the new lull held, he called out into the garden:


'We don't want any trouble. We'll hold our fire if


you clear off.'


He had taken the precaution of first flattening himself


against the wall beside the window. Two or three


shots thumped against the far wall of the room in


answer. A man laughed, and he fired the revolver in


the direction of the laugh. There was a rattle of sporadic


fire, either way.


Watching intently, he saw a figure heave up out of


the shadows, and fired again. Something sailed through


the air, hit the side of the house, and dropped, not far


from the window at which he and Joe Harris stood.


He shouted: 'Down, Joe!'


The explosion shattered what glass was left in the


window panes, but did no other damage. A rattle of fire


issued from the house.


Grenades, he thought sickly - why had the possibility


not occurred to him? A fair portion of the guns that


were now scattered throughout the countryside had


originated in army barracks, and grenades were obviously


as useful. For that matter, the men themselves


had very possibly been soldiers; their present unconcern


had a professional air to it.


Without any doubt, grenades tipped the scales against


the defenders. A few more might miss, as the first had


done, but eventually they would get them into the house,


silencing the rooms one by one. The situation had suddenly


changed its aspect. With the valley so close, he


was facing defeat, and death, almost certainly, for all


of them.


He said urgently to Joe Harris: 'Get upstairs and tell


them to keep as continuous a fire on as they can. But


aiming - not popping off wildly. As soon as they see


someone lift his arm, slam everything at him. If we don't


keep the grenades out, we've had it.'


Joe said: 'Right, Mr Custance.'


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He did not seem particularly worried, either because


he lacked the imagination to see what the grenades


meant, or possibly owing to his faith in John's leadership.


Pirrie had done a good job in that respect, but


John would have exchanged it for Pirrie beside him in


the house. If any of the others scored a hit, under these


conditions, it would be by a fluke; Pirrie would have


picked off the vague moonlit shadows without much


difficulty.


John fired again at a movement, and his shot was


reinforced by shots from upstairs. Then from outside


there was a swift concentrated burst directed towards


one of the bedroom windows. Simultaneously, from


another part of the garden, an arm rose, and a second


grenade was lobbed through the air. It hit the side of


the house again, and went off harmlessly. John fired at


the point from which it had been thrown. There was a


scatter of shots in different directions. In their wake


came a cry which cut off half-way. The cry was from


the garden. Someone had claimed another of the


attackers.


It was encouraging, but no more than that. It made


little difference to the probabilities of the outcome. John


fired another round, and dodged sideways as a shot


crashed past him in reply. The people outside were not


likely to be discouraged by a lucky shot or two from the


house finding their marks.


Even when, after a further interchange of shots, he


saw a grenade arm rise again, and then saw it slump


back with the grenade unthrown, he could only see the


incident as a cause for grim satisfaction - not for hope.


Two seconds later, the grenade went off, and set off a


riot of explosion that made it abundantly clear that


whoever held it had been carrying other grenades as


well. There were shouts from that part of the garden,


and some cries of pain. John fired into the noise, and


others followed suit. This time there was no answer.


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All the same, it was with both astonishment and


relief that John saw figures detach themselves from the


cover of the ground and run, keeping as low as possible,


away down the slope towards the valley. He fired after


them, as the others did, and tried to number them as


they retreated. Anything between ten and twenty - and


with one, possibly two or three, left behind.


Everyone came crowding into the room - the women


and children along with the men. In the dim light, John


could see their faces, relieved and happy. They were all


chattering. He had to speak loudly to make himself


heard:


'Joe! You've got another half-hour on guard. We're


doubling up for the rest of the night. You're on with


him now, Noah. Jess will go on with Roger afterwards,


and Andy with Alf. I'll take a turn myself with Will.


And from now on, raise the alarm first - and start


wondering what it might be afterwards.'


Joe Harris said: 'You see, Mr distance, I was hoping


they would go on past.'


'Yes, I know,' John said. 'The rest of us might as well


get back to bed.'


Alf Parsons asked: 'Any sign of Pirrie and his


woman?'


He heard Olivia's voice: 'Jane - out there . . .'


They will turn up,' he said. 'Go on back to bed now.'


'If that lot fell over them, they won't be turning up,'


Parsons said.


John went to the window. He called: 'Pirrie! Jane!'


They listened in silence. There was no sound from


outside. The moonlight lay like a summer frost on the


garden.


'Should we go and have a look for them?' Parsons


asked.


'No.' John spoke decisively. 'Nobody's moving out of


here tonight. For one thing, we don't know how far


those boys with the grenades have gone, or whether


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they have gone for good. Off to bed now. Let's get out


of this room first, and give the Blennitts a chance. Come


on. We need to rest ourselves ready for tomorrow.'


They dispersed quietly, though with some reluctance.


John walked upstairs with Roger, following behind Arm


and Olivia and the children. He went into the upstairs


cloakroom, and Roger waited for him on the landing.


Roger said: 'I thought we'd had it for a time.'


The grenades? Yes.'


'In fact, I think we were a bit lucky.'


'I don't quite understand it. We were certainly lucky


dropping that bloke while he still had the grenades.


That must have shaken them quite a bit. But I'm surprised


that it shook them enough to make them pack


things in. I didn't think they would.'


Roger yawned. 'Anyway, they did. What do you think


about Pirrie and Jane?'


'Either they had gone far enough away to be out of


earshot, or else they were spotted and bought it. Those


people weren't bad shots. Not being in the house, they


wouldn't have had any protection.'


'They could have drifted out of earshot.' Roger


laughed. 'Along the paths of love.'


'Out of earshot of that racket? That would have


brought Pirrie back.'


'There is another possibility,' Roger suggested. 'Jane


may have tucked a knife in her garter on her own


account. These ideas probably do occur to women


spontaneously.'


'Where's Jane, then?'


'She might still have run across our friends. Or she


might have tumbled to the fact that she would be less


than'popular here if she came back with a story of


having mislaid her new husband on her bridal night.'


'She's got enough sense to know a woman's helpless


on her own now.'


'Funny creatures, women,' Roger said. 'Ninety-nine


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times out of a hundred, they do the sensible thing without


hesitation. The hundredth time they do the other


with the same enthusiasm.'


John said curiously: 'You seem cheerful tonight,


Rodge.'


'Who wouldn't be, after a reprieve like that? That


second grenade came within a couple of feet of pitching


in at my window.'


'And you won't be sorry if Pirrie has bought it, either


from Jane or the grenade merchants.'


'Not particularly. Not at all, in fact. I think I'll be


rather pleased, I told you - there's been no need for me


to get myself fixated on Pirrie. I haven't had to run


things.'


'Is that what you would call it - fixated?'


'You don't find many Pirries about. The pearl in the


oyster - hard and shining and, as far as the oyster is


concerned, a disease.'


'And the oyster?' John offered ironically: 'The world


as we know it?'


'The analogy's too complicated. I'm tired as well. But


you know what I mean about Pirrie. In abnormal conditions,


invaluable; but I hope to God we aren't going


to live in those conditions for ever.'


'He was a peaceable enough citizen before. There's


no reason to think he wouldn't have been one again.'


'Isn't there? You can't put a pearl back inside the


oyster. I wasn't looking forward to life in the valley


with Pirrie standing just behind you, ready to jog your


elbow.'


'In the valley, David's boss, if anyone has to be. Not


me, not Pirrie. You know that.'


'I've never met your brother,' Roger said. 'I know


very little about him. But he hasn't had to bring his


family and hangers-on through a world that breaks up


as you touch it.'


'That doesn't make any difference.*


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*No?' Roger yawned again. 'I'm tired. You turn in.


It's not worth my while for half an hour. I'll just look


in and see that the kids have bedded down.'


They stood together in the doorway of the room. Arm


and Olivia were lying on blankets under the window;


Arm looked up as she saw them standing there, but did


not say anything. A shaft of moonlight extended to the


double bed that had been created out of the two single


ones. Mary lay curled up by the wall. Davey and Steve


were snuggled in together, with one of Davey's arms


thrown across Steve's shoulder. Spooks, his features


strangely adult without his spectacles, was at the other


side. He was awake also, staring up at the ceiling.


'Don't think I'm not grateful for Pirrie,' Roger said.


'But I'm glad we've found we can manage without him.'


In the new pattern of life, the hours of sleep were from


nine to four, the children being packed off, when possible,


an hour earlier, and sleeping on after the others


until breakfast was ready. It began to be light during


the last watch, which John shared with Will Secombe.


He went out into the garden and examined the field of


the skirmish. There was a man about twenty-five, shot


through the side of the head, about fifteen yards from


the house. He was wearing army uniform and had a


jewelled brooch pinned on his chest. If the stones were


diamond, as they appeared to be, it must have been worth several hundred pounds at one time.


There were tatters of army uniform on the other body


in the garden. This one was a considerably more ugly


sight; he had apparently been carrying grenades round


his waist, and the first one had set them off. It was difficult


to make out anything of what he had been like in


life. John called Secombe, and they dragged both bodies


well away from the house and shoved them out of sight


under a clump of low-lying holly.


Secombe was a fair-haired, fair-skinned man; he was


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in his middle thirties but looked a good deal younger.


He kicked a protruding leg farther under the holly, and


looked at his hands with disgust.


John said: 'Go in and have a wash, if you like. I'll


look after things. It will be time for reveille soon, anyway.'




'Thanks, Mr distance. Nasty job, that. I didn't see


anything as bad as that during the war.'


When he had gone, John had another look round the


environs of the house. The man who had had the


grenades had had a rifle as well; it lay near where he


had lain, bent and useless. There was no sign of any


other weapon; that belonging to the other corpse had


presumably been taken away in the retreat.


He found nothing else, apart from two or three cartridge


clips and a number of spent cartridge cases. He


was looking for signs of Pirrie or Jane, but there was


nothing. In the dawn light, the valley stretched away,


without sign of life. The sky was still clear. It looked


like a good day lying ahead.


He thought of calling again, and then decided it would


be useless. Secombe came back out of the house, and


John looked at his watch.


'All right. You can get them up now.'


Breakfast was almost ready and there were sounds of


the children moving about when John heard Roger


exclaim:


'Good God!'


They were in the front room from which John had directed operations during the night. John followed


Roger's gaze out of the shattered window. Pirrie was


coming up the garden path, his rifle under his arm; Jane


walked just behind him.


John called to him: 'Pirrie! What the hell have you


been up to?'


Pirrie smiled slightly. 'Would you not regard that as a


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delicate question?' He nodded towards the garden. 'You


cleared the mess up, then?'


'You heard it?'


'It would have been difficult not to. Did they land


either of the grenades inside?' John shook his head. 'I thought not.'


'They cleared off when things were beginning to get


hot,' John said. 'I'm still surprised about that.'


'The side fire probably upset them,' Pirrie said.


'Side fire?'


Pirrie gestured to where, on the right of the house,


the ground rose fairly steeply.


John said: 'You were having a go at them - from


there?'


Pirrie nodded. 'Of course.'


'Of course,' John echoed. 'That explains a few things.


I was wondering who we had in the house who could hit


that kind of target in that kind of light, and kill instead


of just wounding.' He looked at Pirrie. 'Then you heard


me call you, after they had cleared off? Why didn't you


give me a hail back?'


Pirrie smiled again. 'I was busy.'


They travelled easily and uneventfully that day, if fairly


slowly. Their route now lay for the most part across the


moors, and there were several places where it was necessary


to leave the roads and cut over the bare or heathery


slopes, or to follow by the side of one of the many rivers


or streams that flowed down from the moors into the


dales. The sun rose at their backs into a cloudless sky,


and before midday it was too hot for comfort. John


called an early halt for dinner, and afterwards told the


women to get the children down to rest in the shade


of a group of sycamores.


Roger asked him: 'Not pressing on with all speed?'


He shook his head. 'We're within reach now. We'll be


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there before dark, which is all that matters. The kids are


fagged out.'


Roger said: 'So am I.' He lay back on the dry, stony


ground, and rested his head on his hands. 'Pirrie isn't,


though.'


Pirrie was explaining something to Jane, pointing out


over the flat lands to the south.


'She won't knife him now,' Roger added. 'Another


Sabine woman come home to roost. I wonder what the


little Pirries will be like?'


'Mjllicent didn't have any children.'


'Conceivably Pirrie's fault, but more probably Milli-


cent's. She was the kind of woman who would take care


not to be burdened with kids. They would spoil her


chances.'


'Millicent seems a long time ago,' John said.


The relativity of time. How long since I found you


up in your crane? It seems something like six months.'


The moors had been more or less deserted, but when


they descended to cross the lower land north of Kendal,


they witnessed the signs, by now familiar, of the predatory


animal that man had become: houses burning, an


occasional cry in the distance that might be either of


distress or savage exultance, the sights and sounds of


murder. And another of their senses was touched here


and there their nostrils were pricked by the sour-


sweet smell of flesh in corruption.


But their own course was not interrupted, and soon


they began to climb again, up the bare bleak bones of


the moors towards their refuge. Skylarks and meadow


pipits could be heard in the empty arching sky, and for


a time a wheatear ran along ahead of them, a few


paces in front. Once they sighted a deer, about three


hundred yards off. Pirrie dropped to the ground to take


a careful aim on it, but it darted away behind a shoulder


of the moor before he could fire. Even from that


distance it looked emaciated. John wondered on what


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diet it had been surviving. Mosses, possibly, and similar


small plants.


It was about five o'clock when they came to the


waters of the Lepe. It tumbled with the same swift


urgency of peace that it had always had; here its course


lay between rocky banks so that not even the absence of


grass detracted from the evocation of its familiarity.


Arm stood beside John. She looked more calm and


happier than she had done since they left London.


'Home,' she said, 'at last.'


'About two miles,' John said. 'But we'll see the gateway


in less than a mile. I know the river for several miles


farther down. And a bit farther up you can get into the


middle of the river, on stepping-stones. Dave and I used


to fish from there.'


'Are there fish in the Lepe? I didn't know.'


He shook his head. 'We never caught any inside the


valley. I don't think they travel so far up. But down


here there are trout.' He smiled. 'We'll send expeditions


out and net them. We must have some variety in our


diet.'


She smiled back. 'Yes. Darling, I think I can really


believe it now - that everything's going to be all right that


we're going to be happy and human again.'


'Of course. I never doubted it.'


'Dave's stockade,' John said. 'It looks nice and solid.'


They were in sight of the entrance to Blind Gill. The


road squeezed in towards the river and the high timber


fence ran from the water's edge across the road to the


steeply rising hillside. That part which covered the road


looked as though it might open to form a gate.


Pirrie had come forward to walk with John; he too


surveyed the fence with respect.


'An excellent piece of work. Once we are on the


other...'


It was the crude anger of machine-gun fire that broke


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into his words. For a moment, John stood there,


shocked. He called, more in bewilderment than anything


else: 'Dave!'


There was a second burst of fire, and this time he ran


to get Davey and Mary. He shouted to the others: 'Get


into the ditch!' He saw that Arm was pulling Davey and


Spooks down with her, and that Mary was already


crouching in the ditch beside the road. He ran for it


himself, and lay down beside them.


Mary said: 'What's happening, Daddy?'


'Where is it firing from?' Arm asked.


He pointed towards the fence. 'From there. Did everyone


get clear? Who's that on the road? Pirrie!'


Pirrie's small body lay stretched across the camber of


the road. There was blood underneath him.


Arm caught hold of John as he began to rise. 'No! You


mustn't. Stay where you are. Think of the children me.'




'I'll get him away,' he said. 'They won't fire while I'm


getting him away.'


Arm held on to him. She was crying; she called to


Mary, and Mary also grasped his coat. While he was trying


to pull himself free, he saw that someone else had


got up from the ditch and was running towards where


Pirrie lay. It was a woman.


John stopped struggling, and said in amazement:


'Jane!'


Jane put her hands under Pirrie's shoulders and lifted


him easily. She did not look at the fence where the gun


was mounted. She got one of his arms over her own


shoulder and half dragged, half carried him to the ditch.


She eased him down beside John and sat down herself,


taking his head in her lap.


Arm asked: 'Is he - dead?'


Blood was pouring from the side of his head. John


wiped it away. The wound, he could see at once, was


only superficial. A bullet had grazed his skull, with


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enough force to knock him over. There was an abrasion


on the other side of his head, where he had probably hit


the ground. It was very likely the fall which had


knocked him unconscious.


John said: 'He'll live.' Jane looked up; she was crying.


'Pass the word along to Olivia that we want the bandage,'


John added. 'And a wad of lint.'


Arm stared from Pirrie to the fence barring the road.


'But why should they fire at us? What's happened?'


'A mistake.' John stared at the fence. 'A mistake we'll


sort it out easily enough.'


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Arm tried to stop him when she saw him tying a large


white handkerchief on the end of a stick.


'You can't do that! They'll shoot you.'


John shook his head. 'No, they won't.*


They fired on all of us, without provocation. They'll


fire at you, too.'


'Without provocation? A whole gang of us marching


up the road, and with arms? It was as much my mistake


as theirs. I should have realised how their minds would


work.'


'Their minds? David's!'


'No. Probably not. He can hardly be manning the


fence all the time. God knows who it is. Anyway, it's a


different thing with one man, unarmed, under a flag of


truce. There's no reason why they should fire.'


'But they might!'


'They won't.'


But he had an odd feeling as he walked along the


middle of the road towards the fence, his white flag held


above his head. It was not exactly fear. It seemed to


him that it was nearer to exhilaration - the sense of


fatigue allied to excitement that he had sometimes


known in fevers. He began to measure his paces, counting


soundlessly: one, two, three, four, five ... In front


of him, he saw that the barrel of the machine-gun poked


through a hole in the fence a good ten feet above the


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ground; not far from the top. David must have built a


platform on the other side.


He stopped, seven or eight feet from the fence, and


looked up. From somewhere near the gun muzzle, a


voice said:


'Well, what are you after?'


John said: 'I'd like to have a word with David Custance.'




'Would you, now? He's busy. And the answer's no,


anyway.'


'He's my brother.'


There was a moment's silence. Then the voice said:


'His brother's in London. Who do you say you are?*


'I'm John Custance. We got away from London. It's


taken us some time to travel up here. Can I see him?'


'Wait a minute.' There was a low murmur of voices;


John could not quite catch what was said. 'All right.


You can wait there. We're sending up to the farm for


him.'


John walked a few paces, and stared into the Lepe.


From beyond the fence he heard a car engine start up


and then fade away along the road up the valley. It


sounded like David's utility. He wondered how much


petrol they would have in store inside Blind Gill.


Probably not much. It didn't matter. The sooner people


got used to a world deprived of the internal combustion


engine as well as the old-fashioned beasts of burden, the


better.


He called up to the man behind the fence: The people


with me - can they come out of the ditch? Without being


shot at?'


'They can stay where they are.'


'But there's no point in it. What's the objection to


their being on the road?'


'The ditch is good enough.'


John thought of arguing, and then decided against it.


Anyone on the other side of the fence was someone they


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would have to live with; if this fellow wanted to exercise


his brief authority, it was best to put up with it. His own


disquiet had been allayed by the promptness with which


it had been agreed to send for David. That at least removed


the fear that he might have lost control of the


valley.


He said: 'I'll walk along and tell my lot what's happening.'




The voice was indifferent. 'Please yourself. But keep


them off the road.'


Pirrie was sitting up and taking notice now. He


listened to what John had to tell them, but made no


comment. Roger said:


'You think it's going to be all right, then?'


'I don't see why not. The bloke behind the machine-


gun may be a bit trigger-happy, but that won't bother


us once we're behind him.'


'He don't seem very anxious to let us get behind him,*


Alf Parsons said.


'Carrying out orders. Hello!'


There was the sound of an engine approaching. It halted behind the barrier.


That will be David!' John got to his feet again. 'Arm,


you could come along and have a word with him, too.'


'Isn't it a risk?' Roger asked.


'Hardly. David's there now.'


Arm said: 'Davey would like to come, too, I should


think - and Mary.'


'Of course.'


Pirrie said: 'No.' He spoke softly, but with finality.


John looked at him.


'Why? What's wrong?'


'I think they would be safer here,' Pirrie said. He


paused. 'I don't think you should all go along there


together.'


It took several seconds for John to grasp the implication;


he only did so then because the remark came


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from Pirrie and so could be founded only on an utterly


cynical realism.


'Well,' he said at last, 'that tells me something about how you would act in my place, doesn't it?'


Pirrie smiled. Arm said: 'What's the matter?'


John heard David's voice calling him in the distance:


'John!' 'Nothing,' he said. 'Never mind, Arm. You stay


here. It won't take me long to fix things with David.'


He had half expected the gate in the fence to open


as he approached, but he realised that caution - possibly


excessive but on the whole justified - might prevent this


until John's status, and the status of the troop that


accompanied him, had been settled. He stood under the


fence, still blind to whatever was happening on the other


side of it, and said:


'Dave! That you?'


He heard David's voice: 'Yes, of course - open it.


How the devil is he going to get in if you don't?'


He saw the muzzle of the gun waggle as the gate


beneath it opened slightly. No chances were being taken.


He squeezed through the gap, and saw David waiting for


him. They took each others' hands. The gate closed


behind him.


'How did you make it?' David asked. 'Where's Davey


- and Arm and Mary?'


'Back there. Hiding in a ditch. Your machine-gunner


damn near killed us all.'


David stared at him. 'T can't believe it! I told the


people at the gate to look out for you, but I never believed


you would get here. The news of the ban on


travel . . . and then the rioting and rumours of bombing...


I'd given you up.'


'It's a long story,' John said. 'It can wait. Can I bring


my lot in first?'


'Your lot? You mean. .. ? They told me there was a


mob on the road.'


John nodded. 'A mob. Thirty-four of them, ten being


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children. We've all been on the road for some time. I


brought them here.'


He was looking at David's face. He had seen the expression only once before that he could remember:


when, after their grandfather's death, they had heard


that the whole estate was being left to David. It showed


guilt and embarrassment.


David said: 'It's a bit difficult, Johnny.'


'In what way?'


'We're crowded out already. When things began


getting bad, the locals began to come in. The Rivers


from Stonebeck, and so on. It was their boy who got


hold of the machine-gun - from an army unit near


Windermere. Three or four of the men came with him. It's spread thin. We'll manage all right, but there's no


margin for accidents - a potato failure, or anything like


that.'


'My thirty-four will spread it thinner,' John said. 'But


they'll work for their keep. I'll answer for that.'


'That's not the point,' David said. 'The land will only


support so many. We're over the mark now.'


A brief silence followed. The Lepe rushed past on


their right. The man tending a fire on which a pot was


simmering and the two men up on the platform were


both out of earshot. Nevertheless, John found himself


lowering his voice. He said:


'What do you suggest? That we turn back towards


London?'


David grasped his arm. 'Good God, no! Don't be a


fool. I'm trying to tell you - I can make room for you


and Arm and the children; but not for the others.'


'Dave,' he said, 'you've got to make room for them.


You can do, and you must.'


David shook his head. 'I would if I could. Don't you


understand - those people aren't the first we've had to


turn away. There have been others. Some of them were


relations of people already here. We've had to be hard.


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I've always told them that you and your family must


come in if you got here. But thirty-four . . . I It's impossible.


Even if I agreed, the others would never let


me.'


'It's your land.'


'No one holds land except by consent. They are in the


majority. Johnny - I know you don't like the idea of


abandoning the people you've been travelling with. But


you will have to. There's no alternative.'


There's always an alternative.'


'None. Bring them here - Arm and the children - you


can make some excuse for that. The others . . . they've


got arms, haven't they? They'll manage all right.'


'You've not been out there.'


Their eyes met again. David said. 'I know you won't


like doing it, but you must. You can't put the safety of


those others before Arm and the children.'


John laughed. The two men on the platform looked


down at them.


'Pirrie!' lie said. 'He must be psychic.'


'Pirrie?'


'One of my lot. I don't think we should have got


through without him. I was going to bring Arm and the


children with me when I came to meet you. He put a


stop to it. He made them stay behind. I saw that he was


protecting himself and the others against a double-cross,


and I was righteously indignant. Now ... if I did have


them here, inside the fence, I wonder what I would have


done?'


David said: 'This is serious. Can't you fool him somehow?'




Tool him? Not Pirrie.' John looked away, up the long


vista of Blind Gill, snug beneath its protecting hills. He said slowly: 'If you turn those others down, you're turning


us down - you're turning Davey down.'


'This man, Pirrie... I might persuade them to let one


other in with you. Can he be bribed?'


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'Undoubtedly. But the idea will have entered the


heads of the others by now - particularly since I shall


have to tell them they can't just walk in as they had been


hoping. There isn't a hope of my getting the children in


here without them all coming.'


'There must be some way.'


'That's what I said to you, isn't it? We aren't free


agents any longer, though.' He stared at his brother.


'In a way, we're enemies.'


'No. We'll find a way round this. Perhaps ... if you


were to go back, and then I got our people to run a sortie


against you, under machine-gun cover . . . you could


have passed the word to Arm and the children to lie still


until we had chased them away.'


John smiled ironically. 'Even if I were prepared to do


it, it wouldn't work. Mine have been blooded. That ditch


makes a fair cover. The machine-gun isn't going to scare


them.'


'Then... I don't know. But there must be something.'


John looked up the valley again. The fields were well


cropped, mostly with potatoes.


'Arm will be wondering,' he said, 'not to mention the


others. I shall have to get back. What's it to be, Dave?'


He had come already to his own decision, and the


agony of his brother's uncertainty could not touch that


grtmness. Dave said at last, forcing the words out:


'I'll talk to them. Come back in an hour. I'll see what


they say about letting the others in. Or perhaps we'll


think of something in that time. Try to think of something,


Johnny!'


John nodded. 'I'll try. So long, Dave.'


David looked at him miserably: 'Give my love to


them all - to Davey.'


John said: 'Yes. Of course I will.*


The two men came down from the platform and unbarred


the gate again. John squeezed through. He did


not look at David as he went.


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They were waiting for him as he dropped into the ditch.


He saw from their faces that they expected only bad


news; any news was bad that was not signalled by the


gate to the valley thrown open, and an immediate


beckoning in.


'How'd it go, Mr Custance?' Noah Blennitt asked.


'Not well.' He told them, baldy, but passing quickly


over the invitation to his own family to come in. When


he had finished, Roger said:


'I can see their point of view. He can make room for


you and Arm and the children?'


'He can't do anything. The others had agreed about


that, and apparently they're willing to stick by it.'


'You take it, Johnny,' Roger said. 'You've brought us


up here - we haven't lost anything by it, and there's no


sense in everyone missing the chance because we can't


all have it.'


The murmur from the others was uncertain enough


to be tempting. It's been offered, he thought, and they


won't stop me if I take it straight away while they're still


shocked by their own generosity. Take Arm and Mary


and Davey up to the gates, and see them open, and the


valley beyond . . . He looked at Pirrie. Pirrie returned


the look calmly; his small right hand, the fingers still


carefully manicured, rested on the butt of his rifle.


Seeing the bubble of temptation pricked, he wondered


how he would have reacted if he had had the real rather


than the apparent freedom of action. The feudal baron,


he thought, and ready to sell out his followers as cheerfully


as that. Probably they had been like that - most of


them, anyway.


He said, looking at Pirrie: 'I've been thinking it over.


Quite frankly, I don't think there's any hope at all of


my brother persuading the others to let us all in. As he


said, some of them have seen their own relations turned


back. That leaves us two alternatives: turning back ourselves


and looking for a home somewhere else, or fight209



ing our way into the valley and taking it over.'


Arm said: 'No!' in a shocked voice. Davey said: 'Do


you mean - fighting Uncle Dave, Daddy?' The others


stayed silent.


'We don't have to decide straight away,* John said. 'Until I've seen my brother again, I suppose we can


say there's an outside chance of managing it peaceably.


But you can be thinking it over.'


Roger said: 'I still think you ought to take what's


offered to you, Johnny.'


This time there was no kind of response; the moment


of indecision past, John reflected wrily. The followers


had realised the baron's duty towards them again.


Alt Parsons asked. 'What do you think, Mr Custance?'




'I'll keep my opinion until I come back next time,'


John said. 'You be thinking it over.'


Pirrie still did not speak, but he smiled slowly. With


the bandage round his head, he looked a frail and innocent


old man. Jane sat close by him, her pose protective.




It was not until John was on the point of going back


to the gate that Pirrie said anything. Then he said:


'You'll look things over, of course? From inside?'


'Of course,' John said.


If there had been any hope in his mind of David persuading


the others in the valley to relent, it would have


vanished the moment he saw his brother's face again.


Four or five other men had accompanied him back to


the fence, presumably to help the three already on guard


in the event of John's troops being reluctant to accept


their dismissal. There was, John noticed, a telephone


point just inside the fence, so that the men there could


summon help quickly in the event of a situation looking


dangerous. He glanced about him, looking for further


details of the valley's defences.


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David said: 'They won't agree, Johnny. We couldn't


really expect them to.'


The men who had come with him stayed close by,


making no pretence of offering privacy to the brothers.


As much as anything, this showed John the powerlessness


of his brother's position.


He nodded. 'So we have to take the road again. I


gave Davey your love. I'm sorry you couldn't have seen


him.'


'Look,' David said, 'I've been thinking - there is a


way.' He spoke with a feverish earnestness. 'You can


do it.'


John looked at him in inquiry. He had been noting the


angle the fence made with the river.


'Tell them it's no good,' David said,' - that you will


have to find somewhere else. But don't travel too far


tonight. Arrange things so that you and Arm and the


children can slip away - and then come back here.


You'll be let in. I'll stay here tonight to make sure.'


John recognised the soundness of the scheme, for


other people under other conditions. But he was not


tempted by it. In any case, David was underestimating


the intervention Pirrie might make in the plan; a reasonable


error for anyone who did not know Pirrie.


He said slowly: 'Yes, I think that might work. It's


worth trying, anyway. But I don't want to have the kids


mown down by that gun of yours in the night.'


David said eagerly: 'There's no fear of that. Give me


our old curlew whistle as you come along the road. And


it's full moon.9


'Yes,' said John, 'so it is.'


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12


John dropped down into the ditch where they all were.


He said immediately: 'We shan't get in there peaceably.


They won't budge. My brother's tried them, but


it's no good. So we have the alternatives I spoke of going


somewhere else or fighting our way into Blind


Gill. Have you thought about it?'


There was a silence; All Parsons broke it. He said:


'It's up to you, Mr distance - you know that. We


shall do whatever you think best.'


'Right,' John said. 'One thing, first. My brother looks


like me, and he's wearing blue overalls and a grey and


white check shirt. I'm telling you this so you can watch


out for him. I don't want him hurt, if it can be helped.'


Joe Harris said: 'We're having a go, then, Mr Custance?'




'Yes. Not now - tonight. Now we are going to beat


an orderly retreat out of the range of vision of the


people on the fence. It's got to look as though we've


given up the idea of getting in. Our only hope is having


the advantage of surprise.'


They obeyed at once, scrambling out of the ditch and


heading back down the road, away from the valley.


John walked at the rear, and Roger and Pirrie walked


with him.


Roger said: 'I still think you're doing the wrong thing,


Johnny. You could leave us and take the family back.


They would have you.'


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Pirrie remarked, in a speculative tone: 'I don't think


it's going to be easy, even as a surprise attack.' He


looked at John. 'Unless you know a way of getting in


over the hills.'


'No. Even if there were a reasonable way, it wouldn't


do. The hillsides are steep in there. It would be impossible


to avoid starting small slides of stones and once


they knew where we were we should offer a target they


couldn't miss.'


'I take it,' Pirrie said, 'that you do not contemplate


rushing that fence - with a Vickers machine-gun behind


it?'


'No.' John looked at Pirrie closely. 'How do you feel


now?'


'Normal.'


'Fit enough to wade half a mile through a river


that's cold even at this time of year?'


'Yes.'


They were both watching him in inquiry. John said:


'My brother put a fence across the gap between hill


and river, but he took it for granted the river was fence


enough in itself. By the banks it's deep as well as swift


- there have been enough cattle drowned in it, and quite


a few men. But I fell in from the other side when I was


a kid, and I didn't drown. There's a shelf just about the


middle of the river - even as a boy of eleven I could


stand there, with my head well above water.'


Roger asked: 'Are you suggesting we all wade up


the river? They would see us, surely. And what about


getting out of it, if it's as deep by the banks as you say?'


Pirrie, as John had anticipated, had grasped the idea


without the need for elaboration.


'I am to knock out the machine-gun?' he suggested. 'And the rest of you?*


'I'm coming with you,' John said. 'I'll take one of the


other rifles. I'm not likely to succeed if you fail, but it


provides us with an extra chance. Roger, you've got to


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take that fence once we've got the gun quiet. You can


get the men up within a hundred yards of it, along the


ditch. The fence is climbable.


'They will bring the gun round to bear on us as soon


as they realise they are under fire from the rear. That's


when you take our lot in.'


Roger said doubtfully: 'Will it work?'


It was Pirrie who answered him. 'Yes,' he said, 'I believe it will.'


He stood with Arm, looking at the children as they lay


asleep on the ground - Davey and Spooks and Steve


tangled up together, and Mary a little apart, her head


pillowed on an out-thrust arm. He told her then, in an


undertone, of David's plan. When he had finished, she


said:


'Why didn't you? We could have done it. We could


have got away from Pirrie somehow' - she shivered 'killed


him if necessary! There's been enough killing of


innocent people - and now there's going to be more.


Oh, why didn't you take it? Can't we still?'


The sun had gone down and the moon was yet to rise.


It was quite dark. He could not see much of her face,


nor she of his.


He said: 'I'm glad of Pirrie.'


'Glad!'


'Yes. I need the thought of that trigger finger of his


to stiffen me, but it only stiffened me into taking the


right course. Arm, some of the things I've had to do to


get us here have been nasty. I couldn't have justified


them even to myself, except in the hope that it would all


be different once we got to the valley.'


'It will be different.'


'I hope so. That's why I won't pay for admission in


treachery.'


'Treachery?'


'To the rest of them.' He nodded his head towards the


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others. 'It would be treachery to abandon them now.'


'I don't understand.' Arm shook her head. 'I don't


begin to understand. Isn't it treachery to David - to


force a way in?'


'David isn't a free agent. If he were, he would have let


us all in. You know that. Think, ArmI Leaving Roger


and Olivia outside - and Steve and Spooks. What would


you tell Davey? And all these other poor devils . . .


Jane... yes, and Pirrie! However much you dislike him,


we should never have got near the valley without him.'


Arm looked down at the sleeping children. 'All I can


think is that we could have been safe in the valley


tonight - without any fighting.'


'But with nasty memories.'


'We have those anyway.'


'Not in the same way.'


She paused for a while. 'You're the leader, aren't you?


The mediaeval chieftain - you said so yourself?'


John shrugged. 'Does that matter?'


'It does to you. I see that now. More than our safety


and the children's.'


He said gently: 'Arm, darling, what are you talking


about?'


'Duty. That's it, isn't it? It wasn't really Roger and


Olivia, Steve and Spooks, you were thinking about - not


them as persons. It was your own honour - the honour


of the chieftain. You aren't just a person yourself any


longer. You're a figurehead as well.'


'Tomorrow it will be all over. We can forget about it


all then.'


'No. You half convinced me before, but I know better


now. You've changed, and you can't change back.'


'I've not changed.'


'When you're King of Blind Gill,' she said, 'how long


will it be, I wonder, before they make a crown for you?'


The risky part, John thought, was the stretch between


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the bend of the river and the point, some thirty yards


from the fence, where the shadow of the hill cancelled


out the moonlight. If they had left it until the moon was


fully risen, the project would have been almost impossible,


for the moonlight was brilliant and they had to


pass within yards of the defenders.


As it was, they were exposed, for some twenty-five


yards, to any close scrutiny that the people behind the


fence turned on the river. The reasonable hope was that


their attention would be focused on the obvious approach


by road rather than the apparently impractical


approach up so swift and deep a river as the Lepe. Pirrie,


in front of him, crouched down so that only his head


and shoulders, and one hand holding the rifle on his


shoulder, were out of the water, and John followed


suit.


The water was even colder than John remembered it


as being, and the effort of struggling forward against


the current was an exhausting one. Once or twice, Pirrie


slipped, and he had to hold him. It was a consolation


that the noise of the river would cloak any noise they


might make.


They pushed ahead and at last, to their relief, found


themselves clear of the moonlight. The hill's shadow was


long but of no great width; they could see the moonlit


road and the fence quite plainly. John had not been sure


of this beforehand, and it raised his hopes still further.


If the fence had been in shadow, even Pirrie's marksmanship


might not have availed them.


When they were not more than ten yards from the


fence, Pirrie stopped.


John whispered urgently 'What is it? *


He heard Pirrie draw gasping breaths. 'I ... exhausted


...'


It was a shock to remember that Pirrie was an old


man, and of frail physique, who had made a harassing


journey and only a few hours before had been knocked


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over by a bullet. John braced himself and put his free


arm round Pirrie's waist.


He said softly: 'Rest a minute. If it's too much for


you, go back. I'll carry on by myself.'


They stayed like that for several seconds. Pirrie was


shuddering against John's body. Then he pulled himself


upright.


He gasped: 'All right now.'


'Are you sure?'


Making no answer, Pirrie waded on. They were


abreast of the fence, and then beyond it.


John looked back. The valley's defences were outlined


in the moon's soft radiance. There were three men


on the platform, and another three or four huddled on


the ground behind it, presumably asleep. He whispered


to Pirrie:


'Here?'


'Give ourselves a chance,' said Pirrie. 'Lengthen the


range ... I can hit them at another twenty yards . . . '


His voice seemed stronger again. Pirrie was probably


indestructible, John reflected. He trudged after him


through the swirling water, aware of fatigue now in his


own limbs, doubling the water's drag.


Pirrie stopped at last, and turned, bracing himself


against the current. They were about twenty-five yards


inside the valley. John stood at his left elbow.


'Try for the one on the right,' Pirrie said. 'I'll manage


the other two.'


'The machine-gun first,' John said.


Pirrie did not bother to reply to that. He threw his


rifle up to his shoulder, and John, more slowly, did the


same.


Pirrie's rifle cracked viciously, and in the moonlight


the figure of the man behind the machine-gun


straightened up, cried in pain, and went down again,


clutching at the edge of the platform and missing it.


John fired for his own target, but did not hit. More


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surprisingly, Pirrie's second shot failed of its mark.


Both men remaining on the platform raced for the


machine-gun, and tried to swing it round. Pirrie fired


again as they did so, and one of them slumped across


it. The other pushed him free, and managed to turn it.


John and Pirrie fired again unsuccessfully. The figures


beneath the platform had risen and were reaching for


guns. Then the machine-gun began to sputter in a


staccato rhythm of sound and flame.


It did not manage much more than a dozen rounds


before Pirrie got his third victim, and the deadly chatter


stopped. The men on the ground had begun to fire at


them now, but the whine of individual bullets seemed


irrelevant.


Pirrie said: 'The ladder . . . keep them off the platform


...'


His voice was weaker again, but John saw him reload,


and, with his usual snatched but unwavering aim,


hit yet another figure, which had begun to climb the


ladder to the platform. John tried to listen for sounds of


Roger and the others beyond the fence, but could hear


nothing. They must have reached the fence by now. He


looked at the black line of the fence's top, searching


for the figures that should be climbing over it.


Suddenly, in an entirely natural and unforced tone,


Pirrie said:


Take this.'


He was holding out his rifle.


John said:'Why...?'


'You fool,' Pirrie said. 'I'm hit.'


A bullet whined towards them across the surface of


the water. John could see, examining him closely, that


his shirt was holed and bloody at the shoulder. He took


the gun, dropping the one he had into the water.


'Hang on to me.' he told Pirrie.


'Never mind that. The ladder!'


There was another figure on the ladder. John fired,


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reloaded, fired again. The third shot succeeded. He


turned to Pirrie.


'Now...' he began.


But Pirrie was gone. John thought he saw his body,


several yards downstream, but it was difficult to be sure.


He looked back to the more important concern - the


fence. Figures were swarming across the top, and one


already had hold of the machine-gun, tilting it downwards.




He saw the remaining defenders throw their guns


away and then, chilled and utterly tired, began looking


for the best place to get in to the bank.


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13


Into this room he had come with David, side by side,


their fingers locked together to calm each other's fear


and uncertainty before the mystery of death, to see the


corpse of Grandfather Beverley. The room had changed


very little in a score of years. David had never had any


desire to modernise his surroundings.


Arm said: 'Darling, I'm sorry - for what I said last


night.' He did not answer. 'It is going to be different


now. You were right.'


And in the afternoon of that far-away day, the


solicitor had come up from Lepeton, and there had been


the reading of the will, and David's embarrassment and


guilt when they learned that all had been left to him money


as well as land, because a good farmer will never,


if he can help it, separate the two. Well, he thought, I


got it in the end.


'It's not your fault,' Arm said. 'You mustn't think it


is.'


His mother had said: 'You don't feel badly about it,


do you, darling? It doesn't mean that Grandfather


didn't like you, you know. He was very fond of you. He


told me all about this. He knew David wanted to be a


farmer, and that you didn't. It means that all my money


goes to you - all that your father left. You will be able


to have the very best training an engineer could have.


You do see that, don't you?'


He had said yes, more bewildered by his mother's


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seriousness than anything else. He had always expected


that Blind Gill would go to David; neither property nor


money counted for anything against his one overwhelming


feeling of distaste, repugnance, for the fact and


presence of his grandfather's death. Now that the


funeral was over and the blinds had gone up again, he


wanted only to forget that grimness and shadow.


'You will have quite enough, darling,' his mother had


said. He had nodded impatiently, eager to be free of


this conversation which was a last link with the unpleasantness


of death. He took as little note of the


urgency of his mother's tone as he had done of her increasing


pallor and thinness in the past year. He did not


know, as she did, that her own life had only a short


time to run.


'Johnny,' Arm said. She came and put her hands on


his shoulders. 'You must snap out of it.'


And after that, he thought, the holidays with aunts,


and his comradeship with David, all the deeper for their


shared isolation. Had there been, beneath all that, a


resentment of what his brother had - a hatred concealed


even from himself? He could not believe it, but the


thought nagged him and would not be quieted.


'Everything's going to be all right,' Arm said. The


children can grow up here in peace, even if the world


is in ruins. Davey will farm the valley land.' She glanced


at the body lying on the bed. 'David wanted that more


than anything.'


John spoke then. 'He'll do more than farm it, won't


he? He will own it. It's a nice bit of land. Not as much


as Cain left to Enoch, though.'


'You mustn't talk like that. And it wasn't you who


killed him - it was Pirrie.'


'Was it? I don't know. We'll blame Pirrie, shall we?


And Pirrie is gone, washed away with the river, and so


the land flows with milk and honey again, and with innocence.


Is that all right?'


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'John! it was Pirrie.'


He looked at her. 'Pirrie gave me his gun - he must


have known, then, that he was finished. And when I


saw that he had gone under, I thought of throwing it


after him - that was the gun which brought us here to


the valley, killing its way across England. I could have


got to the shore more easily without it, and I was deadly


tired. But I hung on to it.'


'You can still throw it away,' she said. 'You don't


have to keep it.'


'No. Pirrie was right. You don't throw away a good


weapon.' He looked at the rifle, resting against the


dressing-table. 'It will be Davey's, when he is old


enough.'


She shrank a little. 'No! He won't need it. It will be


peace then.'


'Enoch was a man of peace,' John said. 'He lived in


the city which his father built for him. But he kept his


father's dagger in his belt.'


He went to the bed, bent down, and kissed his


brother's face. He had kissed another dead face only a


few days before, but centuries lay between the two


salutations. As he turned away towards the door, Arm


asked:


'Where are you going?'


"There's a lot to do,' he said. 'A city to be built.*


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