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Also by John Christopher in Sphere Books:
THE WORLD IN WINTER
A WRINKLE IN THE SKIN
THE POSSESSORS
THE YEAR OF THE COMET
THE CAVES OF NIGHT
THE LONG VOYAGE
The Death of Grass
JOHN CHRISTOPHER
SPHERE POPULAR CLASSICS
I
SPHERE BOOKS LIMITED
London and Sydney
First published by Michael Joseph Ltd 1956
Copyright © 1956 by John Christopher
Published by Sphere Books Ltd 1978
30-32 Gray's Inn Road, London WC1X 8JL
Reprinted 1979, 1980, 1984, 1985
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and his agents
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Prodrome
As sometimes happens, death healed a family breach.
When Hilda Custance was widowed in the early summer
of 1933, she wrote, for the first time since her
marriage thirteen years before, to her father. Their
moods touched - hers of longing for the hills of West-
morland after the grim seasons of London, and his of
loneliness and the desire to see his only daughter again,
and his unknown grandsons, before he died. The boys,
who were away at school, had not been brought back
for the funeral, and at the end of the summer term they
returned to the small house at Richmond only for a
night, before, with their mother, they travelled north.
In the train, John, the younger boy, said:
'But why did we never have anything to do with
Grandfather Beverley?'
His mother looked out of the window at the tarnished
grimy environs of London, wavering, as though with
fatigue, in the heat of the day.
She said vaguely: 'It's hard to know how these things
happen. Quarrels begin, and neither person stops them,
and they become silences, and nobody breaks them.'
She thought calmly of the storm of emotions into
which she had plunged, out of the untroubled quiet life
of her girlhood in the valley. She had been sure that,
whatever unhappiness came after, she would never
regret the passion itself. Time had proved her doubly
wrong; first in the contentment of her married life and
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her children, and later in the amazement that such contentment
could have come out of what she saw, in
retrospect, as squalid and ill-directed. She had not seen
the squalidness of it then, but her father could hardly
fail to be aware of it, and had not been able to conceal
his awareness. That had been the key: his disgust and
her resentment.
John asked her: 'But who started the quarrel?'
She was only sorry that it had meant that the two
men never knew each other. They were not unlike in
many ways, and she thought they would have liked each
other if her pride had not prevented it.
'It doesn't matter,' she said, 'now.'
David put down his copy of the Boy's Own Paper. Although a year older than his brother, he was only
fractionally taller; they had a strong physical resemblance
and were often taken for twins. But David was
slower moving and slower in thought than John, and
fonder of things than of ideas.
He said: 'The valley - what's it like, Mummy?'
'The valley? Wonderful. It's ... No, I think it will
be better if it comes as a surprise to you. I couldn't
describe it anyway.'
John said: 'Oh, do, Mummy!'
David asked thoughtfully; 'Shall we see it from the
train?'
Their mother laughed. 'From the train? Not even the
beginnings of it. It's nearly an hour's run from Stavely.'
'How big is it?' John asked. 'Are there hills all
round?'
She smiled at them. 'You'll see.'
Jess Hillen, their grandfather's tenant farmer, met them
with a car at Stavely, and they drove up into the hills.
The day was nearly spent, and they saw Blind Gill at
last with the sun setting behind them.
Cyclops Valley would have been a better name for it,
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for it looked out of one eye only - towards the west. But
for this break, it was like a saucer, or a deep dish, the
sides sloping up - bare rock or rough heather - to the
overlooking sky. Against that enclosing barrenness,
the valley's richness was the more marked; green wheat
swayed inwards with the summer breeze, and beyond
the wheat, as the ground rose, they saw the lusher green
of pasture.
The entrance to the valley could scarcely have been
narrower. To the left of the road, ten yards away, a
rock face rose sharply and overhung. To the right, the
River Lepe foamed against the road's very edge. Its
further bank, fifteen yards beyond, hugged the other
jaw of the valley.
Hilda Custance turned round to look at her sons.
"Well?'
'Gosh!' John said, 'this river ... I mean - how does it
get into the valley in the first place?'
'It's the Lepe. Thirty-five miles long, and twenty-five
of those miles underground, if the stories are to be
believed. Anyway, it comes from underground in the
valley. There are a lot of rivers like that in these parts.'
'It looks deep.'
'It is. And very fast. No bathing, I'm afraid. It's wired
farther up to keep cattle out. They don't stand a chance
if they fall in.'
John remarked sagely: 'I should think it might flood
in winter.'
His mother nodded. 'It always used to. Does it still,
Jess?'
'Cut off for a month last winter,' Jess said. 'It's not so
bad now we have the wireless.'
'I think it's terrific,' John said. 'But are you really
cut off? You could climb the hills.'
Jess grinned. 'There are some who have. But it's a
rocky road up, and rockier still down the other side.
Best to sit tight when the Lepe runs full.'
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Hilda distance looked at her elder son. He was
staring ahead at the valley, thickly shadowed by sunset;
the buildings of the Hillen farm were in view now, but
not the Beverley farm high up.
'Well,' she said, 'what do you think of it, David?'
Reluctantly he turned his gaze inwards to meet her
own.
He said: 'I think I'd like to live here, always.'
That summer:, the boys ran wild in the valley.
It was some three miles long, and perhaps half a mile
wide at its greatest extent. It held only the two farms,
and the river, which issued from the southern face about
two miles in. The ground was rich and well cropped, but
there was plenty of room for boys of twelve and eleven
to play, and there were the surrounding hills to climb.
They made the ascent at two or three points, and
stood, panting, looking out over rough hills and moorlands.
The valley was tiny behind them. John delighted
in the feeling of height, of isolation and, to some extent,
of power; for the farm-houses looked, from this vantage,
like toy buildings that they might reach down and pluck
from the ground. And in its greenness the valley seemed an oasis among desert mountains.
David took less pleasure in this, and after their third
climb he refused to go again. It was enough for him to
be in the valley; the surrounding slopes were like cupped
and guarding hands, which it was both fruitless and
ungrateful to scale.
This divergence of their interests caused them to
spend much of their time apart. While John roamed
the valley's sides, David kept to the farmland, to his
grandfather's increasing satisfaction. At the end of the
second week, boy and old man, they went together to
the River field on a warm and cloudy afternoon. The
boy watched intently while his grandfather plucked ears
of wheat here and there, and examined them. His near
vision was poor, and he was forced to hold the wheat at
arm's length.
'It's going to be a fair crop,' he said, 'as well as my
eyes can tell me.'
To their right there was the continuous dull roar as
the Lepe forced its way out of the containing rock into
the valley.
David said: 'Shall we still be here for the harvest?'
'Depends. It may be. Would you like to be?'
David said enthusiastically: 'Oh, yes, Grandfather!'
There was a silence in which the only intrusion was
the noise of the Lepe. His grandfather looked over the
valley which the Beverleys had farmed for a century
and a half; and then turned from the land to the boy at
his side.
'I don't see as we shall have long to get to know one
another, David boy,' he said. 'Do you think you would
like to farm this valley when you're grown?'
'More than anything.'
'It'll be yours, then. A farm needs one owner, and I
don't think as your brother would be fond of the life,
any road.'
'John wants to be an engineer,' said David.
'And he'll be likely enough to make a good one. What
had you thought of being, then?'
'I hadn't thought of anything.'
'I shouldn't say it, maybe,' said his grandfather, 'since
I never seen aught of any other kind of life but what
I glimpse at Lepeton Market; but I don't know of
another life that can give as much satisfaction. And this
is good land, and a good lie for a man that's content with
his own company and few neighbours. There's stone
slabs under the ground in the Top Meadow, and they say
the valley was held as a stronghold once, in bygone
times. I don't reckon you could hold it now, against
guns and aeroplanes, but whenever I've been outside
I've always had a feeling that I could shut the door
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behind me when I come back through the pass.*
'I felt that,' David said, 'when we came in.'
'My grandfather,' said David's grandfather, 'had himself
buried here. They didn't like it even then, but in
those days they had to put up with some things they
didn't like. They've got more weight behind them today,
damn them! A man should have the rights to be buried
in his own ground.'
He looked across the green spears of wheat.
'But I shan't fret so greatly over leaving it, if I'm
leaving it to my own blood.'
On another afternoon, John stood on the southern rim
and, after staring his fill, began to descend again into
the valley.
The Lepe, from its emergence to the point where it
left the valley altogether, hugged these southern slopes,
and for that reason they could only be scaled from the
eastern end of the valley. But the boy realised now that,
once above the river, it could not bar him from the
slopes beneath which it raced and boiled. From the
ground, he had seen a cleft in the hill face which might
be a cave. He climbed down towards it, breaking new
ground.
He worked his way down with agility but with care,
for although quick in thought and movement he was
not foolhardy. He came at last to the cleft, perhaps fifteen
feet above the dark swirling waters, and found it
to be no more than that. In his disappointment, he
looked for some new target of ambition. Directly over
the river's edge, rock swelled into something like a
ledge. From there, perhaps, one could dangle one's legs
in the rushing water. It was less than a cave would have
been, but better than a return, baulked of any satisfaction,
to the farmland.
He lowered himself still more cautiously. The slope
was steep, and the sound of the Lepe had a threatening
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growl to it. The ledge, when he finally reached it, gave
little purchase.
By now, however, the idea had come to obsess him just
one foot in the water; that would be enough to meet
the objective he had set himself. Pressed awkwardly
against the side of the hill, he reached down with his
hand to unfasten the sandal on his right foot. As he did
so, his left foot slipped on the smooth rock. He clutched
frantically, aware of himself falling, but there was no
hold for his hands. He fell and the waters of the Lepe
- chill even in midsummer, and savagely buffeting took
him.
He could swim fairly well for a boy of his age, but he
had no chance against the violence of the Lepe. The
current pulled him down into the deeps of the channel
that the river had worn for itself through centuries
before the Beverleys, or any others, had come to farm
its banks. It rolled him like a pebble along its bed, as
though to squeeze breath and life from him together.
He was aware of nothing but its all-embracing violence
and his own choking pulse.
Then, suddenly, he saw that the darkness about him
was diminishing, yielding to sunlight filtered through
water still violent but of no great depth. With his last
strength, he struggled into an upright position, and his
head broke through to the air. He took shuddering
breath, and saw that he was near the middle of the river.
He could not stand, for the river's strength was too
great, but he half-ran, half-swam with the current as the
Lepe dragged him towards the pass that marked the
valley's end.
Once out of the valley, the river took a quieter course.
A hundred yards down, he was able to swim awkwardly,
through relatively calm water, to the farther bank, and
pull himself up on to it. Drenched and exhausted, he
contemplated the length of the tumbling flood down
which, in so short a time, he had been carried. He was
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still staring when he heard the sound of a pony-trap
coming up the road and, a few moments later, his grandfather's
voice.
'Hey, there, John! Been swimming?'
He got to his feet unsteadily, and stumbled towards
the trap. His grandfather's arms took him and lifted
him.
'You've had a bit of a shaking, lad. Did you fall in
then?'
His mind remained shocked; he told as much as he
could, flat-voiced, in broken sentences. The old man
listened.
'It looks like you were born for a hanging. A grown
man wouldn't give overmuch for his chances if he'd
gone in like that. And you broke surface with your feet
still on the bottom, you say? My father used to tell of a
bar in the middle of the Lepe, but nobody was like to
try it. It's deep enough by either bank.'
He looked at the boy, who had begun to shiver, more
from the aftermath of his experience than from anything
else.
'No sense in me going on talking all afternoon,
though. We must get you back, and into dry clothes.
Come on there, Flossie!'
As his grandfather cracked the small whip, John said
quickly: 'Grandfather - you won't say anything to
Mummy, will you? Please!'
The old man said: 'How shall we not, then? She can't
but see you're soaked to the bone.'
'I thought I might dry myself ... in the sun.'
'Ay, but not this week! Still . . . you don't want her
to know you've had a ducking? Are you feared she'll
scold you?'
'No.'
Their eyes met. 'Ah, well,' said his grandfather, I reckon I owe you a secret, lad. Will it do if I take you to
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the Hillens and get you dried there? You shall have to
be dried somewhere.'
'Yes,' John said, 'I don't mind that. Thank you,
Grandfather.'
The wheels of the trap crunched over the rough stone
road as they passed through the gap and the Hillen
farm came into view ahead of them. The old man
broke the silence between them.
'You want to be an engineer, then?'
John looked away from his fascinated watching of the
rushing Lepe. 'Yes, Grandfather.'
'You wouldn't take to farming?'
John said cautiously: 'Not particularly.'
His grandfather said, with relief: 'No, I thought not.'
He began to say more, but broke off. It was not until
they were within hail of the Hillen farm buildings that
he said:
'I'm glad of it. I love the land more than most, I
reckon, but there are some terms on which it isn't worth
having. The best land in the world might as well be
barren if it brings bad blood between brothers.'
Then he reined up the pony, and called out to Jess
Hillen.
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A quarter of a century later, the two brothers stood
together by the banks of the Lepe. David lifted his stick
and pointed far up the slope of the hill.
There they go!'
John followed his brother's gaze to where the two
specks toiled their way upwards. He laughed.
'Davey setting the pace as usual, but I would put my
money on Mary's stamina for first-overthe-top.'
'She's a couple of years older, remember.'
'You're a bad uncle. You favour the nephew too
blatantly.'
They both grinned. 'She's a good girl,' David said, 'but
Davey - well, he's Davey.'
'You should have married and got a few of your own.*
'I never had the time to go courting.'
John said: 'I thought you countrymen took that in
your stride, along with the cabbage planting.'
'I don't plant cabbages, though. There's no sense in
doing anything but wheat and potatoes these days.
That's what the Government wants, so that's what I
give 'em.'
John looked at him with amusement. 'I like you in
your part of the honest, awkward farmer. What about
your beef cattle, though? And the dairy herd?'
'I was talking about crops. I think the dairy cattle will
have to go, anyway. They take up more land than
they're worth.'
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John shook his head. *I can't imagine the valley without
cows.'
'The townie's old illusion,' David said, 'of the unchanging
countryside. The country changes more than
the city does. With the city it's only a matter of different
buildings - bigger maybe, and uglier, but no more than
that. When the country changes, it changes in a more
fundamental way altogether.'
'We could argue about that,' John said. 'After all...'
David looked over his shoulder. 'Here's Arm coming.'
When she was in earshot, he added: 'And you ask me
why I never got married!'
Arm put an arm on each of their shoulders. 'What I
like about the valley,' she said, 'is the high standard of
courtly compliments. Do you really want to know why
you never married, David?'
'He tells me he's never had the time,' John said.
'You're a hybrid,' Arm told him. 'You're enough of a
farmer to know that a wife should be a chattel, but
being one of the newfangled university-trained kind,
you have the grace to feel guilty about it.'
'And how do you reckon I would treat my wife,*
David asked, 'assuming I brought myself to the point of
getting one? Yoke her up to the plough when the
tractor broke down?'
'It would depend on the wife, I should think - on
whether she was able to master you or not.'
'She might yoke you to the plough!' John commented.
'You will have to find me a nice masterful one, Arm.
Surely you've got some women friends who could cope
with a Westmorland clod?'
'I've been discouraged,' Arm said. 'Look how hard I
used to try, and it never got anywhere.'
'Now, then! They were all either flat-chested and bespectacled,
with dirty fingers and a New Statesman tucked behind their left ear; or else dressed in funny-
coloured tweeds, nylons and high-heeled shoes.'
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'What about Norma?'
'Norma,' David said, 'wanted to see the stallion servicing
one of the mares. She thought it would be a
highly interesting experience.'
'Well, what's wrong with that in a farmer's wife?'
David said drily: 'I've no idea. But it shocked old Jess
when he heard her. We have our rough-and-ready
notions of decorum, funny though they may be.'
'It's just as I said,' Arm told him. 'You're still partly
civilised. You'll be a bachelor all your days.'
David grinned. 'What I want to know is - am I going
to get Davey to reduce to my own condition of barbarism?
'
John said: 'Davey is going to be an architect. I want
to have some sensible plans to work to in my old age.
You should see the monstrosity I'm helping to put up
now.'
'Davey will do as he wishes,' Anne said. *I think his
present notion is that he's going to be a mountaineer.
What about Mary? Aren't you going to fight over her?'
'I don't see Mary as an architect,' her father said.
'Mary will marry,' her uncle added, 'like any woman
who's worth anything.'
Arm contemplated them. 'You're both savages really,'
she observed. 'I suppose all men are. It's just that
David's had more of his veneer of civilisation chipped
off.'
'Now,' David said, 'what's wrong with taking it for
granted that a good woman will marry?'
'I wouldn't be surprised if Davey marries, too,' Arm
said.
'There was a girl in my year at the university,' David
said. 'She had every one of us beat for theory, and from
what I heard she'd been more or less running her
father's farm in Lancashire since she was about fourteen.
She didn't even take her degree. She married an
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American airman and went back with him to live in
Detroit.'
'And therefore,' Arm observed, 'take no thought for
your daughters, who will inevitably marry American
airmen and go and live in Detroit.'
David smiled slowly. 'Well, something like that!'
Arm threw him a look half-tolerant, half-exasperated,
but made no further comment. They walked together in
silence by the river bank. The air had the lift of May;
the sky was blue and white, with clouds browsing slowly
across their azure pasture. In the valley, one was always
more conscious of the sky, framed as it was by the
encircling hills. A shadow sailed across the ground
towards them, enveloped them, and yielded again to
sunshine.
'This peaceful land,' Arm said. 'You are lucky,
David.'
'Don't go back on Sunday,' he suggested. 'Stay here.
We could do with some extra hands for the potatoes
with Luke away sick.'
'My monstrosity calls me,' John said. 'And the kids
will never do their holiday tasks while they stay here.
I'm afraid it's back to London on schedule.'
'There's such a richness everywhere. Look at all this,
and then think of the poor wretched Chinese.'
'What's the latest? Did you hear the news before
you came out?'
'The Americans are sending more grain ships.'
'Anything from Peking?'
'Nothing official. It's supposed to be in flames. And
at Hong Kong they've had to repel attacks across the
frontier.'
'A genteel way of putting it,' John said grimly. 'Did
you ever see those old pictures of the rabbit plagues in
Australia? Wire-netting fences ten feet high, and rabbits
- hundreds, thousands of rabbits - piled up against
them, leap-frogging over each other until in the end
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either they scaled the fences or the fences went down
under their weight. That's Hong Kong right now,
except that it's not rabbits piled against the fence but
human beings.'
'Do you think it's as bad as that?' David asked.
'Worse, if anything. The rabbits only advanced under
the blind instinct of hunger. Men are intelligent, and
because they're intelligent you have to take sterner
measures to stop them. I suppose they've got plenty of
ammunition for their guns, but it's certain they won't
have enough.'
'You think Hong Kong will fall?'
'I'm sure it will. The pressure will build up until it has
to. They may machine-gun them from the air first, and
dive-bomb them and drop napalm on them, but for
every one they kill there will be a hundred trekking in
from the interior to replace him.'
'Napalm!' Arm said. 'Oh, no.'
'What else? It's that or evacuate, and there aren't the
ships to evacuate the whole of Hong Kong in time.'
David said: 'But if they took Hong Kong - there can't
be enough food there to give them three square meals,
and then they're back where they started.'
'Three square meals? Not even one, I shouldn't think. But what difference does that make? Those people are
starving. When you're in that condition, it's the next
mouthful that you're willing to commit murder for.'
'And India?' David asked. 'And Burma, and all the
rest of Asia?'
'God knows. At least, they've got some warning. It was the Chinese government's unwillingness to admit
they were faced with a problem they couldn't master
that's got them in the worst of this mess.'
Arm said: 'How did they possibly imagine they could
keep it a secret?'
John shrugged. 'They had abolished famine by statute
- remember? And then, things looked easy at the begin19
ning. They isolated the virus within a month of it hitting
the ricefields. They had it neatly labelled - the Chung-Li
virus. All they had to do was to find a way of killing it
which didn't kill the plant. Alternatively, they could
breed a virus-resistant strain. And finally, they had no
reason to expect the virus would spread so fast.'
'But when the crop had failed so badly?'
'They'd built up stocks against famine - give them
credit for that. They thought they could last out until
the spring crops were cut. And they couldn't believe
they wouldn't have beaten the virus by then.'
'The Americans think they've got an angle on it.'
'They may save the rest of the Far East. They're too
late to save China - and that means Hong Kong.'
Ann's eyes were on the hillside, and the two figures
clambering up to the summit.
'Little children starving,' she said. 'Surely there's
something we can do about it?'
'What?' John asked. 'We're sending food, but it's a
drop in the ocean.'
'And we can talk and laugh and joke,' she said, 'in a
land as peaceful and rich as this, while that goes on.'
David said: 'Not much else we can do, is there, my
dear? There were enough people dying in agony every
minute before; all this does is multiply it. Death's the
same, whether it's happening to one or a hundred
thousand.'
She said: 'I suppose it is.'
'We've been lucky,' David said. 'A virus could have
hit wheat in just the same way.'
'It wouldn't have had the same effect, though, would
it?' John asked. 'We don't depend on wheat in quite
the way the Chinese, and Asiatics generally, depend on
rice.'
'Bad enough, though. Rationed bread, for a
certainty.'
'Rationed bread!' Arm exclaimed. 'And in China
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there are millions fighting for a mouthful of grain.'
They were silent. Above them, the sun stood in a
sector of cloudless sky. The song of a mistle-thrush
lifted above the steady comforting undertone of the
Lepe.
'Poor devils,' David said.
'Coming up in the train,' John observed, 'there was a
man who was explaining, with evident delight, that the
Chinks were getting what they deserved for being Communists.
But for the presence of the children, I think I
would have given him the benefit of my opinion of him.'
'Are we very much better?' Arm asked. 'We remember
and feel sorry now and then, but the rest of the time
we forget, and go about our business as usual.'
'We have to,' David said. 'The fellow in the train - I
shouldn't think he gloats all the time. It's the way we're
made. It's not so bad as long as we realise how lucky we
are.'
'Isn't it? Didn't Dives say something like that?'
They heard, carried on the breeze of early summer, a
faint hallooing, and their eyes went up to it. A figure
stood outlined against the sky and, as they watched,
another clambered up to stand beside it.
John smiled. 'Mary first. Stamina told.'
'You mean, age did,' David said. 'Let's give them a
wave to show we've seen 'em.'
They waved their arms, and the two specks waved
back to them. When they resumed their walk, Arm said:
'As a matter of fact, I think Mary's decided she's
going to be a doctor.'
'Now, that's a sensible idea,' David said. 'She can
always marry another doctor, and set up a joint
practice.'
'What,' John said,' - in Detroit?'
'It's one of the useful arts as David sees them,' Arm
remarked. 'On a par with being a good cook.'
David poked into a hole with his stick. 'Living closer
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to the simple things as I do,' he said, 'I have a better
appreciation of them. I put the useful arts first, second
and third. After that it's all right to start messing about
with skyscrapers.'
'Now,' John said, 'if you hadn't had engineers to
build a contraption big enough to fit the Ministry of
Agriculture into, where would all you farmers be?'
David did not reply to the jest. Their walk had taken
them to a place where, with the river on their left, the
path was flanked to the right by swampy ground. David
bent down towards a clump of grass, whose culms rose
some two feet high. He gave a tug, and two or three
stems came out easily.
'Noxious weeds?' Arm asked.
David shook his head. 'Oryzoides, of the genus Leersia, of the tribe Oryzae.'
'Without your botanical background,' John said, 'it
just doesn't mean a thing.'
'It's an uncommon British grass,' David went on.
'Very uncommon in these parts - you find it occasionally
in the southern counties - Hampshire, Surrey and
soon.'
'The leaves,' Anne said,' - they look as though they're
rotting.'
'So are the roots,' David said. 'Oryzae includes three
genera. Leersia is one and Oryza's another.'
'They sound like names of progressive females,' John
commented.
'Oryza saliva,' David said, 'is rice.'
'Rice!' said Arm. 'Then...'
'This is rice grass,' David said. He pulled a long blade
and held it up. It was speckled with patches of darker
green centred with brown; the last inch was all brown
and deliquescing. 'And this is the Chung-Li virus.'
'Here,' John asked, 'in England?'
'In this green and pleasant land,' David said. 'I knew
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it went for Leersia as well, but I hadn't expected it to
reach so far.'
Arm stared in fascination at the splotched and putrefying
grass. 'This,' she said. 'Just this.'
David looked across the stretch of marsh to the cornfield
beyond.
'Thank God that viruses have selective appetites. That
damn thing comes half-way across the world to fasten
on this one small clump of grass - perhaps on a few
hundred clumps like it in all England.'
'Yes,' John said, 'wheat is a grass, too, isn't it?'
'Wheat,' David said, 'and oats and barley and rye not
to mention fodder for the beasts. It's rough on the
Chinese, but it could have been a lot worse.'
'Yes,' Arm said, 'it could have been us instead. Isn't
that what you mean? We had forgotten them again.
And probably in another five minutes we shall have
found some other excuse for forgetting them.'
David crumpled the grass in his hand, and threw it
into the river. It sped away on the swiftly flowing Lepe.
'Nothing else we can do,' he said.
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2
Arm, who was dummy, switched the wireless on for the
nine o'clock news. John had landed in a three no-trumps
contract which they could not possibly make, chiefly to
shut out Roger and Olivia, who only wanted thirty for
game and rubber. John frowned over his cards.
Roger Buckley said boisterously: 'Come on, old boy!
What about finessing that nine?'
Roger was the only one of John's old Army friends
with whom he had kept in close touch. Arm had not
cared for him on first acquaintance, and longer experience
had not moved her towards anything more than
tolerance. She disliked his general air of schoolboyish
high spirits almost as much as his rare moments of
savage depression, and she disliked still more what she
saw as the essential hardness that stood behind both
aspects of his outward personality.
She was reasonably sure that he knew what her feelings
were, and discounted them - as he did so many
things - as unimportant. In the past, this had added
further to her dislike, and but for one thing she would
have weaned John away from the friendship.
The one thing was Olivia. When Roger, fairly soon
after her first meeting with him, had brought along this
rather large, placid, shy girl, introducing her as his
fiancee, Arm had been surprised, but confident that this
engagement - the latest of several by John's report would
never end in marriage. She had been wrong in
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that. She had befriended Olivia in the first place in
anticipation that Roger would leave her stranded, and
subsequently so that she could be in a position to protect
her when, after marriage, Roger showed his true
colours. She had been humiliated to find, by degrees,
not only that Olivia continued to enjoy what seemed to
be an entirely happy marriage, but also that she herself
had come to depend a great deal on Olivia's warm quiet
understanding in her own minor crises. Without liking
Roger any more, she was more willing to put up with
him on account of Olivia.
John led a small diamond towards King - Jack in
dummy. Olivia placidly set down an eight. John hesitated,
and then brought down the Jack. With a triumphant
chuckle, Roger dropped the Queen on top of it.
From the radio, a voice said, in B.B.C. accents:
The United Nations Emergency Committee on
China, in its interim report published today, has stated
that the lowest possible figure for deaths in the China
famine must be set at two hundred million people . . . '
Roger said: 'Dummy looks a bit weak in hearts. I
think we might try them out.'
Arm said: Two hundred million! It's unbelievable.'
'What's two hundred million?' Roger asked. There's
an awful lot of Chinks in China. They'll breed 'em back
again in a couple of generations.'
Arm had encountered Roger's cynicism in argument
before, and preferred not to do so at this moment. Her
mind was engaged with the horrors of her own
imagination.
'A further item of the report,' the announcer's voice
continued, 'reveals that field tests with Isotope 717 have
shown an almost complete control of the Chung-Li
virus. The spraying of aU rice fields with this isotope is
to be carried out as an urgent operation by the newly
constituted United Nations Air Relief Wing. Supplies
of the isotope are expected to be adequate to cover all
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the rice fields immediately threatened within a few days,
and the remainder within a month.'
'Thank God for that,' John said.
'When you've finished the Magnificat,' Roger said,
'you might cover that little heart.'
In mild protest, Olivia said: 'Roger!'
'Two hundred million,' John said. 'A sizeable monument
to human pride and stubbornness. If they'd let our
people work on the virus six months earlier, they would
have been alive now.'
'Talking of sizeable monuments to human pride,'
Roger said, 'and since you insist on stalling before you
bring that Ace of hearts out, how's your own little Taj
Mahal going? I hear rumours of labour troubles.'
'Is there anything you don't hear?'
Roger was Public Relations Officer to the Ministry of
Production. He lived in a world of gossip and whitewash
that fostered, Arm thought, his natural inhumanity.
'Nothing of importance,' Roger said. 'Do you think
you'll get it finished on time?'
'Tell your Minister,' John said, 'to tell his colleague
that he need have no fears. His plush-lined suite will be
ready for him right on the dot.'
'The question,' Roger commented, 'is whether the
colleague will be ready for it.'
'Another rumour?'
'I wouldn't call it a rumour. Of course, he might turn
out to have an axe-proof neck. It will be interesting to
see.'
'Roger,' Arm asked, 'do you get a great deal of
pleasure out of the contemplation of human misfortune?'
She was sorry, as soon as she had said it, that she had
let herself be provoked into reacting. Roger fixed her
with an amused eye; he had a deceptively mild face with
a chin that, from some angles, appeared to recede, and
large brown eyes.
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'I'm the little boy who never grew up,' he said. 'When
you were my age, you probably laughed too at fat men
sliding on banana skins. Now you think of them breaking
their necks and leaving behind despairing wives and
a horde of undernourished children. You must let me
go on enjoying my toys as best I can.'
Olivia said: 'He's hopeless. You mustn't mind him, Arm .'
She spoke with the amused tolerance an indulgent
mother might show towards a naughty child. But what
was suitable in relation to a child, Arm thought with
irritation, was not therefore to be regarded as an
adequate way of dealing with a morally backward adult.
Still watching Arm, Roger continued: 'The thing all
you adult sensitive people must bear in mind is that
things are on your side at present - you live in a world
where everything's in favour of being sensitive and
civilised. But it's a precarious business. Look at the
years China's been civilised, and look what's just happened
out there. When the belly starts rumbling, the
belly-laugh comes into its own again.'
'J'm inclined to agree,' John said. 'You're a throwback,
Roger.'
'There are some ways,' Olivia said, 'in which he and
Steve are just about the same age.'
Steve was the Buckleys' nine-year-old son; Roger was
too devoted to him to let him go away to school. He was
rather small, decidedly precocious, and capable of bouts
of elemental savagery.
'But Steve will grow out of it,* Arm pointed out.
Roger grinned. 'If he does, he's no son of mine!'
The children came home for half-term, and the
Custances and the Buckleys drove down to the sea for
the week-end. It was their custom to hire a caravan
between them; the caravan, towed down by one car and
back by the other, housed the four adults, while the
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three children slept in a tent close by.
They had good weather for the trip, and Saturday
morning found them lying on sun-warmed shingle, within
sound and sight of the sea. The children interspersed
this with bathing or with crab-hunting along the shore.
Of the adults, John and the two women were happy
enough to lie in the sun. Roger, more restless by nature,
first assisted the children and then lay about in evident
and increasing frustration.
When Roger had looked at his watch several times,
John said: 'All right. Let's go and get changed.'
'All right, what?' Arm asked. 'What are you getting
changed for? You weren't proposing to do the cooking,
were you?'
'Roger's been tripping over his tongue for the last
half-hour,' John said. 'I think I'd better take him for a
run down to the village. They'll be open by now.'
'They were open half an hour ago,' Roger said. 'We'll
take your car.'
'Lunch at one,' Olivia said. 'And not kept for latecomers.'
'Don't worry.'
With glasses in front of them, Roger said:
'That's better. The seaside always makes me thirsty.
Must be the salt in the air.'
John drank from his glass, and put it down again.
'You're a bit jumpy, Rodge. I noticed it yesterday.
Something bothering you?'
They sat in the bar parlour. The door was open, and
they could look out on to a gravelled patch on this side
of the road, and a wide stretch of green beyond it. The
air was warm and mild.
'This is the weather the cuckoo likes,' Roger quoted.
'When they sit outside the "Traveller's Rest", and maids
come forth sprig-muslin drest, and citizens dream of the
South and West. And so do I. Jumpy? Perhaps I am.'
'Anything I can lend a hand with?'
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Roger studied him for a moment. The first duty of a
Public Relations Officer,' he said, 'is loyalty, the second
is discretion, and having a loud mouth with a ready
tongue runs a poor third. My trouble is that I always
keep my fingers crossed when I pledge loyalty and
discretion to anyone who isn't a personal friend.'
'What's up?'
'If you were me,' Roger said, 'you wouldn't tell,
honesty being one of your stumbling-blocks. So I can
tell you to keep it under your hat. Not even Ami yet. I
haven't said anything to Olivia.'
'If it's that important,' John said, 'perhaps you'd
better not say anything to me.'
'Frankly, I think they would have been wiser not to
keep it dark, but that's not the point either. All I'm
concerned with is that nothing that gets out can be
traced back to me. It will get out - that's certain.'
'Now I'm curious,' John said.
Roger emptied his glass, waited for John to do the
same, and took them both over to the bar for refilling.
When he had brought them back, he drank lengthily
before saying anything further.
He said: 'Remember Isotope 717?'
'The stuff they sprayed the rice with?'
'Yes. There were two schools of thought about
tackling that virus. One wanted to find something that
would kill the virus; the other thought the best line was
breeding a virus-resistant rice strain. The second obviously
required more time, and so got less attention.
Then the people on the first tack came up with 717,
found it overwhelmingly effective against the virus, and
rushed it into action.'
'It did kill the virus,' John said. 'I've seen the pictures
of it.'
'From what I've heard, viruses are funny brutes. Now,
if they'd found a virus-resistant rice, that would have
solved the problem properly. You can almost certainly
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find a resistant strain of anything, if you look hard
enough or work on a large enough scale.'
John looked at him. 'Go on.'
'Apparently, it was a complex virus. They've identified
at least five phases by now. When they came up
with 717 they had found four phases, and 717 killed
them all. They discovered number five when they found
they hadn't wiped the virus out after all.'
'But in that case...'
'Chung-Li,' said Roger, 'is well ahead on points.'
John said: 'You mean, there's still a trace of the virus
active in the fields? It can't be more than a trace, considering
how effective 717 was.'
'Only a trace,' Roger said. 'Of course, we might have
been lucky. Phase 5 might have been slow where the
other four were fast movers. From what I hear, though,
it spreads quite as fast as the original.'
John said slowly: 'So we're back where we started. Or
not quite where we started. After all, if they found
something to cope with the first four phases they should
be able to lick the fifth.'
'That's what I tell myself,' Roger said. 'There's just
the other thing that's unsettling.'
'Well?'
'Phase 5 was masked by the others before 717 got to
work. I don't know how this business applies, but the
stronger virus strains somehow kept it inactive. When
717 removed them, it was able to go ahead and show its
teeth. It differs from its big brothers in one important
respect.'
John waited; Roger took a draught of beer.
Roger went on: 'The appetite of the Chung-Li virus
was for the tribe of Ory^ae, of the family of Gramineae. Phase 5 is rather less discriminating. It thrives on all the Gramineae.'
'Gramineae?'
Roger smiled, not very happily. 'I've only picked up
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the jargon recently myself. Gramineae means grasses all
the grasses.'
John thought of David: 'We've been lucky.' 'Grasses,'
he said,' - that includes wheat.'
'Wheat, oats, barley, rye - that's a starter. Then meat,
dairy foods, poultry. In a couple of years' time we'll be
living on fish and chips - if we can get the fat to fry
them in.'
'They'll find an answer to it.'
'Yes,' Roger said, 'of course they will. They found an
answer to the original virus, didn't they? I wonder in
what directions Phase 6 will extend its range - to
potatoes, maybe?'
John had a thought. 'If they're keeping it quiet - I
take it this is on an international level - might it not be
because they're reasonably sure an answer is already in
the bag?'
'That's one way of looking at it. My own feeling was
that they might be waiting until they have got the
machine-guns into position.'
'Machine-guns?'
'They've got to be ready,' Roger said, 'for the second
two hundred million.'
'It can't come to that. Not with all the world's
resources working on it right from the beginning. After
all, if the Chinese had had the sense to call in help ... '
'We're a brilliant race,' Roger observed. 'We found
out how to use coal and oil, and when they showed the
first signs of running out we got ready to hop on the
nuclear energy wagon. The mind boggles at man's progress
in the last hundred years. If I were a Martian, I
wouldn't take odds even of a thousand to one on intellect
of that kind being defeated by a little thing like a
virus. Don't think I'm not an optimist, but I like to
hedge my bets even when the odds look good.'
'Even if you look at it from the worst point of view,'
John said, 'we probably could live on fish and vegetables.
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It wouldn't be the end of the world.'
'Could we?' Roger asked. 'All of us? Not on our
present amount of food intake.'
'One picks up some useful information from having a
farmer in the family,' John said. 'An acre of land yields
between one and two hundredweight of meat, or thirty
hundredweight of bread. But it will yield ten tons of
potatoes.'
'You encourage me,' Roger commented. 'I am now
prepared to believe that Phase 5 will not wipe out the
human race. That leaves me only my own immediate
circle to worry about. I can disengage my attention from
the major issues.'
'Damn it!' John said. 'This isn't China.'
'No,' Roger said. 'This is a country of fifty million
people that imports nearly half its food requirements.'
'We might have to tighten our belts.'
'A tight belt,' said Roger, 'looks silly on a skeleton.'
'I've told you,' John said, ' - if you plant potatoes
instead of grain crops you get a bulk yield that's more
than six times heavier.'
'Now go and tell the government. On second
thoughts, don't. Whatever the prospects, I'm not prepared
to throw my job in. And there, unless I'm a long
way off the mark, you have the essential clue. Even if
I thought you were the only man who had that information,
and thought that information might save us all
from starvation, I should think twice before I advised
you to advertise my own security failings.'
'Twice, possibly,' John said, 'but not three times. It
would be your future as well.'
'Ah,' said Roger, 'but someone else might have the
information, there might be another means of saving
us, the virus might die out of its own accord, the world might even plunge into the sun first - and I should have
lost my job to no purpose. Translate that into political
terms and governmental levels. Obviously, if we don't
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find a way of stopping the virus, the only sensible thing
to do is plant potatoes in every spot of ground that will
take them. But at what stage does one decide that the
virus can't be stopped? And if we stud England's green
and pleasant land with potato patches, and then someone
kills the virus after all - what do you imagine the
electorate is going to say when it is offered potatoes
instead of bread next year?'
'I don't know what it would say. I know what it should
say, though - thank God for not being reduced to cannibalism
as the Chinese were.'
'Gratitude,' Roger said, 'is not the most conspicuous
aspect of national life - not, at any rate, seen from the
politician's eye view.'
John let his gaze travel again beyond the open door of
the inn. On the green on the other side of the road, a
group of village boys were playing cricket. Their voices
seemed to carry to the listener on shafts of sunlight.
'We're probably both being a bit alarmist,' he said.
'It's a long cry from the news that Phase 5 is out and
about to a prospect either of a potato diet or famine
and cannibalism. From the time the scientists really got
to work on it, it only took three months to develop 717.'
'Yes,' Roger said, 'that's something that worries me,
too. Every government in the world is going to be
comforting itself with the same reassuring thought. The
scientists have never failed us yet. We shall never really
believe they will until they do.'
'When a thing has never failed before, it's not a bad
presumption that it won't fail now.'
'No,' Roger said, 'I suppose not.' He lifted his nearly
empty glass. 'Look thy last on all things lovely every
hour. A world without beer? Unimaginable. Drink up
and let's have another.'
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3
The news of Phase 5 of the Chung-Li virus leaked out
during the summer, and was followed by widespread
rioting in those parts of the Far East that were nearest
to the focus of infection. The Western world looked on
with benevolent concern. Grain was shipped to the
troubled areas, where armoured divisions were needed
to protect it. Meanwhile, the efforts to destroy the virus
continued in laboratories and field research stations all
over the world.
Farmers were instructed to keep the closest possible
watch for signs of the virus, with the carefully calculated
prospects of heavy fines for failure to report, and
good compensation for the destruction of virus-stricken
crops. It had been established that Phase 5, like the
original virus, travelled both by root contact and
through the air. By a policy of destroying infected crops
and clearing the ground for some distance around them,
it was hoped to keep the spread of the virus in check
until a means could be found of eradicating it entirely.
The policy was moderately successful. Phase 5, like
its predecessors, reached across the world, but something
like three-quarters of a normal harvest was
gathered in the West. In the East, things went less well.
By August, it was clear that India was faced with an
overwhelming failure of crops, and a consequent
famine. Burma and Japan were very little better off.
In the West, the question of relief for the stricken
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areas began to show a different aspect. World reserve
stocks had already been drastically reduced in the
attempt, in the spring, to succour China. Now, with
the prospect of a poor harvest even in the least affected
areas, what had been instinctive became a matter for
argument.
At the beginning of September, the United States
House of Representatives passed an amendment to a
Presidential bill of food aid, calling for a Plimsoll line
for food stocks for home use. A certain minimum tonnage
of all foods was to be kept in reserve, to be used
inside the United States only.
Arm could not keep her indignation at this to herself.
'Millions facing famine,' she said, 'and those fat old
men refuse them food.'
They were all having tea on the Buckleys' lawn. The
children had retired, with a supply of cakes, into the
shrubbery, from which shrieks and giggles issued at
intervals.
'As one who hopes to live to be a fat old man,' Roger
said, 'I'm not sure I ought not to resent that.'
'You must admit it has a callous ring to it,' John said.
'Any act of self-defence has. The trouble as far as the
Americans are concerned is that their cards are always
on the table. The other grain-producing countries will
just sit on their stocks without saying anything.'
Arm said: 'I can't believe that.'
'Can't you? Let me know when the Russians send
their next grain ship east. I've got a couple of old hats
that might as well be eaten.'
'Even so - there's Canada, Australia, New Zealand.'
'Not if they pay any attention to the British Government.'
'Why should our government tell them not to send
relief?'
'Because we may want it ourselves. We are earnestly
-I might say, desperately - hoping that blood is thicker
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than the water which separates us. If the virus isn't
licked by next summer...'
'But these people are starving now!'
'They have our deepest sympathy.'
She stared at him, for once in undisguised dislike.
'How can you!'
Roger stared back. 'We once agreed about my being
a throwback - remember? If I irritate the people round
me, don't forget they may irritate me occasionally.
Woolly-mindedness does. I believe in self-preservation,
and I'm not prepared to wait until the knife is at my
throat before I start fighting. I don't see the sense in
giving the children's last crust to a starving beggar.'
'Last crust...' Arm looked at the table, covered with
the remains of a lavish tea. 'Is that what you call this?'
Roger said: 'If I were giving the orders in this
country, there wouldn't have been any cake for the past
three months, and precious little bread either. And I
still wouldn't have had any grain to spare for the
Asiatics. Good God! Don't you people ever look at the
economic facts of this country?'
'If we stand by and let those millions starve without
lifting a finger to help, then we deserve to have the same
happen to us,' Arm said.
'Do we?' Roger asked. 'Who are we? Should Mary
and Davey and Steve die of starvation because I'm
callous?'
Olivia said: 'I really think it's best not to talk about it. It isn't as though there's anything we can do about it we
ourselves, anyway. We must just hope things don't
turn out quite so badly.'
'According to the latest news,' John said, 'they've got
something which gives very good results against
Phase5.'
'Exactly!' Arm said. 'And that being so, what justification
can there possibly be for not sending help to the
East? That we might have to be rationed next summer?'
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'Very good results,' Roger said ironically. 'Did you
know they've uncovered three further phases, beyond
5? Personally, I can see only one hope - holding out till
the virus dies on its own account, of old age. They do
sometimes. Whether there will be a blade of grass left
to re-start things with at that stage is another thing
again.'
Olivia bent down, looking at the lawn on which their
chairs rested.
'It's hard to believe,' she said, 'isn't it - that it really
does kill all the grass where it gets a foothold?'
Roger plucked a blade of grass, and held it between
his finger and thumb.
'I've been accused of having no imagination,' he said.
'That's not true, anyway. I can visualise the starving
Indians, all right. But I can also visualise this land brown
and bare, stripped and desert, and children here chewing
the bark off trees.'
For a while they all sat silent; a silence of speech, but
accompanied by distant bird-song and the excited happy
cries of the children.
John said: 'We'd better be getting back. I've got the
car to go over. I've been putting it off too long as it is.'
He called out for Mary and David. 'It may never
happen, Rodge, you know.'
Roger said: 'I'm as slack as the rest of you. I should
be getting into training by learning unarmed combat,
and the best way to slice the human body into its constituent
joints for roasting. As it is, I just sit around.'
On their way home, Arm said suddenly:
'It's a beastly attitude to take up. Beastly!'
John nodded his head, warningly, towards the
children.
Arm said: 'Yes, all right. But it is horrible.'
'He talks a lot,' John said. 'It doesn't mean anything,
really.'
'I think it does.'
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'Olivia was right, you know. There isn't anything we
can do individually. Just wait and see, and hope for the
best.'
'Hope for the best? Don't tell me you've started
taking notice of his gloomy prophecies!'
Not answering immediately, John looked at the scattering
autumn leaves and the neat suburban grass. The
car travelled past a place where, for a space of ten or
fifteen yards, the grass had been uprooted, leaving bare
earth: another minor battlefield in the campaign against
Phase 5.
'No, I don't think so, really. It couldn't happen,
could it?'
As autumn settled into winter, the news from the East
steadily worsened. First India, then Burma and Indo-
China relapsed into famine and barbarism. Japan and
the eastern states of the Soviet Union went shortly afterwards,
and Pakistan erupted into a desperate wave of
Western conquest which, composed though it was of
starving and unarmed vagabonds, reached into Turkey
before it was halted.
Those countries which were still relatively unaffected
by the Chung-Li virus, stared at the scene with a barely
credulous horror. The official news accentuated the size
of this ocean of famine, in which any succour could be
no more than a drop, but avoided the question of
whether food could in fact be spared to help the victims.
And those who agitated in favour of sending supplies
were a minority, and a minority increasingly unpopular
as the extent of the disaster penetrated more clearly,
and its spread to the Western world was more clearly
envisaged.
It was not until near Christmas that grain ships sailed
for the East again. This followed the heartening news
from the southern hemisphere that in Australia and
New Zealand a vigilant system of inspection and des38
truction was keeping the virus under control. The
summer being a particularly brilliant one, there were
prospects of a harvest only a little below average.
With this news came a new wave of optimism. The
disaster in the East, it was explained, had been due as
much as anything to the kind of failure in thoroughness
that might be expected of Asiatics. It might not be
possible to keep the virus out of the fields altogether,
but the Australians and New Zealanders had shown that
it could be held in check there. With a similar vigilance,
the West might survive indefinitely on no worse than
short commons. Meanwhile, the laboratory fight against
the virus was still on. Every day was one day nearer the
moment of triumph over the invisible enemy. It was in
this atmosphere of sober optimism that the Custances
made their customary trip northwards, to spend Christmas
in Blind Gill.
On their first morning, John walked out with his brother
on the rounds of the farm.
They encountered the first bare patch less than a
hundred yards from the farm-house. It was about ten
feet across; the black frozen soil stared nakedly at the
winter sky.
John went over to it curiously, and David followed
him.
'Have you had much of it up here?' John asked.
'Perhaps a dozen like this.'
The grass around the verges of the gash, although
frost-crackled, was clearly sound enough.
'It looks as though you're holding it all right.'
David shook his head. 'Doesn't mean anything.
There's a fair degree of evidence that the virus only
spreads in the growing season, but nobody knows
whether that means it can remain latent in the plant in
the non-growing season, or not. God knows what spring
will bring. A good three-quarters of my own little plague
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spots were end-of-season ones.'
'Then you aren't impressed by the official optimism?'
David jerked his stick towards the bare earth. 'I'm
impressed by that.'
They'll beat it. They're bound to.'
'There was an Order-in-Council,' David said, 'stating that all land previously cropped with grain
should be turned over to potatoes.'
John nodded. 'I heard of it.'
'It's just been cancelled. On the News last night.'
'They must be confident things are going to be all
right.'
David said grimly: 'They can be as confident as they
like. Next spring I'm planting potatoes and beet.'
'No wheat, barley?'
'Not an acre.'
John said thoughtfully: 'If the virus is beaten by then,
grain's going to fetch a high price.'
'Do'you think a few other people haven't thought of
that? Why do you think the Order's been rescinded?'
'It isn't easy, is it?' John asked. 'If they prohibit gram
crops and the virus is beaten, this country will have to
buy all its grain overseas, and at fancy prices.'
'It's a pretty gamble,' David said, ' - the life of the
country against higher taxes.'
'The odds must be very good.'
David shook his head. 'They're not good enough for
me. I'll stick to potatoes.'
David returned to the subject on the afternoon of
Christmas Day. Mary and young David had gone out
into the frosty air to work off the effects of a massive
Christmas dinner. The three adults, preferring a more
placid mode of digestion, lay back in armchairs, halfheartedly
listening to a Haydn symphony on gramophone
records.
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'How did your monstrosity go, John?' David asked. 'Did you get it finished on time?'
John nodded. 'I almost retched when I contemplated
it in all its hideousness. But I think the one we're on
now will be able to give it a few points for really
thoroughgoing ugliness.'
'Do you have to do it?'
'We must take our commissions where they lie. Even
an architect has to accommodate himself to the whims
of the man with the money to spend, and I'm only an
engineer.'
'You're not tied, though, are you - personally tied?'
'Only to the need for money.'
'If you wanted to take a sabbatical year, you could?'
'Of course. There's just the odd problem of keeping
the family out of the gutter.'
'I'd like you to come up here for a year.'
John sat up, startled. 'What?'
'You would be doing me a favour. You needn't worry
about the financial side of things. There's only three
things a farmer can do with his ill-gotten gains - buy
fresh land, spend them on riotous living, or hoard them. I've never wanted to have land outside the valley, and
I'm a poor spender.'
John said slowly: 'Is this because of the virus?'
'It may be silly,' David said, 'but I don't like the look
of things. And I've seen those pictures of what happened
in the East.'
John looked across at Arm. She said:
'That was the East, though, wasn't it? Even if things
were to get short - this country's more disciplined.
We've been used to rationing and shortages. And at
present there's no sign of any real trouble. It's asking
rather a lot for John to throw things in and all of us to
come and sponge on you for a year - just because things
might go wrong.'
'Here we are,' David said, 'sitting round the fire, at
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peace and with full bellies. I know it's hard to imagine a
future in which we shan't be able to go on doing that.
But I'm worried.'
'There's never been a disease yet,' John said, 'either of
plant or animal, that hasn't run itself out, leaving the
species still alive and kicking. Look at the Black Death.'
David shook his head. 'Guess-work. We don't know.
What killed the great reptiles? Ice-ages? Competition?
It could have been a virus. And what happened to all the
plants that have left fossil remains but no descendants?
It's dangerous to argue from the fact that we haven't
come across such a virus in our short period of observation.
A man could live a long life without seeing a comet
visible to the naked eye. It doesn't mean there aren't
any comets.'
John said, with an air of finality: 'It's very good of
you, Dave, but I couldn't, you know. I may not care for
its results, but I like my work well enough. How would
you like to spend a year in Highgate, sitting on your
behind?'
'I'd make a farmer out of you in a month.'
'Out of Davey, maybe.'
The clock that ticked somnolently on the wall had
rested there, spring cleanings apart, for a hundred and
fifty years. The notion of the virus winning, Arm
thought, was even more unlikely here than it had
seemed in London.
She said: 'After all, I suppose we could come up here
if things were to get bad. But there's no sign of them
doing so at present.'
'I've been brooding about it, I expect,' David said.
'There was something Grandfather Beverley said to me,
the first time we came to the valley - that when he had
been outside, and came back through the gap, he always
felt 'hat he could shut the door behind him.'
'It is a bit like that,' Arm said.
'If things do turn out badly,' David went on, 'there
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aren't going to be many safe refuges in England. But
this can be one of them.'
'Hence the potatoes and beet,' John observed.
David said: 'And more.' He looked at them. 'Did you
see that stack of timber by the road, just this side of the
gap?'
'New buildings?'
David stood up and walked across to look out of the
window at the wintry landscape. Still looking out, he
said:
'No. Not buildings. A stockade.'
Arm and John looked at each other. Arm repeated:
'A stockade?'
David swung round. 'A fence, if you like. There's
going to be a gate on this valley - a gate that can be held
by a few against a mob.'
'Are you serious?' John asked him.
He watched this elder brother who had always been
so much less adventurous, less imaginative, than himself.
His manner nov/ was as stolid and unexcited as
ever; he hardly seemed concerned about the implications
of what he had just said.
'Quite serious,' David said.
Arm protested: 'But if things turn out all right, after
all...'
'The countryside,' David said, 'is always happy to
have something to laugh at. Custance's Folly. I'm taking
a chance on looking a fool. I've got an uneasiness in my
bones, and I'm concerned with quietening it. Being a
laughing-stock doesn't count beside that.'
His quiet earnestness impressed them; they were conscious
- Arm particularly - of an impulse to do as he
had urged them: to join him here in the valley and
fasten the gate on the jostling uncertain world outside.
But the impulse could only be brief; there was all the
business of life to remember. Arm said involuntarily:
'The children's schools...'
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David had followed the line of her thought; he
showed neither surprise nor satisfaction. He said:
'There's the school at Lepeton. A year of that
wouldn't hurt them.'
She looked helplessly at her husband. John said:
'There are all sorts of things . . . ' The conviction
communicated from David had already faded; the sort
of thing he was imagining could not possibly happen.
'After all, if things should get worse, we shall have
plenty of warning. We could come up right away, if it
looked grim.'
'Don't leave it too late,' David said.
Arm gave a little shiver, and shook herself. 'In a year's time, all this will seem strange.'
'Yes,' David said, 'it may be it will.'
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4
The lull which seemed to have fallen on the world
continued through the winter. In the Western countries,
schemes for rationing foods were drawn up, and in some
cases applied. Cake disappeared in England, but bread
was still available to all. The Press continued to oscillate
between optimism and pessimism, but with less violent
swings. The important question, most frequently canvassed,
was the length of time that could be expected to
ensue before, with the destruction of the virus, life
might return to normal.
It was significant, John thought, that no one spoke
yet of the reclamation of the lifeless lands of Asia. He
mentioned this to Roger Buckley over luncheon, one
day in late February. They were in Roger's club, the
Treasury.
Roger said: 'No, we try not to think of them too
much, don't we? It's as though we had managed to
chop off the rest of the world, and left just Europe,
Africa, Australasia and the Americas. I saw some pictures
of Central China last week. Even up to a few
months ago, they would have been in the Press. But
they haven't been published, and they're not going to
be published.'
'What were they like?'
'They were in colour. Tasteful compositions in
browns and greys and yellows. All that bare earth and
clay. Do you know - in its way, it was more frightening
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than the famine pictures used to be?'
The waiter padded up and gave them their lagers m
slow and patient ritual. When he had gone, John
queried:
'Frightening?'
'They frightened me. I hadn't understood properly
before quite what a clean sweep the virus makes of a
place. Automatically, you think of it as leaving some grass growing, if only a few tufts here and there. But it
doesn't leave anything. It's only the grasses that have
gone, of course, but it's surprising to realise what a
large amount of territory is covered with grasses of one
kind or another.'
'Any rumours of an answer to it?'
Roger waggled his head in an indeterminate gesture.
'Let's put it this way: the rumours in official circles are
as vague as the ones in the Press, but they do have a note
of confidence.'
John said: 'My brother is barricading himself in. Did I tell you?'
Roger leaned forward, curiously. 'The farmer? How
do you mean - barricading himself in?'
'I've told you about his place - Blind Gill - surrounded
by hills with just one narrow gap leading out.
He's having a fence put up to seal the gap.'
'Go on. I'm interested.'
'That's all there is to it, really. He's uneasy about
what's going to happen in the next growing season -
I've never known him so uneasy. At any rate, he's given
up all his wheat acreage to plant root crops. He even
wanted us all to come and spend a year up there.'
'Until the crisis is over? He is worried.'
'And yet,' John said, 'I've been thinking about it off
and on since then . . . Dave's always been more levelheaded
than I, and when you get down to it, a country-
man's premonitions are not to be taken lightly in this
kind of business. In London, we don't know anything
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except what's spooned out to us.'
Roger looked at him, and smiled. 'Something in what
you say, Johnny, but you must remember that I'm on
the spooning side. Tell me - if I get you the inside
warning of the crack-up in plenty of time, do you think
you could make room for our little trio in your brother's
bolt-hole?'
John said tensely: 'Do you think it's going to come to
a crackup?'
'So far, there's not a sign of it. Those who should be
in the know are radiating the same kind of optimism
that you find in the papers. But I like the sound of Blind
Gill, as an insurance policy. I'll keep my ear to the pipeline.
As soon as there's a little warning tinkle at the
other end, we both take indefinite leave, and our
families, and head for the north? How does it strike
you? Would your brother have us?'
'Yes, of course.' John thought about the idea. 'How
much warning do you think you would get?'
'Enough. I'll keep you informed. In a case like this,
you can rest assured I shall err on the side of caution. I
don't relish the idea of being caught in the London area
in the middle of a famine.'
A trolley was pushed past them, laden with assorted
cheeses. The air was instilled with the drowsy somnolence
of midday in the dining-room of a London club.
The murmur of voices was an easy and untroubled one.
John waved an arm. 'It's difficult to imagine anything
denting this.'
Roger surveyed the scene in turn, his eyes mild but
acute.
'Quite undeniable, I agree. After all, as the Press has
told us sufficiently often, we're not Asiatics. It's going to
be interesting, watching us being British and stiff-lipped,
while the storm-clouds gather. Undeniable. But what
happens when we crack?'
Their waiter came with their chops. He was a garru-
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lous little man, with less hauteur than most of the others
here.
'No,' Roger said, 'interesting - but not interesting
enough to make me want to stop and see it.'
Spring was late in coming; a period of dry, cold, cloudy
weather lasted through March and into April. When, in
the second week of April, it was succeeded by a warm,
moist spell, it was a shock to see that the Chung-Li virus
had lost none of its vigour. As the grass grew, in fields
or gardens or highways, its blades were splotched with
darker green - green that spread and turned into rotting
brown. There was no escaping the evidence of these new
inroads.
John got hold of Roger.
He asked him: 'What's the news at your end?*
'Oddly enough, very good.'
John said: 'My lawn's full of it. I started cutting-out
operations but then I saw that all the grass in the
district's got it.'
'Mine, too,' Roger said. 'A warm putrefying shade of
brown. The penalties for failing to cut out infected
grasses are being rescinded, by the way.'
'What's the good news, then? It looks grim enough to
me.'
'The papers will be carrying it tomorrow. The Bureau
UNESCO set up claim they've got the answer. They've
bred a virus that feeds on Chung-Li - all phases.'
John said: 'It comes at what might otherwise have
been a decidedly awkward moment. You don't
think...?'
Roger smiled. 'It was the first thing I did think. But
the bulletin announcing it has been signed by a gang of
people, including some who wouldn't falsify the results
of a minor experiment to save their aged parents from
the stake. It's genuine, all right.'
'Saved by the bell,' John said slowly. 'I don't like to
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think what would have happened this summer otherwise.'
'I don't mind thinking about it,' Roger said. 'It was
participation I was anxious to avoid.'
'I was wondering about sending the children back to
school. I suppose it's all right now.'
'Better there, I should think,' Roger said. 'There are
bound to be shortages, because they will hardly be able
to get the new virus going on a large enough scale to
do much about saving this year's harvest. London will
feel the pinch more than most places, probably.'
The UNESCO report was given the fullest publicity,
and the Government at the same time issued its own
appraisal of the situation. The United States, Canada,
Australia and New Zealand all held grain stocks and
were all prepared to impose rationing on their own
populations with a view to making these stocks last over
the immediate period of shortage. In Britain, a similar
but more severe rationing of grain products and meat
was introduced.
Once again the atmosphere lightened. The combination
of news of an answer to the virus and news of the
imposition of rationing produced an effect both bracing
and hopeful. When a letter came from David, its tone
appeared almost ludicrously out of key.
He wrote:
'There isn't a blade of grass left in the valley. I killed
the last of the cows yesterday -I understand that someone
in London had the sense to arrange for an extension
of refrigerating space during last winter, but it won't be
enough to cope with the beef that will be coming under
the knife in the next few weeks. I'm salting mine. Even
if things go right, it will be years before this country
knows what meat is again - or milk, or cheese.
'And I wish I could believe that things are going to go
right. It's not that I disbelieve this report - I know the
reputation of the people who have signed it - but reports
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don't seem to mean very much when I can look out and
see black instead of green.
'Don't forget you're welcome any time you decide to
pack your things up and come. I'm not really bothered
about the valley. We can live on root crops and pork I'm
keeping the pigs going because they're the only
animal I know that might thrive on a diet of potatoes.
We'll manage very well here. It's the land outside I'm
worried about.'
John threw the letter across to Arm and went to look
out of the window of the sitting-room. Arm frowned as
she read it.
'He's still taking it all terribly seriously, isn't he?' she
asked.
'Evidently.'
John looked out at what had been the lawn and was
now a patch of brown earth speckled with occasional
weeds. Already it had become familiar.
'You don't think,' Arm said, 'living up there with
only the Hillens and the farm men . . . it's a pity he
never married.'
'He's going off his rocker, you mean? He's not the
only pessimist about the virus.'
'This bit at the end,' Arm said. She quoted:
'In a way, I think I feel it would be more right for the
virus to win, anyway. For years now, we've treated the
land as though it were a piggy-bank, to be raided. And
the land, after all, is life itself.'
John said: 'We're cushioned - we never did see a
great deal of grass, so not seeing any doesn't make much
difference. It's bound to have a more striking effect in
the country.'
'But it's almost as though he wants the virus to win.'
'The countryman always has disliked and mistrusted
the townsman. He sees him as a gaping mouth on top of
a lazy body. I suppose most farmers would be happy
enough to see the urban dweller take a small tumble.
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Only this tumble, if it were taken, would be anything
but small. I don't think David wants Chung-Li to beat
us, though. He's just got it on his mind.'
Arm was silent for a while. John looked round at her.
She was staring at the blank screen of the television set,
with David's letter tightly held in one hand.
'It may be he's getting a bit of a worriter in his old
age. Bachelor farmers often do.'
Arm said: This idea - of Roger warning us if things
go wrong so that we can all travel north - is it still on?'
John said curiously: 'Yes, of course. Though it hardly
seems pressing now.'
'Can we rely on him?'
'Don't you think so? Even if he were willing to take
chances with our lives, do you think he would with his
own - and with Olivia's, and Steve's?'
'I suppose not. It's just...'
'If there were going to be trouble, we shouldn't need
Roger's warning, anyway. We should see it coming, a
mile off.'
Arm said: 'I was thinking about the children.'
'They'll be all right. Davey even likes the tinned
hamburger the Americans are sending us.'
Arm smiled. 'Yes, we've always got the tinned hamburger
to fall back on, I suppose.'
They went down to the sea as usual with the Buckleys
when the children came back for the summer half-
term holiday. It was a strange journey through a land
showing only the desolate bareness of virus-choked
ground, interspersed with fields where the abandoned
grain crops had been replaced by roots. But the roads
themselves were as thronged with traffic, and it was as
difficult as ever to find a not too crowded patch of
coast.
The weather was warm, but the air was dark with
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clouds that continually threatened rain. They did not
go far from the caravan.
Their halting-place was on a spur of high ground,
looking down to the shingle, and giving a wide view of
the Channel. Davey and Steve showed great interest in
the traffic on the sea; there was a fleet of small vessels
a couple of miles off shore.
'Fishing smacks,' Roger explained. To make up for
the meat we haven't got, because there isn't any grass
for the cows.'
'And rationed from Monday,' Olivia said. 'Fancy fish
rationed!'
'It was about time,' Arm commented. The prices
were getting ridiculous.'
The smooth mechanism of the British national
economy continues to mesh with silent efficiency,'
Roger said. They told us that we were different from
the Asiatics, and by God they were right! The belt
tightens notch by notch, and no one complains.'
There wouldn't be much point in complaining, would
there?' Arm asked.
John said: 'It's rather different now that the ultimate
prospects are fairly good. I don't know how calm and
collected we should be if they weren't.'
Mary, who had been drying herself in the caravan
after a bathe, looked out of the window at them.
The fishcakes at school always used to be a tin of
anchovies to twenty pounds of potatoes - now it's more
like a tin to two hundred pounds. What are the ultimate
prospects of that, Daddy?'
'Potato-cakes,' John said, 'and the empty tin circulating
along the tables for you all to have a sniff. Very
nourishing, too.'
Davey said: 'Well, I don't see why they've rationed
sweets. You don't get sweets out of grass, do you?'
Too many people had started to fill up on them,'
John told him. 'You included. Now you're confined to
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your own ration, and what Mary doesn't get off your
mother's and mine. Contemplate your good fortune.
You might be an orphan.'
'Well, how long's the rationing going to go on?' 'A few years yet, so you'd better get used to it.'
'It's a swindle,' Davey said,' - rationing, without even
the excitement of there being a war on.'
The children went back to school, and for the rest life
continued as usual. At one time, soon after they had
made their pact, John had made a point of telephoning
Roger whenever two or three days went by without their
meeting, but now he did not bother.
Food rationing tightened gradually, but there was
enough food to stay the actual pangs of hunger. There
was news that in some other countries similarly situated,
food riots had taken place, notably in the countries
bordering the Mediterranean. London reacted smugly
to this, contrasting that indiscipline with its own patient
and orderly queues for goods in short supply.
'Yet again,' a correspondent wrote to the Daily
Telegraph, 'it falls to the British peoples to set an example
to the world in the staunch and steadfast bearing
of their misfortunes. Things may grow darker yet, but
that patience and fortitude is something we know will
not fail.'
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John had gone down to the site of their new building,
which was rising on the edge of the City. Trouble had
developed on the tower-crane, and everything was held
up as a result. His presence was not strictly required,
but he had been responsible for the selection of a crane,
which was of a type they had not used previously, and
he wanted to be on the spot.
He was actually in the cabin of the crane, looking
down into the building's foundations, when he saw
Roger waving to him from the ground. He waved back,
and Roger's gestures changed to a beckoning that even
from that height could be recognised as imperative.
He turned to the mechanic who was working beside
him. 'How's she coming now?'
'Bit better. Clear it this morning, I reckon.'
'I'll be back later on.'
Roger was waiting for him at the bottom of the
ladder.
John said: 'Dropped in to see what kind of a nfess we
were in?'
Roger did not smile. He glanced round the busy levels
of the site.
'Anywhere we can talk privately?'
John shrugged. 'I could clear the manager out of his
cubby-hole. But there's a little pub just across the road,
which would be better.'
'Anywhere you like. But right away. O.K.?'
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Roger's face was as mild and relaxed as ever, but his
voice was sharp and urgent. They went across the road
together. The Grapes' had a small private bar which
was not much used and now, at eleven-thirty, was
empty.
John got double whiskies for them both and brought
them to the table, in the corner farthest from the bar,
where Roger was sitting. He asked:
'Bad news?'
'We've got to move,' Roger said. He had a drink of
whisky. The balloon's up.'
'How?'
The bastards!' Roger said. The bloody murdering
bastards. We aren't like the Asiatics. We're true-blue
Englishmen and we play cricket.'
His anger, bitter and savage, with nothing feigned in
it, brought home to John the awareness of crisis. He
said sharply:
'What is it? What's happening?'
Roger finished his drink. The barmaid passed through
their section of the bar and he called for two more
doubles. When he had got them, he said:
'First things first - game, set and match to Chung-Li.
We've lost.'
'What about the counter-virus?'
'Funny things, viruses,' Roger said. They stand in
time's eye like principalities and powers, only on a
shorter scale. All-conquering for a century, or for three
or four months, and then - washed out. You don't often
get a Rome, holding its power for half a millennium.'
•Well?'
The Chung-Li virus is a Rome. If the counter-virus
had been even a France or a Spain it would have been
all right. But it was only a Sweden. It still exists, but in
the mild and modified form that viruses usually relapse
into. It won't touch Chung-Li.'
'When did this happen?'
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'God knows. Some time ago. They managed to keep
it quiet while they were trying to re-breed the virulent
strain.'
'They've not abandoned the attempt, surely?'
'I don't know. I suppose not. It doesn't matter.*
'Surely it matters.'
'For the last month,' Roger said, 'this country has
been living on current supplies of food, with less than
half a week's stocks behind us. In fact, we've been relying
absolutely on the food ships from America and the
Commonwealth. I knew this before, but I didn't think
it important. The food had been pledged to us.'
The barmaid returned and began to polish the bar
counter; she was whistling a popular song. Roger
dropped his voice.
'My mistake was pardonable, I think. In normal circumstances
the pledges would have been honoured. Too
much of the world had vanished into barbarism already;
people were willing to make some sacrifices to save the
rest.
'But charity still begins at home. That's why I said it
doesn't matter whether they do succeed in getting the
counter-virus back in shape. The fact is that the people
who've got the food don't believe they will. And as a
result, they want to make sure they aren't giving away
stuff they will need themselves next winter. The last
foodship from the other side of the Atlantic docked at
Liverpool yesterday. There may be some still on the
seas from Australasia, and they may or may not be recalled
home before they reach us.'
John said: 'I see.' He looked at Roger. 'Is that what
you meant about murdering bastards? But they do have
to look after their own people. It's hard on us . ..'
'No, that wasn't what I meant. I told you I had a pipeline
up to the top. It was Haggerty, the P.M.'s secretary. I did him a good turn a few years ago. He's done me a
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damn sight better turn in giving me the lowdown on
what's happening.
'Everything's been at top-Governmental level. Our
people knew what was going to happen a week ago.
They've been trying to get the food-suppliers to change
their minds - and hoping for a miracle, I suppose. But
all they did get was secrecy - an undertaking that they
would not be embarrassed in any steps they thought
necessary for internal control by the news being spread
round the world. That suited everybody's book - the people across the ocean will have some measures of
their own to take before the news breaks - not comparable
with ours, of course, but best prepared undisturbed.'
'And our measures?' John asked. 'What are they?'
'The Government fell yesterday. Welling has taken
over, but Lucas is still in the Cabinet. It's very much a
palace revolution. Lucas doesn't want the blood on his
hands - that's all.'
'Blood?'
'These islands hold about fifty-four million people.
About forty-five million of them live in England. If a
third of that number could be supported on a diet of
roots, we should be doing well. The only difficulty is how
do you select the survivors?'
John said grimly: 'I should have thought it was
obvious - they select themselves.'
'It's a wasteful method, and destructive of good order
and discipline. We've taken our discipline fairly lightly
in this country, but its roots run deep. It's always likely
to rise in a crisis.'
'Welling -' John said, 'I've never cared for the sound
of him.'
'The time throws up the man. I don't like the swine
myself, but something like him was inevitable. Lucas
could never make up his mind about anything.' Roger
looked straight ahead. 'The Army is moving into posi-
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tion today on the outskirts of London and all other
major population centres. The roads will be closed from
dawn tomorrow.'
John said: 'If that's the best he can think of ... no
army in the world would stop a city from bursting out
under pressure of hunger. What does he think he's
going to gain?'
'Time. Enough of that precious commodity to complete
the preparations for his second line of action.'
'And that is?'
'Atom bombs for the small cities, hydrogen bombs
for places like Liverpool, Birmingham, Glasgow, Leeds
- and two or three of them for London. It doesn't matter
about wasting them - they won't be needed in the foreseeable
future.'
For a moment, John was silent. Then he said slowly:
'I can't believe that. No one could do that.'
'Lucas couldn't. Lucas always was the common man's
Prime Minister - suburban constraints and suburban
prejudices and emotions. But Lucas will stand by as a
member of Welling's Cabinet, ostentatiously washing
his hands while the plans go forward. What else do you
expect of the common man?'
'They will never get people to man the planes.'
'We're in a new era,' Roger said. 'Or a very old one.
Wide loyalties are civilised luxuries. Loyalties are going
to be narrow from now on, and the narrower the fiercer.
If it were the only way of saving Olivia and Steve, I'd
man one of those planes myself.'
Revolted, John said: 'No!'
'When I spoke about murdering bastards,' Roger said, 'I spoke with admiration as well as disgust. From now
on, I propose to be one where necessary, and I very
much hope you are prepared to do the same.'
'But to drop hydrogen bombs on cities - of one's
own people...'
'Yes, that's what Welling wants time for. I should
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think it will take at least twenty-four hours - perhaps as
long as forty-eight. Don't be a fool, Johnny! It's not so
long ago that one's own people were the people in the
same village. As a matter of fact, he can put a good
cloak of generosity over the act.'
'Generosity? Hydrogen bombs?'
They're going to die. In England, at least thirty
million people are going to die before the rest can scrape
a living. Which way's best - of starvation or being
killed for your flesh - or by a hydrogen bomb? It's
quick, after all. And you can keep the numbers down to
thirty million that way and preserve the fields to grow
the crops to support the rest. That's the theory of it.'
From another part of the public-house, light music
came to them as the barmaid switched on a portable
wireless. The ordinary world continued, untouched, untroubled.
'It can't work,' John said.
'I'm inclined to agree,' said Roger. 'I think the news
will leak, and I think the cities will burst their seams
before Welling has got his bomber fleet properly lined
up. But I'm not under any illusion that things will be
any better that way. At my guess, it means fifty million
dying instead of thirty, and a far more barbarous and
primitive existence for those that do survive. Who is
going to have the power to protect the potato fields against the roaming mob? Who is going to save seed
potatoes for next year? Welling's a swine, but a clear-
sighted swine. After his fashion, he's trying to save the
country.'
'You think the news will get out?'
In his mind he visualised a panic-stricken London,
with himself and Arm caught in it - unable to get to the
children.
Roger grinned. 'Worrying, isn't it? It's a funny thing,
but I have an idea we shall worry less about London's
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teeming millions once we're away from them. And the
sooner we get away, the better.'
John said: 'The children...'
'Mary at Beckenham, and Davey at that place in
Hertfordshire. I've thought about that. We can get
Davey on the way north. Your job is to go and pick
Mary up. Right away. I'll go and get word to Arm. She
can pack essentials. Olivia and Steve and I will be at
your place, with our car loaded. When you get there
with Mary, we'll load your car and get moving. If
possible, we should be clear of London well before nightfall.'
'I suppose we must,' John said.
Roger followed his gaze around the interior of the
bar - flowers in a polished copper urn, a calendar blowing
in a small breeze, floors still damp from scrubbing.
'Say goodbye to it,' he said. 'That's yesterday's world.
From now on, we're peasants, and lucky at that.'
Beckenham, Roger had told him, was included in the
area to be sealed off. He was shown into the study of
Miss Errington, the headmistress, and waited there for
her. The room was neat, but still feminine. It was a combination,
he remembered, that had impressed Arm, as Miss Errington herself had done. She was a very tall
woman, with a gentle humorousness.
She bowed her head coming through the door, and
said:
'Good afternoon, Mr Custance.' It was, John noted,
just half an hour after noon. 'I'm sorry to have kept
you waiting.'
'I hope I haven't brought you away from your
luncheon?'
She smiled. 'It is no hardship these days, Mr Custance.
You've come about Mary?'
'Yes. I should like to take her back with me.'
Miss Errington said: 'Do have a seat.' She looked at
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him, calmly considerate. 'You want to take her away?
Why?'
This was the moment that made him feel the bitter
weight of his secret knowledge. He must give no warning
of what was to happen; Roger had insisted on that,
and he agreed. It was as essential to their plans as to
Welling's larger scheme of destruction that no news
should get out.
And that necessity required that he should leave this
tall, gentle woman, along with her charges, to die.
He said lamely: 'It's a family matter. A relative, passing
through London. You understand...'
'You see, Mr Custance, we try to keep breaks of this
kind to a minimum. You will appreciate that it's very
unsettling. It's rather different at weekends.'
'Yes, I do see that. It's her - uncle, and he's going
abroad by air this evening.'
'Really? For long?
More glibly, he continued: 'He may be gone for some
years. He was very anxious to see Mary before he went.'
'You could have brought him here, of course.' Miss
Errington hesitated. 'When would you be bringing her
back?'
'I could bring her back this evening.'
'Well, in that case . . . I'll go and ask someone to get
her.' She walked over to the door, and opened it. She
called into the corridor: 'Helena? Would you ask Mary
Custance to come along here, please? Her father has
come to see her.' To John, she said: 'If it's only for the
afternoon, she won't want her things, will she?'
'No,' he said, 'it doesn't matter about them.'
Miss Errington sat down again. 'I should tell you I'm
very pleased with your daughter, Mr Custance. At her
age, girls divide out - one sees something of what they
are going to turn into. Mary has been coming along
very well lately. I believe she might have a very fine
academic future, if she wished.'
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Academic future, John thought - helping to hold a
tiny oasis against a desert world.
He said: 'That's very gratifying.'
Miss Errington smiled. 'Although, probably, the point
is itself academic. One doubts if the young men of her
acquaintance will permit her to settle into so barren a
life.'
'I see nothing barren in it, Miss Errington. Your own
must be very full.'
She laughed. 'It has turned out better than I thought
it would! I'm beginning to look forward to my retirement.'
Mary came in, curtseyed briefly to Miss Errington,
and ran over to John.
'Daddy! What's happened?'
Miss Errington said: 'Your father wishes to take you
away for a few hours. Your uncle is passing through
London, on his way abroad, and would like to see you.'
'Uncle David? Abroad?'
John said quickly: 'It's quite unexpected. I'll explain
everything to you on the way. Are you ready to come as
you are?'
'Yes, of course.'
'Then I shan't keep you,' Miss Errington said. 'Can
you have her back for eight o'clock, Mr Custance?'
'I shall try my best.'
She held her long delicate hand out. 'Goodbye.'
John hesitated; his mind rebelled against taking her hand and leaving her with no inkling of what lay ahead.
And yet he dared not tell her; nor, he thought, would
she believe him if he did.
He said: 'If I do fail to bring Mary back by eight, it
will be because I have learned that the whole of London
is to be swallowed up in an earthquake. So if we don't
come back, I advise you to round up the girls and take
them out into the country. At whatever inconvenience.'
Miss Errington looked at him with mild astonishment
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that he should descend into such absurd and tasteless
clowning. Mary also was watching him in surprise.
The headmistress said: 'Well, yes, but of course you
will be back by eight.'
He said, miserably: 'Yes, of course.'
As the car pulled out of the school grounds, Mary said:
'It isn't Uncle David, is it?'
'No.'
'What is it, then, Daddy?'
'I can't tell you yet. But we're leaving London.'
'Today? Then I shan't go back to school tonight?'
He made no answer. 'Is it something dreadful?'
'Dreadful enough. We're going to live in the valley.
Will you like that?'
She smiled. 'I wouldn't call it dreadful.'
'The dreadful part,' he said slowly, 'will be for other
people.'
They reached home soon after two. As they walked
up the garden path, Arm opened the door for them. She
looked tense and unhappy. John put an arm round her.
'Stage one completed without mishap. Everything's
going well, darling. Nothing to worry about. Roger and
the others not here?'
'It's his car. Cylinder block cracked, or something.
He's round at the garage, hurrying them up. They're all
coming over as soon as possible.'
'Has he any idea how long?' John asked sharply.
'Shouldn't be more than an hour.'
Mary asked: 'Are the Buckleys coming with us?
What's happening?'
Arm said: 'Run up to your room, darling. I've packed
your things for you, but I've left just a little space for
anything which I've left out which you think is specially
important. But you will have to be very discriminating.
It's only a very little space.'
'How long are we going for?'
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Arm said: 'A long time, perhaps. In fact, you might
as well act as though we were never coming back.'
Mary looked at them for a moment. Then she said
gravely:
'What about Davey's things? Shall I look through
those as well?'
'Yes, darling,' Arm said. 'See if there's anything important
I've missed.'
When Mary had gone upstairs, Arm clung to her
husband.
'John, it can't be true!'
'Roger told you the whole story?'
'Yes. But they couldn't do it. They couldn't possibly.*
'Couldn't they? I've just told Miss Errington I shall
be bringing Mary back this evening. Knowing what I
know, is there very much difference?'
Arm was silent. Then she said:
'Before all this is over . . . are we going to hate ourselves?
Or are we just going to get used to things, so
that we don't realise what we're turning into?'
John said: 'I don't know. I don't know anything, except
that we've got to save ourselves and save the
children.'
'Save them for what?' I
'We can work that out later. Things seem brutal
now - leaving without saying a word to all the others
who don't know what's going to happen - but we can't
help it. When we get to the valley, it will be different.
We shall have a chance of living decently again.'
'Decently?'
Things will be hard, but it may not be a bad life. It
will be up to us what we make of it. At least, we shall
be our own masters. It will no longer be a matter of
living on the sufferance of a State that cheats and bullies
and swindles its citizens and, at last, when they become
a burden, murders them.'
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'No, I suppose not.'
'Bastards!' Roger said. 'I paid them double for a rush
job, and then had to hang around for three-quarters of
an hour while they looked for their tools.'
It was four o'clock. Arm said:
'Have we time for a cup of tea? I was just going to
put the kettle on.'
'Theoretically,' Roger said, 'we've got all the time in
the world. All the same, I think we'll skip the tea.
There's an atmosphere about - uneasiness. There must
have been some other leaks, and I wonder just how
many. Anyway, I shall feel a lot happier when we're
clear of London.'
Arm nodded. 'All right.' She walked through to the
kitchen. John called after her:
'Anything I can get for you?'
Arm looked back. 'I left the kettle full of water. I was
just going to put it away.'
'That's our hope,' Roger said. 'The feminine stabiliser.
She's leaving her home for ever, but she puts the
kettle away. A man would be more likely to kick it
round the floor, and then set fire to the house.'
They pulled away from the Custance's house with
John's car leading, and drove to the north. They were
to follow the Great North Road to a point beyond
Welwyn and then branch west in the direction of
Davey's school.
As they were passing through East Finchley, they
heard the sound of Roger's horn, and a moment later
he accelerated past them and drew up just ahead. As
they went past, Olivia, leaning out of the window,
called:
'Radio!'
John switched on.
'... emphasised too strongly that there is no basis to
any of the rumours that have been circulating. The
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entire situation is under control, and the country has
ample stocks of food.'
The others walked back and stood by the car. Roger
said:
'Someone's worried.'
'Virus-free grain is being planted,' the voice continued,
'in several parts of England, Wales and Scotland,
and there is every expectation of a late-autumn crop.'
'Planting in July!' John exclaimed.
'Stroke of genius,' Roger said. 'When there's rumour
of bad news, say that Fairy Godmother is on her way
down the chimney. Plausibility doesn't matter at a time
like that.'
The announcer's voice changed slightly:
'It is the Government's view that danger could only
arise from panic in the population at large. As a
measure towards preventing this, various temporary
regulations have been promulgated, and come into
force immediately.
The first of these deals with restrictions on movements.
Travel between cities is temporarily forbidden.
It is hoped that a system of priorities for essential movements
will be ready by tomorrow, but the preliminary
ban is absolute...'
Roger said. 'They've jumped the gun! Come on - let's
try and crash through. They may not be ready for us
yet.'
The two cars drove north again, across the North
Circular Road, and through North Finchley and Barnet.
The steady reassuring voice on the radio continued to
drone out regulations, and then was followed by the
music of a cinema organ. The streets showed their usual
traffic, with people shopping or simply walking about.
There was no evidence of panic here in the outer
suburbs. Trouble, if there were any, would have started
in Central London.
They met the road block just beyond Wrotham Park.
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Barriers had been set up in the road; there were khaki-
clad figures on the other side. The two cars halted. John
and Roger went over to the road block. Already there
were half a dozen motorists there, arguing with the
officer in charge. Others, having abandoned the argument,
were preparing to turn their cars and drive back.
Ten bloody minutes!' Roger said. 'We can't have
missed it by more; there would have been a much bigger
pileup.'
The officer was a pleasant, rather wide-eyed young
fellow, clearly enjoying what he saw as an unusual kind
of exercise.
'I'm very sorry,' he was saying, 'but we're simply
carrying out orders. No travel out of JCondon is permitted.'
The man who was at the front of the objectors, about
fifty, heavily built and darkly Jewish in appearance,
said:
'But my business is in Sheffield! I only drove down to
London yesterday.' <
'You'll have to listen to the news on the wireless,' the
officer said. 'They're going to have some kind of arrangements
for people like you.'
Roger said quietly: 'This is no go, Johnny. We
couldn't even bribe him with a mob like this around.'
The officer went on: 'Don't treat this as official, but
I've been told the whole thing's only a manoeuvre.
They're trying out panic precautions, just to be on the
safe side. It will probably be called off in the morning.'
The heavily built man said: 'If it's only a manoeuvre,
you can let us few get through. It doesn't matter, does
it?'
The young officer grinned. 'Sorry. It's as easy to land
a general court-martial for dereliction of duty on'
manoeuvres as it is when there's a war on! I advise you
to go back to town and try tomorrow.'
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Roger jerked his head, and he and John began to walk
back to the cars. Roger said:
'Very cleverly carried out. Unofficially, only a manoeuvre.
That gets over the scruples of the troops. I
wonder if they are going to be left to burn with the rest?
I suppose so.'
'Worth trying to tell them what's really happening?'
'Wouldn't get anywhere. And they might very well
run us in for spreading false rumours. That's one of the
new regulations - did you hear it?'
They reached the cars. John said:
'Then what do we do? Ditch the cars, and try it on
foot, through the fields?'
Arm said: 'What's happening? They won't let us
through?'
'They'll have the fields patrolled,' Roger said. 'Probably
with tanks. We wouldn't have a chance on foot.'
In an edged voice, Arm said: 'Then what can we do?'
Roger looked at her, laughing. 'Easy, Annie! Every-
thing's under control.'
John was grateful for the strength and confidence in
the laugh. They lightened his own spirits.
Roger said: 'The first thing to do is get away from
here, before we land ourselves in a traffic jam.' Cars
were beginning to pile up behind them in the road.
'Back towards Chipping Barnet, and there's a sharp
fork to the right. We'll go first. See you there.'
It was a quiet road: urbs in rure. The two cars pulled
up in a secluded part of it. There were modern detached
houses on the other side, but here the road fringed a
small plantation.
The Buckleys left their car, and Olivia and Steve got
in the back with Arm.
Roger said: 'Point one - this road bypasses A. I and
will take us to Hatfield. But I don't think it's worth trying
it just yet. There's bound to be a road-block on it,
and we would be no more likely to get through it this
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evening than we should have been on A. I.'
A Vanguard swept past them along the road, closely
followed by an Austin which John recognised as having
been at the road-block. Roger nodded after them.
'Quite a few will try it, but they wont get anywhere.'
Steve said: 'Couldn't we crash one of the barriers,
Dad? I've seen them on the pictures.'
'This isn't the pictures,' Roger said. 'Quite a few
people will be trying to get through the blocks this evening.
It will be quieter at night, and better in other
ways, too. We'll keep your car here. I'm taking ours
back into Town - and there's something I think I ought
to pick up.'
Arm said: 'You're not going back in there!'
'It's necessary. I hope I shan't be more than a couple
of hours at the outside.'
John understood Roger too well to think that when
he spoke of picking something up he could be referring
to an oversight in his original plans. This was a new
factor.
He said: 'Not likely to be any trouble in a spot like
this is there?' Roger shook his head. 'In that case, I'll come back with you. Two will be safer than one if
you're going south.'
Roger thought about this for a moment. He said:
Yes. O.K.'
'But you don't know what it's going to be like in
London!' Arm said. 'There may be rioting. Surely there
can't be anything important enough to make you take
risks like that?'
'From now on,' Roger said, 'if we're going to survive
we shall have to take risks. If you want to know, I'm
going back for firearms. Things are breaking up faster
than I thought they would. But there's no danger back
there this evening.'
Arm said: 'I want you to stay, John.*
'Now, Arm...' John began. 69
Roger broke in. 'If we want to kill ourselves, wasting
time in wrangling is as good a way as any. This party's
got to have a leader, and his word has got to be acted on
as soon as it's spoken. Toss you for it, Johnny.'
'No. It's yours.'
Roger took a half-crown from his pocket. He spun it
up.
'Call!'
They watched the twinkling nickel-silver. 'Heads,*
John said. The coin hit the metalled road and rolled into
the gutter. Roger bent down to look at it.
'All yours,'he said.'Well?'
John kissed Arm, and then got out of the car. 'We'll
be back as soon as possible,' he said.
Arm commented bitterly: 'Are we chattels again
already?'
Roger laughed. 'The world's great age,' he said, 'begins
anew, the golden years return.'
'We can just make it,' Roger said. 'He doesn't put up
the shutters until six. Only a little business - one man
and a boy - but he's got some useful stock.'
They were driving now through the chaos of rush-
hour in Central London. On that chaos, the usual
rough-and-ready pattern was imposed by traffic lights
and white-armed policemen. There was no sign of anything
out of the ordinary. As the lights turned green in
front of their car, the familiar breaker of jaywalkers
swelled across the road.
'Sheep,' John said bitterly, 'for the slaughter.'
Roger glanced at him. 'Let's hope they stay that way.
See it clearly and see it whole. Quite a few millions have
got to die. Our concern is to avoid joining them.'
Just past the lights, he pulled off the main street into
a narrow side-street. It was five minutes to six.
'Will he serve us?' John asked.
Roger pulled in to the kerb, opposite a little shop dis-
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playing sporting guns. He put the car in neutral, but left
the engine running.
'He will,' he said, 'one way or another.'
There was no one in the shop except the proprietor,
a small hunched man, with a deferential salesman's
face and incongruously watchful eyes. He looked about
sixty.
Roger said: 'Evening, Mr Pirrie. Just caught you?'
Mr Pirrie's hands rested on the counter. 'Well - Mr
Buckley, isn't it? Yes, I was just closing. Anything I
can get you?'
Roger said: 'Well, let me see. Couple of revolvers,
couple of good rifles with telescopic sights; and the
ammo of course. And do you stock automatics?'
Pirrie smiled gently. 'Licence?'
Roger had advanced until he was standing on the
other side of the counter from the old man. 'Do you
think it's worth bothering about that?' he asked. 'You
know I'm not a gunman. I want the stuff in a hurry, and
I'll give you more than fair price for it.'
Pirrie's head shook slightly; his eyes did not leave
Roger's face.
'I don't do that kind of business.*
'Well, what about that little .22 rifle over there?'
Roger pointed. Pirrie's eyes looked in the same direction,
and as they did so, Roger leapt for his throat. John thought at first that the little man had caved in
under the attack, but a moment later he saw him clear
of Roger and standing back. His right hand held a revolver.
He said: 'Stand still, Mr Buckley. And your friend.
The trouble with raiding a gunsmith's is that you are
likely to encounter a man who has some small skill in
handling weapons. Please don't interrupt me while I
telephone.'
He had backed away until his free hand was near the
telephone.
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Roger said sharply: 'Wait a minute. I've got something
to offer you.'
'I don't think so.'
'Your life?'
Pirrie's hand held the telephone handpiece, but had
not yet lifted it. He smiled. 'Surely not.'
'Why do you think I tried to knock you out? You
can't imagine I would do it if I weren't desperate.'
'I'm inclined to agree with you on that,' Pirrie said
politely. 'I should not have let anyone else come so close
to overpowering me, but one does not expect desperation
in a Senior Civil Servant. Not so violent a desperation,
at least.'
Roger said: 'We have left our families in a car just off
the Great North Road. There's room for another if you
care to join us.'
'I understand,' Pirrie said, 'that travel out of London
is temporarily forbidden.'
Roger nodded. 'That's one reason we wanted the
arms. We're getting out tonight.'
'You didn't get the arms.'
'Your credit, not my discredit,' Roger said, 'and
damn well you know it.'
Pirrie removed his hand from the telephone. 'Perhaps
you would care to give me a brief explanation of your
urgent need for arms and for getting out of London.'
He listened, without interrupting, while Roger talked.
At the end, he said softly:
'A farm, you say, in a valley? A valley that can be
defended?'
'By half a dozen,' John put in, 'against an army.'
Pirrie lowered the revolver he held. 'I had a telephone
call this afternoon,' he said, 'from the local Superintendent
of Police. He asked me if I wanted a guard here.
He seemed very concerned for my safety, and the only
explanation he offered was that there were some silly
rumours about, which might lead to trouble.'
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'He didn't insist on a guard?' Roger aslced.
'No. I suppose there would have been the disadvantage
that a police guard becomes conspicuous.' He
nodded politely to Roger. 'You will understand how I
chanced to be so well prepared for you.'
'And now?' John pressed him. 'Do you believe us?'
Pirrie sighed. 'I believe that you believe it. Apart from
that, I have been wondering myself if there were any
reasonable way of getting out of London. Even without
fully crediting your tale, I do not care to be compulsorily
held here. And your tale does not strain my
credulity as much, perhaps, as it ought. Living with
guns, as I have done, one loses the habit of looking
for gentleness in men.'
Roger said: 'Right. Which guns do we take?'
Pirrie turned slightly, and this time picked up the
telephone. Automatically, Roger moved towards him.
Pirrie looked at the gun in his hand, and tossed it to
Roger.
'I am telephoning to my wife,' he said. 'We live in
St John's Wood. I imagine that if you can get two cars
out, you can get three? The extra vehicle may come in
useful.'
He was dialling the number. Roger said wamingly:
'Careful what you say over that.'
Pirrie said into the mouthpiece: 'Hello, my dear. I'm
just preparing to leave. I thought it might be nice to pay
a visit to the Rosenblums this evening - yes, the Rosenblums.
Get things ready, would you? I shall be right
along.'
He replaced the receiver. 'The Rosenblums,' he explained,
'live in Leeds. Millicent is very quick to perceive
things.'
Roger looked at him with respect. 'My God, she must
be! I can see that both you and Millicent are going to
be very useful members of the group. By the way, we
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had previously decided that this kind of party needs a
leader.'
Pirrie nodded.'You?'
'No. John Custance here.'
Pirrie surveyed John briefly. 'Very well. Now, the
weapons. I will set them out, and you can start carrying
them to your car.'
They were taking out the last of the ammunition
when a police constable strolled towards them. He
looked with some interest at the little boxes.
'Evening, Mr Pirrie,' he said. 'Transferring stock?'
"This is for your people,' Pirrie said. 'They asked for
it. Keep an eye on the shop, will you? We'll be back for
some more later on.'
'Do what I can, sir,' the policeman said doubtfully,
'but I've got a beat to cover, you know.'
Pirrie finished padlocking the front door. 'My little
joke,' he said, 'but your people start the rumours.'
As they pulled away, John said: 'Lucky he didn't ask
what your two helpers were up to.'
'The genus Constable,' Pirrie said, 'is very inquisitive
once its curiosity is aroused. Providing you can avoid
that, you have no cause to worry. Just off St John's
Wood High Street. I'll direct you particularly from
there.'
On Pirrie's direction, they drew up behind an ancient
Ford. Pirrie called: 'Millicent!' in a clear, loud voice,
and a woman got out of the car and came back to them.
She was a good twenty years younger than Pirrie, about
his height, with features dark and attractive, if somewhat
sharp.
'Have you packed?' Pirrie asked her. 'We aren't
coming back.'
She accepted this casually. She said, in a slightly
Cockney voice: 'Everything we'll need, I think. What's
it all about? I've asked Hilda to look after the cat.'
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'Poor pussy,' said Pirrie. 'But I fear we must abandon
her. I'll explain things on the way.' He turned to the
other two. 'I will join Millicent from this point.'
Roger was staring at the antique car in front of them. 'I don't want to seem rude,' he said, 'but mightn't it be
better if you piled your stuff in with ours? We could
manage it quite easily.'
Pirrie smiled as he got out of the car. 'A left fork just
short of Wrotham Park?' he queried. 'We'll find you
there, shall we?'
Roger shrugged. Pirrie escorted his wife to the car
ahead. Roger started up his own car and cruised slowly
past them. He and John were startled, a moment later,
when the Ford ripped past with an altogether improbable
degree of acceleration, checked at the intersection,
and then slid away on to the main road. Roger started
after it, but by the time he had got into the stream of
traffic it was lost to sight.
They did not see it again until they reached the Great
North Road. Pirrie's Ford was waiting for them, and
thereafter followed demurely.
They had their suppers separately in their individual
cars. Once they were out of London, they would eat
communally, but a picnic here might attract attention.
They had parked at discreet distances also.
Roger had explained his plan to John, and he had
approved it. By eleven o'clock the road they were in was
deserted; London's outer suburbs were at rest. But they
did not move until midnight. It was a moonless night,
but there was light from the widely spaced lamp standards.
The children slept in the rear seats of the cars. Arm sat beside John in the front.
She shivered. 'Surely there's another way of getting
out?'
He stared ahead into the dim shadowy road. 'I can't
think of one.'
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She looked at him. 'You aren't the same person, are
you? The idea of quite calmly planning murder . . . it's
more grotesque than horrible.'
'Arm,' he said, 'Davey is thirty miles away, but he
might as well be thirty million if we let ourselves be
persuaded into remaining in this trap.' He nodded his
head towards the rear seat, where Mary lay bundled up.
'And it isn't only ourselves.'
'But the odds are so terribly against you.'
He laughed. 'Does that affect the morality of it? As
a matter of fact, without Pirrie the odds would have
been steep. I think they're quite reasonable now. A
Bisley shot was just what we needed.'
'Must you shoot to kill?'
He began to say: 'It's a matter of safety . . . ' He felt
the car creak over; Roger had come up quietly and was
leaning on the open window.
'O.K.?' Roger asked. 'We've got Olivia and Steve in
withMillicent.'
John got out of the car. He said to Arm:
'Remember - you and Millicent bring these cars up
as soon as you hear the horn. You can feel your way
forward a little if you like, but it will carry well enough
at this time of night.'
Arm stared up to him. 'Good luck.'
'Nothing in it,' he said.
They went back to Roger's car, where Pirrie was
already waiting. Then Roger drove slowly forward, past
John's parked car, along the deserted road. It had
already been reconnoitred earlier in the evening, and
they knew where the last bend before the roadblock
was. They stopped there, and John and Pirrie slipped
out and disappeared into the night. Five minutes later,
Roger re-started the engine and accelerated noisily
towards the roadblock.
Reconnaissance had shown the block to be held by a
corporal and two soldiers. Two of these could be pre76
sumed to be sleeping; the third stood by the wooden
barrier, his automatic slung from his shoulder.
The car slammed to a halt. The guard hefted his
automatic into a readier position.
Roger leaned out of the window. He shouted:
'What the hell's that bloody contraption doing in the
middle of the road? Get it shifted, man!'
He sounded drunk, and verging on awkwardness. The
guard called down:
'Sorry, sir. Road closed. All roads out of London
closed.'
'Well, get the naming things open again! Get this
one open, anyway. I want to get home.'
From his position in the left-hand ditch, John
watched. Strangely, he felt no particular tension; he
floated free, attached to the scene only by admiration
for Roger's noisy expostulation.
Another figure appeared beside the original soldier
and, after a moment, a third. The car's headlights diffused
upwards off the metalled road; the three figures
were outlined, mistily but with reasonable definition, on
the other side of the wooden barrier. A second voice,
presumably the corporal's, said:
'We're carrying out orders. We don't want any
trouble. You clear off back, mate. All right?'
'Is it hell all right! What do you bloody little tin
soldiers think you're up to, putting fences across the
road?'
The corporal said dangerously: 'That'll do from you.
You've been told to turn round. I don't want any more
lip.'
'Why don't you try turning me round?' Roger asked.
His voice was thick and ugly. 'There are too many
bloody useless military in this country, doing damn'all
and eating good rations!'
'All right, mate,' the corporal said, 'you asked for it.'
He nodded to the other two. 'Come on. We'll turn this
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loud-mouthed bleeder's car round for him.'
They clambered over the barrier, and advanced into
the pool of brightness from the headlights.
Roger said: 'Advance the guards,' his voice sneering.
Now, suddenly, the tension caught John. The white
line in the centre of the road marked off his territory
from Pirrie's. The corporal and the original sentry were
on that side; the third soldier was nearer to him. They
walked forward, shielding their eyes from the glare.
He felt sweat start under his arms and along his legs.
He brought the rifle up and tried to hold it steady. At
any fraction of a second, he must crook his finger and
kill this man, unknown, innocent. He had killed in the
war, but never from such close range, and never a
fellow-countryman. Sweat seemed to stream on his forehead;
he was afraid of it blinding his eyes, but dared
not risk disturbing his aim to wipe it off. Clay-pipes at
a fair-ground, he thought - a clay-pipe that must be
shattered, for Arm, for Mary and Davey. His throat was
dry.
Roger's voice split the night again, but incisive now
and sober: 'All - right!'
The first shot came before the final word, and two
others followed while it was still in the air. John still
stood, with his rifle aiming, as the three figures slumped
into the dazzle of the road. He did not move until he
saw Pirrie, having advanced from his own position,
stooping over them. Then he dropped his rifle to his
side, and walked on to the road himself.
Roger got out of the car. Pirrie looked up at John.
'I must apologise for poaching, partner,' he said. His
voice was as cool and precise as ever. 'They were such
a good lie.'
'Dead?' Roger asked.
Pirrie nodded. 'Of course.'
'Then we'll clear them into the ditch first,' Roger said. 'After that, the barrier. I don't think we're likely to be
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surprised, but we don't want to take chances.'
The body that John pulled away was limp and heavy.
He avoided looking at the face at first. Then, in the
shadow at the side of the road, he glanced at it. A lad,
not more than twenty, his face young and unmarked
except for the hole in one temple, gouting blood. The
other two had already dropped their burdens and gone
over to the barrier. They had their backs to him. He
bent and kissed the unwounded side of the forehead,
and eased the body down with gentleness.
It did not take them long to clear the barrier. On the
other side equipment lay scattered; this, too, was thrown
into the ditch. Then Roger ran back to the car, and
pressed the horn button, holding it down for several
seconds. Its harsh note tolled on the air like a bell.
Roger pulled the car over to the side. They waited. In
a few moments they heard the sound of cars approaching.
John's Vauxhall came first, closely followed by
Pirrie's Ford. The Vauxhall stopped, and Arm moved
over as John opened the door and got in. He pushed
the accelerator pedal down hard.
Arm said: 'Where are they?'
She was looking out of the side window.
'In the ditch,' he said, as the car pulled away.
After that, for some miles, they drove in silence.
According to plan, they kept off the main roads. They
finished up in a remote lane bordering a wood, near
Stapleford. There, under overhanging oaks, they had
cocoa from thermos flasks, with only the internal lights
of one car on. Roger's Citroen was convertible into a
bed, and the three women were put into that, the
children being comfortable enough on the rear seats of
the other two cars. The men took blankets and slept out
under the trees.
Pirrie put up the idea of a guard. Roger was dubious. 'I shouldn't think we'd have any trouble here. And
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we want what sleep we can get. There's a long day's
driving tomorrow.' He looked at John. 'What do you
say, chief?'
'A night's rest - what's left of it.'
They settled down. John lay on his stomach, in the
posture that Army life had taught him was most comfortable
when sleeping on rough ground. He found the
physical discomfort less than he had remembered it.
But sleep did not come lightly, and was broken, when
it came, by meaningless dreams.
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6
Saxon Court stood on a small rise; the nearest approach
to a hill m this part of the county. Like many similar
preparatory schools, it was a converted country house,
and from a distance still had elegance. A well-kept drive
- its maintenance, Davey had confided, was employed
as a disciplinary measure by masters and prefects - led
tlirough a brown desert that had been playing-fields to
the two Georgian wings flanking a centre both earlier
and uglier.
Since three cars in convoy presented a suspicious
appearance, it had been decided that only John's car
should go up to the school, the others being discreetly
parked on the road from which the drive diverged.
Steve, however, had insisted on being present when
Davey was collected, and Olivia had decided to come
along with him. Apart from John, there were also Arm
and Mary.
The headmaster was not in his study. His study door
stood open, looking out, like a vacant throne-room,
on to a disordered palace. There was a traffic of small
boys in the hall and up and down the main staircase;
their chatter was loud and excited and, John thought,
unsure. From one room leading off the hall came the
murmur of Latin verbs, but there were others which
yielded only uproar.
John was on the point of asking one of the boys where
he might find the headmaster, when he appeared, hurry81
ing down the stairs. He saw the small group waiting for
him, and came down the last few steps more decorously.
Dr Cassop was a young headmaster, comfortably
under forty, and had always seemed elegant. He retained
the elegance today, but the handsome gown and neatly
balanced mortar-board only served to point up the fact
that he was a worried and unhappy man. He recognised
John.
'Mr distance, of course - and Mrs Custance. But I
thought you lived in London? How did you get out?'
'We had been spending a few days in the country,'
John said, 'with friends. This is Mrs Buckley, and her
son. We've come to collect David. I should like to take
him away for a little while - until things settle down.'
Dr Cassop showed none of the reluctance Miss
Errington had at the thought of losing a pupil. He said
eagerly:
'Oh yes. Of course. I think it's a good idea.'
'Have any other parents taken their children?' John
asked.
'A couple. You see, most of them are Londoners.' He
shook his head. 'I should be most relieved if it were
possible to send all the boys home, and close the school
for the time being. The news...'
John nodded. They had heard, on the car radios, a
guarded bulletin which spoke of some disturbances in
Central London and in certain unspecified provincial
cities. This information had clearly only been given as
an accompaniment to the warning that any breach of
public order would be put down severely.
'At least, things are quiet enough here,' John said.
The din all round them increased as a classroom-door
opened to release a batch of boys, presumably at the
close of a lesson. 'In a noisy kind of way,' he added.
Dr Cassop took the remark neither as a joke nor as a
reflection on his school's discipline. He looked round at
the boys in a distracted unseeing fashion that made
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John realise that there was more to his strangeness than
either worry or unhappiness. There was fear.
'You haven't heard any other news, I suppose?' Dr
Cassop asked. 'Anything not on the radio? I have an
impression .. . there was no mail this morning.'
'I shouldn't think there would be any mail,' John said,
'until the situation has improved.'
'Improved?' He looked at John nakedly. 'When?
How?'
John was sure of something else; it would not be long before he deserted his charges. His immediate reaction
to this intuition was an angry one, but anger died as the
memory rose in his mind of the quiet, bloody young
face in the ditch.
He wanted only to get away. He said briefly:
'If we can take David...'
'Yes, of course. I'll... Why, there he is.'
Davey had seen them simultaneously. He dashed
along the corridor and hurled himself, with a cry of
delight, at John.
'You will be taking David to stay with your friends?' Dr Cassop asked,' - with Mrs Buckley, perhaps?'
John felt the boy's brown hair under his hand. There
would very likely be more killings ahead; that for which
he would kill was worth the killing. He looked at the
headmaster.
'Our plans are not certain.' He paused. 'We mustn't
detain you, Dr Cassop. I imagine you will have a lot to
do - with all these boys to look after.'
The headmaster responded to the accession of
brutality in John's voice. He nodded, and his fear and
misery were so apparent that John saw Arm start at the
perception of them.
He said: 'Yes. Of course. I hope... in better times...
Goodbye, then.'
He performed a stiff little half-bow to the ladies, and
turned from them and went into his study, closing the
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door behind him. Davey watched him with interest.
'The fellows were saying old Cassop's got the windup.
Do you think he has, Daddy?'
They would know, of course, and he would be aware
of their knowledge. That would make things worse all
round. It would not be long, John thought, before
Cassop broke and made his run for it. He said to
Davey:
'Maybe. So should I have, if I had a mob like you to
contend with. Are you ready to leave, as you are?'
'Blimey!' Davey said, 'Mary here? Is it like end of
term? Where are we going?'
Arm said: 'You must not say "Blimey", Davey.'
Davey said: 'Yes, Mummy. Where are we going?
How did you get out of London - we heard about all
the roads being closed. Did you fight your way
through?'
'We're going up to the valley for a holiday,' John said.
'The point is - are you ready? Mary packed some of
your things for you. You might as well come as you are,
if you haven't any special things to get.'
'There's Spooks,' Davey said. 'Hiya, Spooks!'
Spooks proved to be a boy considerably taller than
Davey; lanky of figure, with a withdrawn, rather helpless
expression of face. He came up to the group and
mumbled his way through Davey's hasty and excited
introductions. John recalled that Spooks, whose real
name was Andrew Skelton, had featured prominently
in Davey's letters for some months. It was difficult to
see what had drawn the two boys together, for boys do
not generally seek out and befriend their opposites.
Davey said: 'Can Spooks come with us, Daddy? That
would be terrific.'
'His parents might have some objection,' John said.
'Oh, no, that's all right, isn't it. Spooks? His father is
in France on business, and he hasn't got a mother. She's
divorced, or something. It would be all right.'
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John began:'Well...'
It was Arm who cut in sharply: 'It's quite impossible,
Davey. You know very well one can't do things like
that, and especially at times like this.'
Spooks stared at them silently; he looked like a child
unused to hoping.
Davey said: 'But old Cassop wouldn't mind!'
'Go and get whatever you want to bring with you,
Davey,' John said. 'Perhaps Spooks would like to go
along and lend you a hand. Run along now.'
The two boys went off together. Mary and Steve had
wandered off out of earshot.
John said: 'I think we might take him.'
Something in Ann's expression reminded him of what
he had seen in the headmaster's; not the fear, but the
guilt.
She said: 'No, it's ridiculous.'
'You know,' John said, 'Cassop is going to clear out.
That's certain, I don't know whether any of the junior
masters will stay with the boys, but if they did, it would
only be postponing the evil. Whatever happens to
London, this place is likely to be a wilderness in a few
weeks. I don't like the idea of leaving Spooks behind
when we go.'
Arm said angrily: 'Why not take the whole school
with us, then?'
'Not the whole school,' John said gently. 'Just one
boy - Davey's best friend here.'
Bewilderment replaced anger in her tone. 'I think
I've just begun to understand what we may be in for. It
may not be easy, getting to the valley. We've got two
children to look after already.'
'If things do break up completely,' John said, 'some
of these boys may survive it, young as they are. The
Spooks kind wouldn't though. If we leave him, it's a
good chance we are leaving him to die.'
'How many boys did we leave behind to die in
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London?' Arm asked. 'A million? *
John did not answer at once. His gaze took in the
hall, invaded now by a new rush of boys from another
classroom. When he turned back to Arm, he said:
'You do know what you're doing, don't you, darling?
I suppose we're all changing, but in different ways.'
She said defensively: 'I shall have the children to cope
with, you know, while you're being the gallant warrior
with Roger and Mr Pirrie.'
'I can't insist, can I?' John said.
Arm looked at him. 'When you told me - about Miss
Errington, I thought it was dreadful. But I still hadn't
realised what was happening. I do now. We've got to get
to the valley, and get the children there as well. We
can't afford any extras, even this boy.'
John shrugged. Davey came back, carrying a small
attache case; he had a brisk and happy look and resembled
a small-scale Government official. Spooks
trailed behind him.
Davey said: 'I've got the important things, like my
stamp-album. I put my spare socks in, too.' He looked
at his mother for approval. 'Spooks has promised to
look after my mice until I get back. One of my does is
pregnant, and I've told him he can sell the litter when
they arrive.'
John said: 'Well, we'd better be getting along to the
car.' He avoided looking at the gangling Spooks.
Olivia, who had taken no previous part in the conversation,
broke her silence. She said:
'I think Spooks could come along. Would you like to
come with us. Spooks?'
Arm said: 'Olivia! You know... *
Olivia said apologetically: 'I meant, in our car. We
only have the one child, after all. It would only be a
matter of evening things up.'
The two women stared briefly at each other. On
Ann's side there was guilt again, and anger moved by
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that guilt. Olivia showed only shy embarrassment. Had
there been the least trace of moral condescension, John
thought, it would have meant a rift that the safety of
the party could not afford. As it was, Ann's anger faded.
She said: 'Do as you like. Don't you think you ought
to consult Roger, though?'
Davey, who had been following the interchange with
interest but without understanding, said:
'Is Uncle Roger here, too? I'm sure he'd like Spooks.
Spooks is ferociously witty, like he is. Say something
witty. Spooks.'
Spooks stared at them, in agonised helplessness. Olivia
smiled at him.
'Never mind, Spooks. You would like to come with
us?'
He nodded his head slowly up and down. Davey
grabbed him by the arm. 'Just the job!' Come on,
Spooks. I'll go and help you pack now.' For a moment
he looked thoughtful. 'What about the mice?'
The mice,' John ordered, 'remain behind. Give them
away to someone.'
Davey turned to Spooks. 'Do you think we could get
sixpence each for them, off Bannister?'
John looked at Arm over their son's head; after a
moment, she also smiled. John said:
'We're leaving in five minutes. That's all the time you
have for Spooks's packing and your joint commercial
transactions.'
The two boys prepared to turn away. Davey said
thoughtfully: 'We should get a bob at least for the one
that's pregnant.'
They had expected to be stopped on the roads by the
military, and with that possibility in view had devised
three different stories to account for the northward
journeys of the three cars; the important thing, John
felt, was to avoid the impression of a convoy. But in
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fact there was no attempt at inquisition. The considerable
number of military vehicles on the roads were
interspersed with private cars in a normal and mutually
tolerant traffic. After leaving Saxon Court, they made
for the Great North Road again, and drove northwards
uneventfully throughout the morning.
In the late afternoon, they stopped for a meal in a
lane, a little north of Newark. The day had been cloudy,
but was now brilliantly blue and sunlit, with a mass of
cloud, rolling away to the west, poised in white billows
and turrets. The fields on either side of them were
potato fields planted for the hopeful second crop; apart
from the bareness of hedgerows empty of grass, there
was nothing to distinguish the scene from any country
landscape in a thriving fruitful world.
The three boys had found a bank and were sliding
down it, using for a sleigh an old panel of wood, discarded
probably from some gipsy caravan years before.
Mary watched them, half envious, half scornful. She
had developed a lot since the hill climbing in the valley
of fourteen months before.
The men, sitting in Pirrie's Ford, discussed things.
John said: 'If we can get north of Ripon today, we
should be all right for the run to the valley tomorrow.'
'We could get farther than that,' Roger said.
'I suppose we could. I doubt if it would be worth it,
though. The main thing is to get clear of population
centres. Once we're away from the West Riding, we
should be safe enough from anything that happens.'
Pirrie said: 'I am not objecting, mind you, nor regretting
having joined you on this little trip, but does it not
seem possible that the dangers of violence may have
been overestimated? We have had a very smooth progress.
Neither Grantham nor Newark showed any signs
of imminent breakdown.'
'Peterborough was sealed off,' Roger said. 'I think
those towns that still have free passage are too busy
congratulating themselves on being missed to begin
worrying about what else may be happening. You saw
those queues outside the bakeries? '
'Very orderly queues,' observed Pirrie.
'The trouble is,' said John, 'that we don't know just
when Welling is going to take his drastic action. It's
nearly twenty-four hours since the cities and large towns
were sealed off. When the bombs drop, the whole
country is going to erupt in panic. Welling hopes to be
able to control things, but he won't expect to have any degree of control for the first few days. I still think that,
providing we can get clear of the major centres of
population by that time, we should be all right.'
'Atom bombs, and hydrogen bombs,' Pirrie said
thoughtfully. 'I really wonder.'
Roger said shortly: 'I don't. I know Haggerty. He
wasn't lying.'
'It is not on the score of morality that I find them unlikely,'
said Pirrie, 'but on that of temperament. The
English, being sluggish in the imagination, would find
no difficulty in acquiescing in measures which - their
common sense would tell them - must lead to the death
by starvation of millions. But direct action - murder for
self-preservation - is a different matter. I find it difficult
to believe they could ever bring themselves to the
sticking-point.'
'We haven't done so badly,' Roger said. He grinned.
'You, particularly.'
'My mother,' Pirrie said simply, 'was French. But you
fail to take my point. I had not meant that the English
are inhibited from violence. Under the right circumstances,
they will murder with a will, and more cheerfully
than most. But they are sluggish in logic as well as
imagination. They will preserve illusions to the very
end. It is only after that that they will fight like particularly
savage tigers.'
'And when did you reach the end?' Roger asked.
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Pirrie smiled. 'A long time ago. I came to the understanding
that all men are friends by convenience and
enemies by choice.'
Roger looked at him curiously. 'I follow you part of
the way. There are some real ties.'
'Some alliances,' said Pirrie, 'last longer than others.
But they remain alliances. Our own is a particularly
valuable one.'
The women were in the Buckleys' car. Millicent now
put her head out of the window, and called out to
them:
'News!'
One of the two car radios was kept permanently in
operation. The men walked back to see what it was.
Arm said, as they approached: 'It sounds like trouble.'
The announcer's voice was still suave, but grave as
well.
'... further emergency bulletins will be issued as they
are deemed necessary, in addition to the normal news
readings.
'There has been further rioting in Central London,
and troops have moved in from the outskirts to control
this and to maintain order. In South London, an attempt
has been made by an organised mob to break through
the military barriers set up yesterday following the temporary
ban on travel. The situation here is confused;
fresh military forces are moving up to deal with it.'
'Now that we're clear,' Roger said, 'I don't mind them
having the guts to break out. Good for them.'
The announcer continued: 'There are reports of even
more serious outbreaks of disorder in the North of
England. Riots are reported to have occurred in several
major cities, notably Liverpool, Manchester and Leeds,
and in the case of Leeds official contact has been lost.'
'Leeds!' John said. 'That's less good.'
'The Government,' the voice went on, 'has issued the
following statement: "In view of disturbances in certain
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areas, members of the public are warned that severe
countermeasures may have to be taken. There is a real
danger, if mob violence were to continue, that the
country might lapse into anarchy, and the Government
is determined to avoid this at all costs. The duty of the
individual citizen is to go about his business quietly and
to co-operate with the police and military authorities
who are concerned with maintaining order." That is
the end of the present bulletin.'
A cinema organ began to play The Teddy-Bears'
Picnic; Arm switched the volume down until it was only
just audible.
Roger said: 'If we drove all night, we could reach
the valley by the morning. I don't like the sound of all
this. It looks as though Leeds has broken loose. I think
we'd better travel while the travelling's good.'
'We didn't get much sleep last night,' John said. 'A
night run across Mossdale isn't a picnic at the best of
times.'
'Arm and Millicent can both take a spell at the wheel,'
Roger pointed out.
Arm said: 'But Olivia can't drive, can she?'
'Don't worry about me,' Roger said. 'I've brought my
benzedrine with me. I can keep awake for two or three
days if necessary.'
Pirrie said: 'May I suggest that we concentrate immediately
on getting clear of the West Riding? When
we have done that, we can decide whether to carry right
on or not.'
'Yes,' John said, 'we'll do that.'
From the top of the bank, the boys called down to
them, waving their arms towards the sky. Listening,
they heard the hum of aircraft engines approaching.
Their eyes searched the clear sky. The planes came into
view over the hedge which topped the bank. They were
heavy bombers, flying north, at not more than three or
four thousand feet.
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They watched, m a silence that seemed to shiver,
until they had passed right over. They could hear the
engines, and the excited chatter of the boys, but neither
of these affected the sharp-edged silence of their own
thoughts.
'Leeds?' Arm whispered, when they had gone.
Nobody answered at first. It was Pirrie who spoke
finally, his voice as calm and precisely modulated as
ever:
'Possibly. There are other explanations, of course.
But in any case, I think we ought to move, don't you?'
When they set off, Davey had joined Steve and Spooks
in the Citroen, which was leading the way at this point.
The Ford came second, and John's Vauxhall, carrying
now only Mary and Arm in addition to himself, brought
up the rear.
Doncaster was sealed off, but the detour roads had
been well posted. Meshed in with an increasing military
traffic, they went round to the north-east, through a
series of little peaceful villages. They were in the Vale
of York: the land was very flat and the villages straggling
and prosperous. It was not until they had got back
to the North Road that they were halted at a military
checkpoint.
There was a sergeant in charge. He was a Yorkshire-
man, possibly a native of these parts. He looked down
at Roger benevolently:
'A. I closed except to military vehicles, sir.'
Roger asked him: 'What's the idea?'
'Trouble in Leeds. Where were you wanting to get
to?'
'Westmorland.'
He shook his head, but in appreciation of their
problem rather than negation. 'T should back-track on
to the York road, if I was you. If you cut off just before
Selby, you can go through Thorpe Willoughby to Tad92
caster. I should steer well clear of Leeds, though.'
Roger said: 'There are some funny rumours about.'
'I reckon there are, too,' said the sergeant.
'We saw planes flying up this way a couple of hours
back,' Roger added. 'Bombing planes.'
'Yes,' the sergeant said. 'They went right over. I
always feel 'appier being out in the country when
things like that are up aloft. Funny, isn't it - being
uneasy when your own planes go over? That lot went
right over, but I should stay clear of Leeds, anyway.'
'Thanks,' Roger said, 'we will.'
The convoy reversed itself and headed back. The
road by which they had come would have taken them
south; instead they turned north-east and found themselves,
with the military vehicles left behind, travelling
deserted lanes.
Arm said: 'Our minds can't grasp it properly, can
they? The news bulletins, the military check-points -
they're one kind of thing. This is another. A summer
evening in the country - the same country that's always
been here.'
'A bit bare,' John said. He pointed to the grassless
hedgerows.
'It doesn't seem enough,' Arm said, 'to account for
famine, flight, murder, atom bombs . . . ' she hesitated;
he glanced at her, ' ... or refusing to take a boy with
us to safety.'
John said: 'Motives are naked now. We shall have
to learn to live with them.'
Arm said passionately: 'I wish we were there! I wish
we could get into the valley and shut David's gate behind
us.'
'Tomorrow, T hope.'
The lane they were in wound awkwardly through
high-hedge country. They dropped back behind the
other cars - Pirrie's Ford, with a surprising degree of
manoeuvrability, hung right on to the Citroen's heels.
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As the Vauxhall approached a gatehouse, standing
back from the road, the crossing gates slowly began to
close.
Braking, John said: 'Damn! And a ten-minute wait
before the train even comes in sight, if I know country
crossings. I wonder if they might be persuaded to let us
through for five bob.'
He slipped out of the car, and walked round it. To the
right, a gap in the hedge showed the barren symmetrical
range of hills which were the tip of a nearby colliery.
He put his head over the gate and looked along the line.
There was no sign of smoke, and the line ran straight
for miles in either direction. He walked up to the gatehouse,
and called:
'Hello, there!'
There was no immediate reply. He called again, and
this time he heard something, but too indistinct to be an
answer. It was a gasping, sobbing noise, from somewhere
inside the house.
The window on to the road showed him nothing. He
went round on to the line, to the window that looked
across it. It was easy enough to see, as he looked in,
where the noise had come from. A woman lay in the
middle of the floor. Her clothes were torn and there was
blood on her face; one leg was doubled underneath
her. About her, the room was in confusion - drawers
pulled out, a wall clock splintered.
It was the first time he had seen it in England, but in
Italy, during the war, he had observed not dissimilar
scenes. The trail of the looter . . . but here, in rural
England. The casual reality of this horror in so remote
a spot showed more clearly than the military checkpoints
or the winging bombers that the break-up had
come, irrevocably.
He was still looking through the window when
memory gripped and tightened on him. The gates . . .
With the woman lying here, perhaps dying, who had
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closed the gates? And why? From here the road, and
the car, were invisible. He turned quickly, and as he
did heard Arm cry out.
He ran round the side of the gatehouse. The car
doors were open and a struggle was taking place inside.
He could see Arm fighting with a man in front; there
was another man in the back, and he could not see
Mary.
He had some hope, he thought, of surprising them.
The guns were in the car. He looked quickly for a
weapon of some kind, and saw a piece of rough wood
lying beside the porch of the gatehouse. He bent down
to pick it up. As he did, he heard a man's laugh from
close beside him. He straightened up again, and looked
into the eyes of the man who was waiting in the shadow
of the porch, just as the length of pit-prop crashed
down against the side of his head.
He tried to cry out, but the words caught in his
throat, and he stumbled and fell.
Someone was bathing his head. He saw first a handkerchief,
and saw that it was dark with clotted blood; then he looked up into Olivia's face.
She said: 'Johnny, are you better now?*
'Ann?'he said.'Mary?'
'Lie quiet.' She called: 'Roger, he's come round.'
The crossing gates were open. The Citroen and the
Ford stood in the road. The three boys were in the back
of the Citroen, looking out, but shocked out of their
usual chatter. Roger and the Pirries came out of the
gatehouse. Roger's face was grim; Pirrie's wore its
customary blandness.
Roger said: 'What happened, Johnny?'
He told them. His head was aching; he had a physical
urge to lie down and go to sleep.
Roger said: 'You've probably been out about half an
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hour. We were the other side of the Leeds road before
we missed you.'
Pirrie said: 'Half an hour is, I should estimate,
twenty miles for looters in this kind of country. That
opens up rather a wide circle. And, of course, a widening
circle. These parts are honeycombed with roads.'
Olivia was bandaging the side of his head; the pressure,
gentle as it was, made the pain worse.
Roger looked down at him: 'Well, Johnny - what's it
to be? It will have to be a rush decision.'
He tried to collect his rambling thoughts.
He said: 'Will you take Davey? That's the important
thing. You know the way, don't you?'
Roger asked: 'And you?'
John was silent. The implications of what Pirrie had
said were coming home to him. The odds were fantastically
high against his finding them. And even when
he did find them...
'If you could let me have a gun,' he said,' - they got
away with the guns as well.'
Roger said gently: 'Look, Johnny, you're in charge
of the expedition. You're not just planning for yourself;
you're planning for all of us.'
He shook his head. 'If you don't get through into the
North Riding, at least tonight, you may not be able to
get clear at all. I'll manage.'
Pirrie had moved a little way oif; he was looking at
the sky in an abstracted fashion.
'Yes,' Roger said, 'you'll manage. What the hell do
you think you are - a combination of Napoleon and
Superman? What are you going to use for wings?'
John said: 'I don't know whether you could all crowd
in the Citroen ... if you could spare me the Ford . ..'
'We're travelling as a party,' Roger said. 'If you go
back, you take us with you.' He paused. 'That woman's
dead in there - you might as well know that.'
'Take Davey,' John said. 'That's all.'
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'You damned fool!' Roger said. 'Do you think Olivia
would let me carry on even if I wanted to? We'll find
them. To hell with the odds.'
Pirrie looked round, blinking mildly. 'Have you
reached a decision?' he inquired.
John said: 'It seems to have been reached for me. I
suppose this is where the alliance ceases to be valuable,
Mr Pirrie? You've got the valley marked on your road
map. I'll give you a note for my brother, if you like. You
can tell him we've been held up.'
'I have been examining the situation,' Pirrie said.
'If you will forgive my putting things bluntly, I am
rather surprised that they should have left the scene
so quickly.'
Roger said sharply: 'Why?*
Pirrie nodded towards the gatehouse. "They spent
more than half an hour there.'
John said dully: 'You mean - rape?'
'Yes. The explanation would seem to be that they
guessed our three cars were together, and cut off the
straggler deliberately. They would therefore be anxious
to clear out of the immediate vicinity in case the other
two cars should come back in search of the third.'
'Does that help us?' Roger asked.
'I think so,' Pirrie said. They would leave the immediate
vicinity. We know they turned the car back
towards the North Road because they left the gates shut
against traffic. But I do not think they would go as far
as the North Road without stopping again.'
'Stopping again?' John asked.
Looking at Roger's impassive face, he saw that he had
taken Pirrie's meaning. Then he himself understood.
He struggled to his feet.
Roger said: There are still some things to work out.
There are well over half a dozen side roads between
here and A.I. And you've got to remember that they
will be listening for the noise of engines. We shall have
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to explore them one by one - and on foot.*
Despair climbing back on his shoulders, John said:
'By the time we've done that...'
'If we rush the cars down the first side road,' Roger
said, 'it might be giving them just the chance they
need to get away.'
As they walked back, in silence, to where the two cars
stood. Spooks put his head out of the back of the
Citroen. His voice was thin and very high-pitched. He
said:
'Has someone kidnapped Davey's mother, and
Mary?'
'Yes,' Roger said. 'We're going to get them back.'
'And they've taken the Vauxhall?'
Roger said: 'Yes. Keep quiet. Spooks. We've got to
work things out.'
'Then we can find them easily!' Spooks said.
'Yes, we'll find them,' Roger said. He got into the
driving seat, and prepared to turn the car round. John
was still dazed. It was Pirrie who asked Spooks:
'Easily? How?'
Spooks pointed down the road along which they had
come. 'By the oil trail.'
The three men stared at the tarmac. Trail was a high
term for it, but there were spots of oil in places along
the road.
'Blind!' Roger said. 'Why didn't we see that? But it
might not be the Vauxhall. More likely the Ford.'
'No,' Spooks insisted. 'It must be the Vauxhall. It's
left a bit bigger stain where it was standing.'
'My God!' Roger said. 'What were you at school Chief
Boy Scout?'
Spooks shook his head. 'I wasn't in the Scouts. I
didn't like the camping.'
Roger said exultantly: 'We've got them! We've got
the bastards! Ignore that last expression. Spooks.'
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'All right,' Spooks said amiably. 'But I did know it
already.'
At each junction they stopped the cars, and searched for
the oil trail. It was far too inconspicuous to be seen
without getting out of the cars. The third side road
was on the outskirts of a village; there the trail turned
right. A signpost said: Norton H m.
'I think this is our stretch,' Roger said. 'We could
try blazing right along in one of the cars. If we got
past them with one car, we could make a neat sandwich.
I think they would be between here and the next
village. They sheered off sharply enough for this one.'
'It would work,' Pirrie said thoughtfully. 'On the
other hand, they would probably fight it out. They've
got an automatic and a rifle and revolver in that car.
It might prove difficult to get at them without hurting
the women.
'Any other ideas?'
John tried to think, but his mind was too full of sick
hatred, poised between some kind of hope and despair.
Pirrie said: 'This country is very flat. If one of us
were to shin up that oak, he might get a glimpse of
them with the glasses.'
The oak stood in the angle of the road. Roger surveyed
it carefully. 'Give me a bunk-up to the first
branch, and I reckon I shall be all right.'
He climbed the tree easily; he had to go high to find a
gap in the leaves to give him a view. They could barely
see him from below. He called suddenly:
'Yes!'
John cried: 'Where are they?'
'About three-quarters of a mile along. Pulled into a
field on the left hand side of the road. I'm coming
down.'
John said: 'And Arm - and Mary?'
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Roger scrambled down and dropped from the lowest
branch. He avoided John's eyes.
'Yes, they're there.'
Pirrie said thoughtfully: 'On the left of the road. Are
they pulled far in?'
'Clear of the opening - behind the hedge. If we went
at them from the front we should be going in blind.'
Pirrie went across to the Ford. He came back with
the heavy sporting riHe which was his choice of weapon.
He said: 'Three-quarters of a mile - give me ten
minutes. Then take the Citroen along there fast, and
pull up a few hundred yards past them. Fire a few shots
- not at them, but back along the lane. I fancy that will
put them into the sort of position I want.'
'Ten minutes!' John said.
'You want to get them out alive,' Pirrie said.
'They may - be ready to clear off before then.'
'You will hear them if they do. It will be noisy - backing
out of a field. If you do, chase them with the Citroen
and don't hesitate to let them have it.' Pirrie hesitated.
'You see, it will be unlikely that they will still have your
wife and daughter with them in that case.'
And with a small indefinite nod, Pirrie started off
along the road. A little way along he found a gap in the
hedge, and ducked through it.
Roger looked at his watch. 'We'd better be ready,' he
said. 'Olivia, Millicent - take the boys in the Ford.
Come on, Johnny.'
John sat beside him in the front of the Citroen. He grinned painfully.
'I'm leading this well, aren't I?'
Roger glanced at him. 'Take it easy. You're lucky
to be conscious.'
John felt his nails tighten against the seat of the
car.
'Every minute . . .' he said. 'The bloody swines! God
knows, it's bad enough for Arm, but Mary .. .'
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Roger repeated: 'Take it easy.' He looked at his
watch again. 'With luck, our friends along the road
have got just over nine minutes to live.'
The thought crossed his other thoughts, irrelevantly,
surprisingly; so much that he voiced it:
'We passed a telephone box just now. Nobody thought
of getting the police.'
'Why should we?' Roger said. 'There's no such thing
as public safety any longer. It's all private now.' His
finger-nails tapped the steering-wheel. 'So is vengeance.'
Neither spoke for the remainder of the waiting time.
Still without a word, Roger started the car off and
accelerated rapidly through the gears. They roared at
the limit of the Citroen's speed and noisiness along the
narrow lane. In less than a minute, they had passed the
opening to the field, and glimpsed the Vauxhall standing
behind the hedge. The road ran straight for a further
fifty yards. Roger braked sharply at the bend, and
skidded the car across to take up the full width of the
road.
John whipped open the door at his side. He had the
automatic from Roger's car; leaning across the bonnet
of the Citroen, he fired a short burst. The shots rattled
like darts against the shield of the placid summer afternoon.
Then, in the distance, there were three more
shots. Silence followed them.
Roger was still in the car. John said:
'I'm going through the hedge. You'd better stay here.'
Roger nodded. The hedge was thick, but John crashed
his way through it, the blackthorn spikes ripping his
skin as he did so. He looked back along the field. There
were bodies on the ground. From the far end of the
field, Pirrie was sedately advancing, his rifle tucked
neatly under his arm. Listening, John heard groans. He
began to run, his feet slipping and twisting on the
ploughed ground.
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Arm held Mary cradled in her lap, on the ground beside
the car. They were both alive. The groans he had
heard were coming from the three men who lay nearby.
As John approached, one of them - small and wiry,
with a narrow face covered with a stubble of ginger
beard - began to get up. One arm hung loosely, but he
had a revolver in the other.
John saw Pirrie lift his rifle, swiftly but without hurry.
He heard the faint phutting noise of the silenced report,
and the man fell, with a cry of pain. A bird which had
settled on the hedge since the first disturbance, rose
again and flapped away into the clear sky.
He brought rugs from the car, and covered Arm and
Mary where they lay. He said, speaking in a whisper as
though even the sound of speech might hurt them
further:
'Arm darling - Mary - it's all right now.'
They did not answer. Mary was sobbing quietly. Arm
looked at him, and looked away.
Pirrie covered the last few yards. He kicked the man
who lay nearest to him, dispassionately but with precision.
The man shrieked, and then subsided again into
moaning.
At that moment, Roger came through the gap from
the road, revolver in hand. He examined the scene, his
gaze passing quickly from the huddled women and the
girl to the three wounded men. He looked at Pirrie.
'Not as tidy a job as last time,' he observed.
'It occurred to me,' said Pirrie - his voice sounded as
out of place in the calm summer countryside as did the
scene of misery and blood in which he had played his
part - 'that the guilty do not have the right to die as
quickly as the innocent. It was a strange thought, was
it not?' He stared at John. 'I believe you have the right
of execution.'
One of the three men had been wounded in the thigh.
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He lay in a curious twisted posture, with his hands
pressed against the wound. His face was crumpled, as a
child's might be, in lines of misery and pain. But he had
been attending to what Pirrie said. He looked at John
now, with animal supplication.
John turned away. He said: 'You finish them off.'
With flat unhappy wonder, he thought: in the past,
there was always due process of law. Now law itself is a
casual word in a ploughed field, backed by guns.
His words had not been directed to anyone in particular.
Looking down at Arm and Mary, he heard
Roger's revolver crack once, and again, and heard the
gasp of breath forced out by the last agony. Then Arm
cried out:
'Roger!'
Roger said in a soft voice: 'Yes, Arm.'
Arm released Mary gently, and got to her feet. She
clenched her teeth against pain, and John went to help
her. He still had the automatic strapped on his shoulder. He tried to stop her when she reached for it, but she
pulled it from him.
Two of the men were dead. The third was the one
who had been wounded in the thigh. Arm limped over
to stand beside him. He looked up at her, and John saw
behind the twisted tormented fear of his face the beginning
of hope.
He said: 'I'm sorry. Missus. I'm sorry.'
He spoke in a thick Yorkshire accent. There had
been a driver, John remembered, in his old platoon in
North Africa who had had that sort of voice, a cheerful
fat little fellow who had been blown up just outside
Bizerta.
Arm pointed the rifle. The man cried:
'No, Missus, no! I've got kids...'
Ann's voice was flat. 'This is not because of me,' she
said. 'It's because of my daughter. When you were ...
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I swore to myself that I would kill you if I got the
chance.'
'No! You can't. It's murder!'
She found some difficulty in releasing the safety
catch. He stared up at her, incredulously, while she did
so, and was still staring when the bullets began tearing
through his body. He shrieked once or twice, and then
was quiet. She went on firing until the magazine was
exhausted. There was comparative silence after that,
broken only by Mary's sobbing.
Pirrie said calmly: 'That was very well done, Mrs
Custance. Now you had better rest again, until we can
get the car out of here.'
Roger said: 'I'll move her.'
He got in the Vauxhall, and reversed sharply. A back
wheel went over the body of one of the men. He drove
the car through the gap, and out on to the road. He
called:
'Bring them, will you?'
John lifted his daughter and carried her out to the
car. Pirrie helped to support'Ann. When they were
both in the car, Roger sounded the horn several times.
Then he slipped out. He said to John:
'Take over. We'll get clear of here before we do anything
else - just in case the shots have attracted anyone.
Then Olivia can look after them.'
John pointed to the field. 'And those?'
Through the gap the three bodies were still visible,
sprawled against the brown earth. Flies were beginning
to settle on them.
Roger showed genuine surprise. 'What about them?'
'We aren't going to bury them?'
Pirrie chuckled drily. 'We have no time, I fear, for
that corporal work of mercy.'
The Ford drove up, and Olivia got out and hurried to
join Arm and Mary. Pirrie walked back to join Millie in
the car.
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Roger said: 'No point in burying them. We've lost
time, Johnny. Pull up just beyond Tadcaster - O.K.?'
John nodded. Pirrie called:
'I'll take over as tail-end Charlie.'
'Fair enough,' Roger said. 'Let's get moving.*
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7
Tadcaster was on edge, like a border town half-
frightened, half-excited, at the prospect of invasion.
They filled up their tanks, and the garage proprietor
looked at the money they gave him as though wondering
what value it had. They got a newspaper there, too.
It was a copy of the Yorkshire Evening Press - it was
stamped 3d and they were charged 6d, without even an
undertone of apology. The news it gave was identical
with that which they had heard on the radio; the dull
solemnity of the official hand-out barely concealed a
note of fear.
They left Tadcaster and pulled into a lane, just off the
main road. They had filled their thermos flasks in the
town but had to rely on their original stores of food.
Mary seemed to have recovered by now; she drank tea
and had a little from the tin of meat they opened. But Arm would not eat or drink anything. She sat in a silence
that was unfathomable - whether of pain, shame, or
brooding bitter triumph, John could not tell. He tried
to get her to talk at first, but Olivia, who had stayed
with them, warned him off silently.
The Citroen and the Vauxhall had been drawn up side
by side, occupying the entire width of the narrow lane,
and they had their meal communally in the two cars.
The radio jabbered softly - a recording of a talk on
Moorish architecture. It was the sort of thing that
almost parodied the vaunted British phlegm. Perhaps
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it had been put on with that in mind; but the situation,
John thought, was not so easily to be played down.
When the voice stopped, abruptly, the immediate thought was that the set had broken down. Roger
nodded to John, and he switched on the radio in his
own car; but nothing happened.
'Their breakdown,' Roger said. 'I still feel hungry.
Think we dare risk another tin, Skipper?'
'We probably could,' John said, 'but until we get
clear of the West Riding, I'd rather we didn't.'
'Fair enough,' Roger said. 'I'll move the buckle one
notch to the right.'
The voice began suddenly and, with both radios now
on, seemed very loud. The accent was quite unlike what
might be expected on the B.B.C. - a lightly veneered
Cockney. The voice was angry, and scared at the same
time:
'This is the Citizens' Emergency Committee in Lon-
don. We have taken charge of the B.B.C. Stand by for
an emergency announcement. Stand by. We will play an
interval signal until the announcement is ready. Please
stand by.'
'Aha!' Roger said. 'Citizens' Emergency Committee,
is it? Who the bloody hell is wasting effort on revolutions
at a time like this?'
From the other car, Olivia looked at him reproachfully.
He said rather loudly:
'Don't worry about the kids. It's no longer a question
of Eton or Borstal. They are going to be potato-grubbers
however good their table manners.'
The promised interval signal was played; the chimes,
altogether incongruous, of Bow Bells. Arm looked up,
and John caught her eye; those jingling changes were
something that went back through their lives to childhood
- for a moment, they were childhood and innocence
in a world of plenty.
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He said, only loud enough for her to hear: 'It won't
always be like this.'
She looked at him indifferently. 'Won't it?'
The new voice was more typical of a broadcasting
announcer. But it still held an unprofessional urgency.
'This is London. We bring you the first bulletin of
the Citizens' Emergency Committee.
'The Citizens' Emergency Committee has taken over the government of London and the Home Counties
owing to the unparalleled treachery of the late Prime
Minister, Raymond Welling. We have incontrovertible
evidence that this man, whose duty it was to protect his
fellow-citizens, has made far-reaching plans for their
destruction.
The facts are these:
'The country's food position is desperate. No more
grain, meat, foodstuffs of any kind, are being sent from
overseas. We have nothing to eat but what we can grow
out of our own soil, or fish from our own coasts. The
reason for this is that the counter-virus which was bred
to attack the Chung-Li grass virus has proved inadequate.
'On learning of the situation, Welling put forward a
plan which was eventually approved by the Cabinet, all
of whom must share responsibility for it. Welling himself
became Prime Minister for the purpose of carrying
it out. The plan was that British aeroplanes should drop
atomic and hydrogen bombs on the country's principal cities. It was calculated that if half the country's population
was murdered in this way, it might be possible to
maintain a subsistence level for the rest.'
'By God!' Roger said. 'That's not the gaff they're
blowing - they're blowing the top off Vesuvius.'
'The people of London,' the voice went on, 'refuse to
believe that Englishmen will carry out Welling's scheme
for mass-murder. We appeal to the Air Force, who in
the past have defended this city against her enemies,
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not to dip their hands now into innocent blood. Such a
crime would besmirch not only those who performed it,
but their children's children for a thousand years.
'It is known that "Welling and the other members of
this bestial Cabinet have gone to an Air Force base. We
ask the Air Force to surrender them to face the justice
of the people.
'All citizens are asked to keep calm and to remain at
their posts. The restrictions imposed by Welling on
travel outside city boundaries have now no legal or
other validity, but citizens are urged not to attempt any
panic flight out of London. The Emergency Committee
is making arrangements for collecting potatoes, fish,
and whatever other food is available and transporting it
to London, where it will be fairly rationed out. If the
country only shows the Dunkirk spirit, we can pull
through. Hardship must be expected, but we can pull
through.'
There was a pause. The voice continued:
'Stand by for further emergency bulletins. Meanwhile
we shall play you some gramophone records.'
Roger turned off his set. 'Meanwhile,' he said, 'we
shall play you some gramophone records. I never believed
that story of Nero and his fiddle until now.'
Millicent Pirrie said: 'It was true, then - what you
said.'
'At least,' Pirrie said, 'the story has now received
wide circulation. That's much the same thing, isn't it?'
'They're mad!' Roger said. 'Stark, raving, incurably
mad. How Welling must be writhing.'
'I should think so,' Millicent said indignantly.
'At their inefficiency,' Roger explained. 'What a way
to carry on! At my guess, the Emergency Committee's
a triumvirate, and composed of a professional anarchist,
a parson, and a left-wing female schoolteacher. It would
take that kind of combination to show such an ignorance
of elementary human behaviour.'
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John said: 'They're trying to be honest about things.'
'That's what I mean,' Roger said. 'I know I speak
from the exalted wisdom of an ex-Public Relations
Officer, but you don't have to have had much to do with
humanity in the mass to know that honesty is never
advisable and frequently disastrous.'
'It will be disastrous in this case,' Pirrie said.
Too bloody true, it will. The country faces starvation
- things are in such a state that the Prime Minister
decided to wipe the cities out - the Air Force would
never do such a thing, but all the same we appeal to
them not to - and you can leave London but we'd
rather you didn't! There's only one result news like
that can have: nine million people on the move - anywhere,
anyhow, but out.'
'But the Air Force wouldn't do it,' Olivia said. 'You
know they wouldn't.'
'No,' Roger said, 'I don't know. And I wasn't prepared
to risk it. On the whole, I'm inclined to think
not. But it doesn't matter now. I wasn't willing to take
a chance on human decency when it was a matter of
hydrogen bombs and famine - do you seriously imagine
anyone else is going to?'
Pirrie remarked thoughtfully: 'That nine million you
spoke of refers to London, of course. There are a few
million urban dwellers in the West Riding as well, not
to mention the north-eastern industrial areas.'
'By God, yes!' Roger said. 'This will set them on the
move, too. Not quite as fast as London, but fast
enough.' He looked at John. 'Well, Skipper, do we
drive all night?'
John said slowly: 'It's the safest thing to do. Once we
get beyond Harrogate we should be all right.'
'There is the question of route,' Pirrie suggested. He
spread out his own road-map and examined it, peering
through the gold-rimmed spectacles which he used for
close work. 'Do we skirt Harrogate to the west and
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travel up the Nidd valley, or do we take the main road
through Ripon? We are going through Wensleydale
still?'
John said: 'What do you think, Roger?'
'Theoretically, the byways are safer. All the same,
I don't like the look of that road over Masham Moor.'
He looked out into the swiftly dusking sky. 'Especially
by night. If we can get through on the main road, it
would be a good deal easier.'
'Pirrie?' John asked.
Pirrie shrugged. 'As you prefer.'
'We'll try the main road then. We'll go round Harro-
gate. There's a road through Starbeck and Bilton. We'd
better miss Ripon, too, to be on the safe side. I'll take
the lead now, and you can bring up the rear, Roger.
Blast on your horn if you find yourself dropping behind
for any reason.'
Roger grinned. 'I'll put a bullet through the back of
Pirrie's tin Lizzy as well.'
Pirrie smiled gently. 'I shall endeavour not to set too
hot a pace for you, Mr Buckley.'
The sky had remained cloudless, and as they drove to
the north the stars appeared overhead. But the moon
would not be up until after midnight; they drove
through a landscape only briefly illuminated by the
headlights of the cars. The roads were emptier than
any they had met so far. The rumbling military convoys
did not reappear; the earth, or tumultuous Leeds,
had swallowed them up. Occasionally, in the distance,
there were noises that might have been those of guns
firing, but they were far away and indeterminate. John's
eye strayed to the left, half expecting to see the sky
burst into atomic flame, but nothing happened. Leeds
lay there - Bradford, Halifax, Huddersfield, Dewsbury,
Wakefield, and all the other manufacturing towns and
cities of the north Midlands. It was unlikely that they
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lay in peace, but their agony, whatever it was, could
not touch the little convoy speeding towards its refuge.
He was terribly tired, and had to rouse himself by an
act of will. The women had been given the duty of keeping
their husbands awake at the wheel, but Arm sat in
a stiff immobility with her eyes staring into the night,
saying nothing, and paying attention to nothing. He
fished, one-handed, for the benzedrine pills Roger had
given him, and managed to get a drink of water from a
bottle to swill them down.
Occasionally, driving uphill, he looked back, to ensure
that the lights of the other two cars were still
following. Mary lay stretched out on the back seat,
covered up with blankets and asleep. Even though
brutality used towards the young, by reason of their
defencelessness, provoked greater anger and greater
pity, it was still true that they were resilient. Was
the wind tempered to the shorn lamb? He grimaced.
All the lambs were shorn now, and the wind was from
the north-east, full of ice and black frost.
They skirted Harrogate and Ripon easily enough;
their lights showed that they still had electricity supplies
and gave them a comforting civilised look from a distance.
Things might not be too bad there yet, either.
He wondered: could it all be a bad dream, from which
they would awaken to find the old world reborn, that
everyday world which already had begun to wear the
magic of the irretrievably lost? There will be legends,
he thought, of broad avenues celestially lit, of the hurrying
millions who lived together without plotting each
other's deaths, of railway trains and aeroplanes and
motor-cars, of food in all its diversity. Most of all,
perhaps, of policemen - custodians, without anger or
malice, of a law that stretched to the ends of the earth.
He knew Masham as a small market town on the
banks of the Ure. The road curved sharply just beyond
the river, and he slowed down for the bend.
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The block had been well sited - far enough round the
bend to be invisible from the other side, but near
enough to prevent a car getting up any speed again. The
road was not wide enough to permit a turn. He had to
brake to a stop, and before he could put the car into
reverse he found a rifle pointing in at his side window.
A stocky man in tweeds was holding it. He said to John:
'All right, then. Come on out.'
John said: 'What's the idea?'
The man stepped back as Pirrie's Ford swept round
in its turn, but he kept his rifle steady on the Vauxhall.
There were others, John saw, behind him. They covered
the Ford and finally the Citroen when it, too, came to a
halt in front of the block.
The man in tweeds said: 'What's this - a convoy?
Any more of you?'
He had a jovial Yorkshire voice; the inflection did
not seem at all threatening.
John pushed the door open. 'We're travelling west,'
he said, 'across the moors. My brother's a farmer in
Westmorland. We're heading for his place.'
'Where are you heading from, mister?' another voice
asked.
'London.'
'You got out quick, did you?' The man laughed. 'Not
a very 'ealthy place just now, London, I don't reckon.'
Roger and Pirrie had both alighted - John was relieved
to see that they had left their arms in the cars.
Roger pointed to the roadblock.
'What's the idea of the tank trap?' he asked. 'Getting
ready for an invasion?'
The man in tweeds said: 'That's clever.' His voice had
a note of approval. 'You've got it in one. When they
come tearing up from the West Riding, the way you've
done, they're not going to find it so easy to pillage this
little town.'
'I get your point,' Roger said.
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There was something artificial about the situation.
John was able to see more clearly now; there were more
than a dozen men in the road, watching them.
He said: 'We might as well get things straight. Do I
take it you want us to back-track and find a road round
the town? It's a nuisance, but I see your point.'
Another of the men laughed. 'Not yet you don't,
mister!'
John made no reply. For a moment he weighed the
possibilities of their getting back into the cars and fighting
it out. But even if they were to succeed in getting
back, the women and children would be in the line of
fire. He waited.
It was fairly clear that the man in tweeds was the leader. One of the small Napoleons the new chaos
would throw up; it was their bad luck that Masham had
thrown him up so promptly. It had not been unreasonable
to hope for another twelve hours' grace.
'You see,' the man in tweeds said, 'you've got to look
at it from our point of view. If we didn't protect our- , selves, a place like this would be buried in the first rush.
I'm telling you so you will understand we're not doing
anything that's not sensible and necessary. You see, as
well as being a target, you might say we're a honeypot.
All the flies - trying to get away from the famine and
the atom bombs - they'll all be travelling along the . I
main roads. We catch them, and then we live on them -
that's the idea.' ,
'Bit early for cannibalism,' Roger commented. 'Or is
it a habit to eat human flesh in these parts?'
The man in tweeds laughed. 'Glad to see you've got a
sense of humour. All's not lost while we can find something
to laugh at, eh? It's not their flesh we want - not
yet, anyway. But most of 'em will be carrying something,
if it's only half a bar of chocolate. You might say
this is a toll-gate combined with a customs house. We
inspect the luggage, and take what we want.'
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John said sharply: 'Do you let us through after that? *
'Well, not through, like. But round, anyway.' His eyes
- small and intent in a square well-fleshed face fastened
on John's. 'You can see what it looks like from
our point of view, can't you?'
'I should say it looks like theft,' John said, 'from any
point of view.'
'Ay,' the man said, 'maybe as it does. If you've
travelled all the way up here from London with nought
worst than theft to your names, you've been luckier
than the next lot will be. All right, mister. Ask the
women to bring the kids out. We'll do the searching.
Come on, now. Soonest out, soonest ended.'
John glanced at the other two; he read anger in
Roger's face, but acquiescence. Pirrie looked his usual
polite and blank self.
'O.K.,' John said. 'Arm, you will have to wake Mary,
I'm afraid. Bring her out for a moment.'
They huddled together while some of the men began
ransacking the insides of the cars and the boots. They
were not long in unearthing the weapons. A little man
with a stubble of beard held up John's automatic rifle
with a cry.
The man in tweeds said: 'Guns, eh? That's a better
haul than we expected for our first.'
John said: 'There are revolvers as well. I hope you
will leave us those.'
'Have some sense,' the man said. 'We're the ones
who've got a town to defend.' He called to the searching
men. 'Stack all the arms over here.'
'Just what do you propose to take off us?' John asked.
'That's easy enough. The guns, for a start. Apart
from that, food, as I said. And petrol, of course.'
'Why petrol?'
'Because we may need it, if only for our internal
lines of communication.' He grinned. 'Sounds very
military, doesn't it? Bit like the old days, in some ways.
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But it's on our own doorsteps now.'
John said: 'We've got another eighty or ninety miles
to do. The Ford can do forty to the gallon, the other two
around thirty. All the tanks are pretty full. Will you
leave us nine gallons between us?'
The man in tweeds said nothing. He grinned.
John looked at him. 'We'll ditch one of the big cars.
Will you leave us six gallons?'
'Six gallons,' the man in tweeds said, 'or one revolver
- the sort of thing that might make the difference
between our holding this town and seeing it go up in
flames. Mister, we're not leaving you anything that we
can possibly make good use of.'
'One car,' John said, 'and three gallons. So you don't
have three women and four children on your consciences.'
'Nay,' the man said, 'it's all very well talking about
consciences, but we've got our own women and kids to
think about.'
Roger and Pirrie were standing by him. Roger said:
'They'll take your town, and they'll burn it. I hope
you live just long enough to see it.'
The man stared at him. 'You don't want to start
spoiling things, mister. We've been treating you fair
enough, but we could turn nasty if we wanted to.'
Roger was on the verge of saying something else.
John said:
'All right. That's enough, Rodge.' To the man in
tweeds, he went on: 'We'll make you a present of the
cars. Can we take our families through the town towards
Wensley? And do you think we could have a couple of
old perambulators you've finished with?'
'I'm glad to see you're more polite than your friend,
but it's no - to both. No one's coming into this town.
We've got our roads to guard, and the men who aren't
guarding them have got work to do and sleep to get. We
can't spare anyone to watch you, and it's damn certain
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we're not letting you go through the town unwatched.'
John looked at Roger again, and checked him. Pirrie
spoke:
'Perhaps you will tell us what we can do. And what
we can take - blankets?'
'Ay, we're well enough supplied with blankets.'
'And our maps?'
One of the searchers came up and reported to him:
'Reckon we've got everything worth having, Mr
Spruce. Food and stuff. And the guns. Willie's syphoning
the petrol.'
'In that case,' Mr Spruce said, 'you can go and help
yourselves to what you want. I shouldn't carry too
much, if I were you. You won't find the going so easy.
If you follow the river round' - he pointed to the right 'it's
your best way for getting round the town.'
Thank you,' Roger said. 'You're a great help.'
Mr Spruce regarded him with beady benevolence. 'You're lucky - getting here before the rush, like. We
shan't have time to gossip with 'em once they start
coming in fast.'
'You've got a great deal of confidence,' John said.
'But it isn't going to be as easy as you think it is.'
'I read somewhere once,' Mr Spruce said, 'how the
Saxons laughed and chatted together before the Battle
of Hastings. That was when they'd just had one big
battle and were getting ready for the next.'
'They lost that one,' John said. The Normans won.'
'Maybe they did. But it was a couple of hundred
years before they travelled easy in these parts. Good
luck, mister.'
John looked at the cars, stripped already of food
and weapons and with Willy, & youth lean and gangling
and intent, completing the syphoning of the petrol.
'May you have the same luck,' he said.
John said: The important thing is to get away from
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here. After that we can decide the best plan to follow.
As far as our things are concerned, I suggest we take
three small cases for the present. Rucksacks would have
been better, but we haven't got them. I shouldn't bother
with blankets. Fortunately, it's summer. If it's chilly,
we shall have to huddle together for warmth.'
'I shall take my blanket roll,' Pirrie said.
'I don't advise it,' John told him.
Pirrie smiled, hut made no reply.
The Masham men, having removed their booty, had
faded back into the shadows that lined the road, and
were watching them with impassive disinterest. The
children, sleepy-eyed and unsteady, watched also as
their elders sorted out what they needed from what had
been left. John realised that he no longer counted Mary
as one of the children; she was helping Arm.
They got away at last. Looking back, John saw that
the Masham men were pulling the abandoned cars
round to reinforce the barrier they had already set up.
He wondered what would happen when the cars really
began to pile up there - probably they would shove them
into the river.
They toiled up rising ground, until they could look
down, from a bare field, on the starlit roofs of the town
lying between them and the moors. The night was very
quiet.
'We'll rest here for a while,' John said. 'We can
consider our plans.'
Pirrie dropped the blanket roll; he had been carrying
it, at first awkwardly under his arm and then more
sensibly balanced on his shoulder.
'In that case, I can get rid of these blankets,' he said.
Roger said: 'I wondered how long it would be before
you realised you were carrying dead weight.'
Pirrie was busy undoing the string that tied the roll;
it was arranged in a series of complicated knots. He said:
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Those people down there . . . excellent surface efficiency,
but I suspect the minor details are going to trip
them up. I rather think the man who went through my
car wasn't even carrying a knife. If he was, then his
negligence is quite inexcusable.'
Roger asked curiously: 'What have you got in there?'
Pirrie looked up. In the dim starlight, he appeared to
be blinking. 'When I was considerably younger,' he said,
'I used to travel in the Middle East - Trans-Jordan,
Irak, Saudi Arabia. I was looking for minerals - without
much success, I must add. I learned the trick there of
hiding a rifle in a blanket roll. The Arabs stole everything,
but they preferred rifles.'
Pirrie completed his unravelling. From the middle of
the blankets, he drew out his sporting rifle; the telescopic
sight was still attached.
Roger laughed, loudly and suddenly. 'Well, I'm
damned! Things don't look quite so bad after all. Good
old Pirrie.'
Pirrie lifted out a small box in addition. 'Only a
couple of dozen rounds, unfortunately,' he said, 'but it's
better than nothing.'
'I should say it is,' said Roger. 'If we can't find a
farmhouse with a car and petrol, we don't deserve to
get away with it. A gun makes the difference.'
John said: 'No. No more cars.'
There was a moment's silence. Then Roger said:
'You're not starting to develop scruples, are you,
Johnny? Because if you are, then the best thing you can
do with Pirrie's rifle is shoot yourself. I didn't like the
way those bastards down there treated us, but I have to
admit they had the right idea. It's force that counts now.
Anybody who doesn't understand that has got as much
chance as a rabbit in a cage full of ferrets.'
Only this morning, John thought, his reasons might
have been based on scruples; and along with those
scruples would have gone uncertainty and reluctance to
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impose his own decision on the others. Now he said
sharply:
'We're not taking another car, because cars are too
dangerous now. We were lucky down there. They could
easily have riddled us with bullets first and stripped the
cars afterwards. They will have to do that eventually.
If we try to make it to the valley by car, we're asking
for something like that to happen. In a car, you're
always in a potential ambush.'
'Reasonable,' Pirrie murmured. 'Very reasonable.'
'Eighty odd miles,' Roger said. 'On foot? You weren't
expecting to find horses, were you?'
John gazed at the weed-chequered ground on which
they stood; it looked as though it might once have been
pasture.
'No. We're going to have to do it on foot. Probably
it means three days, instead of a few hours. But if we
do it slowly, it's odds on our making it. The other way,
it's odds against.'
Roger said: 'I'm for getting hold of a car, and making
a run for it. There's a chance we shan't meet any trouble
at all; there won't be many towns will have organised as
quickly as Masham did - there won't be many that will
have the sense to organise anyway. If we're making a
trek across country with the kids, we're bound to have
trouble.'
'That's what we're going to do, though,' John said.
Roger asked: 'What do you think, Pirrie?'
'It doesn't matter what he thinks,' John said. 'I've
told you what we're going to do.'
Roger nodded at the silent watchful figure of Pirrie.
'He's got the gun,' he said.
John said: 'That means he can take over running the
show, if he has the inclination. But until he does, I make
the decisions.' He glanced at Pirrie. 'Well?'
'Admirably put,' Pirrie remarked. 'Am I allowed to
keep the rifle? I hardly think I am being particularly
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vain in pointing out that I happen to have the greatest
degree of skill in its use. And I am not likely to develop
ambitions towards leadership. You will have to take
that on trust, of course.'
John said: 'Of course you keep the rifle.'
Roger said: 'So democracy's out. That's something I
ought to have realised for myself. Where do we go from
here?'
'Nowhere until the morning,' John said. 'In the first
place, we all need a night's sleep; and in the second,
there's no sense in stumbling about in the dark in
country we don't know. Everybody stands an hour's
watch. I'll take first; then you, Roger, Pirrie, Millicent,
Olivia' - he hesitated - 'and Arm. Six hours will be as
much as we can afford. Then we shall go and look for
breakfast.'
The air was warm, with hardly any breeze.
'Once again,' Roger said, 'thank God it's not winter.*
He called to the three boys: 'Come on, you lot. You can
snuggle round me and keep me cosy.'
The field lay just under the crest of a hill. John sat
above the little group of reclining figures, and looked
over them to the vista of moorland that stretched away
westwards. The moon would soon be up; already its
radiance had begun to reinforce the starlight.
The question of whether the weather held fair would
make a lot of difference to them. How easy it would be,
he thought, to pray - to sacrifice, even - to the moorland
gods, in the hope of turning away their wrath. He
glanced at where the three boys lay curled up between
Roger and Olivia. They would come to it, perhaps, or
their children.
And thinking that, he felt a great weariness of spirit,
as though out of the past his old self, his civilised self,
challenged him to an accounting. When it sank below a
certain level, was life itself worth the having any
longer? They had lived in a world of morality whose
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lineage could be traced back nearly four thousand years.
In a day, it had been swept from under them.
But were there some who still held on, still speaking the grammar of love while Babel rose all round them?
If they did, he thought, they must die, and their children
with them - as their predecessors had died, long ago, in
the Roman arenas. For a moment, he thought that he
would be glad to have the faith to die like that, but then
he looked again at the little sleeping group whose head
he now was, and knew their lives meant more to him
than their deaths ever could.
He stood up, and walked quietly to where Arm lay
with Mary in her arms. Mary was asleep, but in the
growing moonlight he could see that Ann's eyes were
open.
He called softly to her: 'ArmI'
She made no reply. She did not even look up. After a
time he walked away again and took up his old position.
There were some who would choose to die well rather
than to live. He was sure of that, and the assurance
comforted him.
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During her watch, Millicent had seen distant flashes
towards the south, twice or three times, and had heard a
rumble of noise long afterwards. They might have been
atom-bomb explosions. The question seemed irrelevant.
It was unlikely that they would ever know the full story
of whatever was taking place in the thickly populated
parts of the country; and, in any case, it no longer
interested them.
They began their march on a bright morning; it was
cool but promised heat. The objective John had set
them was a crossing of the northern part of Masham
Moor into Coverdale. After that, they would take a
minor road across Carlton Moor and then strike north
to Wensleydale and the pass into Westmorland. They
found a farmhouse not very far away from where they
had slept, and Roger wanted to raid it for food. John
vetoed the idea, on the grounds that it was too near
Masham. It was uncertain how far the Mashamites
proposed to protect their outlying districts. The sound
of shots might easily bring a protecting party up from
the town.
They therefore kept away from habitation, travelling
in the bare fields and keeping close beside the hedges or
stone walls which formed the boundaries. It was about
half-past six when they crossed the main road north of
Masham, and the sun had warmed the air. The boys
were happy enough, and had to be restrained from
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unnecessary running about. The whole party had something
of a picnic air, except that Arm remained quiet,
withdrawn and unhappy.
Millicent commented on this to John, when he found
himself walking beside her across a patch of broken
stony ground.
She said: 'Arm shouldn't take things too much to
heart, Johnny. It's all in a day's work.'
John glanced at her. Neatness was a predominating
characteristic of Millicent, and she looked now as
though she were out for an ordinary country walk.
Pirrie, with the rifle under his arm, was about fifteen
yards ahead of them.
'I don't think it's so much what happened,' John said,
'as what she did afterwards that's worrying her.'
'That's what I meant was all in a day's work,' Milli-
cent said. She looked at John with frank admiration. 'I liked the way you handled things last night. You know quiet,
but no nonsense. I like a man to know what he
wants and go and get it.'
Discounting her face, John thought, she looked a
good deal more than a score of years younger than
Pirrie; she was slim and tautly figured. She caught his
glance, and smiled at him. He recognised something in
the smile, and was shocked by it.
He said briefly: 'Someone has to make decisions.'
'At first, I didn't think you would be the kind who
would, properly. Then last night I could see I was wrong
about you.'
It was not, he decided, the concupiscence which
shocked him in itself, but its presence in this context.
Pirrie, he was sure, must have been a cuckold for some
time, but that had been in London, in that warren of
swarming humanity where the indulgence of one more
lust could have no real importance. But here, where-
their interdependence was as starkly evident as the barren
lines of what had been the moors, it mattered a great
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deal. There might yet be a morality in which the leader
of the group took his women as he wished. But the old
ways of winks and nudges and innuendoes were as dead
as business conferences and evenings at the theatre - as
dead and as impossible of resurrection. The fact that he
was shocked by Millicent's failure to realise it was
evidence of how deeply the realisation had sunk into
and conditioned his own mind.
He said, more sharply still: 'Go and take over that
case from Olivia. She's had it long enough.'
She raised her eyebrows slightly. 'Just as you say. Big
Chief. Whatever you say goes.'
On the edge of Witton Moor they found what John had
been looking for - a small farmhouse, compact and
isolated. It stood on a slight rise, surrounded by potato
fields. There was smoke rising from the chimney. For a
moment that puzzled him, until he remembered that,
in a remote spot like this, they would probably need a
coal fire, even in summer, for cooking. He gave Pirrie
his instructions. Pirrie nodded, and rubbed three fingers
of his right hand along his nose; he had made the same
gesture, John remembered now, before going out after
the gang who had taken Arm and Mary.
With Roger, John walked up to the farmhouse. They
made no attempt at concealment, and strolled casually
as though motivated by idle curiosity. John saw a curtain
in one of the front windows twitch, but there was no
other sign that they had been observed. An old dog
sunned himself against the side of the house. Pebbles
crunched under their feet, a casual and friendly sound.
There was a knocker on the door, shaped like a ram's
head. John lifted it and dropped it again heavily; it
clanged dully against its metal base. As they heard the
tread of feet on the other side, the two men stepped a
little to the right.
The door swung open. The man on the other side had
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to come fully into the threshold to see them properly.
He was a big man; his eyes were small and cold in a
weathered red face. John saw with satisfaction that he
was carrying a shotgun.
He said: 'Well, what is it you want? We've nought to
sell, if it's food you're after.'
He was still too far inside the house.
John said: Thanks. We're not short of food, though.
We've got something we think might interest you.'
'Keep it,' the man said. 'Keep it, and clear off.'
'In that case...' John said.
He jumped inwards so that he was pressed against the
wall to the right of the door, out of sight of the farmer.
The man reacted immediately. 'If you want gunshot...'
he said. He came through the doorway, the gun ready,
his finger on the trigger.
There was a distant crack, and at the same time the
massive body turned inwards, like a top pulled by its
string, and slumped towards them. As he fell, a finger
contracted. The gun went off crashingly, its charge exploding
against the wall of the farmhouse. The echoes
seemed to splinter against the calm sky. The old dog
roused and barked, feebly, against the sun. A voice
cried something from inside the house, and then there
was silence.
John pulled the shotgun away from under the body
which lay over it. One barrel was still unfired. With a
nod to Roger, he stepped over the dead or dying man
and into the house. The door opened immediately into
a big living-room. The light was dimmer and John's gaze
went first to the closed doors leading off the room and
then to the empty staircase that ascended in one corner.
Several seconds had elapsed before he saw the woman
who stood in the shadows by the side of the staircase.
She was quite tall, but as spare as the farmer had
been broad. She was looking directly at them, and she
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was holding another gun. Roger saw her at the same
time. He cried:
'Watch it, Johnny!'
Her hand moved along the side of the gun, but as it
did so, John's own hand moved also. The clap of sound
was even more deafening in the confinement of the
room. She stayed upright for a moment and then,
clutching at the banister to her left, crumpled up. She
began to scream as she reached the ground, and went
on screaming in a high strangled voice.
Roger said: 'Oh, my God!'
John said: 'Don't stand there. Get a move on. Get
that other gun and let's get this house searched. We've
been lucky twice but we don't have to be a third time.'
He watched while Roger reluctantly pulled the gun
away from the woman; she gave no sign, but went on
screaming.
Roger said: 'Her face...'
'You take the ground floor,' John told him. 'I'll go
upstairs.'
He searched quickly through the upper storey, kicking
doors open. He did not realise until he had nearly
finished his search that he had forgotten something that
had been the second barrel and, until the shotgun
was re-loaded, he was virtually weaponless. One
door remained. He hesitated and then kicked this open
in turn.
It was a small bedroom. A girl in her middle 'teens
was sitting up in bed. She stared at him with terrified
eyes.
He said to her: 'Stay here. Understand? You won't
get hurt if you stay in here.'
'The guns . . . ' she said. 'Ma and Pa - what was the
shooting? They're not...'
He said coldly: 'Don't move outside this room.'
There was a key in the lock. He went out, closed the
door and locked it. The woman downstairs was still
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screaming, but less harshly than she had been. Roger
stood above her, staring down.
John said, 'Well?'
Roger looked up slowly. 'It's all right. There's no one
else down here.' He gazed down at the woman again.
'Breakfast cooking on the range.'
Pirrie came quietly through the open door. He lowered his rifle as he viewed the scene.
'Mission accomplished,' he commented. 'She had a
gun as well? Are there any others in the house?'
'Guns or people?' John asked. 'I didn't see any other
guns, did you, Rodge?'
Still looking at the woman, Roger said: 'No.'
'There's a girl upstairs,' John said. 'Daughter. I locked
her in.'
'And this?' Pirrie directed the toe of one shoe towards
the woman, now groaning deep-throatedly.
'She got the blast... in the face mostly,' Roger said.
'From a couple of yards range.'
'Tn that case ...' said Pirrie. He tapped the side of his
rifle and looked at John. 'Do you agree?'
Roger looked at them both. John nodded. Pirrie
walked with his usual precise gait to where the woman
lay. As he pointed the rifle, he said: 'A revolver is so
much more convenient for this sort of thing.' The rifle
cracked, and the woman stopped groaning. 'In addition
to which, I do not like using the ammunition for this
unnecessarily. We are not likely to replace it. Shotguns
are much more likely equipment in parts like
these.'
John said: 'Not a bad exchange - two shot-guns and,
presumably, ammunition, for two rounds.'
Pirrie smiled. 'You will forgive me for regarding two
rounds from this as worth half a dozen shot-guns. Still,
it hasn't been too bad. Shall we call the others up now?'
'Yes,' John said, 'I think we might as well.'
In a strained voice, Roger said: 'Wouldn't it be better
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to get these bodies out of the way first - before the
children come up here?'
John nodded. 'I suppose it would.' He stepped across
the corpse. There's generally a hole under the stairs.
Yes, I thought so. In here. Wait a minute - here are the
cartridges for tlie shot-guns. Get these out first.' He
peered into the dark recesses of the cubby-hole. 'I don't
think there's anything else we want. You can lift her in
now.'
It took all three of them to carry the dead farmer in
from the door and wedge his body also into the cupboard
under the stairs. Then John went out in front of
the house, and waved. The day was as bright, and
seemed fresher than ever with the absence of the pungent
smell of powder. The old dog had settled again in
its place; he saw now that it was very old indeed, and
possibly blind. A watchdog that still lived when it could
no longer guard was an aimless thing; but no more
aimless, he thought, than the blind millions of whom
they themselves were the forerunners. He let the gun
drop. At any rate, it was not worth the expenditure of
a cartridge.
The women came up the hill with the children. The
picnic air was gone; the boys walked quietly and without
saying anything. Davey came up to John. He said,
in a low voice:
'What was the shooting. Daddy?'
John looked into his son's eyes. 'We have to fight for
things now,' he said. 'We have to fight to live. It's something
you'll have to learn.'
Did you kill them?'
Yes.'
'Where did you put the bodies? * 'Out of the way. Come on in. We're going to have
breakfast.'
There was a stain of blood at the door, and another
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where the woman had lain. Davey looked at them, but
he did not say anything else.
When they were all in the living-room, John said:
'We don't want to be here long. The women can be
getting us a meal. There are eggs in the kitchen, and a
side of bacon. Get it done quickly. Roger and Pirrie and
I will be sorting out what we want to take with us.'
Spooks asked: 'Can we help you?'
'No. You boys stay here and rest yourselves. We've
got a long day in front of us.'
Olivia had been staring, as Davey had done, at the
marks of blood on the floor. She said:
'Were there only - the two of them?'
John said curtly: 'There's a girl upstairs - daughter.
I've locked her in.'
Olivia made a move towards the stairs. 'She must be
terrified!'
John's look stopped her. He said: 'I've told you - we
haven't time to waste on inessentials. See to the things
we need. Never mind anything else.'
For a moment she hesitated, and then she went
through to the kitchen. Millicent followed her. Arm
stood by the door with Mary. She said:
'Two are enough. We're going to stay outside. I don't
like the smell in here.'
John nodded. 'Just as you want. You can eat out
there as well, if you like.'
Arm did not say anything, but led Mary out into
the sunshine. Spooks, after a brief hesitation, followed
them. The other two boys sat on the old-fashioned sofa
under the window. There was a clock ticking rhythmically
on the wall facing them. It was glass-fronted, so
that its works were visible. They sat and stared at it, and
spoke to each other in whispers.
By the time the food was ready, the men had got all
they needed. They had found two large rucksacks and a
smaller one, and had packed them with chunks of ham
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and pork and salted beef, along with some homemade
bread. The cartridges for the guns were slipped in on
top. They had also found an old army water-bottle.
Roger suggested filling more bottles with water, but
John opposed it. They would be travelling through
tolerably well-watered country, and had enough to
carry as it was.
When they had finished their meal, Olivia started
collecting the plates together. It was when Millicent
laughed that John saw what she was doing. She put the
plates down again in some confusion.
John said: 'No washing up. We get moving straight
away. It's an isolated place, but any house is a potential
trap.'
The men began picking up their guns and rucksacks.
Olivia said: 'What about the girl?'
John glanced at her. 'What about her?'
'We can't leave her - like this.'
'If it bothers you,' John said, 'you can go and unlock
her door. Tell her she can come out when she likes. It doesn't matter now.'
'But we can't leave her in the house!' She gestured
towards the cupboard beneath the stairs. 'With those.'
'What do you suggest, then?'
'We could take her with us.'
John said: 'Don't be silly, Olivia. You know we can't.'
Olivia stared at him. Behind her plump diffidence,
he saw, there was resolution. Thinking of her and of
Roger, he reflected that crises were always likely to produce
strange results in terms of human behaviour.
Olivia said: 'If not, I shall stay here with her.'
'And Roger?' John asked. 'And Steve?'
Roger said slowly: 'If Olivia wants to stay, we'll stay
here with her. You don't need us, do you?'
John said: 'And when the next visitor calls, who's
going to open the door? You or Olivia - or Steve?'
There was a silence. The clock ticked, marking the
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passing seconds of a summer morning.
Roger said then: 'Why can't we take the girl, if Olivia
wants to? We brought Spock. A girl couldn't be any
danger to us, surely?'
Impatient and angry, John said: 'What makes you
think she would come with us? We've just killed her
parents.'
'I think she would come,' Olivia said.
'How long would you like to have to persuade her?'
John asked. 'A fortnight?'
Olivia and Roger exchanged glances. Roger said:
'The rest of you go on. We'll try and catch up with
you - with the girl, if she will come.'
To Roger, John said: 'You surprise me, Roger.
Surely I don't have to point out to you just how damn
silly it is to split our forces now?'
They did not answer him. Pirrie and Millicent and the
boys were watching in silence. John glanced at his
watch.
'Look,' he said, 'I'll give you three minutes, Olivia,
to talk to the girl. If she wants to come, she can. But
we aren't going to waste any more time persuading her
- none of us. All right?' Olivia nodded. 'I'll come up
with you.'
He led the way up the stairs, unlocked the door, and
pushed it open. The girl was out of bed; she looked up
from a kneeling posture, possibly one of prayer. John
stood aside to let Olivia enter the room. The girl stared
at them both, her face expressionless.
Olivia said. 'We should like you to come with us,
my dear. We are going to a safe place up in the hills. It
wouldn't be safe for you to stay here.'
The girl said: 'My mother - I heard her screaming,
and then she stopped.' \
'She's dead,' Olivia said. 'Your father, too. There's
nothing to stay here for.'
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'You killed them,' the girl said. She looked at John.
'He killed them.'
Olivia said: 'Yes. They had food and we didn't. People
fight over food now. We won, and they lost. It's something
that can't be helped. I want you to come with us,
all the same.'
The girl turned away, her face pressed against the bed
clothes. In a muffled voice, she said:
'Leave me alone. Go away and leave me alone.'
John looked at Olivia and shook his head. She went
over and knelt down beside the girl, putting an arm
round her shoulders. She said gently:
'We aren't bad people. We're just trying to save ourselves
and our children, and so the men kill now, if they
have to. There will be others coming who will be worse
- who will kill just for the sake of killing, and torture,
too, perhaps.'
The girl repeated: 'Leave me alone.'
'We aren't far ahead of the mobs,' Olivia said. 'They
will be coming up from the towns, looking for food. A
place of this kind will draw them like flies. Your father
and mother would have died, anyway, in the next few
days, and you with them. Don't you believe that?'
'Go away,' the girl said. She did not look up.
John said: 'I told you, Olivia. We can't take her away
against her will. And as for your staying here with her -
you've just said yourself the place is a deathtrap.'
Olivia got up from her knees, as though acquiescing.
But instead she took the girl by the shoulders and
twisted her round to face her. She had considerable
strength of arm, and she used it now, not brutally but
with determination.
She said: 'Listen to me! You're afraid, aren't you?
Aren't you?'
Her eyes held the girl as though in fascination. The
girl's head nodded.
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'Do you believe I want to help you?' Olivia asked
her.
Again she nodded.
'You're coming with us,' Olivia said. 'We're going
across the Pennines, to a place in Westmorland where
we can all be quite safe, and where there won't be any
more killing and brutality.' Olivia's normal reserve was
entirely gone; she spoke with a bitter anger that carried
conviction. 'And you are coming with us. We killed
your father and mother, but if we save you we shall
have made up to them a little bit. They wouldn't want
you to die here as they have done.'
The girl stared silently. Olivia said to John:
'You can wait outside. I'll help her dress. We shall
only be a couple of minutes.'
John shrugged. 'I'll go downstairs and see that every-
thing's ready. A couple of minutes, remember.'
'We'll be down,' Olivia said.
In the living-room, John found Roger fiddling with
the controls of a radio that stood on the sideboard. He
looked up as John came down the stairs.
'Nothing,' he said. 'I've tried North, Scotland, Midland,
London - nothing at all.'
'Ireland?' John asked.
'Nothing I can hear. I doubt if you could pick them
up from here anyway.'
'Perhaps the set's dead.'
'I found one station. I don't know what the language
was - it sounded Middle European. Sounded pretty
desperate, too.'
'Short waves?'
'Haven't tried.'
'I'll have a go.' Roger stood aside, and John switched
down to the short wave band, and began to fan the dial,
slowly and carefully. He covered three-quarters of the
dial without finding anything; then he picked up a voice,
distorted by crackle and fading, but speaking English.
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He tuned it in to its maximum, and gave it all the
volume he could:
'. . . fragmentary, but all the evidence indicates that
Western Europe has ceased to exist as a part of the
civilised world.'
The accent was American. John said softly:
'So that beautiful banner yet waves.'
'Numbers of airplanes,' the voice continued, 'have
been arriving during last evening in parts of the United
States and Canada. By the President's order, the people
in them have been given sanctuary. The President of
France and senior members of the French Government,
and the Dutch and Belgian Royal families are amongst
those who have entered this country. It is reported from
Halifax, Nova Scotia, that the British Royal family and
Government have arrived there safely. According to
the same report, the last Prime Minister of Great
Britain, Raymond Welting, has said that the startling
speed of the breakdown which has taken place there was
largely due to the spread of rumours that major population
centres were to be atom-bombed as a means of
saving the rest of the country. These rumours. Welling
claims, were entirely unfounded, but caused panic
nevertheless. When told that the Atomic Energy Commission
here had reported atomic-bomb explosions as
occurring in Europe during the past few hours. Welling
stated that he could not account for them, but thought
it possible that isolated Air Force elements might have
used such desperate measures in the hope of regaining
control.'
Roger said: 'So it got out of hand, and he threw it up
and ran.'
'One of the unsolved mysteries,' John said.
The voice went on: 'The following statement, signed
by the President, was issued in Washington at nine p.m.
'It is to be expected that this country will mourn the
loss to barbarism of Europe, the cradle of our Western
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civilisation. We cannot help being grieved and shocked
by what is taking place on the other side of the Atlantic
Ocean. At the same time, this does not mean that there
is the slightest danger of a similar catastrophe occurring
here. Our food-stocks are high, and though it is probable
that rations will have to be reduced in the coming
months, there will still be ample food for all. In the
fullness of time, we shall defeat the Chung-Li virus and
go out to reclaim the wide world that once we knew.
Until then, our duty is to preserve within the limits of
our own nation the heritage of man's greatness.'
John said bitterly: 'That's encouraging, anyway.'
He turned to see Olivia coming down the stairs with
the girl. Now that she was dressed, he saw that she was
two or three years older than Mary, a country girl,
more distinguished by health than good looks. She
looked from John's face to the stains on the floor, and
back again; but her face did not show anything.
Olivia said: 'This is Jane. She's coming with us. We're
all ready now, Johnny.'
John said: 'Good. Then we'll push off.'
The girl turned to Olivia. 'Before I go - could I see
them, just the once?'
Olivia looked uncertain. John thought of the two
bodies, crammed in, without ceremony or compunction,
beneath the stairs on which the girl now stood.
He said sharply: 'No. It wouldn't do you or them any
good, and we haven't got the time.'
He thought she might protest, but when Olivia urged
her forward gently, she came. She looked once round
the living-room, and walked out into the open.
'O.K.'John said,'we're off.'
'One minor item,' Pirrie said. The voice on the radio
was still talking, falling towards and away from them
on periodic swells of volume. It was outlining some new
regulation against food hoarding. Pirrie walked over to
the sideboard and, in a single movement, swept the
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radio on to the wooden floor. It fell with a splintering of
glass. With deliberate movements, Pirrie kicked it until
the cabinet was shattered and the broken fittings displayed.
He put his heel solidly down on to the tangle of
glass and metal, and mashed it into ruin. Then, extricating
his foot with care, he went out with the rest.
Their journey, owing to the presence of the children,
would have to be by fairly easy stages. John had planned
for three days; the first march to take them to the end
of Wensleydale, the second over the moors to a point
north of Sedbergh, and the third, at last, to Blind Gill.
It would be necesary to keep close to the main road, and
he hoped that for long periods it would be possible to
travel on it. He thought it was unlikely there would be
any cars about. By now, Masham's example must have
been followed in most of the North Riding. The cars
would bog down long before they got to the Dale.
Roger said to him, as they made their way down by
the side of a wood in the direction of Coverham:
'We could get hold of bicycles. What do you think?'
John shook his head. 'We would still be too vulnerable.
And we should have to find ten bicycles together otherwise
it would mean having to wheel some along, or
else splitting up the party.'
'And you're not going to do that, are you?' Roger
asked.
John glanced at him. 'No. I'm not going to do that.'
Roger said: 'I'm glad Olivia was able to persuade the
girl to come with us. It would have been grim to think
of her back there.'
'You're getting sentimental, Roger.'
'No.' Roger, hitched his pack more firmly on to the
middle of his back. 'You're toughening up. It's a good
thing, I suppose.'
'Only suppose?'
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'No. You're right, Johnny. It's got to be done. We're
going to make it?'
'We're going to make it.'
The houses they passed were closed and shuttered; if
people still lived in them they were giving no external
sign of occupancy. They saw fewer people even than
would have been normal in these parts; and when they
did encounter others, there was no attempt at greeting
on either side. For the most part, the people they met
gave ground before the little party, and detoured round
them. But twice they saw bands similar to their own.
The first of these was of five adults, with two small
children being carried. The two parties stared at each
other briefly from a distance, and went their separate
ways.
The second group was bigger than their own. There
were about a dozen people in it, all adults, and several
guns were in evidence. This encounter happened in the
afternoon, a few miles east of Aysgarth. Apparently
this group was crossing the road on their way south to
Bishopdale. They halted on the road, surveying the
approach of John and the others.
John motioned his own group to a stop, about twenty
yards away from them. There was a pause for observation.
Then one of the men who faced them called:
'Where are ye from?'
John said: 'London.'
There was a ripple of hostile interest. Their leader
said:
'There's little enough to be got in these parts for those
who live here, without Londoners coming up scavenging.'
John made no reply. He hefted his shot-gun up under
his arm, and Roger and Pirrie followed suit. They
stared at the other group in silence.
'Where are ye making for?' the man asked them.
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'We're going over the moors,' John said, 'into West-
morland.'
'There'll be nought more there than there is here.'
His gaze was on the guns, longingly. 'If you can use
those weapons, we might be willing to have you join
up with us.'
'We can use them,' John said. 'But we prefer to stay
on our own.'
'Safety in numbers these days.' John did not reply.
'Safer for the kiddies, and all.'
'We can look after them,' John said.
The man shrugged. He gestured to his followers, and
they began to move off the road in their original direction.
He himself prepared to follow them. At the road's
edge, he paused, and turned back.
'Hey, mister!' he called. 'Any news?'
It was Roger who replied: 'None, but that the world's
grown honest.'
The man's face cracked into a laugh. 'Ay, that's good.
Then is doomsday near!'
They watched until the group was nearly out of sight,
and then continued their journey.
They skirted to the south of Aysgarth, which showed
the signs of defensive array that had now become
familiar. They rested, in the afternoon's heat, within
sight of the town. The valley, which had been so green
in the old days, now showed predominantly black against
the browner hills beyond. The stone walls wound their
way up the hillsides, marking boundaries grown meaningless.
Once John thought he saw sheep on the hillside,
and jumped to his feet to make sure. But they were only
white boulders. There could be no sheep here now. The
Chung-Li virus had done its work with all-embracing
thoroughness.
Mary was sitting with Olivia and the girl Jane. The
boys, for once too tired to skylark, were resting together
and discussing, so far as John could judge from
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the scraps of conversation he picked up, motor speedboats.
Arm sat by herself, under a tree. He went over
and sat down beside her.
'Are you feeling any better?' he asked her.
'I'm all right.'
She looked tired, and he wondered how much sleep
she had managed to get the night before. He said:
'Only two more days of this, and then...'
She caught his words up. 'And then everything's fine
again, and we can forget all that's happened, and start
life all over from the beginning. Well?'
'No, I don't suppose we can. Does it matter? But we
can live what passes for a decent life again, and watch
the children grow up into human beings instead of
savages. That's worth doing a lot for.'
'And you're doing it, aren't you? The world on your
shoulders.'
He said softly: 'We've been very lucky so far. It may
not seem like that, but it's true. Lucky in getting away
from London, and lucky in getting as far north as this
before we ran into serious trouble. The reason this place
looks deserted is because the locals have retired behind
their defences, and the mobs haven't arrived. But I
shouldn't think we're more than a day's march ahead
of the mobs - we may be less. And when they come ...'
He stared at the tumbling waters of the Ure. It was a
sunlit summer scene, strange only in the absence of so
much of the familiar green. He didn't really believe the
implications of his own words, and yet he knew they
were true.
'We shall be at peace in Blind Gill,' Arm said wearily.
'I wouldn't mind being there now,' John said.
'I'm tired,' Arm said. 'I don't want to talk - about
that or anything else. Let me be, John.'
He looked down at her for a moment, and then went
away. As he did so, he saw that, from under the next
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tree, Millicent was watching them. She caught his eye,
and smiled.
The valley narrowed towards Hawes, and the hills on
either side rose more steeply; the stone walls no longer
reached up to their summits. Hawes did not appear to
be defended, but they avoided it all the same, going
round on the higher ground to the south and fording
the tributaries of the Ure, fortunately shallow at this
time of year.
They made camp for the night in the mouth of
Widdale Gill, securing themselves in the angle between
the railway line and the river. Fairly near they found a
field that had been planted with potatoes, and dug up
a good supply. Olivia made a stew of these and the salt
meat they carried; Jane helped her and Millicent gave
some half-hearted assistance.
The sun had set behind the Pennines, but it was still
quite light; John looked at his watch and saw that it
wasn't yet eight o'clock. Of course, that was British Summer Time, not Greenwich. He smiled at the thought
of that delicate and ridiculous distinction.
They had done well, and the boys were not too
obviously fatigued. Normally he might have taken
them farther before halting, but it would be stupid to
begin the climb up into Mossdale in such circumstances.
Instead, they could make an early start the following
morning. He watched the preparations for supper with
a contented eye. Pirrie was on guard beside the railway
line.
The boys came over to him together. It was Davey
who spoke; he used a tone of deference quite unlike his
old man-to-man approach.
'Daddy,' he said, 'can we stand guard tonight as well?'
John surveyed them: the alert figure of his son,
Spooks's gangling lankiness, Steve's rather square shortness.
They were still just schoolboys, out on a more
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puzzling and exciting lark than usual.
He shook his head. 'Thanks very much for the offer,
but we can manage.'
Davey said: 'But we've been working it out. It doesn't
matter that we can't shoot properly as long as we can
keep awake and make a noise if we see anyone. We
can do that.'
John said: 'The best thing you three can do is not to
stay awake talking after supper. Get to sleep as quickly
as possible. We're up early in the morning, and we've
got a stiff climb and a long day to face.'
He had spoken lightly enough, and in the old days
Davey would have argued strenuously on the point. Now
he only glanced at the other two boys in resignation, and
they went off together to look at the river.
They all had supper together, Pirrie having come
down from the line with a report of emptiness as far as
the eye could see. Afterwards, John appointed the hours
of sentry duty for the night.
Roger said: 'You're not counting Jane in?'
He thought Roger was joking at first, and laughed.
Then he saw, to his astonishment, that it had been a
serious question.
'No,' he said. 'Not tonight.'
The girl was sitting close to Olivia; she had not
strayed far from her all day. John had heard them talking
together during the afternoon, and had heard Jane
laughing once. She glanced up at the two men, her fresh,
somewhat fat-cheeked face open and inquiring.
'You wouldn't murder us in our beds, would you,
Jane?' Roger asked her.
She shook her head solemnly.
John said to her: 'Well, it's best not to give you the
chance, isn't it?'
She turned away, but it was in embarrassment, he
saw, not hatred.
He said: 'It's Ann's first watch. The rest of us had
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better get down and get to sleep. You boys can put the
fire out - tread out all the embers.'
Roger woke him, and handed him the shot-gun which
the sentry kept. He got to his feet, feeling stiff, and
rubbed his legs with his hands. The moon was up; its
light gleamed on the nearby river, and threw shadows
from the small group of huddled figures.
'Seasonably warm,' Roger said, 'thank God.'
'Anything to report?'
'What would there be, but ghosts?'
'Any ghosts, then?'
'A brief trace of an apparition - the corniest of them
all.' John looked at him. 'The ghost train. I thought I
heard it hooting in the distance, and for about ten
minutes afterwards I could have sworn I heard its distant
roar.'
'Could be a train,' John said. 'If there are any capable
of being manned, and anyone capable of manning one,
they might try a night journey. But I think it's a bit
unlikely, taken all round.'
'I prefer to think of it as a ghost train. Heavily laden
with the substantial ghosts of Dalesmen going to
market, or trucks of ghostly coal or insubstantial metal
ingots, crossing the Pennines. I've been thinking - how
long do you think railway lines will be recognisable as
railway lines? Twenty years - thirty? And how long
will people remember that there were such things, once
upon a time? Shall we tell fairy stories to our great-
grandchildren about the metal monsters that ate coal
and breathed out smoke?'
'Go to sleep,' John said. 'There'll be time enough to
think about your great-grandchildren.'
'Ghosts,' Roger said. 'I see ghosts all round me tonight.
The ghosts of my remote descendants, painted
with woad.'
John made no reply, but climbed up the embankment
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to his post on the line. When he looked back from the
top, Roger was curled up, and to all intents asleep.
The sentry's duty was to keep both sides of the line
under observation, but the far side - the north - was
more important owing to the fact that the main road
lay in that direction. That was the sentry's actual post,
out of direct sight of the group of sleepers. John took
up his position there. He lit a cigarette, guarding the
glowing end against possible observation. He didn't
really think it was necessary, but it was natural to adapt old army tricks to a situation with so many familiar
elements.
He looked at the small white cylinder, cupped in his
hand. There was a habit that would have to go, but
there was no point in ending it before necessity ended
it for him. How long, he wondered, before the exploring
Americans land at the forgotten harbours and push inland,
handing out canned ham and cigars, and scattering
Chung-Li immune grass seed on their way? In every
little outpost, like Blind Gill, where the remnants of
the British held out, something like that would be the
common daydream, the winter's tale. A legend, perhaps,
that might spur the new barbarians at last across the
western ocean, to find a land as rough and brutal as
their own.
For he could no longer believe that there would be any last-minute reprieve for mankind. First China, and
then the rest of Asia, and now Europe. The others would
fall in their turn, incredulous, it might be, to the end.
Nature was wiping a cloth across the slate of human
history, leaving it empty for the pathetic scrawls of
those few who, here and there over the face of the globe,
would survive.
He heard a sound from the other side of the railway
line, and moved warily across to investigate. As he
reached the edge of the embankment, he saw that a
slim figure was climbing the last few feet towards him.
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It was Milhcent. She put a hand up to him and he
grasped it.
He said: 'What the hell are you doing?'
She said: 'Ssh - you'll wake everyone up.'
She looked down at the sleeping group below, and
then moved across towards the sentry post. John followed
her. He was reasonably certain what the visit
promised. The calm effrontery of it made him angry.
'You're not on duty for another couple of hours,' he
said. 'You want to go back and get some sleep. We've
got a long day in front of us.'
She asked him: 'Cigarette?' He took one from his
case and gave it to her. 'Mind lighting it?'
He said: 'I don't think it's a good idea to show lights.
Keep it under, and cover it with your hands when you
inhale.'
'You know everything, don't you?'
She bent down to his cupped hands to take the
lighter's flame. Her black hair gleamed in the moonlight.
He was not, he realised, handling the situation
very well. It had been a mistake to give her the cigarette
she asked for; he should have sent her back to bed. She
straightened up again, the cigarette now tucked behind
her curled fingers.
'I can do without sleep,' she said. 'I remember one
weekend I didn't have three hours sleep between Friday
and Monday. Fresh as a daisy after it, too.'
'You don't have to boast. It's stamped all over you.'
'Is it?' There was a pause. 'What's the matter with Arm ?'
He said coldly: 'You know as much as I do. I suppose
it wouldn't have affected you - either what happened or
what she did afterwards.'
Complacently, she said: "There's one thing about not
having very high standards - you're not likely to go off
your rocker when you hit something nasty - either from
other people or yourself.'
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John drew on his cigarette. 'I don't want to talk about Arm . And I don't want an affaire with you - do you
understand that? I should think you would see that,
quite apart from anything else, this isn't the time for
that sort of thing.'
'When you want a thing is the time to have it.'
'You've made a mistake. I don't want it.' |
She laughed; her voice was lower when she did so,
and rather hoarse. I
'Let's be grown up,' she said. 'I may make mistakes, ' but not about that kind of thing.'
'You know my mind better than I do?'
'I shouldn't be surprised. I'll tell you this much, Big
Chief. If it had been Olivia who had paid you this little
visit, you would have sent her back straight away, and ,
no back-answers. And why are you talking in whispers, |
anyway? In case we make anyone wake up?'
He had not realised that he had dropped his voice. He
spoke more loudly. 'I think you'd better get back now,
Millicent.'
She laughed again. 'What would be so unreasonable
about not wanting to wake people up? I don't suppose
they're all as good at doing without sleep as I am. You
rise too easily.'
'All right. I'm not going to argue with you. Just go
back to bed, and forget all about it.'
She said obediently: 'O.K.' She dropped her cigarette, I
half smoked, and trod it into the ground. 'I'll just try the
spark test, and if you don't fire, I'll go right down like i
a good little girl.' i
She came towards him. He said: 'Don't be silly, Milli-
cent.' She paused just short of him. 'Nothing wrong
with a goodnight kiss, is there?' She put herself in his
arms. He had to hold her or let her fall, and he held her.
She was very warm, and softer to hold than he would
have expected. She wriggled slightly against him.
'Spark test satisfactory, I think,' she said.
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They both turned at the sound of small stones falling.
A figure rose above the embankment's edge and stood
facing them.
Pirrie tapped his rifle, which he held under his arm. He said reprovingly: 'Even carrying this, I very nearly
surprised you. You are not as alert as a good sentry
should be, Custance.'
Millicent had disengaged herself. She said: 'What do
you think you're doing, wandering around in the middle
of the night?'
'Would it be altogether inappropriate,' Pirrie asked,
'to put a similar question to you?'
She said scornfully: 'I thought the eyeful you got
the last time you spied on me had put you off. Or is
that the way you get your kick now?'
Pirrie said: 'The last several times, I have borne with
the situation as the lesser evil. I will grant that you have
been discreet. Any action I might have taken could only
have made my cuckoldry conspicuous, and I was always
anxious to avoid that.'
'Don't worry,' Millicent said. 'I'll go on being
discreet.'
John said: 'Pirrie! Nothing has happened between
your wife and me. Nothing is going to. The only thing I
am concerned with is getting us all safely to Blind Gill.'
In a musing tone, Pirrie said: 'My natural inclination
always was to kill her. But in normal society, murder is
much too great a risk. I went so far as to make plans, and rather good ones, too, but I would never have
carried them out.'
Millicent said: 'Henry! Don't start being silly.'
In the moonlight, John saw Pirrie lift his right hand,
and rub the fingers along the side of his nose. He said
sharply:
That's enough of that!'
Deliberately, Pirrie released the safety catch on the
rifle. John raised his shotgun.
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'No,' Pirrie said calmly. Tut that gun down. You are
very well aware that I could shoot a good deal more
quickly than you. Put it down. I should not care to be
provoked into a rash act.'
John lowered the shot-gun. In any case it had been
ridiculous, he thought, to envisage Pirrie as a figure out
of an Elizabethan tragedy.
He said: 'Things must be getting me down. It was
a silly thought, wasn't it? If you'd really wanted to dish
Millicent, there was nothing to stop you leaving her in
London.'
'A good point,' Pirrie said, 'but invalid. You must
remember that although I joined your party I did so
with reservations as to the truth of the story Buckley
asked me to believe. I was willing to engage with you in
breaking out of the police cordon because I am extremely
devoted to my liberty of action. That was all.'
Millicent said: 'You two can continue the chat. I'm
going back to bed.'
'No,' Pirrie said softly, 'stay where you are. Stay
exactly where you are.' He touched the barrel of his
rifle, and she halted the movement she had just begun. 'I may say that I gave serious, if brief, consideration to
the idea of leaving Millicent behind in London. One
reason for rejecting it was my assurance that, if nothing
worse occurred than civil break-down, Millicent would
manage very well by dint of offering her erotic services
to the local gang-leader. I did not care for the idea of
abandoning her to what might prove an extremely
successful career.'
'Would it have mattered?' John asked.
'I am not,' said Pirrie, 'a person on whom humiliation
sits lightly. There is a strain in my make-up that some
might describe as primitive. Tell me, Custance - we are
agreed that the process of law no longer exists in this
country?'
'If it does, we'll all hang.'
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'Exactly. Now, if State law fails, what remains?'
John said carefully: The law of the group - for its
own protection.'
'And of the family?'
'Within the group. The needs of the group come
first.'
'And the head of the family?' Millicent began to
laugh, a nervous almost hysterical laugh. 'Amuse yourself,
my dear,' Pirrie continued. 'I like to see you
happy. Well, Custance. The man is the proper head of
his family group - are we still agreed?'
There was only one direction in which the insane
relentless logic could be heading. John said:
'Yes. Within the group.' He hesitated. 'I am in charge
here. The final say is mine.'
He thought Pirrie smiled, but in the dim light it was
difficult to be sure. Pirrie said:
'The final say is here.' He tapped the rifle. 'I can, if I
wish, destroy the group. I am a wronged husband,
Custance - a jealous one, perhaps, or a proud one. I am
determined to have my rights. I hope you will not
gainsay me, for I should not like to have to oppose you.'
'You know the way to Blind Gill now,' John said.
'But you might have difficulty getting entry without me.'
'I have a good weapon, and I can use it. I believe I
should find employment quite readily.'
There was a pause. In the silence there came a sudden
bubbling lilt of bird song; with a shock John recognised
it as a nightingale.
'Well,' Pirrie said, 'do you concede me my rights?'
Millicent cried: 'No! John, stop him. He can't behave
like this - it isn't human. Henry, I promise ...'
'To cease upon the midnight,' Pirrie said. 'with no
pain. Even I can recognise the appositeness of verse
occasionally. Custance! Do I have my rights?'
Moonlight silvered the barrel as it swung to cover
John again. Suddenly he was afraid - not only for him149
self, but for Arm and the children also. There was no
doubt about Pirrie's implacability; the only doubt was
as to where, with provocation, it might lead him.
'Take your rights,' he said.
In a voice shocked and unfamiliar, Millicent said:
No! Not here...'
She ran towards Pirrie, stumbling awkwardly over the
railway lines. He waited until she was almost on him
before he fired. Her body spun backwards with the force
of the bullet, and lay across one of the lines. From the
hills, the echoes of the shot cracked back.
John walked across the lines, passing close by the
body. Pirrie had put down his rifle. John stood beside
him and looked down the embankment. They had all
awakened with the sound of the shot.
He called down: 'It's all right. Everybody go to sleep
again. Nothing to worry about.'
Roger shouted up: 'That wasn't the shot-gun. Is Pirrie up there?'
'Yes,' John said. 'You can turn in. Everything's under
control.'
Pirrie turned and looked at him. 'I think I will turn
in, too.'
John said sharply: 'You can give me a hand with this
first. We can't leave it here for the women to brood
over while they're on watch.'
Pirrie nodded. 'The river?'
'Too shallow. It would probably stick. And I don't
think it's a good idea to pollute water supplies anyway.
Down the embankment, on the other side of the river.
I should think that will do.'
They carried the body along the line to a point about
two hundred yards west. It was light, but the going was
difficult. John was relieved when the time came to throw
it down the embankment. There were bushes at the
foot; it landed among them. It was possible to see
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Millicent's white blouse but, in the moonlight, nothing
more.
John and Pirrie walked back together in silence.
When they reached the sentry point, John said:
'You can go down now. But I shall tell Olivia to wake
you for what would have been your wife's shift. No
objections, I take it?'
Pirrie said mildly: 'Of course. Whatever you say.' He
tucked his rifle under his arm. 'Good night, Custance.'
'Good night,' John said.
He watched Pirrie slithering his way down the slope
towards the others. He could have been mistaken, of
course. It might have been possible to save Millicent's
life.
He was surprised to find that the thought did not
worry him.
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In the morning, a subdued air was evident. John had
told them that Pirrie had shot Millicent, but had let the
children think it was an accident. He gave a full account
to Roger, who shook his head.
'Cool, isn't he?' We certainly picked up something
when we adopted him.'
'Yes,'John said,'we did.'
'Are you going to have trouble, do you think?'
'Not as long as I let him have his own way,' John said.
'Fortunately, his needs seem fairly modest. He felt he
had a right to kill his own wife.'
Arm came down to him later, when he was washing in
the river. She stood beside him, and looked at the
tumbling waters. The sun was shining the length of the
valley, but there were clouds directly above them, large
and close-pressed.
'Where did you put her body?' she asked him. 'Before
I send the children down to wash.'
'Well away from here. You can send them down.*
She looked at him without expression. 'You might as
well tell me what happened. Pirrie isn't the sort to have
accidents with a rifle, or to kill without a reason.'
He told her, making no attempt to hide anything.
She said: 'And if Pirrie had not appeared just at that
moment?'
He shrugged. 'I would have sent her back down, I
think. What else can I say?'
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'Nothing, I suppose. It doesn't matter now.' She shot
the question at him suddenly: 'Why didn't you save
her?'
'I couldn't. Pirrie had made up his mind. I would only
have got myself shot as well.'
She said bitterly: 'You're the leader. Are you going to
stand by and let people murder each other?'
He looked at her. His voice was cold. 'I thought my
life was worth more to you and the children than Milli-
cent's. I still think so, whether you agree or not.'
For a moment they faced each other in silence; then Arm came a step towards him, and he caught her. He
heard her whisper:
'Darling, I'm sorry. You know I didn't mean that.
But it's so terrible, and it goes on getting worse. To kill
his wife, like that. . . What kind of a life is it going to
be for us?'
'When we get to Blind Gill...'
'We shall still have Pirrie with us, shan't we? Oh,
John, must we? Can't we - lose him somehow?'
He said gently: 'You're worrying too much. Pirrie is
law-abiding enough. I think he had hated Millicent for
years. There's been a lot of bloodshed recently, and I
suppose it went to his head. It will be different in the
valley. We shall have our own law and order. Pirrie
will conform.'
'Will he?'
He stroked her arms. 'You,' he said. 'How is it now?
Not quite so bad?'
She shook her head. 'Not quite so bad. I suppose one
gets used to everything, even memories.'
By seven o'clock they were all together, and ready
to set out. The clouds which had come over the sky still
showed gaps of blue, but they had spread far enough to
the east to hide the sun.
'Weather less promising,' Roger said.
'We don't want it too hot,' John said. 'We have a
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climb in front of us. Everything ready?'
Pirrie said: 'I should like Jane to walk with me.'
They stared at him. The request was so odd as to be
meaningless in itself. John had not thought it necessary
to have the party walk in any particular order,
with the result that they straggled along in whatever
way they chose. Jane had automatically taken up her
position alongside Olivia again.
John said:'Why?'
Pirrie gazed round the little circle with untroubled
eyes. 'Perhaps I should put it another way. I have
decided that I should like to marry Jane - insofar as
the expression has any meaning now.'
Olivia said, with a sharpness quite out of keeping
with her usual manner: 'Don't be ridiculous. There can't
be any question of that.'
Pirrie said mildly: 'I see no bar. Jane is an unmarried
girl, and I am a widower.'
Jane, John saw, was looking at Pirrie with wide and
intent eyes; it was impossible to read her expression.
Arm said: 'Mr Pirrie, you killed Millicent last night.
Isn't that enough bar?'
The boys were watching the scene in fascination;
Mary turned her head away. It had been silly, John
thought wearily, to imagine that this was a world in
which any kind of innocence could be preserved.
'No,' Pirrie said, 'I don't regard it as a bar.'
Roger said: 'You also killed Jane's father.' I
Pirrie nodded. 'An unfortunate necessity. I'm sure -
Jane has resigned herself to that.'
John said: 'I suggest we leave things over for now,
Pirrie. Jane knows your mind. She can think about it
for the next day or two.'
'No.' Pirrie put out his hand. 'Come here, Jane.'
Jane stood, still gazing at him. Olivia said:
'Leave her alone. You're not to touch her. You've
done enough, without adding this.'
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Pirrie ignored her. He repeated: 'Come here, Jane. I
am not a young man, nor a particularly handsome one.
But I can look after you, which is more than many
young men could do in the present circumstances.'
Arm said: 'Look after her - or murder her?'
'Millicent,' Pirrie said, 'had been unfaithful to me a
number of times, and was attempting to be so again.
That is the only reason for her being dead.'
Incredulously, Arm said: 'You speak as though
women were another kind of creature - less than
human.'
Pirrie said courteously: 'I'm sorry if you think so.
Jane! Come with me.'
They watched in silence as, slowly, Jane went over to
where Pirrie waited for her. Pirrie took her hands in
his. He said: 'I think we shall get on very well together.'
Olivia said: 'No, Jane - you mustn't!'
'And now,' said Pirrie, 'I think we can move off.*
'Roger, John,' Olivia said. 'Stop him!'
Roger looked at John. John said: 'I don't think it's
anything to do with the rest of us.'
'What if it had been Mary?' Olivia said. 'Jane has
rights as much as any of us.'
'You're wasting your time, Olivia,' John said. 'It's a
different world we're living in. The girl went over to
Pirrie of her own free will. There's nothing else to be
said. Off we go now.'
Arm walked beside him as they set off, walking along
the railway line. The valley narrowed sharply ahead
of them, and the road, to the north, veered in towards
them.
'There's something horrible about Pirrie,' Arm said.
'A coldness and a brutality. It's terrible to think of
putting that young girl in his hands.'
'She did go to him voluntarily.'
'Because she was afraid! The man's a killer.'
'We all are.'
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'Not in the same way. You didn't make any attempt
to stop it, did you? You and Roger could have stopped
him. It wasn't like the business with Millicent. You were
only a couple of feet from him.'
'And he had the safety catch on. Either of us could
have shot him.'
'Well?'
'If there had been ten Janes and he had wanted them
all, he could have had them. Pirrie's worth more to us
than they would be.'
'And if it had been Mary - as Olivia said?'
'Pirrie would have shot me before he mentioned the
matter. He could have done so last night, you know,
and very easily. I may be the leader here, but we're still
kept together by mutual consent. It doesn't matter
whether that consent is inspired by fear or not, as long
as it holds. Pirrie and I are not going to frighten each
other; we each know the other's necessary. If either of
us were put out of action, it might mean the difference
between getting to the valley or not.'
She said intensely: 'And when we get there - will you
be prepared to deal with Pirrie then?'
'Wait till we get there. As to that '
He smiled, and she noticed it. 'What?'
'I don't think Jane's the kind of girl to remain afraid
for long. She will shake herself out of it. And when she
does ... I wouldn't trust her on night watch - Pirrie
proposes taking her to bed with him. It seems odd to
think of Pirrie as being over trustful - all the same, he's
already been mistaken in one wife.'
'Even if she wanted to,' Arm said, 'what could she
do? He may not look much, but he's strong.'
'That's up to you and Olivia, isn't it? You keep the
cutlery items.'
She looked at him, trying to estimate how seriously
the remark had been intended.
'But not until we get to the valley,' he said. 'She will
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have to put up with him until then, at any rate.'
As they climbed up to Mossdale Head, the sky darkened
continually, and gusts of rain swept in their faces. These
increased as they neared the ridge, and they breasted it
to see the western sky black and stormy over the rolling
moors. They had four light plastic mackintoshes in the
packs, which John told the women to put on. The boys
would have to learn to contend with being wet; although
the temperature was lower than it had been, the day
was still reasonably warm.
The rain thickened as they walked on. Within half
an hour, men and boys were both soaked. John had
crossed the Pennines by this route before, but only by
car. There had been a sense of isolation about the pass
even then, a feeling of being in a country swept of life,
despite the road and the railway line that hugged it.
That feeling now was more than doubly intensified.
There were few things, John thought, so desolate as a
railway line on which no train could be expected. And
where the pattern of the moors seen from a moving car
had been monotonous, the monotony to people on foot,
struggling through rain squalls, was far greater. The
moors themselves were barer, of course. The heather
still grew, but the moorland grasses were gone; the outcrops
of rocks jutted like teeth in the head of a skull.
During the morning, they passed occasional small
parties heading in the opposite direction. Once again,
there was mutual suspicion and avoidance. One group
of three had their belongings strapped on a donkey.
John and the others stared at it with amazement. Someone
presumably had kept it alive on dry fodder after the
other beasts of burden were killed along with the cattle,
but once away from its barn it would have to starve.
- Roger said: 'A variation of the old sleigh-dog technique,
I imagine. You get it to take you as far as you
can, and then eat it.'
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'It's a standing temptation to any other party you
happen to meet, though, isn't it?' John said. 'I can't see
them getting very far with that once they reach the
Dale.'
Pirrie said: 'We could relieve them of it now.'
'No,' John said. 'It isn't worth our while, in any case.
We've got enough meat to last us, and we should reach
Blind Gill tomorrow. It would only be unnecessary
weight.'
Steve began limping shortly afterwards, and examination
showed him to have a blistered heel.
Olivia said: 'Steve! Why didn't you say something
when it first started hurting?'
He looked at the adult faces surrounding him, and
his ten-year-old assurance deserted him. He began to
cry.
'There's nothing to cry about, old man,' Roger said. 'A blistered heel is bad luck, but it's not the end of the
world.'
His sobs were not the ordinary sobs of childhood, but
those in which experience beyond a child's range was
released from its confinement. He said something, and
Roger bent down to catch his words.
'What was that, Steve?'
'If I couldn't walk -I thought you might leave me.'
Roger and Olivia looked at each other. Roger said:
'Nobody's going to leave you. How on earth could
you think that?'
'Mr Pirrie left Millicent,' Steve said.
John intervened. 'He'd better not walk on it. It will
only get worse.'
'I'll carry him,' Roger said. 'Spooks, will you carry
my gun for me?'
Spooks nodded. 'I'd like to.'
'You and I will take him in turns, Rodge,' John said.
'We'll manage him all right. Good job he's a little 'un.'
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Olivia said: 'Roger and I can take the turns. He's our
boy. We can carry him.'
She had not spoken to John since the incident of Jane
and Pirrie. John said to her:
'Olivia - I do the arranging around here. Roger and
I will carry Steve. You can take the pack of whoever
happens to be doing it at the tune.'
Their eyes held for a moment, and then she turned
away.
Roger said: 'All right, old son. Up you get.'
Their progress immediately after this was a little
faster, since Steve had been acting as a brake, but John
was not deceived by it. The carrying of a passenger,
even a boy as small as Steve, added to their difficulties.
He kept them going until they had nearly got to the end
of Garsdale, before he called a halt for their midday
meal.
The wind, which had been carrying the rain into
their faces, had dropped, but the rain itself was still
falling, and in a steadier and more soaking downpour.
John looked round the unpromising scene.
'Anybody see a cave and a pile of firewood stacked
inside? I thought not. A cold snack today, and water.
And we can rest our legs a little.'
Arm said: 'Couldn't we find somewhere dry to eat
it?'
About fifty yards along the road, there was a small
house, standing back. John followed her gaze towards it.
'It might be empty,' he said. 'But we should have to
go up to it and find out, shouldn't we? And then it might
not be empty after all. I don't mind us taking risks
when it's for something we must have, like food, but it
isn't worth it for half an hour's shelter.'
'Davey's soaked,' she said.
'Half an hour won't dry him out. And that's all the
time we can spare.' He called to the boy: 'How are you,
Davey?Wet?'
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Davey nodded. 'Yes, Dad.'
'Try laughing drily.'
It was an old joke. Davey did his best to smile at it.
John went over and rumpled his wet hair.
'You're doing fine,' he said. 'Really fine.'
The western approach to Garsdale had been through a
narrow strip of good grazing land which now, in the
steady rain, was a band of mud, studded here and there
with farm buildings. They looked down to Sedbergh,
resting between hills and valley on the other side of the
Rawthey. Smoke lay above it, and drifted westwards
along the edge of the moors. Sedbergh was burning.
'Looters,' Roger said.
John swung his glasses over the stone-built town.
'We're meeting the north-western stream now; and
they've had the extra day to get here. All the same, it's a
bit of a shaker. I thought this part would still be quiet.'
'It might not be so bad,' Roger said, 'if we cut north
straight away and get past on the higher ground. It
might not be so bad up in the Lune valley.'
Pirrie said: 'When a town like that goes under, I
should expect all the valleys around to be in a dangerous
condition. It is not going to be easy.'
John had directed the glasses beyond the ravaged town
to the mouth of the dale along which they had proposed
to travel. He could make out movements but it was
impossible to know what they constituted. Smoke rose
from isolated buildings. There was an alternative route,
across the moors to Kendal, but that also took them
over the Lune. In any case if Sedbergh had fallen, was
there any reason to think things were any better around
Kendal?
Pirrie glanced at him speculatively. 'If I may offer a
comment, I think we are under-armed for the conditions
that lie ahead. Those people with the donkey - we
should probably have got a gun or two out of them,
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apart from the animal. They would hardly have had
the temerity to travel as they were doing, unarmed.'
Roger said: 'It might not be as bad as it looks. We
shall have to make the effort, anyway.'
John looked out over the confluence of valleys and
rivers.
'I don't know. We may find ourselves walking into
something we can't cope with. It might be too late
then.'
'We can't stay here, can we?' said Roger. 'And we
can't go back, so we must go forward.'
John turned towards Pirrie. He realised, as he did so,
that, although Roger might be his friend, Pirrie was his
lieutenant. It was Pirrie's coolness and judgement on
which he had come to rely.
'I think we need more than just guns. There aren't
enough of us. If we're going to be sure of getting to
Blind Gill, we shall have to snowball. What do you
think?'
Pirrie nodded, considering the point. 'I'm inclined to
agree. Three men are no longer an adequate number
for defence.'
Roger said impatiently: 'What do we do then? Hang
out a banner, with a sign on it: "Recruits Welcomed"?'
'I suggest we make a halt here,' John said. 'We're still
on the pass, and we'll get parties going both ways across
the Pennines. They will be less likely to be downright
looters, too. The looters will be happy enough down in
the valleys.'
They looked again down the vista their position commanded.
Even in the rain it was very picturesque. And,
even in the rain, the houses down there were burning.
Pirrie said thoughtfully: 'We could ambush parties as
they came through - there's enough cover about a
hundred yards back.'
'There aren't enough of us to make a pressgang,'
John said. 'We need volunteers. After all, if they have
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guns we should have to give them back to them.'
Roger said: 'What do we do, then? Make camp? By
the side of the road?'
'Yes,' John said. He looked at his bedraggled group
of followers. 'Let's hope not for long.'
They had to wait over an hour for their first encounter,
and then it was a disappointing one. They saw a little
party struggling up the road from the valley, and, as
they drew nearer, could see that they were eight in
number. There were four women, two children - a boy
about eight and a girl who looked younger - and two
men. They were wheeling two perambulators, stacked
high with household goods; a saucepan fell off when
they were about fifty yards away and rolled away with
a clatter. One of the women stooped down wearily to
pick it up.
The two men, like their womenfolk, looked miserable
and scared. One of them was well over fifty; the other,
although quite young, was physically weedy.
Pirrie said: 'I hardly think there is anything here
that will be to our advantage.'
He and Roger were standing with John on the road
itself, holding their guns. The women and children were
resting on a flat-topped stone wall nearby.
John shook his head. 'I think you're right. No
weapons, either, I should think. One of the kids may
have a water-pistol.'
The approaching party stopped when they caught
sight of the three men standing in the road, but after a
whispered consultation and a glance backwards into the
smouldering valley, they came on again. Fear stood on
them more markedly now. The older man walked in
front, and tried to look unconcerned, with poor success.
The girl began to cry, and one of the women tugged at
her, simultaneously frantic and furtive, as though afraid
the noise would in some way betray them.
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As they passed, in silence, John thought how natural
it would have been, a few days before, to give some kind
of greeting, and how unnatural the same greeting
would have sounded now.
Roger said quietly: 'How far do you think they'll get?'
'Down into Wensleydale, possibly. I don't know. They
may survive a week, if they're lucky.'
'Lucky? Or unlucky?'
'Yes. Unlucky, I suppose.'
Pirrie said: 'They appear to be turning back.'
John looked. They had travelled perhaps seventy-five
yards farther on along the road; now they had turned
and were making their way back, still pushing the
perambulators. By turning, they had got the rain in
their faces instead of on their backs. The little girl's
mackintosh gaped at the neck; her fingers fumbled,
trying to fasten it, but she could not.
They stopped a short distance away. The older man
said:
'We wondered if you was waiting for anything up
here - if there was anything we could tell you, maybe.'
John's eyes examined him. A manual worker of some
kind; the sort of man who would give a lifetime's faithful
inefficient service. On his own, under the new conditions,
he would have small chance of survival, his only
hope lying in the possibility of attaching himself to some
little Napoleonic gangster of the dales wlio would put up
with his uselessness for the sake of his devotion. With
his present entourage, even that was ruled out.
'No,' John said. 'There's nothing you can tell us.*
'We was heading across the Pennines,' the man went
on. 'We reckoned it might be quieter over in those parts.
We thought we might find a farm or something, out of
the way, where they'd let us work and give us some
food. We wouldn't want much.'
A few months ago, the pipe-dream had probably been
a £75,000 win on the football pools. Their chances of
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that had been about as good as the chances of their
more modest hopes were now. He looked at the four
women; only one of them was sufficiently youthful to
stand a chance of surviving on sexual merits, and with
youth her entire store of assets was numbered. They
were all bedraggled. The two children had wandered
away, in the direction of the wall where Arm and the
others were sitting. The boy was not wearing shoes, but
plimsolls, which were wet through.
John said harshly: 'You'd better get on, then, hadn't
you?'
The man persisted: 'You think we might find a place
like that?'
'You might,' John said.
'AH this trouble,' one of the women said. 'It won't
last long, will it?'
Roger looked down into the valley. 'Only till hell
freezes over.'
'Where was you thinking of heading?' asked the
older man. 'Were you thinking of going into Yorkshire
as well?'
John said: 'No. We've come from there.'
'We're not bothered about which way we go, for that
matter. We only thought it might be quieter across the
Pennines.'
'Yes. It might.'
The mother of the two children spoke: 'What my
father means is - do you think we could go whichever
way you're going? It would mean there was more of us,
if we ran into any trouble. I mean - you must be looking
for a quiet place, too. You're respectable people, not like
those down there. Respectable folk should stick together
at a time like this.'
John said: "There are something like fifty million
people in this country. Probably over forty-nine million
of them are respectable, and looking for a quiet place.
There aren't enough quiet places to go round.'
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'Yes, that's why it's better for folks to stick together.
Respectable folk.'
'How long have you been on the road?' John asked
her.
She looked puzzled. 'We started this morning - we
could see fires in Sedbergh, and they were burning the
Follins farm, and that's not more than three miles from
the village.'
'We've had three days' start on you. We aren't respectable
any longer. We've killed people on our way
here, and we may have to kill more. I think you'd better
carry on by yourselves, as you were doing.'
They stared at him. The older man said at last:
'I suppose you had to. I suppose a man's got to save
himself and his family any way he can. They got me
on killing in the First War, and the Jerries hadn't burned
Sedbergh then, nor the Follins farm. If you've got to do
things, then you've got to.'
John did not reply. At the wall, the two children were
playing with the others, scrambling up and along the
wall and down in a complicated kind of obstacle race. Arm saw his glance, and rose to come towards him.
'Can we go with you?' the man said. 'We'll do as you
say - I don't mind killing if it's necessary, and we can
do our share of the work. We don't mind which way
you're going - it's all the same as far as we're concerned.
Apart from being in the army, I've lived all my life in
Carbeck. Now I've had to leave it, it doesn't matter
where I go.'
'How many guns have you got?' John asked.
He shook his head. 'We haven't got any guns.'
'We've got three, to look after six adults and four
children. Even that isn't enough. That's why we're waiting
here - to find others who've got guns and who will
join up with us. I'm sorry, but we can't take passengers.'
'We wouldn't be passengers! I can turn my hand to
most things. I can shoot, if you can come by another
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gun. I was a sharpshooter in the Fusiliers.'
'If you were by yourself, we might have you. As it is,
with four women and two more children ... we can't
afford to take on extra handicaps.'
The rain had stopped, but the sky remained grey and
formless, and it was rather cold. The younger man, who
had still not spoken, shivered and pulled his dirty raincoat
more tightly round him.
The other man said desperately: 'We've got food. In the pram.- half a side of bacon.'
'We have enough. We killed to get it, and we can kill
again.'
The mother said: 'Don't turn us down. Think of the
children. You wouldn't turn us down with the children.'
'I'm thinking of my own children,' John said. 'If I
were able to think of any others, there would be millions
I could think of. If I were you, I should get moving. If
you're going to find your quiet place, you want to find
it before the mob does.'
They looked at him, understanding what he said but
unwilling to believe that he could be refusing them.
Arm said, close beside him: 'We could take them,
couldn't we? The children . . . ' He looked at her. 'Yes
- I haven't forgotten what I said - about Spooks. I was
wrong.'
'No,' John said. 'You were right. There's no place for
pity now.'
With horror, she said: 'Don't say that.'
He gestured towards the smoke, rising in the valley.
'Pity always was a luxury. It's all right if the tragedy's
a comfortable distance away - if you can watch it from
a seat in the cinema. It's different when you find it on
your doorstep - on every doorstep.'
Olivia had also come over from the wall. Jane, who
had made little response to Olivia, following her morning
of walking with Pirrie, also left the wall, but went
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and stood near Pirrie. He glanced at her, but said
nothing.
Olivia said: 'I can't see that it would hurt to let them
tag along. And they might be some help.'
'They let the boy come on the road in plimsolls,' John
said, 'in this weather. You should have understood by
now, Olivia, that it's not only the weakest but the least
efficient as well who are going to go to the wall. They
couldn't help us; they could hinder.'
The boy's mother said: 'I told him to put his boots
on. We didn't see that he hadn't until we were a couple
of miles from the village. And then we daren't go back.'
John said wearily: 'I know. I'm simply saying that
there's no scope for forgetting to notice things any
more. If you didn't notice the boy's feet, you might not
notice something more important. And every one of
us might die as a result. I don't feel like taking the
chance. I don't feel like taking any chances.'
Olivia said: 'Roger...'
Roger shook his head. 'Things have changed in the
last three days. When Johnny and I tossed that coin for
leadership, I didn't take it seriously. But he's the boss
now, isn't he? He's willing to take it all on his conscience,
and that lets the rest of us out. He's probably
right, anyway.'
The newcomers had been following the interchange
with fascination. Now the older man, seeing in Roger's
acquiescence the failure of their hopes, turned away,
shaking his head. The mother of the children was not so
easily shaken off.
'We can follow you,' she said. 'We can stay here till
you move and then follow you. You can't stop us doing
that.'
John said: 'You'd better go now. It won't do any good
talking.'
'No, we'll stay! You can't make us go.'
Pirrie intervened, for the first time: 'We cannot make
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you go; but we can make you stay here after we've gone.'
He touched his rifle. 'I think you would be wiser to go
now.'
The woman said, but lacking conviction: 'You
wouldn't do it.'
Arm said bitterly: 'He would. We depend on him. You'd better go.'
The woman looked into both their faces; then she
turned and called to her children: 'Bessie! WillI'
They detached themselves from the others with reluctance.
It was like any occasion on which children
meet and then, at the whim of their parents, must break
away again, their friendship only tentatively begun. Arm watched them come.
She said to John: 'Please...'
He shook his head. 'I have to do what's best for us.
There are millions of others - these are only the ones
we see.'
'Charity is for those we see.*
'I told you - charity, pity... they come from a steady
income and money to spare. We're all bankrupt now.'
Pirrie said: 'Custance! Up the road, there.'
Between Baugh Fell and Rise Hill, the road ran
straight for about three-quarters of a mile. There were
figures on it, coming down towards them.
This was a large party - seven or eight men, with
women and some children. They walked with confidence
along the crown of the road, and even at that
distance they were accompanied by what looked like the
glint of guns.
John said with satisfaction: 'That's what we want.'
Roger said: 'If they'll talk. They may be the kind that
shoot first. We could get over behind the wall before we
try opening the conversation.'
'If we did, it might give them reason to shoot first.'
'The women and children, then.'
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'Same thing. Their own are out in the open.'
The older man of the other party said: 'Can we stay
with you till these have gone past, then?'
John was on the verge of refusing when Pirrie caught
his eye. He nodded his head very slightly. John caught
the point: a temporary augmentation, if only in numbers
and not in strength, might be a bargaining point.
He said indifferently: 'If you like.'
They watched the new group approach. After a time
the children, Bessie and Will, drifted away and back
to where the others were still playing on the wall.
Most of the men seemed to be carrying guns. John
could eventually make out a couple of army pattern
.300 rifles, a Winchester .202, and the inevitable shotguns.
With increasing assurance, he thought: this is it.
This was enough to get them through any kind of chaos
to Blind Gill. There only remained the problem of
winning them over.
He had hoped they would halt a short distance away,
but they had neither suspicion nor doubts of their own
ability to meet any challenge, and they came on. Their
leader was a burly man, with a heavy red face. He wore
a leather belt, with a revolver stuck in it. As he came
abreast of where John's party stood by the side of the
road, he glanced at them indifferently. It was another
good sign that he did not covet their guns; or not
enough, at least, even to contemplate fighting for them.
John called to him: 'Just a minute.'
He stopped and looked at John with a deliberation of
movement that was impressive. His accent, when he
spoke, was thickly Yorkshire.
'You wanted summat?'
'My name's John Custance. We're heading for a
place I know, up in the hills. My brother's got land
there - in a valley that's blocked at one end and only a
few feet wide at the other. Once in there, you can keep
an army out. Are you interested?'
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He considered for a moment. 'What are you telling us
for?'
John pointed down towards the valley. 'Things are nasty down there. Too nasty for a small party like ours.
We're looking for recruits.'
The man grinned. 'Happen we're not looking for a
change. We're doin' all right.'
'You're doing all right now,' John said, 'while there are potatoes in the ground, and meat to be looted from
farm-houses. But it won't be too long before the meat's
used up, and there won't be any to follow it. You won't
find potatoes in the fields next year, either.'
'We'll look after that when the time comes.'
'I can tell you how. By cannibalism. Are you looking
forward to it?'
The leader himself was still contemptuously hostile,
but there was some response, John thought, in the
ranks behind him; He could not have had long to weld
his band together; there would be cross-currents, perhaps
countercurrents.
The man said: 'Maybe we'll have the taste for it by
then. I don't think as I could fancy you at the moment.'
'It's up to you,' John said. He looked past him to
where the women and children were; there were five
women, and four children, their ages varying between
five and fifteen. 'Those who can't find a piece of land
which they can hold are going to end up by being
savages - if they survive at all. That may suit you. It
doesn't suit us.'
'I'll tell you what doesn't suit me, mister - a lot of
talk. I never had no time for gabbers.'
'You won't need to talk at all in a few years,' John
said. 'You'll be back to grunts and sign language. I'm
talking because I've got something to tell you, and if
you've got any sense you will see it's to your advantage
to listen.'
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'Our advantage, eh? It wouldn't be yours you're
thinking about?'
'I'd be a fool if it wasn't. But you stand to get more
out of it. We want temporary help so that we can get
to my brother's place. We're offering you a place where
you can live in something like peace, and rear your
children to be something better than wild animals.'
The man glanced round at his followers, as though
sensing an effect that John's words were having on
them. He said:
'Still talk. You think we're going to take you on, and
find ourselves on a wild-goose chase up in the hills?'
'Have you got a better place to go to? Have you got
anywhere to go to, for that matter? What harm can it
possibly do you to come along with us and find out?'
He stared at John, still hostile but baffled. At last, he
turned to his followers.
'What do you reckon of it?' he said to them.
Before anyone spoke, he must have read the answer
in their expressions.
'Wouldn't do any harm to go and have a look,' a dark,
thick-set man said. There was a murmur of agreement.
The red-faced man turned back to John.
'Right,' he said. 'You can show us the way to this
valley of your brother's. We'll see what we think of it
when we get there. Whereabouts is it, anyway?'
Unprepared to reveal the location of Blind Gill, or
even to name it, John was getting ready an evasive
answer, when Pirrie intervened. He said coolly:
'That's Mr Custance's business, not yours. He's in
charge here. Do as he tells you, and you will be all right.'
John heard a gasp of dismay from Arm. He himself
found it hard to see a justification for Pirrie's insolence,
both of manner and content; it could only reconfirm
the leader of the other group in his hostility. He thought
of saying something to take the edge off the remark, but
was stopped both by the realisation that he wouldn't be
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likely to mend the situation, and by the trust he had
come to have in Pirrie's judgement. Pirrie, undoubtedly,
knew what he was doing.
'It's like that, is it?' the man said. 'We're to do as
Custance tells us? You can think again about that. I do
the ordering for my lot, and, if you join up with us, the
same goes for you.'
'You're a big man,' Pirrie observed speculatively, 'but
what the situation needs is brains. And there, I imagine,
you fall short.'
The red-faced man spoke with incongruous softness:
'I don't take anything from little bastards just because
they're little. There aren't any policemen round
the corner now. I make my own regulations; and one of
them is that people round me keep their tongues civil.'
Finishing he tapped the revolver in his belt, to emphasise
his words. As he did so, Pirrie raised his rifle.
The man, in earnest now, began to pull the revolver out.
But the muzzle was still inside his belt when Pirrie fired.
From that short range, the bullet lifted him and crashed
him backwards on the road. Pirrie stood in silence, his
rifle at the ready.
Some of the women screamed. John's eyes were on
the men opposing him. He had restrained his impulse to
raise his own shot-gun, and was glad to see that Roger
also had not moved. Some of the other men made tentative
movements towards their guns, but the incident
had occurred too quickly for them, and too surprisingly.
One of them half lifted a rifle; unconcernedly, Pirrie
moved to cover him, and he set it down again.
John said: 'It's a pity about that.' He glanced at
Pirrie 'But he should have known better than to try
threatening someone with a gun if he wasn't sure he
could fire first. Well, the offer's still open. Anyone who
wants to join us and head for the valley is welcome.'
One of the women had knelt down by the side of the
fallen man. She looked up.
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'He's dead.'
John nodded slightly. He looked at the others.
'Have you made up your minds yet?'
The thick-set man, who had spoken before, said:
'I reckon it were his own look-out: I'll come along, all
right. My name's Parsons - All Parsons.'
Slowly, with an air almost ritualistic, Pirrie lowered
his rifle. He went across to the body, and pulled the
revolver out of the belt. He took it by the muzzle, and
handed it to John. Then he turned back to address the
others:
'My name is Pirrie, and this is Buckley, on my right.
As I said, Mr Custance is in charge here. Those who
wish to join up with our little party should come along
and shake hands with Mr Custance, and identify themselves.
All right?'
Alf Parsons was the first to comply, but the others
lined up behind him. Here, more than ever, ritual was
being laid down. It might come, in time, to a bending
of the knee, but this formal hand-shake was as clear a _
sign as that would have been of the rendering of fealty. |
For himself, John saw, it signified a new role, of enhanced
power. The leadership of his own small party,'
accidental at first, into which he had grown, was of a
different order from this acceptance of loyalty from
another man's followers. The pattern of feudal chieftain
was forming, and he was surprised by the degree
of his own acquiescence - and even pleasure - in it.
They shook hands with him, and introduced themselves
in their turn. Joe Harris . . . Jess Awkright . . .
Bill Riggs . . . Andy Anderson . . . Will Secombe . . .
Martin Foster.
The women did not shake hands. Their men pointed
them out to him. Awkright said: 'My wife, Alice.' Riggs
said: 'That's my wife, Sylvie.' Foster, a thin-faced greying
man, pointed: 'My wife, Hilda, and my daughter,
Hildegard.'
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Alf Parsons said: 'The other's Joe Ashton's wife,
Emily. I reckon she'll be all right when she's got over
the shock. He never did treat her right.'
All the men of Joe Ashton's party had shaken hands.
The elderly man of the first party stood at John's elbow.
He said: 'Have you changed your mind, Mr Custance?
Can we stay with your lot?'
John could see now how the feudal leader, his
strength an overplus, might have given his aid to the
weak, as an act of simple vanity. After enthronement,
the tones of the suppliant beggar were doubly sweet. It
was a funny thing.
'You can stay,' he said. 'Here.' He tossed him the
shot-gun which he had been holding. 'We've come by
a gun after all.'
When Pirrie killed Joe Ashton, the children down by
the wall had frozen into the immobility of watchfulness
which had come to replace ordinary childish fear. But
they had soon begun playing again. Now the new set of
children drifted down towards them, and, after the
briefest of introductions, joined in the playing.
'My name's Noah Blennitt, Mr Custance,' the elderly
man said, 'and that's my son Arthur. Then there's my
wife Iris, and her sister Nelly, my young daughter
Barbara, and my married daughter Katie. Her husband
was on the railway; he was down in the south when the
trains stopped. We're all very much beholden to you,
Mr Custance. We'll serve you well, every one of us.'
The woman he had referred to as Katie looked at
John, anxiously and placatingly.
'Wouldn't it be a good idea for us all to have some
tea? We've got a big can and plenty of tea and some
dried milk, and there's water in the brook just along.'
'It would be a good idea,' John said, 'if there were
two dry sticks within twenty miles.'
She looked at him, shy triumph rising above the
anxiety and the desire to please.
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"That's all right, Mr distance. We've got a primus
stove in the pram as well.'
'Then go ahead. We'll have afternoon tea before we
move off.' He glanced at the body of Joe Ashton. 'But
somebody had better clear that away first.'
Two of Joe Ashton's erstwhile followers hastened to
do his bidding.
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Pirrie walked with John for a time when they set out
again; Jane, at a gesture from Pirrie, walked a demure
ten paces in the rear. John had taken, as Joe Ashton
had done, the head of the column, which now ran to
the impressive number of thirty-four - a dozen men,
a dozen women, and ten children. John had appointed
four men to accompany him at the head of the column
and five to go with Roger at the rear. In the case of
Pirrie, he had made specific his roving commission. He
could travel as he chose.
As they went down the road into the valley, separated
somewhat from the other men, John said to him:
'It turned out very well. But it was taking a bit of a
chance.'
Pirrie shook his head. 'I don't think so. It would have
been taking a chance not to have killed him - and a
rather long one. Even if he could have been persuaded
to let you run things, he could not have been trusted.'
John glanced at him. 'Was it essential that I should
run things? After all, the only important thing is getting
to Blind Gill.'
'That is the most important thing, it is true, but I
don't think we should ignore the question of what happens
after we get there.'
'After we get there?'
Pirrie smiled. 'Your little valley may be peaceful and
secluded, but it will have defences to man, even if
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relatively minor ones. It will be under siege, in other
words. So there must be something like martial law, and
someone to dispense it.'
'I don't see why. Some sort of committee, I suppose,
with elected members, to make decisions ... surely that
will be enough?'
'I think,' Pirrie said, 'that the day of the committee
is over.'
His words echoed the thoughts that John himself
had felt a short while before; for that reason, he replied
with a forcefulness that had some anger in it:
'And the day of the baron is back again? Only if we
lose faith in our own ability to cope with things democratically.'
'Do you think so, Mr Custance?' Pirrie stressed the
'Mr' slightly, making it clear that he had noticed that,
following the killing of Joe Ashton, the expression had
somehow become a title. Except to Arm, and Roger and
Olivia, John had now become Mr Custance; the others
were known either by Christian names or surnames. It
was a small thing, but not insignificant. Would Davey,
John wondered, be Mr in his turn, by right of succession?
The straying thought annoyed him.
He said curtly: 'Even if there has to be one person in
charge of things at the valley, that one will be my
brother. It's his land, and he's the most competent
person to look after it.'
Pirrie raised his hands in a small gesture of mock
resignation. 'Exit the committee,' he said, 'unlamented.
That is another reason why you must be in charge of the
party that reaches Blind Gill. Someone else might be
less inclined to see that point.'
They moved down into the valley, passing the signs of
destruction, which had been evident from higher up but
which here were underlined in brutal scoring. What
refugees there were avoided them; they had no temp177
tation to look to an armed band for help. Near the ruins
of Sedbergh they saw a group, of about the same number
as their own, emerging from the town. The women
were wearing what looked like expensive jewellery, and
one of the men was carrying pieces of gold plate. Even
while John watched, he threw some of it away as being
too heavy. Another man picked it up, weighed it in his
hand, and dropped it again with a laugh. They went on,
keeping to the east of John's band, and the gold remained,
gleaming dully against the brown grassless
earth.
From an isolated farm-house, as they struck up towards
the valley of the Lune, they heard a screaming, I
high-pitched and continuous, that unsettled the children
and some of the women. There were two or three men
lounging outside the farm-house with guns. John led
his band past, and the screams faded into the distance.
The Blennitts' perambulator had been abandoned
when they left the road on the outskirts of Sedbergh,
and their belongings distributed among the six adults in
awkward bundles. The going was clearly harder for
them than for any of the others, and they made no
secret of their relief when John called a halt for the day,
high up in the Lune valley, on the edge of the moors. (
The rain had not returned; the clouds had thinned into cirrus, threading the sky at a considerable height. Above
the high curves of the moors to westward, the threads
were lit from behind by the evening sun. (
'We'll tackle the moors in the morning,' John said.
'By my reckoning, we aren't much more than twenty-
five miles from the valley now, but the going won't be
very easy. Still, I hope we can make it by tomorrow
night. For tonight' - he gestured towards a house with
shattered windows that stood on a minor elevation
above them - ' . . . that looks like a promising billet.
Pirrie, take a couple of men and reconnoitre it, will
you?'
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Pirrie, without hesitation, singled out Alf Parsons and
Bill Riggs, and they accepted his selection with only a
glance for confirmation at John. The three men moved
up towards the house. When they were some twenty
yards away, Pirrie waved them down into the cover of
a shallow dip. Taking leisurely aim, he himself put a
shot through an upstairs window. They heard the noise
of the rifle, and the tiny splintering of glass. Silence
followed.
A minute later, the small figure of Pirrie rose and
walked towards the house. Apart from the rifle hunched
under his arm, he had the air of a Civil Service official
making a perfunctory business call. He reached the
door, which apparently he found to be ajar, and kicked
it open with his right foot. Then he disappeared inside.
Once again John was brought up sharp with the realisation
of how formidable an opponent Pirrie would have
been had his ambition been towards the conscious
exercise of power, instead of its promotion in another.
He was walking now, alone, into a house which he
could only guess to be empty. If he had any nerves at
all, it was difficult to envisage a situation in which they
would be drawn taut.
From an upper window, a face appeared - Pirrie's
face - and was withdrawn again. They waited, and at
last he came out at the front door. He walked back
down the path, sedately, and the two men rose and
joined him. He came back to where John was.
John asked him: 'Well? O.K.?'
'Everything satisfactory. Not even bodies to dispose
of. The people must have cleared out before the looters
arrived.'
'It has been looted?'
'After a fashion. Not very professionally.'
'It will give us a roof for the night,' John said. 'What
beds there are will do for the children. The rest of us
can manage on the floor.'
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Pirrie looked round him in speculation. Thirty-four.
It isn't a very big house. I think Jane and I will risk the
inclemency of the weather.' He nodded, and she came
towards him, her rather stupid country face still showing
no signs of anything but submission in the inevitable.
Pirrie took her arm. He smiled. 'Yes, I think we will.'
'Just as you like,' John said. 'You can have a night
off guard duty.'
'Thank you,' Pirrie said. 'Thank you, Mr Custance.'
John found a room in the upper storey which had two
small beds in it, and he called up Davey and Mary to
try them. There was a bathroom along the landing, with
water still running, and he sent them there with instructions
to wash. When they had gone, he sat on a
bed, gazing out of the window, which looked down the
valley towards Sedbergh. A magnificent view. Whoever
lived here had probably been very attached to it - an
indication, if such were needed, that immaterial possessions
were as insecure as material ones.
His brief musing was interrupted by Ann's entry into
the room. She looked tired. John indicated the other
bed.
'Rest yourself,' he said. 'I've sent the kids along to
smarten themselves up.'
She stood, instead, by the window, looking out.
'All the women asking me questions,' she said. 'Which
meat shall we have tonight? ... Can we use the potatoes
up and rely on getting more tomorrow? . . . shall we
cook them in their jackets or peel them first? . . . why
me?'
He looked at her. 'Why not?'
'Because even if you like being the lord and master,
it doesn't mean that I want to be the mistress.'
'You walked out on them, then?'
'I told them to put all their questions to Olivia.'
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John smiled. 'Delegating responsibility, as a good
mistress should.'
She paused; then said: 'Was it all necessary ~ joining
up with these people, making ourselves into an army?'
He shook his head. 'No, not all. The Blennitts certainly
not - but you wanted them, didn't you?'
'I didn't want them. It was just horrible, leaving the
children. And I didn't mean them -I meant the others.'
'With the Blennitts - just the Blennitts - the odds
would have tipped further against our getting through
to the valley. With these others, we're going to make it
easily.'
'Led by General Custance. And with the able assistance
of his chief killer, Pirrie.'
'You underestimate Pirrie if you think he's just a
killer.'
'No. I don't care how wonderful he is. He is a killer,
and I don't like him.'
'I'm a killer, too.' He glanced at her. 'A lot of people
are, who never thought they would be.'
'I don't need reminding. Pirrie's different.'
John shrugged. 'We need him - until we get to Blind
GUI.'
'Don't keep saying that!'
'It's true.'
'John.' Their eyes met. 'It's the way he's changing
you that's so dreadful. Making you into a kind of
gangster boss - the children are beginning to be scared
of you.'
He said grimly: 'If anything has changed me, it's been
something more impersonal than Pirrie - the kind of
life we have to lead. I'm going to get us to safety, all of
us, and nothing is going to stop me. I wonder if you
realise how well we've done to get as far as this? This
afternoon, with the valley like a battlefield - that's only
a skirmish compared to what's happening in the south.
We've come so far, and we can see the rest of the way
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clear. But we can't relax until we're there.'
'And when we get there?'
He said patiently: 'I've told you - we can learn to
live normally again. You don't imagine I like all this, do
you?'
'I don't know.' She looked away, staring out of the
window. 'Where's Roger?'
'Roger? I don't know.'
'He and Olivia have had to carry Steve between them
since you've been so busy leading. They dropped behind.
The only place left for them to sleep, by the time they
got to the house, was the scullery.'
'Why didn't he come and see me?'
'He didn't want to bother you. When you called
Davey up, Spooks stayed behind. He didn't think of
coming with him, and Davey didn't think of asking.
That's what I meant about the children becoming scared
of you.'
John did not answer her. He went out of the room
and called down from the landing:
'Rodge! Come on up, old man. And Olivia and the
kids, of course.'
Behind him, Arm said, 'You're condescending now.
I don't say you can help it.'
He went to her and caught her arms fiercely.
'Tomorrow evening, all this will be over. I'll hand
things over to Dave, and settle down to learning from
him how to be a potato and beet farmer. You will see
me turn into a dull, yawning, clay-fingered old man will
that do?'
'If I could believe it will be like that...'
He kissed her. 'It will be.'
Roger came in, with Steve and Spooks close behind
him.
He said: 'Olivia's coming up, Johnny.'
'What the hell were you doing settling in the scullery?
' John asked. 'There's plenty of room in here. We
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can put those beds together and get all the kids on them.
For the rest of us, it's a nice soft floor. Fairly new
carpets in the bedrooms - our hosts must have been on
the luxurious side. There are blankets in that cupboard
over there.'
Even while he spoke, he recognised his tone as being
too hearty, with the bluffness of a man putting inferiors
at their ease. But there was no way of changing
it. The relationship between himself and Roger had
changed on both sides, and it was beyond the power
of either of them to return to the old common ground.
Roger said: 'That's very friendly of you, Johnny.
The scullery was all very nice, but it had a smell of
cockroaches. You two, you can cut along and line up
for the bathroom.'
From the window, Arm said: 'There they go.'
'They?' John asked. 'Who?'
'Pirrie and Jane - taking a stroll before dinner, I
imagine.'
Olivia had come into the room while Arm was talking.
She started to say something and then, glancing at John,
stopped. Roger said:
'Pirrie the Wooer. Very sprightly for his age.'
Arm said to Olivia: 'You're looking after the knives.
See that Jane gets a sharp one when she comes in to
supper, and tell her there's no hurry to return it.'
'No!' The incisiveness had been involuntary; John
moderated his voice: 'We need Pirrie. The girl's lucky
to get him. She's lucky to be alive at all.'
'I thought we could see our way now,' Arm said. 'I
thought tomorrow evening would see things back to
normal. Do you really want Pirrie because he is essential
to our safety, or have you grown to like him for himself?'
'I told you,' John said wearily. 'I don't believe in
taking any chances. Perhaps we won't need Pirrie tomorrow,
but that doesn't mean that I take cheerfully
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to the idea of your egging the girl on to cut his throat
during the night.'
'She may try,' Roger observed, 'of her own accord.'
'If she does,' Arm asked, 'what will you do, John have
her executed for high treason?'
'No. Leave her behind.'
Arm stared at him. 'I think you would!'
Speaking for the first time, Olivia said: 'He killed
Millicent.'
'And we didn't leave him behind?' With exasperation,
John went on: 'Can't you see that fair shares and justice
don't work until you've got walls to keep the barbarians
out? Pirrie is more use than any one of us. Jane is like
the BIennitts - a passenger, a drag. She can stay as long
as she's careful how she walks, but no longer.'
Arm said: 'He really is a leader. Note the sense of
dedication, most striking in the conviction that what he
thinks is right because he thinks it.'
John said hotly: 'It's right in itself. Can you find an
argument to refute it?'
'No.' She looked at him. 'Not one that you would
appreciate.'
'Rodge!' He appealed to him. 'You see the sense in it,
don't you?'
'Yes, I see the sense.' Almost apologetically, he added:
'I see the sense in what Arm says, too. I'm not blaming
you for it, Johnny. You've taken on the job of getting
us through, and you have to put that first. And it's Pirrie
who's turned out to be the one you could rely on.'
He was about to reply argumentatively when he
caught sight of their three faces, and memory was
evoked by the way they were grouped. Some time in the
past they had been in much the same position - at the
seaside, perhaps, or at a bridge evening. The recollection
touched in him the realisation of who he was and
who they were - Arm, his wife, and Roger and Olivia,
his closest friends.
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He hesitated, then he said:
'Yes. I think I see it, too. Look - Pirrie doesn't matter
a damn to me.'
'I think he does,' Roger said. 'Getting through
matters to you, and so Pirrie does. It's not just his usefulness.
Once again, Johnny, I'm not criticising. I
couldn't have handled the situation, because I wouldn't
have had the stamina for it. But if I had been capable
of handling it, I would have felt the same way about
Pirrie.'
There was a pause before John replied.
'The sooner we get there the better,' he said. 'It will
be nice to become normal again.'
Olivia looked at him, her shy eyes inquiring in her
large placid face. 'Are you sure you will want to,
Johnny?'
'Yes. Quite sure. But if we had another month of
this, instead of another day to face, I wouldn't be so
sure.'
Arm said: 'We've done beastly things. Some of us
more so than others, perhaps, but all of us to some
extent - if only by accepting what Pirrie's given us. I
wonder if we ever can turn our backs on them.'
'We're over the worst,' John said. 'The going's plain
and easy now.'
Mary and Davey came running in from the bathroom.
They were laughing and shouting; too noisily.
John said: 'Quiet, you two.'
He had not, he thought, spoken any differently from
his custom. In the past, the admonition would have
had little if any effect. Now both fell quiet, and stood
watching him. Arm, and Roger and Olivia, were watching
him, too.
He bent towards Davey. 'Tomorrow night we should
be at Uncle David's. Won't that be good, eh?'
Davey said: 'Yes, Daddy.'
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The tone was enthusiastic enough, but the enthusiasm
was tempered by an undue dutifulness.
In the early hours of the morning, John was awakened
by a rifle shot and, as he sat up, heard it replied to
from somewhere outside. He sat up, reaching for his
revolver, and called to Roger, hearing him grunt something
m reply.
Arm said:'What's that?'
'Nothing much, probably. A stroller, hoping for easy
pickings, maybe. You and Olivia stay here and see to
the children. We'll go and have a look.'
The sentry's duty was to patrol outside the house, but
he found Joe Harris, whose turn it was, staring out of a
front room window on the ground floor. He was a thin
dark man, with a heavy stubble of beard. His eyes
gleamed in the moonlight, which shone into the house
here.
'What's happening?' John asked him.
'I seen 'em when I was outside,' Harris said. 'Comin'
up the valley from Sedbergh way. I figured it might be
best not to disturb 'em in case they was going' right on
up the valley, so came on back into the house, and kept
a watch from here.'
'Well?'
'They turned up towards the house. When I was
certain they was coming this way, I had a crack at the
bloke in front.'
'Did you hit him?'
'No. I don't think so. Another one had a shot back,
and then they went down among the shrubs. They're
still out there, Mr Custance.'
'How many?'
'It's hard to say, in this light. Might have been a
dozen - maybe more.'
'As many as that?'
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'That's why I was hoping they would go right
through.'
John called:'Rodge!'
'Yes.' Roger was standing at the door of the room.
There were others in the room as well, but they were
keeping quiet.
'Are the others up?'
'Three or four out here in the hall.'
Noah Blennitt's voice came from close beside John.
The and Arthur's here, Mr Custance.'
John said to Roger: 'Send one of them up to the back
bedroom window to keep an eye open in case they try to
work round that way. Then two each in the front bedrooms.
Noah, you can take up your place at the other
ground-floor window. I'll give you time to get into position.
Then when I shout we'll let them have a volley. It
may impress them enough to make them clear off. If it
doesn't, pick your own targets after that. We have the
territorial advantage. Women and kids well away from
the windows, of course.'
He heard them moving away, as Roger relayed the
instructions to them. In the room beside him a child's
voice began to cry - Bessie Blennitt. He looked and saw
her sitting up in an improvised bed; her mother was
beside her, hushing her.
'I should take her round to the back,' he said. 'It
won't be so noisy there.'
His own mildness surprised him. Katie Blennitt said:
'Yes, I'll take her, Mr Custance. You come along, too, Will . You'll be all right. Mr Custance is going to look
after you.'
To the other women, he said: 'You might as well all
go to the back of the house.'
He knelt beside Joe Harris. 'Any sign of them
moving yet?'
'I thought I saw summat. The shadows play you up.'
John stared out into the moonlit garden. There was
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no trace of cloud in a sky which was heavy with stars fate
playing tricks on both sides. The moonlight gave the
defenders a considerable advantage, but if the cloud
had held, the marauders would probably have missed
seeing the house, standing as it did apart and on a rise,
altogether.
He thought a shadow moved, and then knew one did,
not more than fifteen yards from the house. He cried,
very loudly:
'Now!'
Although he did not rate his chances of hitting anything
with a revolver as very high, he took aim on the
shadow that had moved, and fired through the open
window. The volley that accompanied his shot was
ragged but not unimpressive. He heard a cry of pain,
and a figure spun round and fell awkwardly. John
ducked to the side of the window in anticipation of the
reply. There was a single shot, which seemed to splinter
against the brickwork. After that, he could hear only a
mumble of voices, and groaning from the man who had
been hit.
The weight of fire-power must have come as an
unpleasant surprise to them. They could not have expected
an isolated house such as this to be held in force.
Putting himself in the position of their leader, John
reflected that his own concern, on stumbling on this
kind of opposition, would have been to get his men out
of the way with the least possible delay.
On the other hand, still retaining that viewpoint, he
could see that there were snags. The moonlight certainly
aided the defenders; and it was sufficiently bright to
make good targets out of the attackers if they attempted
any sudden disengagement. John peered up into the
night sky, looking for cloud. If the moon were going to
be obscured, it would be common sense for them to wait
for it. But stars sparkled everywhere.
A further consideration must be that if the defenders
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could be overcome, the attackers stood to make a neat
haul of arms, and possibly ammunition. Guns were
worth taking risks for. And it was very probable that
they had the advantage both in men and weapons.
It occurred to him that his show of force could have
been tactically an error. Two or three rounds, instead
of seven, might have been more likely to put them on
the retreat. Pirrie might... Pirrie, he remembered, was
somewhere outside, enjoying his nuptials.
The children must have all awoken by now, but they
remained quiet. He heard someone coming downstairs.
Roger called to him softly:
'Johnny!'
He kept his eyes on the garden. 'Yes.'
'What next? There's one fellow standing out like a
sore thumb from up there. Can we start knocking them
off, or do you want to give them a chance to blow?'
He was reluctant to be the one to open the firing
again. They knew his strength now. Further firing would
be an expenditure of valuable ammunition with no
prospect of any practical benefits.
'Wait,' he said. 'Give it a little longer.'
Roger said: 'Do you think... ?'
In the moonlight, a shout rose: 'Gi'e it 'em!' John
ducked automatically as a volley of shots slammed
against the house with a shivering protesting crash of
splintered glass. From above he heard one of his own
men reply.
He called to Roger: 'All right. Get back upstairs, and
tell them to use their discretion. If that gang change
their minds and decide to pull out, let them go.'
This time one of the children had begun to cry, a
frightened piercing wail. John felt far from optimistic
as to the prospects of the attackers pulling out. They
had presumably weighed the considerations as he had
done, and decided their best chance lay in pressing the
attack home.
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While the new lull held, he called out into the garden:
'We don't want any trouble. We'll hold our fire if
you clear off.'
He had taken the precaution of first flattening himself
against the wall beside the window. Two or three
shots thumped against the far wall of the room in
answer. A man laughed, and he fired the revolver in
the direction of the laugh. There was a rattle of sporadic
fire, either way.
Watching intently, he saw a figure heave up out of
the shadows, and fired again. Something sailed through
the air, hit the side of the house, and dropped, not far
from the window at which he and Joe Harris stood.
He shouted: 'Down, Joe!'
The explosion shattered what glass was left in the
window panes, but did no other damage. A rattle of fire
issued from the house.
Grenades, he thought sickly - why had the possibility
not occurred to him? A fair portion of the guns that
were now scattered throughout the countryside had
originated in army barracks, and grenades were obviously
as useful. For that matter, the men themselves
had very possibly been soldiers; their present unconcern
had a professional air to it.
Without any doubt, grenades tipped the scales against
the defenders. A few more might miss, as the first had
done, but eventually they would get them into the house,
silencing the rooms one by one. The situation had suddenly
changed its aspect. With the valley so close, he
was facing defeat, and death, almost certainly, for all
of them.
He said urgently to Joe Harris: 'Get upstairs and tell
them to keep as continuous a fire on as they can. But
aiming - not popping off wildly. As soon as they see
someone lift his arm, slam everything at him. If we don't
keep the grenades out, we've had it.'
Joe said: 'Right, Mr Custance.'
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He did not seem particularly worried, either because
he lacked the imagination to see what the grenades
meant, or possibly owing to his faith in John's leadership.
Pirrie had done a good job in that respect, but
John would have exchanged it for Pirrie beside him in
the house. If any of the others scored a hit, under these
conditions, it would be by a fluke; Pirrie would have
picked off the vague moonlit shadows without much
difficulty.
John fired again at a movement, and his shot was
reinforced by shots from upstairs. Then from outside
there was a swift concentrated burst directed towards
one of the bedroom windows. Simultaneously, from
another part of the garden, an arm rose, and a second
grenade was lobbed through the air. It hit the side of
the house again, and went off harmlessly. John fired at
the point from which it had been thrown. There was a
scatter of shots in different directions. In their wake
came a cry which cut off half-way. The cry was from
the garden. Someone had claimed another of the
attackers.
It was encouraging, but no more than that. It made
little difference to the probabilities of the outcome. John
fired another round, and dodged sideways as a shot
crashed past him in reply. The people outside were not
likely to be discouraged by a lucky shot or two from the
house finding their marks.
Even when, after a further interchange of shots, he
saw a grenade arm rise again, and then saw it slump
back with the grenade unthrown, he could only see the
incident as a cause for grim satisfaction - not for hope.
Two seconds later, the grenade went off, and set off a
riot of explosion that made it abundantly clear that
whoever held it had been carrying other grenades as
well. There were shouts from that part of the garden,
and some cries of pain. John fired into the noise, and
others followed suit. This time there was no answer.
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All the same, it was with both astonishment and
relief that John saw figures detach themselves from the
cover of the ground and run, keeping as low as possible,
away down the slope towards the valley. He fired after
them, as the others did, and tried to number them as
they retreated. Anything between ten and twenty - and
with one, possibly two or three, left behind.
Everyone came crowding into the room - the women
and children along with the men. In the dim light, John
could see their faces, relieved and happy. They were all
chattering. He had to speak loudly to make himself
heard:
'Joe! You've got another half-hour on guard. We're
doubling up for the rest of the night. You're on with
him now, Noah. Jess will go on with Roger afterwards,
and Andy with Alf. I'll take a turn myself with Will.
And from now on, raise the alarm first - and start
wondering what it might be afterwards.'
Joe Harris said: 'You see, Mr distance, I was hoping
they would go on past.'
'Yes, I know,' John said. 'The rest of us might as well
get back to bed.'
Alf Parsons asked: 'Any sign of Pirrie and his
woman?'
He heard Olivia's voice: 'Jane - out there . . .'
They will turn up,' he said. 'Go on back to bed now.'
'If that lot fell over them, they won't be turning up,'
Parsons said.
John went to the window. He called: 'Pirrie! Jane!'
They listened in silence. There was no sound from
outside. The moonlight lay like a summer frost on the
garden.
'Should we go and have a look for them?' Parsons
asked.
'No.' John spoke decisively. 'Nobody's moving out of
here tonight. For one thing, we don't know how far
those boys with the grenades have gone, or whether
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they have gone for good. Off to bed now. Let's get out
of this room first, and give the Blennitts a chance. Come
on. We need to rest ourselves ready for tomorrow.'
They dispersed quietly, though with some reluctance.
John walked upstairs with Roger, following behind Arm
and Olivia and the children. He went into the upstairs
cloakroom, and Roger waited for him on the landing.
Roger said: 'I thought we'd had it for a time.'
The grenades? Yes.'
'In fact, I think we were a bit lucky.'
'I don't quite understand it. We were certainly lucky
dropping that bloke while he still had the grenades.
That must have shaken them quite a bit. But I'm surprised
that it shook them enough to make them pack
things in. I didn't think they would.'
Roger yawned. 'Anyway, they did. What do you think
about Pirrie and Jane?'
'Either they had gone far enough away to be out of
earshot, or else they were spotted and bought it. Those
people weren't bad shots. Not being in the house, they
wouldn't have had any protection.'
'They could have drifted out of earshot.' Roger
laughed. 'Along the paths of love.'
'Out of earshot of that racket? That would have
brought Pirrie back.'
'There is another possibility,' Roger suggested. 'Jane
may have tucked a knife in her garter on her own
account. These ideas probably do occur to women
spontaneously.'
'Where's Jane, then?'
'She might still have run across our friends. Or she
might have tumbled to the fact that she would be less
than'popular here if she came back with a story of
having mislaid her new husband on her bridal night.'
'She's got enough sense to know a woman's helpless
on her own now.'
'Funny creatures, women,' Roger said. 'Ninety-nine
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times out of a hundred, they do the sensible thing without
hesitation. The hundredth time they do the other
with the same enthusiasm.'
John said curiously: 'You seem cheerful tonight,
Rodge.'
'Who wouldn't be, after a reprieve like that? That
second grenade came within a couple of feet of pitching
in at my window.'
'And you won't be sorry if Pirrie has bought it, either
from Jane or the grenade merchants.'
'Not particularly. Not at all, in fact. I think I'll be
rather pleased, I told you - there's been no need for me
to get myself fixated on Pirrie. I haven't had to run
things.'
'Is that what you would call it - fixated?'
'You don't find many Pirries about. The pearl in the
oyster - hard and shining and, as far as the oyster is
concerned, a disease.'
'And the oyster?' John offered ironically: 'The world
as we know it?'
'The analogy's too complicated. I'm tired as well. But
you know what I mean about Pirrie. In abnormal conditions,
invaluable; but I hope to God we aren't going
to live in those conditions for ever.'
'He was a peaceable enough citizen before. There's
no reason to think he wouldn't have been one again.'
'Isn't there? You can't put a pearl back inside the
oyster. I wasn't looking forward to life in the valley
with Pirrie standing just behind you, ready to jog your
elbow.'
'In the valley, David's boss, if anyone has to be. Not
me, not Pirrie. You know that.'
'I've never met your brother,' Roger said. 'I know
very little about him. But he hasn't had to bring his
family and hangers-on through a world that breaks up
as you touch it.'
'That doesn't make any difference.*
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*No?' Roger yawned again. 'I'm tired. You turn in.
It's not worth my while for half an hour. I'll just look
in and see that the kids have bedded down.'
They stood together in the doorway of the room. Arm
and Olivia were lying on blankets under the window;
Arm looked up as she saw them standing there, but did
not say anything. A shaft of moonlight extended to the
double bed that had been created out of the two single
ones. Mary lay curled up by the wall. Davey and Steve
were snuggled in together, with one of Davey's arms
thrown across Steve's shoulder. Spooks, his features
strangely adult without his spectacles, was at the other
side. He was awake also, staring up at the ceiling.
'Don't think I'm not grateful for Pirrie,' Roger said.
'But I'm glad we've found we can manage without him.'
In the new pattern of life, the hours of sleep were from
nine to four, the children being packed off, when possible,
an hour earlier, and sleeping on after the others
until breakfast was ready. It began to be light during
the last watch, which John shared with Will Secombe.
He went out into the garden and examined the field of
the skirmish. There was a man about twenty-five, shot
through the side of the head, about fifteen yards from
the house. He was wearing army uniform and had a
jewelled brooch pinned on his chest. If the stones were
diamond, as they appeared to be, it must have been worth several hundred pounds at one time.
There were tatters of army uniform on the other body
in the garden. This one was a considerably more ugly
sight; he had apparently been carrying grenades round
his waist, and the first one had set them off. It was difficult
to make out anything of what he had been like in
life. John called Secombe, and they dragged both bodies
well away from the house and shoved them out of sight
under a clump of low-lying holly.
Secombe was a fair-haired, fair-skinned man; he was
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in his middle thirties but looked a good deal younger.
He kicked a protruding leg farther under the holly, and
looked at his hands with disgust.
John said: 'Go in and have a wash, if you like. I'll
look after things. It will be time for reveille soon, anyway.'
'Thanks, Mr distance. Nasty job, that. I didn't see
anything as bad as that during the war.'
When he had gone, John had another look round the
environs of the house. The man who had had the
grenades had had a rifle as well; it lay near where he
had lain, bent and useless. There was no sign of any
other weapon; that belonging to the other corpse had
presumably been taken away in the retreat.
He found nothing else, apart from two or three cartridge
clips and a number of spent cartridge cases. He
was looking for signs of Pirrie or Jane, but there was
nothing. In the dawn light, the valley stretched away,
without sign of life. The sky was still clear. It looked
like a good day lying ahead.
He thought of calling again, and then decided it would
be useless. Secombe came back out of the house, and
John looked at his watch.
'All right. You can get them up now.'
Breakfast was almost ready and there were sounds of
the children moving about when John heard Roger
exclaim:
'Good God!'
They were in the front room from which John had directed operations during the night. John followed
Roger's gaze out of the shattered window. Pirrie was
coming up the garden path, his rifle under his arm; Jane
walked just behind him.
John called to him: 'Pirrie! What the hell have you
been up to?'
Pirrie smiled slightly. 'Would you not regard that as a
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delicate question?' He nodded towards the garden. 'You
cleared the mess up, then?'
'You heard it?'
'It would have been difficult not to. Did they land
either of the grenades inside?' John shook his head. 'I thought not.'
'They cleared off when things were beginning to get
hot,' John said. 'I'm still surprised about that.'
'The side fire probably upset them,' Pirrie said.
'Side fire?'
Pirrie gestured to where, on the right of the house,
the ground rose fairly steeply.
John said: 'You were having a go at them - from
there?'
Pirrie nodded. 'Of course.'
'Of course,' John echoed. 'That explains a few things.
I was wondering who we had in the house who could hit
that kind of target in that kind of light, and kill instead
of just wounding.' He looked at Pirrie. 'Then you heard
me call you, after they had cleared off? Why didn't you
give me a hail back?'
Pirrie smiled again. 'I was busy.'
They travelled easily and uneventfully that day, if fairly
slowly. Their route now lay for the most part across the
moors, and there were several places where it was necessary
to leave the roads and cut over the bare or heathery
slopes, or to follow by the side of one of the many rivers
or streams that flowed down from the moors into the
dales. The sun rose at their backs into a cloudless sky,
and before midday it was too hot for comfort. John
called an early halt for dinner, and afterwards told the
women to get the children down to rest in the shade
of a group of sycamores.
Roger asked him: 'Not pressing on with all speed?'
He shook his head. 'We're within reach now. We'll be
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there before dark, which is all that matters. The kids are
fagged out.'
Roger said: 'So am I.' He lay back on the dry, stony
ground, and rested his head on his hands. 'Pirrie isn't,
though.'
Pirrie was explaining something to Jane, pointing out
over the flat lands to the south.
'She won't knife him now,' Roger added. 'Another
Sabine woman come home to roost. I wonder what the
little Pirries will be like?'
'Mjllicent didn't have any children.'
'Conceivably Pirrie's fault, but more probably Milli-
cent's. She was the kind of woman who would take care
not to be burdened with kids. They would spoil her
chances.'
'Millicent seems a long time ago,' John said.
The relativity of time. How long since I found you
up in your crane? It seems something like six months.'
The moors had been more or less deserted, but when
they descended to cross the lower land north of Kendal,
they witnessed the signs, by now familiar, of the predatory
animal that man had become: houses burning, an
occasional cry in the distance that might be either of
distress or savage exultance, the sights and sounds of
murder. And another of their senses was touched here
and there their nostrils were pricked by the sour-
sweet smell of flesh in corruption.
But their own course was not interrupted, and soon
they began to climb again, up the bare bleak bones of
the moors towards their refuge. Skylarks and meadow
pipits could be heard in the empty arching sky, and for
a time a wheatear ran along ahead of them, a few
paces in front. Once they sighted a deer, about three
hundred yards off. Pirrie dropped to the ground to take
a careful aim on it, but it darted away behind a shoulder
of the moor before he could fire. Even from that
distance it looked emaciated. John wondered on what
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diet it had been surviving. Mosses, possibly, and similar
small plants.
It was about five o'clock when they came to the
waters of the Lepe. It tumbled with the same swift
urgency of peace that it had always had; here its course
lay between rocky banks so that not even the absence of
grass detracted from the evocation of its familiarity.
Arm stood beside John. She looked more calm and
happier than she had done since they left London.
'Home,' she said, 'at last.'
'About two miles,' John said. 'But we'll see the gateway
in less than a mile. I know the river for several miles
farther down. And a bit farther up you can get into the
middle of the river, on stepping-stones. Dave and I used
to fish from there.'
'Are there fish in the Lepe? I didn't know.'
He shook his head. 'We never caught any inside the
valley. I don't think they travel so far up. But down
here there are trout.' He smiled. 'We'll send expeditions
out and net them. We must have some variety in our
diet.'
She smiled back. 'Yes. Darling, I think I can really
believe it now - that everything's going to be all right that
we're going to be happy and human again.'
'Of course. I never doubted it.'
'Dave's stockade,' John said. 'It looks nice and solid.'
They were in sight of the entrance to Blind Gill. The
road squeezed in towards the river and the high timber
fence ran from the water's edge across the road to the
steeply rising hillside. That part which covered the road
looked as though it might open to form a gate.
Pirrie had come forward to walk with John; he too
surveyed the fence with respect.
'An excellent piece of work. Once we are on the
other...'
It was the crude anger of machine-gun fire that broke
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into his words. For a moment, John stood there,
shocked. He called, more in bewilderment than anything
else: 'Dave!'
There was a second burst of fire, and this time he ran
to get Davey and Mary. He shouted to the others: 'Get
into the ditch!' He saw that Arm was pulling Davey and
Spooks down with her, and that Mary was already
crouching in the ditch beside the road. He ran for it
himself, and lay down beside them.
Mary said: 'What's happening, Daddy?'
'Where is it firing from?' Arm asked.
He pointed towards the fence. 'From there. Did everyone
get clear? Who's that on the road? Pirrie!'
Pirrie's small body lay stretched across the camber of
the road. There was blood underneath him.
Arm caught hold of John as he began to rise. 'No! You
mustn't. Stay where you are. Think of the children me.'
'I'll get him away,' he said. 'They won't fire while I'm
getting him away.'
Arm held on to him. She was crying; she called to
Mary, and Mary also grasped his coat. While he was trying
to pull himself free, he saw that someone else had
got up from the ditch and was running towards where
Pirrie lay. It was a woman.
John stopped struggling, and said in amazement:
'Jane!'
Jane put her hands under Pirrie's shoulders and lifted
him easily. She did not look at the fence where the gun
was mounted. She got one of his arms over her own
shoulder and half dragged, half carried him to the ditch.
She eased him down beside John and sat down herself,
taking his head in her lap.
Arm asked: 'Is he - dead?'
Blood was pouring from the side of his head. John
wiped it away. The wound, he could see at once, was
only superficial. A bullet had grazed his skull, with
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enough force to knock him over. There was an abrasion
on the other side of his head, where he had probably hit
the ground. It was very likely the fall which had
knocked him unconscious.
John said: 'He'll live.' Jane looked up; she was crying.
'Pass the word along to Olivia that we want the bandage,'
John added. 'And a wad of lint.'
Arm stared from Pirrie to the fence barring the road.
'But why should they fire at us? What's happened?'
'A mistake.' John stared at the fence. 'A mistake we'll
sort it out easily enough.'
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Arm tried to stop him when she saw him tying a large
white handkerchief on the end of a stick.
'You can't do that! They'll shoot you.'
John shook his head. 'No, they won't.*
They fired on all of us, without provocation. They'll
fire at you, too.'
'Without provocation? A whole gang of us marching
up the road, and with arms? It was as much my mistake
as theirs. I should have realised how their minds would
work.'
'Their minds? David's!'
'No. Probably not. He can hardly be manning the
fence all the time. God knows who it is. Anyway, it's a
different thing with one man, unarmed, under a flag of
truce. There's no reason why they should fire.'
'But they might!'
'They won't.'
But he had an odd feeling as he walked along the
middle of the road towards the fence, his white flag held
above his head. It was not exactly fear. It seemed to
him that it was nearer to exhilaration - the sense of
fatigue allied to excitement that he had sometimes
known in fevers. He began to measure his paces, counting
soundlessly: one, two, three, four, five ... In front
of him, he saw that the barrel of the machine-gun poked
through a hole in the fence a good ten feet above the
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ground; not far from the top. David must have built a
platform on the other side.
He stopped, seven or eight feet from the fence, and
looked up. From somewhere near the gun muzzle, a
voice said:
'Well, what are you after?'
John said: 'I'd like to have a word with David Custance.'
'Would you, now? He's busy. And the answer's no,
anyway.'
'He's my brother.'
There was a moment's silence. Then the voice said:
'His brother's in London. Who do you say you are?*
'I'm John Custance. We got away from London. It's
taken us some time to travel up here. Can I see him?'
'Wait a minute.' There was a low murmur of voices;
John could not quite catch what was said. 'All right.
You can wait there. We're sending up to the farm for
him.'
John walked a few paces, and stared into the Lepe.
From beyond the fence he heard a car engine start up
and then fade away along the road up the valley. It
sounded like David's utility. He wondered how much
petrol they would have in store inside Blind Gill.
Probably not much. It didn't matter. The sooner people
got used to a world deprived of the internal combustion
engine as well as the old-fashioned beasts of burden, the
better.
He called up to the man behind the fence: The people
with me - can they come out of the ditch? Without being
shot at?'
'They can stay where they are.'
'But there's no point in it. What's the objection to
their being on the road?'
'The ditch is good enough.'
John thought of arguing, and then decided against it.
Anyone on the other side of the fence was someone they
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would have to live with; if this fellow wanted to exercise
his brief authority, it was best to put up with it. His own
disquiet had been allayed by the promptness with which
it had been agreed to send for David. That at least removed
the fear that he might have lost control of the
valley.
He said: 'I'll walk along and tell my lot what's happening.'
The voice was indifferent. 'Please yourself. But keep
them off the road.'
Pirrie was sitting up and taking notice now. He
listened to what John had to tell them, but made no
comment. Roger said:
'You think it's going to be all right, then?'
'I don't see why not. The bloke behind the machine-
gun may be a bit trigger-happy, but that won't bother
us once we're behind him.'
'He don't seem very anxious to let us get behind him,*
Alf Parsons said.
'Carrying out orders. Hello!'
There was the sound of an engine approaching. It halted behind the barrier.
That will be David!' John got to his feet again. 'Arm,
you could come along and have a word with him, too.'
'Isn't it a risk?' Roger asked.
'Hardly. David's there now.'
Arm said: 'Davey would like to come, too, I should
think - and Mary.'
'Of course.'
Pirrie said: 'No.' He spoke softly, but with finality.
John looked at him.
'Why? What's wrong?'
'I think they would be safer here,' Pirrie said. He
paused. 'I don't think you should all go along there
together.'
It took several seconds for John to grasp the implication;
he only did so then because the remark came
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from Pirrie and so could be founded only on an utterly
cynical realism.
'Well,' he said at last, 'that tells me something about how you would act in my place, doesn't it?'
Pirrie smiled. Arm said: 'What's the matter?'
John heard David's voice calling him in the distance:
'John!' 'Nothing,' he said. 'Never mind, Arm. You stay
here. It won't take me long to fix things with David.'
He had half expected the gate in the fence to open
as he approached, but he realised that caution - possibly
excessive but on the whole justified - might prevent this
until John's status, and the status of the troop that
accompanied him, had been settled. He stood under the
fence, still blind to whatever was happening on the other
side of it, and said:
'Dave! That you?'
He heard David's voice: 'Yes, of course - open it.
How the devil is he going to get in if you don't?'
He saw the muzzle of the gun waggle as the gate
beneath it opened slightly. No chances were being taken.
He squeezed through the gap, and saw David waiting for
him. They took each others' hands. The gate closed
behind him.
'How did you make it?' David asked. 'Where's Davey
- and Arm and Mary?'
'Back there. Hiding in a ditch. Your machine-gunner
damn near killed us all.'
David stared at him. 'T can't believe it! I told the
people at the gate to look out for you, but I never believed
you would get here. The news of the ban on
travel . . . and then the rioting and rumours of bombing...
I'd given you up.'
'It's a long story,' John said. 'It can wait. Can I bring
my lot in first?'
'Your lot? You mean. .. ? They told me there was a
mob on the road.'
John nodded. 'A mob. Thirty-four of them, ten being
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children. We've all been on the road for some time. I
brought them here.'
He was looking at David's face. He had seen the expression only once before that he could remember:
when, after their grandfather's death, they had heard
that the whole estate was being left to David. It showed
guilt and embarrassment.
David said: 'It's a bit difficult, Johnny.'
'In what way?'
'We're crowded out already. When things began
getting bad, the locals began to come in. The Rivers
from Stonebeck, and so on. It was their boy who got
hold of the machine-gun - from an army unit near
Windermere. Three or four of the men came with him. It's spread thin. We'll manage all right, but there's no
margin for accidents - a potato failure, or anything like
that.'
'My thirty-four will spread it thinner,' John said. 'But
they'll work for their keep. I'll answer for that.'
'That's not the point,' David said. 'The land will only
support so many. We're over the mark now.'
A brief silence followed. The Lepe rushed past on
their right. The man tending a fire on which a pot was
simmering and the two men up on the platform were
both out of earshot. Nevertheless, John found himself
lowering his voice. He said:
'What do you suggest? That we turn back towards
London?'
David grasped his arm. 'Good God, no! Don't be a
fool. I'm trying to tell you - I can make room for you
and Arm and the children; but not for the others.'
'Dave,' he said, 'you've got to make room for them.
You can do, and you must.'
David shook his head. 'I would if I could. Don't you
understand - those people aren't the first we've had to
turn away. There have been others. Some of them were
relations of people already here. We've had to be hard.
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I've always told them that you and your family must
come in if you got here. But thirty-four . . . I It's impossible.
Even if I agreed, the others would never let
me.'
'It's your land.'
'No one holds land except by consent. They are in the
majority. Johnny - I know you don't like the idea of
abandoning the people you've been travelling with. But
you will have to. There's no alternative.'
There's always an alternative.'
'None. Bring them here - Arm and the children - you
can make some excuse for that. The others . . . they've
got arms, haven't they? They'll manage all right.'
'You've not been out there.'
Their eyes met again. David said. 'I know you won't
like doing it, but you must. You can't put the safety of
those others before Arm and the children.'
John laughed. The two men on the platform looked
down at them.
'Pirrie!' lie said. 'He must be psychic.'
'Pirrie?'
'One of my lot. I don't think we should have got
through without him. I was going to bring Arm and the
children with me when I came to meet you. He put a
stop to it. He made them stay behind. I saw that he was
protecting himself and the others against a double-cross,
and I was righteously indignant. Now ... if I did have
them here, inside the fence, I wonder what I would have
done?'
David said: 'This is serious. Can't you fool him somehow?'
Tool him? Not Pirrie.' John looked away, up the long
vista of Blind Gill, snug beneath its protecting hills. He said slowly: 'If you turn those others down, you're turning
us down - you're turning Davey down.'
'This man, Pirrie... I might persuade them to let one
other in with you. Can he be bribed?'
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'Undoubtedly. But the idea will have entered the
heads of the others by now - particularly since I shall
have to tell them they can't just walk in as they had been
hoping. There isn't a hope of my getting the children in
here without them all coming.'
'There must be some way.'
'That's what I said to you, isn't it? We aren't free
agents any longer, though.' He stared at his brother.
'In a way, we're enemies.'
'No. We'll find a way round this. Perhaps ... if you
were to go back, and then I got our people to run a sortie
against you, under machine-gun cover . . . you could
have passed the word to Arm and the children to lie still
until we had chased them away.'
John smiled ironically. 'Even if I were prepared to do
it, it wouldn't work. Mine have been blooded. That ditch
makes a fair cover. The machine-gun isn't going to scare
them.'
'Then... I don't know. But there must be something.'
John looked up the valley again. The fields were well
cropped, mostly with potatoes.
'Arm will be wondering,' he said, 'not to mention the
others. I shall have to get back. What's it to be, Dave?'
He had come already to his own decision, and the
agony of his brother's uncertainty could not touch that
grtmness. Dave said at last, forcing the words out:
'I'll talk to them. Come back in an hour. I'll see what
they say about letting the others in. Or perhaps we'll
think of something in that time. Try to think of something,
Johnny!'
John nodded. 'I'll try. So long, Dave.'
David looked at him miserably: 'Give my love to
them all - to Davey.'
John said: 'Yes. Of course I will.*
The two men came down from the platform and unbarred
the gate again. John squeezed through. He did
not look at David as he went.
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They were waiting for him as he dropped into the ditch.
He saw from their faces that they expected only bad
news; any news was bad that was not signalled by the
gate to the valley thrown open, and an immediate
beckoning in.
'How'd it go, Mr Custance?' Noah Blennitt asked.
'Not well.' He told them, baldy, but passing quickly
over the invitation to his own family to come in. When
he had finished, Roger said:
'I can see their point of view. He can make room for
you and Arm and the children?'
'He can't do anything. The others had agreed about
that, and apparently they're willing to stick by it.'
'You take it, Johnny,' Roger said. 'You've brought us
up here - we haven't lost anything by it, and there's no
sense in everyone missing the chance because we can't
all have it.'
The murmur from the others was uncertain enough
to be tempting. It's been offered, he thought, and they
won't stop me if I take it straight away while they're still
shocked by their own generosity. Take Arm and Mary
and Davey up to the gates, and see them open, and the
valley beyond . . . He looked at Pirrie. Pirrie returned
the look calmly; his small right hand, the fingers still
carefully manicured, rested on the butt of his rifle.
Seeing the bubble of temptation pricked, he wondered
how he would have reacted if he had had the real rather
than the apparent freedom of action. The feudal baron,
he thought, and ready to sell out his followers as cheerfully
as that. Probably they had been like that - most of
them, anyway.
He said, looking at Pirrie: 'I've been thinking it over.
Quite frankly, I don't think there's any hope at all of
my brother persuading the others to let us all in. As he
said, some of them have seen their own relations turned
back. That leaves us two alternatives: turning back ourselves
and looking for a home somewhere else, or fight209
ing our way into the valley and taking it over.'
Arm said: 'No!' in a shocked voice. Davey said: 'Do
you mean - fighting Uncle Dave, Daddy?' The others
stayed silent.
'We don't have to decide straight away,* John said. 'Until I've seen my brother again, I suppose we can
say there's an outside chance of managing it peaceably.
But you can be thinking it over.'
Roger said: 'I still think you ought to take what's
offered to you, Johnny.'
This time there was no kind of response; the moment
of indecision past, John reflected wrily. The followers
had realised the baron's duty towards them again.
Alt Parsons asked. 'What do you think, Mr Custance?'
'I'll keep my opinion until I come back next time,'
John said. 'You be thinking it over.'
Pirrie still did not speak, but he smiled slowly. With
the bandage round his head, he looked a frail and innocent
old man. Jane sat close by him, her pose protective.
It was not until John was on the point of going back
to the gate that Pirrie said anything. Then he said:
'You'll look things over, of course? From inside?'
'Of course,' John said.
If there had been any hope in his mind of David persuading
the others in the valley to relent, it would have
vanished the moment he saw his brother's face again.
Four or five other men had accompanied him back to
the fence, presumably to help the three already on guard
in the event of John's troops being reluctant to accept
their dismissal. There was, John noticed, a telephone
point just inside the fence, so that the men there could
summon help quickly in the event of a situation looking
dangerous. He glanced about him, looking for further
details of the valley's defences.
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David said: 'They won't agree, Johnny. We couldn't
really expect them to.'
The men who had come with him stayed close by,
making no pretence of offering privacy to the brothers.
As much as anything, this showed John the powerlessness
of his brother's position.
He nodded. 'So we have to take the road again. I
gave Davey your love. I'm sorry you couldn't have seen
him.'
'Look,' David said, 'I've been thinking - there is a
way.' He spoke with a feverish earnestness. 'You can
do it.'
John looked at him in inquiry. He had been noting the
angle the fence made with the river.
'Tell them it's no good,' David said,' - that you will
have to find somewhere else. But don't travel too far
tonight. Arrange things so that you and Arm and the
children can slip away - and then come back here.
You'll be let in. I'll stay here tonight to make sure.'
John recognised the soundness of the scheme, for
other people under other conditions. But he was not
tempted by it. In any case, David was underestimating
the intervention Pirrie might make in the plan; a reasonable
error for anyone who did not know Pirrie.
He said slowly: 'Yes, I think that might work. It's
worth trying, anyway. But I don't want to have the kids
mown down by that gun of yours in the night.'
David said eagerly: 'There's no fear of that. Give me
our old curlew whistle as you come along the road. And
it's full moon.9
'Yes,' said John, 'so it is.'
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John dropped down into the ditch where they all were.
He said immediately: 'We shan't get in there peaceably.
They won't budge. My brother's tried them, but
it's no good. So we have the alternatives I spoke of going
somewhere else or fighting our way into Blind
Gill. Have you thought about it?'
There was a silence; All Parsons broke it. He said:
'It's up to you, Mr distance - you know that. We
shall do whatever you think best.'
'Right,' John said. 'One thing, first. My brother looks
like me, and he's wearing blue overalls and a grey and
white check shirt. I'm telling you this so you can watch
out for him. I don't want him hurt, if it can be helped.'
Joe Harris said: 'We're having a go, then, Mr Custance?'
'Yes. Not now - tonight. Now we are going to beat
an orderly retreat out of the range of vision of the
people on the fence. It's got to look as though we've
given up the idea of getting in. Our only hope is having
the advantage of surprise.'
They obeyed at once, scrambling out of the ditch and
heading back down the road, away from the valley.
John walked at the rear, and Roger and Pirrie walked
with him.
Roger said: 'I still think you're doing the wrong thing,
Johnny. You could leave us and take the family back.
They would have you.'
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Pirrie remarked, in a speculative tone: 'I don't think
it's going to be easy, even as a surprise attack.' He
looked at John. 'Unless you know a way of getting in
over the hills.'
'No. Even if there were a reasonable way, it wouldn't
do. The hillsides are steep in there. It would be impossible
to avoid starting small slides of stones and once
they knew where we were we should offer a target they
couldn't miss.'
'I take it,' Pirrie said, 'that you do not contemplate
rushing that fence - with a Vickers machine-gun behind
it?'
'No.' John looked at Pirrie closely. 'How do you feel
now?'
'Normal.'
'Fit enough to wade half a mile through a river
that's cold even at this time of year?'
'Yes.'
They were both watching him in inquiry. John said:
'My brother put a fence across the gap between hill
and river, but he took it for granted the river was fence
enough in itself. By the banks it's deep as well as swift
- there have been enough cattle drowned in it, and quite
a few men. But I fell in from the other side when I was
a kid, and I didn't drown. There's a shelf just about the
middle of the river - even as a boy of eleven I could
stand there, with my head well above water.'
Roger asked: 'Are you suggesting we all wade up
the river? They would see us, surely. And what about
getting out of it, if it's as deep by the banks as you say?'
Pirrie, as John had anticipated, had grasped the idea
without the need for elaboration.
'I am to knock out the machine-gun?' he suggested. 'And the rest of you?*
'I'm coming with you,' John said. 'I'll take one of the
other rifles. I'm not likely to succeed if you fail, but it
provides us with an extra chance. Roger, you've got to
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take that fence once we've got the gun quiet. You can
get the men up within a hundred yards of it, along the
ditch. The fence is climbable.
'They will bring the gun round to bear on us as soon
as they realise they are under fire from the rear. That's
when you take our lot in.'
Roger said doubtfully: 'Will it work?'
It was Pirrie who answered him. 'Yes,' he said, 'I believe it will.'
He stood with Arm, looking at the children as they lay
asleep on the ground - Davey and Spooks and Steve
tangled up together, and Mary a little apart, her head
pillowed on an out-thrust arm. He told her then, in an
undertone, of David's plan. When he had finished, she
said:
'Why didn't you? We could have done it. We could
have got away from Pirrie somehow' - she shivered 'killed
him if necessary! There's been enough killing of
innocent people - and now there's going to be more.
Oh, why didn't you take it? Can't we still?'
The sun had gone down and the moon was yet to rise.
It was quite dark. He could not see much of her face,
nor she of his.
He said: 'I'm glad of Pirrie.'
'Glad!'
'Yes. I need the thought of that trigger finger of his
to stiffen me, but it only stiffened me into taking the
right course. Arm, some of the things I've had to do to
get us here have been nasty. I couldn't have justified
them even to myself, except in the hope that it would all
be different once we got to the valley.'
'It will be different.'
'I hope so. That's why I won't pay for admission in
treachery.'
'Treachery?'
'To the rest of them.' He nodded his head towards the
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others. 'It would be treachery to abandon them now.'
'I don't understand.' Arm shook her head. 'I don't
begin to understand. Isn't it treachery to David - to
force a way in?'
'David isn't a free agent. If he were, he would have let
us all in. You know that. Think, ArmI Leaving Roger
and Olivia outside - and Steve and Spooks. What would
you tell Davey? And all these other poor devils . . .
Jane... yes, and Pirrie! However much you dislike him,
we should never have got near the valley without him.'
Arm looked down at the sleeping children. 'All I can
think is that we could have been safe in the valley
tonight - without any fighting.'
'But with nasty memories.'
'We have those anyway.'
'Not in the same way.'
She paused for a while. 'You're the leader, aren't you?
The mediaeval chieftain - you said so yourself?'
John shrugged. 'Does that matter?'
'It does to you. I see that now. More than our safety
and the children's.'
He said gently: 'Arm, darling, what are you talking
about?'
'Duty. That's it, isn't it? It wasn't really Roger and
Olivia, Steve and Spooks, you were thinking about - not
them as persons. It was your own honour - the honour
of the chieftain. You aren't just a person yourself any
longer. You're a figurehead as well.'
'Tomorrow it will be all over. We can forget about it
all then.'
'No. You half convinced me before, but I know better
now. You've changed, and you can't change back.'
'I've not changed.'
'When you're King of Blind Gill,' she said, 'how long
will it be, I wonder, before they make a crown for you?'
The risky part, John thought, was the stretch between
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the bend of the river and the point, some thirty yards
from the fence, where the shadow of the hill cancelled
out the moonlight. If they had left it until the moon was
fully risen, the project would have been almost impossible,
for the moonlight was brilliant and they had to
pass within yards of the defenders.
As it was, they were exposed, for some twenty-five
yards, to any close scrutiny that the people behind the
fence turned on the river. The reasonable hope was that
their attention would be focused on the obvious approach
by road rather than the apparently impractical
approach up so swift and deep a river as the Lepe. Pirrie,
in front of him, crouched down so that only his head
and shoulders, and one hand holding the rifle on his
shoulder, were out of the water, and John followed
suit.
The water was even colder than John remembered it
as being, and the effort of struggling forward against
the current was an exhausting one. Once or twice, Pirrie
slipped, and he had to hold him. It was a consolation
that the noise of the river would cloak any noise they
might make.
They pushed ahead and at last, to their relief, found
themselves clear of the moonlight. The hill's shadow was
long but of no great width; they could see the moonlit
road and the fence quite plainly. John had not been sure
of this beforehand, and it raised his hopes still further.
If the fence had been in shadow, even Pirrie's marksmanship
might not have availed them.
When they were not more than ten yards from the
fence, Pirrie stopped.
John whispered urgently 'What is it? *
He heard Pirrie draw gasping breaths. 'I ... exhausted
...'
It was a shock to remember that Pirrie was an old
man, and of frail physique, who had made a harassing
journey and only a few hours before had been knocked
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over by a bullet. John braced himself and put his free
arm round Pirrie's waist.
He said softly: 'Rest a minute. If it's too much for
you, go back. I'll carry on by myself.'
They stayed like that for several seconds. Pirrie was
shuddering against John's body. Then he pulled himself
upright.
He gasped: 'All right now.'
'Are you sure?'
Making no answer, Pirrie waded on. They were
abreast of the fence, and then beyond it.
John looked back. The valley's defences were outlined
in the moon's soft radiance. There were three men
on the platform, and another three or four huddled on
the ground behind it, presumably asleep. He whispered
to Pirrie:
'Here?'
'Give ourselves a chance,' said Pirrie. 'Lengthen the
range ... I can hit them at another twenty yards . . . '
His voice seemed stronger again. Pirrie was probably
indestructible, John reflected. He trudged after him
through the swirling water, aware of fatigue now in his
own limbs, doubling the water's drag.
Pirrie stopped at last, and turned, bracing himself
against the current. They were about twenty-five yards
inside the valley. John stood at his left elbow.
'Try for the one on the right,' Pirrie said. 'I'll manage
the other two.'
'The machine-gun first,' John said.
Pirrie did not bother to reply to that. He threw his
rifle up to his shoulder, and John, more slowly, did the
same.
Pirrie's rifle cracked viciously, and in the moonlight
the figure of the man behind the machine-gun
straightened up, cried in pain, and went down again,
clutching at the edge of the platform and missing it.
John fired for his own target, but did not hit. More
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surprisingly, Pirrie's second shot failed of its mark.
Both men remaining on the platform raced for the
machine-gun, and tried to swing it round. Pirrie fired
again as they did so, and one of them slumped across
it. The other pushed him free, and managed to turn it.
John and Pirrie fired again unsuccessfully. The figures
beneath the platform had risen and were reaching for
guns. Then the machine-gun began to sputter in a
staccato rhythm of sound and flame.
It did not manage much more than a dozen rounds
before Pirrie got his third victim, and the deadly chatter
stopped. The men on the ground had begun to fire at
them now, but the whine of individual bullets seemed
irrelevant.
Pirrie said: 'The ladder . . . keep them off the platform
...'
His voice was weaker again, but John saw him reload,
and, with his usual snatched but unwavering aim,
hit yet another figure, which had begun to climb the
ladder to the platform. John tried to listen for sounds of
Roger and the others beyond the fence, but could hear
nothing. They must have reached the fence by now. He
looked at the black line of the fence's top, searching
for the figures that should be climbing over it.
Suddenly, in an entirely natural and unforced tone,
Pirrie said:
Take this.'
He was holding out his rifle.
John said:'Why...?'
'You fool,' Pirrie said. 'I'm hit.'
A bullet whined towards them across the surface of
the water. John could see, examining him closely, that
his shirt was holed and bloody at the shoulder. He took
the gun, dropping the one he had into the water.
'Hang on to me.' he told Pirrie.
'Never mind that. The ladder!'
There was another figure on the ladder. John fired,
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reloaded, fired again. The third shot succeeded. He
turned to Pirrie.
'Now...' he began.
But Pirrie was gone. John thought he saw his body,
several yards downstream, but it was difficult to be sure.
He looked back to the more important concern - the
fence. Figures were swarming across the top, and one
already had hold of the machine-gun, tilting it downwards.
He saw the remaining defenders throw their guns
away and then, chilled and utterly tired, began looking
for the best place to get in to the bank.
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13
Into this room he had come with David, side by side,
their fingers locked together to calm each other's fear
and uncertainty before the mystery of death, to see the
corpse of Grandfather Beverley. The room had changed
very little in a score of years. David had never had any
desire to modernise his surroundings.
Arm said: 'Darling, I'm sorry - for what I said last
night.' He did not answer. 'It is going to be different
now. You were right.'
And in the afternoon of that far-away day, the
solicitor had come up from Lepeton, and there had been
the reading of the will, and David's embarrassment and
guilt when they learned that all had been left to him money
as well as land, because a good farmer will never,
if he can help it, separate the two. Well, he thought, I
got it in the end.
'It's not your fault,' Arm said. 'You mustn't think it
is.'
His mother had said: 'You don't feel badly about it,
do you, darling? It doesn't mean that Grandfather
didn't like you, you know. He was very fond of you. He
told me all about this. He knew David wanted to be a
farmer, and that you didn't. It means that all my money
goes to you - all that your father left. You will be able
to have the very best training an engineer could have.
You do see that, don't you?'
He had said yes, more bewildered by his mother's
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seriousness than anything else. He had always expected
that Blind Gill would go to David; neither property nor
money counted for anything against his one overwhelming
feeling of distaste, repugnance, for the fact and
presence of his grandfather's death. Now that the
funeral was over and the blinds had gone up again, he
wanted only to forget that grimness and shadow.
'You will have quite enough, darling,' his mother had
said. He had nodded impatiently, eager to be free of
this conversation which was a last link with the unpleasantness
of death. He took as little note of the
urgency of his mother's tone as he had done of her increasing
pallor and thinness in the past year. He did not
know, as she did, that her own life had only a short
time to run.
'Johnny,' Arm said. She came and put her hands on
his shoulders. 'You must snap out of it.'
And after that, he thought, the holidays with aunts,
and his comradeship with David, all the deeper for their
shared isolation. Had there been, beneath all that, a
resentment of what his brother had - a hatred concealed
even from himself? He could not believe it, but the
thought nagged him and would not be quieted.
'Everything's going to be all right,' Arm said. The
children can grow up here in peace, even if the world
is in ruins. Davey will farm the valley land.' She glanced
at the body lying on the bed. 'David wanted that more
than anything.'
John spoke then. 'He'll do more than farm it, won't
he? He will own it. It's a nice bit of land. Not as much
as Cain left to Enoch, though.'
'You mustn't talk like that. And it wasn't you who
killed him - it was Pirrie.'
'Was it? I don't know. We'll blame Pirrie, shall we?
And Pirrie is gone, washed away with the river, and so
the land flows with milk and honey again, and with innocence.
Is that all right?'
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'John! it was Pirrie.'
He looked at her. 'Pirrie gave me his gun - he must
have known, then, that he was finished. And when I
saw that he had gone under, I thought of throwing it
after him - that was the gun which brought us here to
the valley, killing its way across England. I could have
got to the shore more easily without it, and I was deadly
tired. But I hung on to it.'
'You can still throw it away,' she said. 'You don't
have to keep it.'
'No. Pirrie was right. You don't throw away a good
weapon.' He looked at the rifle, resting against the
dressing-table. 'It will be Davey's, when he is old
enough.'
She shrank a little. 'No! He won't need it. It will be
peace then.'
'Enoch was a man of peace,' John said. 'He lived in
the city which his father built for him. But he kept his
father's dagger in his belt.'
He went to the bed, bent down, and kissed his
brother's face. He had kissed another dead face only a
few days before, but centuries lay between the two
salutations. As he turned away towards the door, Arm
asked:
'Where are you going?'
"There's a lot to do,' he said. 'A city to be built.*
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